military wedding night love

After all, two days passed.

This morning, the little girl had already gone to school.Gu Xiyan sat quietly in the living room alone, as dumb as a statue.

How great it would be if she could really become a statue without sorrow or joy, Gu Xiyan had this thought by chance, and immediately she laughed in her heart that she was really cowardly, didn't she make a decision long ago, why did she When this incident was about to take place, she still felt a corner of her heart ache?That kind of pain, numbness, rolled from the heart to the whole body, so all her blood was dyed with tingling pain.

When Shang Yiqi went downstairs, he was really holding a document in his hand. From the stairs to the hall, every step he took felt heavy.The document in his hand had already been wrinkled by his grasp, but he didn't seem to notice it.

In fact, it didn't take him two days to complete all the divorce procedures, only the two of them had to sign the divorce agreement.But he didn't take out the divorce agreement until the last moment, so she could tell him: "We still won't leave".

If she can say that, then he can really let go of the past, and he can take this incident as a joke.

The living room is finally here.After sitting down beside Gu Xiyan, Shang Yiqi slowly put the documents in his hands on the long table, "Do you really want to leave?"

Gu Xiyan told him the answer with actions.Opening the file, Gu Xiyan took a few symbolic glances, but actually didn't read anything.Turning to the last page, she looked at his signature on the document, and the handsome and resolute signature made her smile.She has always liked his handwriting, which is beautiful yet wild.

Realizing that he didn't bring the pen, Gu Xiyan stood up and went straight to get the pen.

When Gu Xiyan came back, Shang Yiqi didn't look at her, all his eyes were focused on the divorce agreement.

Gu Xiyan sat down, looked at the place where she should sign, and weakly pulled the pen to paste it there.

Gu Xiyan, as long as these three words are written down, they will have nothing to do with each other from now on.How can the argument that you can be friends if you can't be a lover work with them?Either fall in love fiercely, or separate decisively.Either love it or not, there is no third option.

For a moment, Gu Xiyan really wanted to say willfully, let's not leave, we will be together well in the future, no one can separate us.

But she never had a chance to say this, because while she was thinking this way, she had already written the name quickly with a few brushes on the paper.

She wrote very neatly, and a little dainty.She used to think that when she signed this name, she would at least feel sour, or that she would write the name ugly.

However, nothing, nothing, everything, is a foregone conclusion.She hadn't even had time to mourn the end of her marriage of so many years, it was over.

When she put down her pen, Gu Xiyan was a little dumbfounded, but in a few blinks, she pushed the person she loved the most out of her life with her own hands.From then on, Shangqiongbi fell to Huangquan, and there was no relationship between them.

"You are so cruel," Gu Xiyan was still dangling in the void, but Shang Yiqi ruthlessly clasped her shoulders on both sides with scarlet eyes, "Are you so impatient to leave me? I thought you At least he would hesitate for a while, but how could you sign so freely and decisively? We have been married for so many years, did you ever feel a little bit of reluctance and nostalgia for Yan'er and me when signing? No, not at all, after all Is it because you are too ruthless, or I am too self-indulgent, why do I still have delusions about you?"

"Don't be like this. This marriage was a mistake. Now that the mistake is over, everything is just back to the original point. If I leave, you... will have a better time." Gu Xiyan didn't know why she said such words , the origin, how could it be possible to return to the origin?Many things have already changed.Many fetters also came into being unknowingly.After so many years of marriage, can it be wiped out by just returning to the original point?

Gu Xiyan stumbled away and ran away, Shang Yiqi stared blankly at the direction she was leaving, and finally slammed the table hard.

Gu Xiyan's whole body was trembling when she was packing her luggage. How could she have forgotten that there is another feeling called hindsight.Look, she was so calm just now, but now, she is completely defeated.

Tears welled up in her eyes, she opened the closet, took two pieces of clothes and threw them on the bed, and then found a suitcase.The clothes were stuffed into the suitcase in a mess. Gu Xiyan thought about it and opened the wardrobe on the other side. There was a long white dress in it, which was the one he gave her that day.

She has worn this skirt only three or four times, as if holding some rare treasure, she took out the skirt, and then folded it carefully.

When she was about to put the skirt into the suitcase, she hesitated.This is the dress he gave her and she loves it.But if she still takes it away, how can she guarantee that she won't think of him when she wears this skirt in the future?

Some things are destined to be forgotten.Some emotions, just quietly buried in the bottom of my heart.Some people, since they can't stay together, why do they still have ties?

After all, Gu Xiyan didn't put the skirt in the suitcase.After shaking out the folded skirt, she put it in an inconspicuous corner of the closet.

Just like that, let it lie in this inconspicuous little place. If a new hostess lives here one day, it may be packaged and sent away together with the rest of her clothes.Or maybe, as soon as she left, he would clean up everything related to her.No matter what, this skirt shouldn't appear in her life again.

Taking out the clothes randomly placed in the suitcase, Gu Xiyan sobbed softly while folding the clothes.

Why are you crying?Maybe... because her love withered before it bloomed!But since she had already promised to be with Wei Zhe, this was the last time she allowed herself to cry for the man who had become her ex-husband.

When Gu Xiyan went downstairs, Shang Yiqi was still sitting on the sofa.There was no anger and pain on his face, only indifference and coldness remained.Gu Xiyan stamped her feet, put down the luggage in her hands, and walked towards him lightly.

She thought she should at least say goodbye to him.

