dear husband please stop

Gu Nanxi's actions made Ji Xinyao stunned, until she came to her senses, she had already been carried into the bedroom by him.

Just as she was about to speak, he gently put her on the bed: "You haven't slept all night, aren't you sleepy?"

"Nan..." Ji Xinyao opened her mouth, but he pulled the quilt over her body: "Now I sleep the most, sleep well and be obedient."

"I don't..." Ji Xinyao originally wanted to say that she wasn't sleepy, so how could she sleep like this, he had never seen this side of Gu Nanxi, and he was playing a rogue with her pretending to be deaf and dumb at this time!

But Gu Nanxi had already got up at this time, and when she was about to get up, he turned his head, glanced at her, and frowned when he saw the stubbornness in her eyes: "No matter how hard you try, I won't sign the divorce report and agreement, It's better to sleep obediently and recharge your batteries."

To be honest, Ji Shenyao can hate the Gu family, but she just doesn't want to turn against Gu Nanxi. Seeing him like this, she also knows that he is only smiling on the surface. He must be very sad in his heart. Leaning against the head of the bed, watching him standing by the bed and looking at her expression, she didn't speak any more, just closed her eyes, then retracted her whole body into the quilt, lifted the quilt and covered her head.

As a result, the quilt was taken off by him in a short while: "Don't sleep like this, it will be stuffy, lie down well." He bent down and gently put his hands on her head.

Xin Yao didn't speak, but just looked at him silently, with a look of determination in her eyes, which meant that she had to get a divorce.

It's been a month, she has been suffering for a month, no matter how reluctant she is, if this continues, she may really go crazy.

"Don't think so much, go to bed first, I won't go to the city hall today, but I have some things to deal with, if you can't find me after waking up, go to the study, huh?"

Listening to Gu Nanxi's words, Xinyao just grasped the quilt tightly. The more he did this, the more cruel she felt that she was already in a state of disintegration. Why bother to maintain this illusion that nothing has changed, Gu Nanxi, Are you betting on how soft-hearted I am, Ji Xinyao, and how much I love you?

But now, it is not the time to measure everything by love.

Maybe Gu Nanxi understood that he just looked deeply at her lying quietly on the bed, and then turned and walked out. Before he turned around, his eyes were heavy.

Ji Shenyao's complexion is indeed a little pale at the moment, and she hasn't slept well recently, and she didn't close her eyes all night until dawn, her body really can't bear it, even though there are too many things on her mind, there are still too many things to solve Things, but after all, there is still no way to think too much. When the bedroom door was gently closed by him, she closed her eyes, sighed softly, indulged herself to sleep first, and said nothing after waking up.

In the dream, there was blood.

Two groups of small figures sat in a pool of blood all over the ground, looking at the bloody mess in front of them, it was the mother who was still alive holding them and walking in the high-rise buildings ten minutes ago, she was dressed beautifully every day Liang, the mother who smiled and took her and Xiu Li to play bumper cars for [-] cents a time...

It was Gu Zhanzhong who forced your mother Shan Xiaoou to death!

It was Gu Zhanzhong who forced your mother to commit suicide by jumping off the building. It was Gu Zhanzhong who disregarded human life for his own self-interest, not only forcing your mother to death, but also ruining your life!

"Yaoyao is here, mom hugs..."

The little girl was holding the little doll, looked at the smiling mother squatting in front of her, grinned, put the doll in her hand aside, and jumped into the woman's arms...

But just now, she rushed over, but she missed nothing. There was a terrifying tall building under her feet. If she took another step forward, she would be as bloody as the woman who just jumped off...

"Mommy mommy……"

……

"what--"

Ji Xinyao suddenly sat up from the bed, staring at the corner of the wall with wide eyes, sitting there numbly, without moving for a long time.

"Xin Yao?" He Jiezhen looked at her expression after waking up, and was taken aback by her. After looking at her for a long time, she asked softly, "My child, did you have a nightmare?"

Ji Shenyao turned her head suddenly, only to see He Jiezhen sitting next to her, she was taken aback, looked around, she was clearly still in the sun...

The word "Mom" that was about to be called out suddenly stopped after her lips squirmed. Although He Jiezhen was also a victim and innocent in that incident back then, she has come to this point. , She couldn't scream anymore.

"What kind of nightmare did you have? You were so scared that you couldn't even speak?" He Jiezhen raised her hand and stroked her hair: "Look at you, there is so much cold sweat on your forehead, a dream And, don’t freak out.”

With that said, He Jiezhen got up and went out to pour her a glass of water, and handed it to her: "Then, drink a glass of water first to calm the shock."

Shen Yao took the cup, lowered her head to drink the water, but still didn't speak, she had been hiding from the Gu family for a month, and she still saw He Jiezhen after all, she didn't know what to say now.

