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"Sister Ji, Mayor Gu is back in City G today..." In the evening, when she was off work, Su Xiaonuan walked in while Ji Xinyao was tidying up her desk. She seemed to be waiting for her to get off work together, but actually Take the opportunity to say that.

My sister is at work.Ji Xinyao's hands that were tidying up the desk paused for a moment, then raised her eyes and glanced at Xiaonuan.

Xiaonuan knew that for so long, she didn't want to mention anything about Gu Nanxi, so she could only say: "Sister Ji, when a person can't face a person's name calmly, it means that you still have a lot of affection for this person." Deep affection, although I don't know why you and Mayor Gu divorced, but since it is rare for him to come back from City Z, do you want to..."

Ji Xinyao didn't speak, but silently packed the things on the desk.

"Xiaonuan, you can't get enough of love. Sometimes it's not just pain, it can also teach you a lot, such as how to face the difficulties in life and how to overcome your emotions." When leaving work, Ji Xinyao told her With that said, he took a taxi and left.

After get off work, she didn't go home directly, but went to Beidou Avenue, bought two sets of cute and comfortable children's clothes and toys suitable for one-year-old children, and walked back with big and small bags.

When I returned to Nippori, the sky was completely dark, because the street lights in the neighborhood were being renovated recently, only a few sporadic ones were on, and the lights were weak. She tried her best to look ahead and walked as fast as possible. .

And just in front of the two-story building where she lived, there was a familiar black Land Rover parked.

The Land Rover didn't turn on the lights, and parked quietly under her window.

She still squinted her eyes hard, but couldn't see the license plate number clearly, but seeing that it was a Land Rover, her heart couldn't help trembling uncontrollably.

Is it him?

Is he back?Is he wanting to see the baby?How could he call her to inform her?Even if it's a divorce, if he, Gu Nanxi, wants to come back to see the child, she will definitely not refuse him. With his temperament, how could he come back without making a phone call?She stood under the dim street lights in the community, looking down at her phone, but there were no missed calls on the phone.

So she simply put away her mobile phone, walked over, glanced sideways at the license plate number of that car, and finally saw the familiar plate number through the light reflected from the window of her home.

She glanced instinctively at the same time, the inside of the car was pitch black, no one could be seen, she looked around suspiciously, did he not inform her that he had already entered the house?

She still remembers how he was when he left more than a year ago, because it was the first time she had such a merciless and relentless hunger strike, his words and expression when he left, as if he didn't want to be with her again in this life See each other, forever, never see each other.

But now he's back here again, suddenly back here, Ji Xinyao doesn't know how to describe her current mood, people's minds are always going around in circles, people's emotions always rise to the top at a special moment for no reason A position that I can't even understand, like you, like me, like him.

She glanced at the big and small bags in her hand, stood outside the door and thought for a long time before she was about to take out the key to open the door and walk in.

Before she took out the key, the door of the Land Rover over there opened. Gu Nanxi got out of the car. Under the light inside the car, he saw his face calm as usual, and his black eyes looked at her. .

She froze and opened her mouth, not knowing what to say.

He closed the car door with his backhand, and the surroundings became dark again in an instant, just like the silence between them.

"Come back so late?" He said, his voice a little hoarse.

"The salary has just been paid in the past two days. I left work early today, so I went to buy some toys and new clothes for the children." She answered truthfully.

"I'm sorry, Xinyao, I haven't come back this year, I just want to see the child, so I won't disturb your life." Suddenly, all the lights in the community were brightly lit, and she could finally see his face clearly. Slightly red, it looks like he has drunk too much, but he is still sober.

How could she not know that he wanted to see the child? Every time Gu Zhanzhong wanted to see the child, Shi Fang refused Gu Zhanzhong. There is a bit of politeness, Sister Qin will come to Nippori almost every two months to help her take care of the child for two days, every time she comes, Sister Qin always secretly carries a camera in her bag, she always knows that Sister Qin will The child's photo was shown to Gu Nanxi, but she kept her face and did not expose it.

"It's okay, you are Xu Ran and Youran's father, I have no reason not to let you see the child." Xin Yao answered hurriedly, but her voice was a little choked up.

Gu Nanxi nodded, locked the car, walked over, and was about to enter the door with her, when the familiar smell from his body invaded, Ji Xinyao endured the trembling of her hands, and went to pick up the key, but she was emotionally inexplicable for a while, and the other The packing bag in one hand was about to fall off.

She hurriedly bent down to grab it, but the heel of her shoe suddenly pierced awkwardly into the crevice of the pebbles under her foot. She frowned, and couldn't help but fell down.

