dear husband please stop

"Out?"

Xin Yao was stunned in front of the gate of the nursing home, Gu Nanxi had already seen her, smiled at her, waved her hand, and beckoned her to come over.

Shen Yao paused, her mind was a little confused, she didn't know what to do with herself for a while, she just looked at him for a while, and saw that he was smiling happily, as if she didn't know anything about what happened to her just now.

But as wise as Gu Nanxi, he should have understood her purpose for coming here long before he sent her here today.

She raised her breath, put on a smile, and walked over. Gu Nanxi smiled and took her hand, and stroked the broken hair on her forehead: "I've been chatting inside for so long."

"Yeah, Aunt Shi is getting old, and it's inevitable that she will be a bit long-winded when telling stories. Fortunately, I have nothing to do now, and I am patient. I will leave after listening to her story."

Xin Yao also stretched out her hand to hug his waist without changing her complexion, and just hugged Gu Nanxi like this, allowing him to look down at her and pause slightly, with his gentle eyes locked on her with a smile between his eyebrows. eyes.

"The story she told?" Gu Nanxi smiled speciously, put her hand on her shoulder, patted it lightly, and asked with a gentle smile, "Is her story... nice?" 13acv.

This feeling is like two loving couples who have no grievances or other thoughts, everything is so natural, so natural.

"Gu Nanxi, isn't your heart the most sophisticated testing instrument in the hospital? You can see everything so clearly?"

Ji Xinyao couldn't laugh anymore, but she still leaned in his arms, reluctant to leave.

Her voice was a little helpless, a little desolate, and also full of emotion and sadness. Her gaze was fixed on him like this, unconsciously revealing a kind of reluctance and... ...a kind of bewilderment from my heart...

Gu Nanxi didn't seem to understand her question, but hugged her infinitely fondly, stroking the hair on the back of her head: "Now I can't see anything except you."

Xin Yao's expression froze, and she looked at him blankly.

Gu Nanxi bowed her head with a smile, and slowly and lightly pressed a kiss on her forehead, her voice was still so calm and gentle: "Ji Xinyao, if there are so many things in everyone's life... I firmly believe that this is just a long process, not the final result.”

His words are full of deep meaning, both of them are so aware of many things, but they are unwilling to say it, Xinyao looked at him, he looked down at her with a smile, his fingers in her hair seemed to be nostalgic Gently caressing: "Fool, if An Yueze hadn't accidentally brought us together a year ago, if you had never had me in your life, then what would Ji Xinyao be like now?" ? Facing all kinds of tribulations in life, what should you, a little hedgehog, do?"

Now, that tough little hedgehog has almost been raised into a little white rabbit by him, and the little grass that has been accustomed to the wind and rain for more than [-] years has been pampered by him in less than a year. Flowers in the greenhouse.

She is used to his kindness, his gentle giving, his trust, and his protecting her behind every time, instead of having to be alone.

Habits are such terrible things.

Such Gu Nanxi, Gu Nanxi who has nothing to do with the past twenty years ago, what is wrong with him?

"Nancy..." Xin Yao looked up at him, and suddenly asked without thinking: "Nancy...if you..."

But before she could ask her a question, his hand had already been raised, covering her lips.

"Life is life without what-ifs and what-ifs."

There was a hint of helplessness in Gu Nanxi's voice, a slightly hoarse voice, with a feeling of distress and pain that made her heart sink. His eyes were like water, and in the end he just held her hand and smiled as always: "Go home, look at the weather, it's raining again at night."

Xin Yao didn't say the words behind her, she just watched him hold her hand and lowered her head to look at it. At this moment, Gu Nanxi clenched her hand even more tightly, and looked at her with firm eyes. Looking at her, he was not asking if she wanted to go back together, but was waiting, waiting for her to go home with him.

There was a thunder in the sky, and the evening wind picked up gradually. Ji Xinyao felt a little cold on her shoulders, and couldn't help shivering slightly. Seeing this, Gu Nanxi opened the car door and signaled her to get in the car with her eyes.

Xin Yao didn't hesitate, and got into the car in a blink of an eye.

On the way back, Gu Nanxi seldom listened to music or the car radio when driving. Maybe it was because Ji Shenyao was too silent today, or maybe it was because the sound of thunder and rain outside the car window made muffled noises that made it hard to breathe. Rarely reach out and press the radio.

Hearing the chatting and laughing of the host on the radio suddenly coming from the car, Xin Yao kept looking ahead, but her heart was as confused as the rain outside the car window, and she couldn't see the direction clearly.

Not long after, the chatter and laughter of the host on the radio station faded away, and the melody of a very familiar old song slowly sounded.

