life struggle

Shao Yingying said, "Let's talk about it after everything is clear.【 】"

Seeing that Shao Yingying refused to reveal the truth, Wu Xiaojun couldn't continue to ask further questions, so he could only say, "I have to take care of myself, try to let go of unpleasant things, and spend every day happily. Everything will pass and everything will get better."

Ten days passed in a blink of an eye, but Wu Xiaojun still hadn't received Qin Meixiang's reply, and he was very anxious and helpless.Usually Qin Meixiang's letters are quite timely, why didn't she reply?

On this day, I finally received a reply letter. There was no sincere expression of tenderness in the letter, no blunt words of longing for each other, just a few lines of cold text, "I am very busy now and have no free time. I haven't seen Luo Xiao, her mother is seriously ill and has been home for more than 20 days. Take care of yourself."

After Wu Xiaojun watched it, he felt a sense of emptiness and loss in his heart, and his mood was quite dignified. What was she doing during this time?What on earth happened?Why so indifferent?The mystery in my heart is still unsolved.When I was depressed, I wrote another letter to Qin Meixiang.Then, for a few days in a row, like looking forward to the stars and the moon, I spent the days like years, distracted, and waited anxiously.

After nearly half a month, Wu Xiaojun received a letter from Qin Meixiang.This time, Qin Meixiang sent a copy of "Journal of Xiangzhou University" by registered mail, and inside it was a letter with more than ten pages of pure and beautiful handwriting.When Wu Xiaojun read the letter, his heart felt as if fifteen buckets were pumping water. It seemed that every hair on his body was standing on end. He was uneasy and worried. What would she say?

Wu Xiaojun collected himself, opened it carefully, and read it line by line from front to back.Qin Meixiang changed her cold and boring language style, full of excitement, joy, lovesickness and a sense of accomplishment, full of affection, endless lovesickness and sorrow, endless words of understanding, so gentle that it makes people smack the tongue.

Wu Xiaojun's melancholy and anxious heart for many days suddenly became much more relaxed. The miraculous power made him extremely excited.

What excites Qin Meixiang the most during this period is that her own article titled "Festival Market, Unlimited Business Opportunities-Investigation Report on the Festival Consumer Market in Xiangzhou and Hepingxi Cities" was strongly recommended by the department head, and was published in the school journal Published as a feature article in the third issue of the magazine.It caused quite a stir in the school for a while. I wanted to tell Wu Xiaojun the exciting news as soon as possible, and share it together, but I quickly dismissed the idea and deliberately suppressed it, let it go, and hurried him , provoking Wu Xiaojun with a few cold and dry words to see how he would react.Seeing Wu Xiaojun's letter, he said a lot of complaints, worries and caresses. He was about to collapse. He felt a burst of joy and a warm heart. He wrote a crazy love letter, accompanied by a magazine, and sent it to Wu Xiaojun Rewards.

Wu Xiaojun suddenly understood, no wonder she went to Pingxi non-stop and mysteriously to go shopping in a hurry a few years ago. It turned out that she was writing this article to experience life and collect basic information. This girl can really pretend.Not replying to myself for many days is because I have a good thing in my heart, to whet my appetite, to seek excitement and happiness. This kind of joke is very tormenting, and it is easy to be misunderstood. It is better to use it less in the future.

Qin Meixiang mentioned Luo Xiao in the letter, "I always take what you told me to heart. Although I don't know the details, I vaguely feel that there must be a story in it. Luo Xiao's mother suffered from endometrial cancer, which was terminally ill. Passed away ten days ago at the age of 55. Luo Xiao finished her mother's funeral at home and returned to school yesterday. Although she is not her biological mother, it seems that mother and child have a deep relationship. Seeing me was very sad and cried very sadly. I When I mentioned to her that Shao Yingying had opinions on her, she was startled for a while, then her face was full of melancholy, and she seemed to have something to hide, saying that it was inconvenient to see her, let alone not wanting to see her, so please convey this to Shao Yingying."

At the end of the letter, Qin Meixiang said, "Stupid boy, don't be in a daze, and read more girls' hearts in the future." Wu Xiaojun read the letter several times, unable to calm down for a long time.

On the night Wu Xiaojun received the letter, he invited Shao Yingying to the shore of Baihu Lake, and the two of them sat cross-legged on a lawn.

Shao Yingying asked eagerly, "Has Qin Meixiang sent you a letter? Have you seen Luo Xiao? Has his mother recovered from her illness?"

