military wedding night love

Did Gu Xiyan see Shang Yiqi after all, he still had such an unparalleled handsome face, but he was lying quietly on a stretcher, sleeping peacefully, as if the whole world had nothing to do with him.

Lifting off the white cloth on his body, Gu Xiyan felt her eyes go dark in just a split second.It's just that she is strong enough to support herself, no, she doesn't believe that this is her inspiration anyway, don't believe it!

"Qi, no, this must not be Qi, my Qi will not lie to me, this is not Qi... You lied to me, lied to me, you give me back my Qi, this person is not my Qi, It's not..." When Gu Xiyan said this, her eyes were red, and she didn't even dare to hold Shang Yiqi's hand.

No, how could this lifeless corpse be Kai?Her Qi is not like this, Qi would laugh at herself, this person doesn't even smile, how could he be Qi?Gu Xiyan covered her ears with both hands, but she shook her head desperately.A deadly feeling began to overflow from her heart, and she only felt that it was a luxury for her to breathe more.

"Yanyan, calm down, be good, say goodbye to Shang Yi, and then go back to sleep, okay? Yanyan, you are tired." Wei Zhe took two steps forward and took Gu Xiyan's hands, Caressing her softly, Wei Zhe was afraid that Gu Xiyan would be irritated at any time.

"No, I won't go, I want to see Qi, I want to see him." Gu Xiyan's voice was hoarse from crying, but she still refused to admit that the cold corpse in front of her was the man she loved deeply.No, Qi will not abandon her, no, why does everyone lie to her?Obviously this person is not Qi at all, even if he looks the same as Qi, but this person is not her Qi!

"Enough, Xiyan, can you recognize the reality? Even if the man lying on the ground is dead, at least he has loved and cared for you sincerely. Even if you can't accept his departure, how can you Can you not admit that he is your husband? Xiyan, how will you make your husband feel bad? Xiyan, come here." Jiang Hanxiao never wanted to see Gu Xiyan torture herself like this again, and grabbed Gu Xiyan, She forcefully pulled Gu Xiyan to the front of Shang Yiqi.

"No, I don't want to watch..." Gu Xiyan cried, because she was out of breath and coughed a few times.

"Xiyan, you have to look, and you have to see clearly. Xiyan, this man is your love, will you stop loving him because he is dead? Xiyan, if you love him so much, then you can still be in love with him." In the years to come, keep your memories and live. Xiyan, look, if you don't watch it, I'm afraid you won't have a chance." Jiang Hanxiao wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes.Xiyan, I don't know that you don't want to admit Shang Yiqi's departure, but if you live in your own dream forever, then the people around you will feel even more sad because of you.Xiyan, would you like to see such a situation happen?

Gu Xiyan stretched out her hand tentatively at last, but her hand froze when it was about to touch Shang Yiqi's pale face.With five fingers drawn together, she didn't have the courage to touch his cold body after all.

Kai, is this your reply to me?You broke your promise, you are a liar, obviously you promised, you promised...

She didn't sleep all night, when Gu Xiyan woke up from the bed the next day, her eyes were swollen like walnuts, and the whole pillow was wet, it was because she shed tears all night.

Three days later, the funeral.

Several times of sincerity, several times of falsehood, several times of politeness, and several times of formality.

Gu Xiyan doesn't know how many of those crying people around her really care about Shang Yiqi and feel sad for his death, it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter, as long as she still loves Qi!

For three consecutive nights, Gu Xiyan repeatedly asked herself while tossing and turning - why didn't you die, why didn't you stay with him?He is the man you love the most, how can you bear to let him walk alone on the road to death?

The answer is already in my heart-be patient?No, how could she let him go alone?Give her a few more days, just wait for her a few more days.Qi, you must not blame me, without you, I really can't be strong.I know I'm useless, so I can't continue to live in this world without you, really, can't...

Before the cremation began, Ji Shufen couldn't help but rushed forward and hugged Shang Yiqi's cardboard coffin, and then burst into tears.The one sleeping here is her son. She is just such a son. From the moment he was born, she worried about him, raised him, respected him and raised him, but he is fine. How could he be so unfilial? How could he let him Two white-haired men and Lao Shang came to give him this black-haired man?

"Xiao Qi, how could you be so cruel? How could you..." In just two or three days, Ji Shufen turned into a senile person.

Until Shang Yarou pulled her back with tears in her eyes, Ji Shufen still clung to the coffin like crazy.After finally opening the coffin and taking a look at the man inside, the last gleam of hope in Ji Shufen's eyes disappeared.

Isn't the person here her son?But she was still wishful thinking that the person lying here at this moment would be another person.Xiao Qi, her child, it is impossible for him to wake up again!