"I'm afraid it's too late. I want to hold you until I feel your wrinkles

With the traces of the years until I'm sure you're real

Until I lose my strength, for you, I will

I can't even move, I have to look at you

Until I feel your hairline, there are traces of white snow

Until the vision becomes blurred, until I can't breathe

Let's be inseparable

If I can give up the whole world, at least you are worth my cherishing

And here you are, the miracle of life

Maybe I can forget the whole world, I just don’t want to lose your news

The mole on your palm, I always remember where it is

It's hard for us, we can't help ourselves, I'm afraid time is too fast

Not enough to look at you carefully, I am afraid that time is too slow, worrying about losing you day and night

I can't wait to turn my head white overnight and never be separated..."

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The car was getting closer and closer to Nippori, Gu Nanxi's slender fingers were firmly controlling the steering wheel, and suddenly turned a sharp turn at an intersection, then turned her head to look at Shen Yao, who was sitting very firmly, slightly raised her lips and said: " In 30 days, it will be the first anniversary of our marriage, and I owe you a whole year of wedding, you, the bride, are not in a hurry."

Xin Yao looked back at him: "Wedding? I have such a big belly now, how can I wear a wedding dress?"

"Now I know that you are my wife, Gu Nanxi, and that you are pregnant. As long as you think about it, even if you get married with a big belly, you can still be the most beautiful bride."

Gu Nanxi smiled, holding the steering wheel with one hand, put down the other hand, stretched towards her, and gently held her hand, his voice had the ability to warm people's hearts, Xin Yao looked at him with some hesitation :"Now?"

Gu Nanxi raised her handsome eyebrows: "It's a good way to hold a wedding now, plus the child in your belly, which is double happiness."

Xin Yao thinks about it, next month is her birthday, and after her birthday is their first wedding anniversary, the changes in a year are so great, and this time really flies by too fast...

She didn't object, nor did she agree. She just stared blankly at the two people's handshake, and casually said: "Then you can decide. My wedding dress doesn't seem to be very easy to choose. I think I have to order it again."

Gu Nanxi smiled and patted her hand comfortingly: "So good?"

"Am I usually very disobedient?" Because a joke was being told on the radio, which distracted Xin Yao, she couldn't help squinting at him.

Gu Nanxi smiled and squeezed her hand: "Then I'll make an appointment, the wedding will be held next month, do you think your body can take it?"

Ji Xinyao smiled, and she rarely acted coquettishly: "I have to ask you if I can eat it, anyway, you want to hug me at the wedding~" Lai Xin's door spring.

After returning to Nippori, Sister Qin specially prepared a lot of meals suitable for anti-pregnancy. Gu Nanxi allowed Shen Yao to eat a lot of meat for the first time, and stopped forcing her to eat vegetables. The pampering in her eyes became more and more intense stand up.

When sleeping at night, Xin Yao kept tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep, the moonlight came in through the curtains that were not fully closed, and fell on the two of them on the bed.

Gu Nanxi seemed to have fallen asleep, lying quietly beside her, breathing evenly, and her complexion relaxed, as if she had been in a deep sleep for a long time.

Xin Yao turned over and faced him, looked at him for a while, then folded her hands together on the pillow, just pillowed her own hands, and looked at Gu with the moonlight outside the window without blinking. Nancy's face.

I don't know how long she watched until her eyelids finally became heavy, and she slowly closed her eyes. In the dimness, Xinyao felt something caressing her face, she subconsciously approached the source of warmth beside her, and was about to He slept more deeply, but suddenly opened his eyes in this half-waking moment.

Gu Nanxi didn't know when she woke up, or she didn't sleep at all, she was hugging her in his arms, looking down at her with a smile.

And his hands passed through her loose upper body pajamas, slid across her stomach, and covered the soft mass of her chest, there was a certain signal in his eyes, his eyes were burning, and they were also moonlighted, Looking at her delicate face under the moonlight.

"Nan, Nancy..."

Because Xinyao's belly is getting bigger and bigger, although she has not yet reached the third trimester of pregnancy, but because she is pregnant with twins, her belly is too big to be a husband and wife thing, and Gu Nanxi is also afraid of her body There will be discomfort, and he hasn't touched her for a while. Although it is inevitable that there will be times when he can't help himself when kissing, he will always be under her little struggle or under his own reason, and in the end he just kisses and kisses. It's all about caressing, but looking at his eyes now, it seems...

Before the complete words could be spoken, Gu Nanxi's warm lips were already attached to her lips, and her soft lips kissed her stiff lips comfortably, coaxing her to gradually relax. When Xin Yao was not paying attention, he was caught The flexible tongue went straight in like this. I don't know if it was because there were too many worries in my heart, or because I was afraid that my current body would make him feel unwell, so I wanted to refuse directly, but before I could refuse, I was already tightly held by him. Tightly embraced, lips and teeth entangled inseparably.