"I called this morning, only to hear from Nancy that yesterday was your birthday. You kid, you didn't tell your family about your birthday. Did you just spend it with Nancy and you young couple? I spent it with him yesterday, and today Shouldn't our family celebrate it for you? After all, this is your first birthday after marrying into the Gu family. Why do you need everyone to get together? Look, how about going to Gu's house tonight? I did it on purpose I came here to have a look, lest you, a child, be embarrassed to refuse."

He Jiezhen said with a smile: "Recently, there have been a lot of things happening in the city hall. When I came here, Nancy was still on the phone with the secretary, so I didn't say hello. I just came in to see you. When I saw you fell asleep, I wanted to help you." You made up the quilt, but just sat down and saw you screaming and sitting up, which scared me! What kind of dream are you, so scared?"

After Xin Yao took a few sips of water, she took the glass away from her mouth, put down her hand, hesitated for a moment, then turned her head and smiled: "It's nothing, it's just an ordinary nightmare, I'm not a child anymore, things like birthdays can be passed However, there is no need to celebrate like this, I am not used to it."

Upon hearing this, He Jiezhen could tell that she was clearly refusing, so she simply sat on the edge of the bed, took the cup in her hand and put it aside: "Xin Yao, why do you look so bad? You don't want to go back to the house to celebrate your birthday." It's nothing, but the old man has been talking about you every day recently, and you haven't been back for more than a month, so why don't you take the time to go back and have a look. But you child... this face..."

He Jiezhen raised her hand, patted her head lovingly, and then touched her face: "Is there something on your mind?"

Ji Shenyao shook her head: "No, maybe I haven't fully woke up from the nightmare, and I just woke up, and my head is a little dizzy, don't take it for granted."

But He Jiezhen looked at her again, and saw that she was fine, but she was so quiet, she stretched out her hand, held Xin Yao's hand, thought for a while, and then said: "Xin Yao, you have something to say, mother. I don't know if I should say it or not..."

Ji Shenyao turned her head and looked at He Jiezhen: "What do you want to say?"

"I called in the morning. I knew that after your birthday yesterday, you didn't tell Nancy that I would come. I came here suddenly. When I just came in, I saw a few things on the coffee table pressed by two books. I wanted to take them with me. After tidying up the coffee table, I took out those two things to look at..."

As she said that, He Jiezhen looked at her: "Xin Yao, what happened to you and Nancy? What happened to the divorce report and agreement?"

Ji Shenyao was taken aback, and was trying to explain, when the bedroom door opened, and Gu Nanxi stood in front of the door: "Mom, are you going to accompany Yufei?"

He Jiezhen only turned her head to look at him, then continued to look back at Ji Xinyao. 13acv.

In the current situation, Ji Xinyao didn't want to face the questioning of Gu's family directly. She lowered her head and clenched her hands into fists quietly, with her nails embedded in her palms. The pain made her clearly remember what she was doing.

Having reached this point, she had no choice, so she simply raised her head and said, "I..."

"Mom, come here." At this moment, Gu Nanxi said lightly at the door.

He Jiezhen frowned, looked suspiciously at Xinyao who was about to speak but stopped suddenly, then glanced at her son again, got up and walked over: "Nancy?"

And Gu Nanxi just put one hand in his trouser pocket. Because he didn't go to the city hall, he only wore casual and comfortable clothes at home. However, even so, when he turned and walked to the living room, he still felt a lot of pressure.

After the bedroom door was closed, Ji Shenyao didn't know how Gu Nanxi would explain to He Jiezhen, but it was fine for him to explain, she didn't have the energy to explain to others now, and she didn't have the energy to explain the reason at the same time. Also be considerate of other people's feelings.

If the Gu family had taken into account Shan Xiaoou's feelings and estimated what would happen to her ignorant child in the future, would they have been kinder and not pushed Shan Xiaoou to a dead end?

They were cruel before, but why couldn't she be cruel?

If I keep torturing myself like this, I'm afraid I'll be haggard sooner or later. I don't look like a ghost or a ghost...

Gu Nanxi didn't know what he talked about with He Jiezhen. In short, before He Jiezhen left, she didn't come in to disturb her again. Xin Yao sat on the bed alone, looking at the afternoon sun outside the window, squinting her eyes, He lifted the quilt and got out of bed, opened the bedroom door and walked out.

And the moment she walked out, Gu Nanxi was sitting on the sofa in the living room, holding the two divorce reports in her hand, as if she was about to shredder them for destruction.

