military wedding night love

"Why?" he asked.Just because he was a step late and failed to save her before Wei Zhe, could she hurt him so recklessly?

"You don't have a heart." Seeing her silence, Shang Yiqi spoke again, and there was a deep but hard-to-find embarrassment buried in his tone.

Gu Xiyan suddenly met Shang Yiqi's icy cold face, her heart 'thumped', a little sour and a little painful.She knew that he didn't love her, but his indifference at the moment still made it hard for her to accept.

But, Gu Xiyan, isn't this what you want?You want to diverge from the intersection with this man, you want him...to be happy, not to waste a lot of time with Lang by your side.An outstanding man like him will be loved by many, many women, why do you delay his progress towards happiness?

After admonishing herself like this, Gu Xiyan suddenly felt that the sadness in her heart was nothing at all.Just remember that you want him to be happy, and forget about everything else!If you care too much, life will become very bitter.And she, originally only wanted to spend the rest of her life carelessly like this.

"Give me a reason that can convince me." Shang Yiqi chuckled suddenly.What is he dissatisfied with?She never gave him any promises, no matter how much he cares about it, it's just his own wishful thinking.

"Qi, I'm sorry, from now on I want to sleep with Yan'er. If you find someone who makes your heart beat, then we'll divorce." Gu Xiyan stood up from Shang Yiqi's arms, and put the girl in her ear. With her hair pushed back, she spoke in a soft voice... she thought it was a perfect word.

Gu Xiyan's words made Shang Yiqi furious, "Are you so impatient to return to your old lover? How can I not be as good as him? I can't satisfy you, can I?" Shang Yiqi roared furiously. Qi completely ignored Gu Xiyan's repeated shaking of his head, "Gu Xiyan, what did you say before, did you swear that you had nothing to do with Wei Zhe was a lie? Or do you think that I, Shang Yiqi, must be so cheap You can't?"

In a rage, Shang Yiqi lifted the table, and the sound of pots, bowls, spoons and pans hitting the ground was extremely loud, and Gu Xiyan was also taken a few steps back in shock.

"I didn't." Gu Xiyan retorted softly, her head drooping.Shang Yiqi directly believed that she was guilty.

Gu Xiyan didn't feel guilty, she was just sad.She knew that he had worked so hard to prepare her lunch, but before a quarter of the meal was eaten, the rest of the food was fed to the floor, and she easily let him down.

But, can you stop being so nice to her?She can't afford it, and she won't.

Shang Yiqi rarely experienced violent emotional fluctuations in his life, and most of the time he was always a calm spectator.He would smile with all his heart, but only to a few people.He also suffers, but only in front of certain people.But at this moment, there was an unspeakable hatred in his heart.

It's nothing to complain about, he's been kind to her for so many years, it's not that he wants her to appreciate him.He just hated her, hated how she could ignore him like this.divorce?I'm afraid it wasn't the first day she had this idea?

He hated himself even more, obviously she had already so clearly wanted to push herself to others, but why did he still want to hold her by his side.Even if she doesn't love him, she loves another man, he doesn't want her to leave.He hated himself for not being able to make a clean break. When has he ever been so indecisive and hesitant?

I'm afraid, she doesn't care if she wants to keep her!If Yan'er didn't exist, would she have planned to leave him early in the morning?That's right, why does he always ignore the fact that she doesn't love him.Now that I think about it, I still dream of being able to conceive offspring with her, but it is pitiful and ridiculous.

child?How could he forget that she didn't want his child!If it was the man who made such a request, would she have agreed early on?

Shang Yiqi turned around, not wanting to see Gu Xiyan's still pretty face again.He deliberately didn't think about many things, but he didn't want to cause trouble for the two of them.Now that she has made it clear that she wants to give up on him, what does it matter if he remembers one more thing or one less, since she doesn't care anyway?

Shang Yiqi didn't know that Gu Xiyan's face at this moment was by no means bright, but gloomy and disheartened.Oh, the relationship between them is really easy to break.

Stretching both hands towards her face, Gu Xiyan wiped away the tears on her cheeks with both hands, and a faint smile appeared on the corner of her mouth again.Shang Yiqi was walking towards the gate, but she watched him leave tenderly, her eyes were so steamed that only blessings remained.

Qi, I wish you happiness!

The injury on her back felt as if it had been burned by fire in an instant, Gu Xiyan's mouth was bitter.In fact, even without these injuries, they couldn't be together forever.The child, that sensitive word, was the gulf between them.Maybe she was moved by the talk before, but after careful consideration, she will find that reality can never be as perfect as imagined. She knows that she can't do it with someone who doesn't love her, even if this person loves her. She goes to heaven.