Not long after, Gu Xiyan also stepped forward to support Ji Shufen's other arm, she didn't look at the man in the coffin again, no need, no need...Qi, I'll catch up with you soon, okay?

On this day, Gu Xiyan watched with her own eyes the body of the man she loved so much being pushed into the combustion chamber, and then she turned around without looking back.

Qi, I just want to remember the warm smile on your lips, I just want to remember your best side, I know, you definitely don't want me to see you in a mess.

A strong sadness swayed in the air, Gu Xiyan slowly walked out of the crematorium by herself.The crying sound behind her got farther and farther away, but Gu Xiyan laughed lightly.

Her heartless smile, against her sad and lonely eyes, really makes people unbearable to blame.

The moment she left the crematorium, Gu Xiyan raised her hand to her forehead.The faint throbbing pain in her head intensified more and more, accompanied by the cleaner but hopeless smile on her lips.

Qi, that's great, that's great, it turns out that I really... used to love you so much!Now, I want to love more than before, love you more, and only you!

Three days later, the little girl walked up to Gu Xiyan with small steps.Grabbing the hem of Gu Xiyan's blouse, the little guy timidly asked: "Mummy, don't you move back, okay, Mummy, Yan'er wants you to stay here with me?"

"Yan'er, Mommy is sorry for you." Gu Xiyan smiled gently at the little guy, and followed her to hug the little girl tightly.

"Mummy, you have to promise Yan'er that you will never leave Yan'er... Mommy, woooo... Yan'er no longer has a father, woooo..." The little girl couldn't help it in Gu Xiyan's arms. burst into tears.Daddy, why did Daddy leave her and Mummy?Daddy doesn't know that he is sad to leave Mommy, grandparents, aunts, and she is also sad?Daddy, why are you leaving?Daddy, you are bad...

"Yan'er, my Yan'er is the strongest child in the world. Be good, Yan'er, don't cry." Gu Xiyan pulled the little girl away, and then she carefully wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes for the little guy.

"Woooo... Mommy, Yan'er is not that strong, so Mommy stays with Yan'er, okay? Mommy, why don't Yan'er and Mommy leave together?" The little guy refused to let Gu Xiyan go , Daddy left, and Mommy refused to accompany her, but didn't Daddy and Mommy like her very much, why didn't they take her with them?

"Yan'er, Mommy is sorry for you. Yan'er, it's Mommy's fault. Mommy promises you, we will meet again one day, okay?" Gu Xiyan comforted the little girl, "Yan'er, Mommy doesn't want to let you Your father lived alone, so Mommy has to move back, and Mommy has to stay in the home where your daddy lived!"

"Mum, then you can take me back too, okay? Yan'er also wants to live where Daddy used to live." The little girl tried to negotiate.

Gu Xiyan still only smiled and wiped the tears from the corners of the little girl's eyes, without saying a word.

After coaxing the little girl to sleep, Gu Xiyan took one last look at the little girl with nostalgia, and then she exited the room step by step.

Qi, I'm so bad, I can't be brave, I can't be strong, but I want our daughter to be strong, I'm really too bad!

"Xiaoyan, do you really want to move back?" When Gu Xiyan was about to leave the home of Shang's parents and Shang's mother, Ji Shufen called out to her tremblingly.

"Yes, Mom, I'm sorry, Yan'er has to trouble you to take care of her, I'm really unfilial." Gu Xiyan lowered her head while speaking, her eyes were sour, but she didn't dare to let the tears fall.

"Xiaoyan, remember to come back often. Although the distance is not too far, if you are separated from Yan'er for too long, the little girl will feel uncomfortable, you know?" Ji Shufen took a few steps forward and pulled Gu Xi Yan's hand, exhorted carefully.

"Mom, I know." When Gu Xiyan looked up and saw Ji Shufen's old and dejected appearance, she almost gave up the obsession in her heart.Mom, mom, she has endured the pain of losing her son, how can she do it, how can she... make things worse?However, her Qi, her favorite man...

Qi, you are so ruthless, how can you leave me such a difficult multiple-choice question?I'm really...wrong no matter what I choose...

Ji Shufen nodded, the tears in her eyes kept rolling, and finally she said in a hoarse voice: "Xiaoyan, you and Xiaoqi haven't gotten back together yet, you are still... free, from now on, no matter what you choose No matter where you go, Mom won't stop you..."

After Ji Shufen finished speaking, she turned around and wiped her tears. Her son had already left, so she shouldn't be holding Xiaoyan.Xiao Qi, if Mom said that, would you agree?

"Mom, I only have one husband, and it can only be that one forever. It can't be anyone else. I don't want anyone else except Qi." Gu Xiyan choked up her voice, her face full of fragility.

After saying this, Gu Xiyan covered her lips and left in a hurry, just hurry up, just hurry up, Qi, I can't wait to go back to the roof where we used to live together.