She simply walked over and snatched the reports from him: "Gu Nanxi, did you see it? I can't hold back any good looks just by facing you, mother, are you sure we're going to keep going like this Are you not afraid that I will piss off your grandfather in the Gu family and expose your father's ugliness? You are not afraid to bury me as a time bomb by your side, one day I will be blinded by hatred and do what I don't want Unexpected thing?"

"Since you're up, let's eat." He ignored the things she was holding in her hand, and as if he didn't hear what she said, he turned and walked to the kitchen: "I made you a lot of food at noon, but look at you I was still sleeping at that time, so I put it in the pot to heat it up, and now I can eat it."

Ji Shenyao looked at him uncomfortable, and couldn't stand his gentleness like repeated thin ice, so she rushed over to hold his hand quickly: "Nancy! This is torturing me, and you are torturing yourself too! Divorce is right. It's the best choice for us! Can you let me go? I don't want to push myself to the point where there will be a bloodbath in Gu's house one day! I want to leave because I don't want to push everything to the most uncontrollable situation I can be calm when I face you! But I can't guarantee what will happen to me when I see your grandpa and your father! I beg you to let me go!"

Nan's whole cover.He glanced at her, didn't speak at first, then gently pulled away her hand tightly wrapped around his arm, and said softly, "Let's eat."

With that said, he went into the kitchen to get the dishes.

She raised her hand, touched her stomach, and burst into tears instantly.

Nancy, don't try harder, okay...

This will only make me feel more cruel. Do you have to torture me like this?

When he brought out the food and motioned her to eat, Ji Xinyao didn't move, she still stood there, looking at him fixedly.

"Come and eat, you didn't eat in the morning." He urged.

"Aren't you close?" She didn't look at the food on the table, but just stared at him.

He frowned, as if he didn't like this topic very much, his voice was a little bit colder, but with more determination: "I said that I won't sign, and I don't want to repeat it for the third time. Come over for dinner."

Ji Xinyao turned around and went back to the bedroom without even looking at him again.

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This day, she didn't eat anything, no matter how Gu Nanxi coaxed her, she just closed her eyes and leaned against the bed, and said: "Divorce, let me go."

Gu Nanxi still didn't sign, because she was so stubborn on the hunger strike, so she simply took those things to the random paper machine, crushed them all, and threw them into the wastebasket.

That night, Ji Xinyao woke up again from her dream, only to find that Gu Nanxi was not lying beside her.

She was very hungry, knowing that the baby in her belly must also be very hungry, so she glanced at the time, it was 3 in the morning.

She got up, thinking that even if she didn't eat, she should give the baby some nutrition, so she simply wanted to find some soy milk powder for herself to drink, but when she opened the door of the bedroom, she saw the light in the living room turned on, and she didn't know when she came out. Gu Nanxi, who was at the door, walked in. He only took one look at her, and then took off his suit jacket without saying a word.

Just about to ask him where he was so late, but before he could open his mouth, he saw drunkenness in his eyes, with bright red bloodshot eyes, he did not speak, and his slender fingers were unbuttoning the shirt on his body.

"Is there a dinner tonight?" She frowned, not knowing when he went out.

"Well, the dinner arranged by the Electric Power Bureau, this year's electrical renovation in the city needs to be approved by the government. There are some unusual movements on their side. I took this opportunity to find out." He replied, Then he turned and walked to the bathroom: "I'm going to take a shower."

Ji Xinyao looked at Gu Nanxi's faltering steps, and felt extremely sad.

Why does life always arrange so many forks in the road for her? I thought that such happiness would last a lifetime, but it just came to the end like this.

The hunger strike was just to force him to divorce, but she still had to care about his stomach. Originally, she wanted to make some soy milk powder for herself, but in the end she went to make sober tea.

She put the cup on the coffee table in the living room, thought for a while, and before he came out of the bathroom, she turned and went back to the bedroom, got into the quilt, but couldn't fall asleep anymore.

Because as soon as I close my eyes, there are bloody dreams all over the floor, for a month, a whole month.

Is mother looking at her in the sky?

She used to know nothing, so she blindly chose this happiness, but now that she knows everything, can she continue with such peace of mind?

She didn't dare to close her eyes, as long as she closed her eyes, there would be blood and flesh all over the ground and those eyes that were wide open on the blood dripping face.

Tossing and turning, not daring to sleep anymore, she heard the sound of the bathroom door opening after a while, she listened intently, hoping that Gu Nanxi could see the hangover tea on the coffee table, and hoped that he could drink some.

But she didn't hear the sound of him picking up the cup. She only heard him go straight to the second floor after coming out of the bathroom, and didn't even return to the bedroom.

She forced him without eating like this, so he had nothing to say to her.

Ji Xinyao forced the corners of her mouth up, hugged the quilt, and said softly in the quilt: "I'm sorry..."