"Brother Shang... I'm leaving. Wei Zhe has already agreed to return to City T. If there is no accident in the future, I will never set foot in the capital again in my life. Take care of yourself, don't work too hard, pay attention to rest, what happens? Don't be too strong, you still have your parents, sister, and Yan'er. In the future, you will have a docile and lovely wife. They are all people you can rely on. Thank you for taking care of me these years, I thank you from the bottom of my heart Treat me well, but I may not think of you again in the future. I will marry Wei Zhe after I return to T City, and I will try my best to be a good wife with one heart and one mind. Brother Shang, you will also be a good wife. Very good husband. I am not very good at talking, but I sincerely wish you find happiness soon. I am sorry for Yaner, I don’t know how to explain my departure to her, I am not a good mother, But I understand that you are a good father. If possible, please make Yan'er forget me." Gu Xiyan looked at Shang Yiqi's profile, and a voice in her heart told her, take another look, and look at him again. Well, then stop having any fantasies about him, he doesn't belong to you anymore.

Greedily wanting to remember his appearance at this moment, how could Gu Xiyan not know that she was deceiving herself and others.It's easier said than done to forget, but she has to do it, right?

"Brother Shang, if you have nothing to say to me, I'll leave." Gu Xiyan couldn't tell whether it was sad or fortunate, she was leaving already, but he didn't even want to say a word to her.

Turning around slowly, Gu Xiyan was finally relieved.Perhaps, this is the best result.So what if you talk too much, but it will only increase your thoughts.

When they reached the stairs, Gu Xiyan picked up the suitcase and walked towards the gate.It was only a few dozen steps away, but she walked for as long as a century.

That day, that sad girl who was crying and venting at the airport foolishly met that handsome frowning man.At that time, he thought she was disturbing others, and she was very embarrassed, but soon the two chatted again.

Time passed, and two years later, he reached out his hand to her, and he said, "Yan'er needs a mother, and you are the right one." And she offered her hand and chose to agree.A marriage begins here.

That night, on the dark street, she silently recited his kindness to her, and ran back into the dark and cramped carriage with all her strength.His body was burning hot, but she clearly resisted but still allowed him to enter her uncultivated territory.He let her taste the extreme pain, and at the same time tried his best to give her tenderness and care.When he captured her layer of innocence, she became his veritable woman.

For many days in the future, they thought about living their lives like this.Unexpectedly, the man Wei Zhe appeared again in her life, and another outstanding and admirable woman appeared in his life.

When she agreed to get married, she was just grateful for his help. Without him, how could she start another life in a different place?Now, more than seven years have passed since meeting, getting married and then divorced.Apart from being more mature, more stable, and more charming, the current him seems to have not changed much from the year when he first met.And if she really wants to pursue it, it is probably the mentality that has changed the most.

In fact, what about love, and what about not loving?Many times, fate does not give us more choices, so we can only struggle with the existing options.Now that everything has come to an end, they finally have nothing to do with the beautiful words that last forever!

Gu Xiyan finally walked to the door, and let out a long breath, with a smile on her lips - Farewell, the man I love the most.Qi, if you understand what I mean, then please... be happy.

After opening the door, Gu Xiyan didn't look back.The sun outside the door hit her, and she felt warm all over her body.All nights will pass, and now, the sun outside the door is just right!

Shang Yiqi suddenly rushed out and hugged Gu Xiyan from behind. He held Gu Xiyan tightly, fearing that she would disappear if he let go, "Don't go, okay?"

Gu Xiyan's delicate body trembled slightly, but after a short while, she regained her composure.Lowering her eyelids, she said gently, "Brother Shang, we've made it very clear, haven't we? Let go, and we'll all be happy." It's just that our happiness is not each other's.

"I want to keep you, don't go with him, stay here, okay? It doesn't matter if you're not married." In this world, he only allows one person to squander his emotions like this, but what he hopes more is that she can accept it. his feelings.

Qi, how is it possible?You pampered me, pampered me, but didn't give me love, and I could give you caring and tenderness, but I couldn't give you hope.A trace of sadness flashed across Gu Xiyan's eyes in an instant.

We are destined to miss it.If you miss it, it just means that we are really, really inappropriate.

"Brother Shang, I'm sorry." Gu Xiyan heard her weak voice, "I shouldn't be involved in your future. It's impossible for my future to overlap with you again."

"I'm sorry? Haha, I knew it was like this, I knew it..." Shang Yiqi's voice was sad and hopeless at the moment. He knew it would be like this, so why didn't he give up?Is it because he is so mean that he leaves a way out for her again and again like this?But she...has she ever cared about his concession? .

Gu Xiyan turned around and looked at Shang Yiqi, "Brother Shang, I'm leaving." She squirmed her cherry lips, only to realize that she had nothing to say.

Before Shang Yiqi could answer, she picked up her luggage and rushed out.

"Wait, let me ask you one last question." Shang Yiqi's hoarse voice successfully stopped Gu Xiyan from moving forward.

"Tell me, if you ever had my child, would you be willing to give birth to him?" Shang Yiqi even had a questioning tone.

She clearly said she would stop crying, but Gu Xiyan still had a few tears from the corners of her eyes.There was some pain in my heart—children, who would refuse the birth of a lovely baby?Gu Xiyan tightened her hands while carrying the luggage, the children of the two of them!

"If I ever had a child, I would try my best to give birth to him." Gu Xiyan ran away after finishing speaking.

The luggage was not heavy, and she stopped a taxi not long after she left the gate.

Shang Yiqi looked at the direction she was leaving, and a flash of intense pain suddenly flashed in the corners of his handsome eyes—it was him after all, who failed to protect their mother and child.

When he told her that he was a soldier, how could he have imagined that one day he would leave behind his pregnant and beloved wife and fight on the front line against drug dealers?

But even though he is such an irresponsible husband, he still wants to...keep her by his side!