Wu Xiaojun sighed, and said softly, "I received a letter, the situation is not very good, I hope you will not be sad."

Shao Yingying stared at Wu Xiaojun, "Quickly tell me, what's going on?"

Wu Xiaojun said, "Her mother has cancer and has passed away. It seems that there is something hidden. She said that it is inconvenient to see you, and I don't want to see you."

During this period, Shao Yingying was mentally wandering, restless, restless, feeling like she was sitting on pins and needles, her heart was in her throat, eagerly looking forward to getting unexpected results as soon as possible. Hearing Wu Xiaojun's news about Luo Xiao's news, she felt sad and disappointed.Looking at the sparkling lake, tears flowed from the corners of his eyes, and he muttered to himself, "It seems that it may be true, my mother has hope. It seems that it may be true, my mother has hope gone."

Wu Xiaojun said, "Why are you crying? Ever since you let me know about Luo Xiao, I have been wondering if you have a sister relationship with Luo Xiao. You are so far apart. If this is the case, it is too coincidental." And by chance."

Shao Yingying pondered for a moment, then turned to look at Wu Xiaojun and said, "Please accompany me to Xiangzhou on the weekend, I want to meet Luo Xiao in person, is that okay?"

Seeing Shao Yingying's earnestness, Wu Xiaojun said casually, "No problem. If you can really recognize a sister, it will be a great joy. Let's take the train early on Saturday morning."

Shao Yingying said, "Okay, I'm sorry to trouble you, I've made you worry a lot about me."

Wu Xiaojun said, "This is God's blessing. It's a coincidence. If you give me a chance to do something for you, it's all right. It's nothing. How about it, I will wait for you in front of the dormitory at five o'clock on Saturday."

At this time, a flirting sound came from not far away. The two followed the sound, and through the faint light, they faintly saw a pair of male and female students embracing each other under the willow tree. Hugging him tightly, he kept beating the boy's chest with both hands, and kept saying, "You are so bad, you are so bad, you are so bad, it hurts so much to play with my ass."

Wu Xiaojun smiled slightly at Shao Yingying, "These two are really well fed, and they love each other here, and they are not afraid of being laughed at by others."

Shao Yingying's face was rosy, and she said softly, "Don't worry about them, that's their own business. Let's go back, it's settled like this, go to Xiangzhou early on Saturday morning."

When Wu Xiaojun returned to the dormitory, he felt an inexplicable feeling in his heart. Thinking of the shocking scene at Anwang Temple, the thanks before the school’s finance department, the farewell before the Spring Festival, the meeting in the morning exercise, and the moment of presenting flowers on the outing, he felt more and more inexplicable to Shao Yingying It was a wonderful feeling, this feeling reminded him of his crush on Luo Xiao that he had dreamed about and dreamed about for more than a year, and he was in conflict for a while.After thinking about it, I feel that this kind of thinking is too absurd, too childish, and too naive. Qin Meixiang is so kind, confidant, caring, and loving. How many teenagers dream of being a lovely girl? You will forget everything in a blink of an eye, how can you not know how to cherish, but also wishful thinking, wanting to transfer love to another, aren't you afraid of hurting her pure and hot heart?Wu Xiaojun, Wu Xiaojun, you must not have such an idea, you must kill it in the cradle immediately, and you must not stage a farce where an infatuated woman meets a heartless man.

However, some things can not be forgotten if you want to forget. Sometimes the more you want to forget, the clearer you will be. Often, ghosts and gods will make mistakes, involuntarily looking for the footprints of the beloved, looking for the back of the beloved, looking forward to the appearance of the beloved, and even more unable to stop.Although it was only three days before Saturday, Wu Xiaojun felt that it was as long as three months, and he didn't sleep well for two nights of excitement.

Before five o'clock on Saturday morning, Wu Xiaojun was quietly waiting for Shao Yingying in front of the dormitory area.At a quarter past five, Shao Yingying walked out with a red leather bag in her hand.Because she was going to meet a sister she hadn't seen since she was a child, Shao Yingying specially bought a beige plaid round neck top and a pair of dark black shiny pants that she liked, and tidied up her shoulder-length hair After a while, I put a layer of L'Oreal lightly on my face that usually never wears powder. With the beautiful new clothes that fit well, I look particularly energetic, more gentle, quiet, virtuous and beautiful.Wu Xiaojun's eyes suddenly lit up, and he said with a smile, "Today is really energetic and beautiful."