Gu Nanxi took a step forward, supported her, and just when she was about to say thank you, she took her into her arms regardless of her daze.

With this embrace, her heart instantly softened into a mess, she didn't know whether to push it away or what to do, she just silently let him hold her, buried her face in his arms, breathed the smell of her love on him, her nose was Rubbing his chest back and forth, he couldn't help leaning closer to him, feeling too much reluctance in his heart. 13acv.

"Nancy, I'm sorry..." she said softly, "You must hate me very much."

But the road of life, since she has chosen a fork in the road, even if she doesn't give up, even if she is sad, it is her choice after all, and she can't blame anyone. The longing she has been pressing for this year has been turned into love for Xu Ran and You Ran by her. , put all her body and mind on the two children, so as not to make her think too much.

"Xinyao, why are we doing this? Now that we are married, shouldn't we go on hand in hand? No matter what you are facing? If you can't let go of what grandpa and dad did because of your mother's death, this year Is the time enough for you to get out of those uncontrollable emotions? You don’t need to apologize, you are not wrong, if it were me, I couldn’t always be rational, people have emotions, if you are concerned about the cause of your mother’s death If there is no reflection, then you are gone. But it has been a year. If you can’t get out, then we will go to the United States for two or three years, five or ten years, and one day we will let go. I will accompany you when you have nightmares. , you miss your mother, I will accompany you to the cemetery to see her, let me heal all the damage you have caused due to your grandfather's mistakes in the past twenty years, give me this chance, okay?"

Ji Xinyao lay in his arms, speechless.

He pressed against her ear and kissed her ear lightly: "It's been a year, and I'll give you a year to be alone and calm down. Now, since I'm back, we'll be together again, even if it's more than a day later." It's good, Xinyao, don't leave me, it's really hard."

He whispered next to his ear, and then, at the moment when Shen Yao couldn't cry, he suddenly held her face, bowed his head to find her lips, and kissed her hard.

The packaging bag in her hand fell on the lawn at her feet, and the tears spread in the mouths of the two, salty and bitter.

But the strength with which he hugged her made her almost out of breath, she just instinctively hugged him back, and said with a choked voice during the exchange of breaths: "Nancy...I'm sorry..."

And every time she cried and uttered these few words, he would kiss him deeper.

The body was surrounded by familiar warmth, this feeling of nostalgia made her whole willpower finally collapse, she tried hard to hug him even tighter, but felt that the front of her body became more and more empty, until she suddenly I found that there was no one around me.

She opened her eyes and looked at everything in front of her in amazement. There was no Land Rover, no Gu Nanxi...

She looked at her raised arm, and her whole body froze...

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Suddenly, Ji Shenyao opened her eyes from her sleep, only to find that she was sitting in a taxi that had just been stopped from Beidou Avenue, and the car was still moving at a steady speed, approaching Nippori.

It turned out to be just a dream.

She raised her hand, stroked her forehead, and frowned.

Since Xu Ran and You Ran made their voices, because she has put all her heart and energy on her work and her two children, and has no time to think about other things, so she no longer dreams of the bloody nightmare of her mother's suicide. Yes, and in the past few months, she rarely dreamed. She was woken up by two children at night, coaxed the children to sleep, and then fell asleep again. She hadn't had a dream for a long time.

Getting off the car and walking into the community, the lights in the community were still dim, she walked forward, and when she walked back to the door of the house, she took a special look at the position in front of the French window, there was no car.

She couldn't help but smiled. After Mayor Gu was transferred to Province A, he was busy with provincial government affairs and concurrently served as Mayor of City Z. He was busy all day long. This time, he suddenly returned to City G, probably because of Z The cooperation project between City and City G is rare, so of course he won't have time to come here, and even if he wants to see the child, he won't let her know.

Whether it was the photos that Sister Qin secretly took or when Sister Qin occasionally came to help take care of her, she would always find opportunities to push the stroller out to buy groceries. Ji Xinyao never asked who she met with the child.

The invisible warmth has long been withdrawn from her life, the dream is just a dream, and once in reality, no one is so fragile.

When Ji Shenyao came home, she hugged Xu Ran and You Ran who were sitting on the small bed, clutching each other's arms and giggling non-stop. After trying on their clothes, she sterilized and cleaned the toys and put them in their bed. On the small bed, after that, cooking and washing, everything was done, and it was late at night again.

Before going to bed, she took a bath and drank the milk that Shi Fang handed her, and then she sat beside the two children's crib, looking down at the sleeping faces of the two cute little things.