When Shang Yiqi walked to the door, Gu Xiyan still didn't move.From the living room to the gate, 78 steps, every step, he consciously stopped for a moment, even he himself didn't know what he was expecting, expecting her to wake up and tell himself that she shouldn't have said that?Or do you expect her to tell him that she loves him?

Don't lie to yourself, Shang Yiqi felt a little sad in his heart.But even so, he still wanted to look back at her, and he wanted to use her joyful gesture to remind himself of her cruelty to him.

The moment Shang Yiqi turned around, Gu Xiyan just turned her head and knelt down to clean up the mess on the ground.He could only see her actions, not flustered at all, orderly.

It turned out that his bitterness and hatred were just passing clouds in her eyes.

"Without me, you will live well or even better, right?" Something cold and elastic stuck to Gu Xiyan's earlobe, Gu Xiyan shook her hand, and the glass shards in her hand fell to the ground, 'Deng ' With a sound, the fragments were divided into finer pieces.

"Tell me, are you?" Shang Yiqi pulled her to stand up, and there was an inexplicably sad element in his voice.

Gu Xiyan is like a child who has done something wrong, she dare not move around.

Will live better?Gu Xiyan suddenly realized that she seemed... never thought about what life would be like without him.Over the years, she had already gotten used to his presence.

If one day, he will no longer hold her in his arms like he is now; if one day, when they meet, he jokes at another woman; if one day, from his eyes, she no longer She couldn't see his tenderness towards her in the past, she could only see his indifference towards her at a glance; if one day, he really told her that I fell in love with a woman, I love her very much, and we divorced; If one day, his world no longer needs her participation...

Is this really what she wants?

As soon as her legs softened, Gu Xiyan was about to slide down.My heart, which had already calmed down, made waves at this moment—why, why should I remind her in the future?She shouldn't think about the future, the future without him and Yan'er; the future, the future when she is alone; the future, the future when they are strangers.

A gray mist covered her eyes, and Gu Xiyan bit her tongue with two rows of white teeth until it was bloodshot.The tears swirling in the eye sockets were forced back and gushed out again.The plump and round teardrops flowed down her pink cheeks and into her snowy neck with some warmth, before disappearing without a trace.

The suppressed sobs could no longer stop the prairie fire, Gu Xiyan sobbed loudly.She needs to let off steam, even if it's seen as vexatious.

after?Gu Xiyan cried, cried and cried, but she laughed again.That laughter was full of sadness, hopelessness, and every inch of loneliness.She thought, if she was smart enough, she should grab the man next to her and follow him with a stern face, so that he could discover all the advantages of herself.Or, she can return to Wei Zhe's side, even if his family does not allow her existence, with his blessing, she can naturally live well.

It's just that she has never been smart enough for feelings.Therefore, she wanted Shang Yiqi to find another beautiful woman, and also wanted to get rid of Wei Zhe.is she stupidGu Xiyan smiled, maybe!

Shang Yiqi secretly blamed himself for being soft-hearted, why she just shed a few tears, and he immediately felt distressed.Holding the person in front of him into his arms, no matter how much she cries, he will never let go.Silly girl, he sighed.

Tired of crying and shouting, Gu Xiyan stared straight ahead with wandering eyes.Thinking of the person who hugged her, Gu Xiyan concealed her sadness, "I'm fine, I just want to cry suddenly, you go."

There was still a slight tremor in Gu Xiyan's words.She warned herself that it was only this time that she was weak.From now on, no matter how sad she is, the wound will be her own alone.

Shang Yiqi's clothes were stained with her tears, and he realized that her emotions had returned to normal. He was about to breathe a sigh of relief, but she said "you go" mercilessly.

"Okay, okay." Shang Yiqi suffocated, and smiled angrily.It's because he's being self-indulgent, he shouldn't have come back!The hand that hugged Gu Xiyan tightly was loosened. After this time, he will never bring his pride in front of her to be trampled on by her again.

"You don't need to clean up the floor. I will ask someone to clean it. From now on, you can do whatever you want. If you want to find that man, you can find him. Just remember, don't let him touch the floor until our relationship is terminated." You are fine. As you wish, I will find a woman who can make my heart fall in your mouth." After coldly throwing down such a sentence, Shang Yiqi turned and left without the slightest nostalgia.

If you want to be with that man, I will fulfill you, just fulfill you!

Gu Xiyan's hand was still in the air, apparently subconsciously trying to grab Shang Yiqi's clothes.Shang Yiqi didn't look back, she collapsed to the ground, with a piece of glass crushed on her right hand.

The flirtatious blood clings to the glass, gurgling out.

He finally didn't want her anymore.Gu Xiyan sobbed, at this moment, it seemed that the warmth of the whole world was far away from her.