Shao Yingying smiled and said, "Actually, I hate makeup the most. It's very troublesome and boring. It's best to pursue nature. But when you meet for the first time, you have to make a good impression. Let's go."

At around [-] o'clock in the morning, the two arrived at Xiangzhou University. It took a long time to find the dormitory where Qin Meixiang lived.

Hearing chattering and laughing inside, Wu Xiaojun stepped forward and knocked lightly on the door, "Excuse me, is classmate Qin Meixiang there?"

Someone inside said, "Mei Xiang, someone is looking for you outside, go and open the door."

After a while, the door opened.Qin Meixiang came out wearing casual clothes with disheveled hair. Seeing Wu Xiaojun and Shao Yingying standing quietly outside the door, she was taken aback and asked in amazement, "Why are you two here together? Come in quickly." " Then he took the bag from Shao Yingying's hand, let the two of them into the house, and said to the sisters, "Several, I'm sorry, my fellow came from Pingxi, and we won't play today. Let me introduce to you, This is Wu Xiaojun, my classmate in high school, and this beautiful lady, Shao Yingying, is Xiaojun's current classmate. Please take care of me."

Several sisters in the house saw someone coming, and couldn't help but look at it with strange eyes. A small and exquisite girl said with a smile, "Mei Xiang, your fellow is so handsome and has a good eye, and your girlfriend is so handsome." But Ren, she is really a man and a woman, and she is a good match."

Wu Xiaojun was quite embarrassed when he said one sentence, Shao Yingying's face was flushed, Qin Meixiang looked uncomfortable, and hurriedly said, "Fang Qiao, what are you talking about, it's not like that at all. Seeing Shao Yingying's face flushed, I feel embarrassed."

Fang Qiao and the others cleaned up the card table and went out to the cafeteria to eat.

The two sat down, Qin Meixiang poured two glasses of water, and sat down gently. Before she could speak, Wu Xiaojun said, "Meixiang, Shao Yingying was quite anxious, and she wanted to see Luo Xiao as soon as possible, so she had to suddenly You don't mind coming here, do you?"

Qin Meixiang said, "Why are you being polite to me? We are all old acquaintances. What are you talking about? It's just what you ask for. I'm afraid you are here because of Luo Xiao."

With tears in her eyes, Shao Yingying stared at Qin Meixiang and said, "Sister Meixiang, the two of us have met again, and I am causing you trouble. We are here for Luo Xiao, and I hope you can help us so that we can see each other again." On the one hand, it’s okay, but I’m still worried.”

Qin Meixiang said embarrassingly, "Luo Xiao's mother just passed away, and she is in a bad mood now. A few days ago, I briefly mentioned you to her, but she responded very coldly, so I don't want to ask further. Since you are here, after lunch Let's go to her school, and I'll talk to her again to see if she has any secrets in her heart, and if she wants to see you, what?"

Shao Yingying said, "Thank you very much, sister Meixiang, this matter really bothered you and Xiaojun."

Qin Meixiang said, "I don't know if it's true or not, so don't thank me politely. It's relatively close to Luoxiao School, only two roads away, which means a 20-minute walk. Let's go first Have a meal outside, and then go directly. Seeing that I am disheveled and my hair is messy, I look like a lunatic. Xiaojun, you go outside and wait a while, I will change my clothes and go out immediately. "

The three of them went to the off-campus snack bar for a quick meal, and then went directly to Xiangzhou University of Technology.Stopping at the downstairs of Luo Xiao's dormitory, Qin Meixiang said, "Yingying, if you go up rashly, I'm afraid it will cause Luo Xiao's misunderstanding and embarrassment. I'd better tell her first, you two are waiting for me below." Go upstairs.

Shao Yingying said nervously, "Sister Meixiang, you must talk to her carefully."

Qin Meixiang turned her head and said with a smile, "Do your best."

Wu Xiaojun looked at Shao Yingying, not knowing whether it was excitement, excitement, or sadness. He lowered his head, said nothing, and was short of breath. There are several green chairs in the room, and she said distressedly, "Yingying, don't walk back and forth, it's not good for others to see, you'd better sit on the chair in front for a while, and calm down your nervous mood."

The two of them just sat down, Qin Meixiang looked embarrassed, and hurried down from the upstairs, the two hurriedly got up and greeted them, and asked eagerly, "Sister Meixiang, Meixiang, how are you, can you see Luo Xiao?"