Xin Yao gradually closed her eyes involuntarily, and the back of her head was gently supported by his big hands. The lingering touch of the tip of her tongue made her tremble slightly, and Gu Nanxi's movements, which seemed to be more gentle than every time, made her heart sink warm current.

"Well... Nan..."

Her body was still a little stiff, as if she was unprepared for the first time. Although she closed her eyes and tried her best to be obedient, her body was still faintly resisting. Even though she had already had a normal reaction, her subconscious hand The resistance was just as obvious.

Gu Nanxi sighed softly, pecked gently on her lips, then let go of her lips, lingering on her body comfortingly, with a hoarse voice close to her ear: "Xin Yao..."

His coaxing sound was almost hoarse, and she could tell that it was a voice that was too sad because of desire to bear it. Xin Yao could only feel the sweetness, warmth and coldness intertwined in her heart, and she opened her eyes. , the eyelashes trembling non-stop, looking at the gaze in his eyes that seemed to be beseeching.

"Don't reject me..." He hugged her gently, not sure if he was talking about his current desire or something else.

His eyes seemed to be a kind of vortex, which could suck people in completely, and the heart ached along with it.

If that's not love, what is it?

That day in the hospital, although she was half asleep and half awake, she still remembered the three words he whispered in her ear, and she knew it was not a dream.

Xin Yao lowered her head, not wanting him to see the faint redness in her eyes, she put her head into his arms, but raised her hands, and pressed his hands together, not letting him make any other movements, she His voice was also a little hoarse and low: "Nancy, don't..."

He didn't continue his original movement because of her light pressing with both hands, and he stopped because of her "no".

At this moment, Ji Shenyao's heart is contradictory, one side is fire, the other side is ice, and the other side is her beloved husband, while the past that keeps echoing in her mind and the bloody blood of her mother when she committed suicide that year.

She knew it wasn't Gu Nanxi who was wrong, but now she didn't know what to do, she just subconsciously didn't want to leave him, but she resisted him...

"I...I'm uncomfortable..." She didn't know if she was going too far, she didn't want him to be sad, so she found a reason in a low voice.

When she raised her face, she saw that Gu Nanxi was looking at her, and there was an emotion in his eyes that she couldn't understand. She subconsciously shook the hand that was blocking his hand, and held his hand.

Then, the concern in his eyes followed. Gu Nanxi sat up, turned on the bedside lamp, and then turned around and hugged her to sit up: "Did I eat something cold at night? Or did I eat something cold? I remember watching you eat at night, why did my stomach hurt?"

"It may be that I ate a lot of vegetarian and light food in the hospital a few days ago. Today, you are so spoiled with me, and for the first time, you did not stop me from eating meat. I ate too much meat at once, and my stomach may not be able to digest it for a while. ..." Xin Yao explained in a low voice.

Gu Nanxi sighed with a helpless smile: "It's rare to indulge you once, and your stomach hurts like this. It seems that you should eat less indigestible things in the future. You are pregnant now, and your intestinal peristalsis has weakened. You will be called Qin in the future. Sis continues to cook those easy-to-digest foods, huh?"

Xin Yao nodded and leaned against his arms without moving.

But Gu Nanxi pushed her away, let her sit on the edge of the bed, got up and said, "I'll pour you some hot water, drink some to see if it can relieve it, if it hurts too much, I'll take you directly The hospital will see if the stomach is damaged by eating."

"No, Nancy..." Xin Yao was about to stop him, but Gu Nanxi had already opened the bedroom door and walked out. After a while, the light in the living room came on, and she could hear Gu Nanxi in the living room Walking around, picking up a glass and pouring water.

Xin Yao got up, walked into the living room and saw that Gu Nanxi was pouring water to brush the cups, and the water dispenser was boiling water, so she simply turned around and went into the bathroom, went to the toilet and came out, and saw that Gu Nanxi was no longer in the living room.

She turned her head to look around, then looked in the direction of the kitchen, and then walked into the bedroom, but there was no sign of Gu Nanxi.

She braked halfway in the middle of the night, and even found a reason to torment him. The self-blame in her heart was a little deep, but her heart was still so chaotic that she couldn't stop her mind for a moment. She walked over and opened the curtains, and looked at him. The moonlight outside the window, then raised his hand, put it on his stomach, and stroked it gently.

After a while, there was movement behind her, and Gu Nanxi's voice sounded at the same time: "I went to get some pineapple juice, which can help digestion. You can drink some first, and then drink less hot water. Drinking too much water at night is not good. good."

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