Xu Ran is a little fatter than Youran, both babies have fair and clean faces, eyebrows and eyes are very similar to Gu Nanxi, both have beautiful double eyelids, compared to the babies in those baby milk powder advertisements on TV I don't know how much better looking, Xu Ran is more like Gu Nanxi, but Youran's nose and mouth are very similar to Xin Yao, every time the little girl goes to sleep, she has to nibble her brother's chubby little hand before she is willing to be honest Every time Xu Ran was bitten by her younger sister, she didn't make a sound, just looked at her with a giggle. The two little things are cute and obedient, and they rarely get sick. This is the greatest comfort for Xinyao. up.

Before going to sleep, Youran likes to nibble on her brother's hand, and when she is asleep, she always puts her fat little arms and legs on Xuran's body from time to time, as if she is treating her brother like a doll pillow, so domineering.

But these two little things can sleep soundly. In the past month, they often woke up hungry and crying in the middle of the night, but now they can sleep until early morning.

After watching the child for a while, Ji Xinyao turned off the light and went back to bed to sleep.

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A month later, the plan for a large-scale institutional building co-operated by City G and City Z began to be officially implemented. Ji Xinyao often went to the construction exhibitions in City G to take pictures of the site and models.

This year was a year of frequent natural disasters in various provinces and cities. At the end of June, there was a typhoon in City C, floods in Yun City in July, and a magnitude 6 earthquake in Province S.

The staff of government affairs reports are busy every day with the list of various victims and the letters of sympathy sent out by the media from all directions.

Until, at the beginning of August, Province A was severely hit by an earthquake with a magnitude of [-], which was very close to the surface, and the center of the earthquake was in City Z.

City G is separated from Province A by another province, and it takes more than an hour to arrive by plane. City G felt strong shaking on the day of the earthquake.

That day, Ji Xinyao was sitting in the office reviewing news reports, when suddenly, the glass of water on the table kept shaking, and when she realized it, she quickly asked her colleagues in the temporary office to rush out of the building, and everyone hurried I hurriedly ran out, went downstairs to the company, saw a lot of people walking out of many nearby office buildings, everyone's face was a little pale, and I was scared by the frequent earthquake disasters in China in recent years , There is a little trouble and it is the same reflection, run.

Although the earthquake in City G was not too strong, after running out, Xinyao took a taxi back home immediately. Seeing that Xiu Li had already rushed over and picked up Shi Fang and Xu Ran Youran, she let go Take a breath.

And when all the citizens in City G were relieved because the shock was not large, the company might not be able to work normally today, so Xin Yao simply stayed at home with the children.

The TV is habitually parked at the news station, Xiao Youran is leaning on the sofa, tossing and turning dishonestly, Xu Ran has just peed, and Xin Yao is cleaning his pants when she suddenly hears a piece of news interrupted on the TV.

"At 12:17 noon today, an earthquake of magnitude [-] occurred in city z of province a. At present, the government of province a aa has quickly launched a rescue operation. The number of casualties has not been counted. The five major surrounding provinces and cities in the country felt the earthquake strongly. Most of the road has collapsed..."

City Z!

Ji Xinyao suddenly raised her eyes, staring straight at the TV.

"Yaoyao? What's the matter?" Shi Fang took out a pack of new diapers from the bedroom, intending to put them next to the sofa for emergencies, but just as she walked out of the bedroom, she suddenly saw Ji Xinyao's mood about changing her pants Then put it on the sofa, got up and packed things in a hurry as if to leave.

"Yaoyao?"

"Aunt Shi, please help me take care of Xu Ran and Youran for two days, I'm going on a long trip!" Ji Xinyao packed a small amount of luggage and clothes without raising her head, and walked around the living room twice, I am afraid that I will leave something important behind.

Shi Fang's eyes were also drawn away by the picture being played on the TV. Looking at the subtitles on the TV, Shi Fang frowned: "An earthquake in City Z? No wonder we felt the earthquake so strongly today. I didn't expect it to be so serious."

Xinyao didn't say anything, just packed her things and turned around to hug the two children, kissing each of their faces a few times: "Xu Ran Youran is good, mom is going out for two days, you must be good, don't let mom worry ,OK?"

The two little things kissed her back instinctively, Xin Yao comforted her heart, got up and wanted to leave.

"Yaoyao! City Z is the source of the earthquake! It's the center! It's too dangerous, you can't go there!" Shi Fang stopped her with serious eyes.

But Ji Xinyao just paused, walked out without looking back, and quickly stopped a taxi to go to the airport.

I don't know if the plane can go directly to City Z now, or if she has to transfer to an adjacent city, no matter what, she must go there!

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[The finale is divided into top, middle and bottom, and an ending is added. Those who are worried about the hasty ending, don’t panic. Whales have their own considerations. The outline of the novel was prepared a few months ago, everyone. 】