Throwing down my husband: reuniting in a forgotten time

He never thought that the chubby little girl in his memory would grow into a young girl. In his memory, she has always been a stubborn little girl in the eyes of others, a tearful crybaby in front of him, with fair skin and a beautiful face. Yuanyuan, with sparkling eyes and two croiss braids, only reaching his waist height, if she was not rolling in the mud and climbing trees with him, she would be like a pink and tender porcelain doll... …

She said goodbye to her in the summer when she was 12 years old, and never saw her again, so she thought it was a farewell, and she really thought about it for a while, especially when she and Qianqi returned to the countryside that year, she planned to introduce Qianqi to her, but Not seeing her made me feel even more regretful.

From then on, she was fixed in his mind as a 12-year-old girl who never grew taller. She was always the porcelain doll who followed him up the tree and down the river. The little silly girl who coaxed him to death would never have thought that she would become his pillow...

Forced to marry by his mother, he returned to Beijing for a blind date.

When I first saw her, I felt a sense of familiarity.He thought briefly at that moment, why did he feel this way?He obviously didn't know her...

Later, I noticed her hairstyle and attire. Although her height and appearance were much different from Qianqi's, but from a distance, ignoring that face, she looked like a miniature version of Qianqi, and her eyes were very bright. Same as Qianqi...

He didn't know if it was because of this, but he agreed at the time, if he must get married, let her be her, whatever...

So, after meeting him only once, he consulted her to see if he was suitable, and if he was suitable, he would marry.

Regarding blind dates, his consistent view is that the introducer pulls a man and a woman who are unfamiliar to the market to sell, and compares each other's own conditions and family backgrounds. It is not necessarily a good match. As long as both parties feel that they are doing well, the other party has something worth paying for such a big marriage. The price, you can just buy it and go home.

For example, she had only met him once before agreeing to his proposal of marriage.

This was a little bit out of his expectation. He thought girls would be more reserved, so he had to put in at least a little bit of effort.

So, what does she fancy about herself?

He never believed in love at first sight, and at that time his image was by no means good enough to make a woman fall in love at first sight. He had just returned from the Yunnan-Guizhou Plateau, and he was as black as charcoal. He was dressed in casual clothes, and even his mother was anxious behind him, saying that if he could be photographed by other girls dressed like this, she would write it downside down.

The results of it?Of course the mother's surname can't be written upside down, but if she really hits the mark, then there is only one possibility, not to mention all, at least part of the reason for this girl is because she likes his family background.

In other words, there are really people like him who are willing to marry. I haven't met them before. Where is the family background...

He used to disdain this kind of woman, but this time he is very fortunate. He really would rather his wife marry from his family background. Then, he would not be indebted for the love he could not give. His capable mother You can give a girl a golden mountain, if that's what she wants.

As he has always thought, he can also treat her with respect, if she wants, she can have a child, and he will fulfill his obligations as a husband, but he will not love.

Such a life he called numbness.

It wasn't until that day, when this silly woman appeared in the barracks like a lunatic, that he realized that everything was far from what he expected...

In the health center, standing next to this muddy and sleepy woman who was a stranger to him, he was shocked and also surprised, what kind of power made her have such courage to come here to find him ?And she was found?Judging from her embarrassed appearance, it must be not going well, but this shocked him even more. How brave and strong does she need to be as a woman to get to this point?

But at this time, she started to babble, and she kept saying "Grandpa...Brother Tangtang..."

sugar brother...

The three words are very slight, barely audible, but like summer thunder, shaking his eardrums, his chest, and his forehead, no matter in his ears, heart, or brain, there is only a buzzing. an echo...

Therefore, she did not hesitate to agree to his request for marriage. She has gone through thousands of mountains and rivers to come to him. This courage, this free and easy, these questions, all have answers...

Because, after so many years, she has changed a lot, and his appearance, except for becoming taller, has hardly changed...

She must have recognized him as her Brother Tangtang at first glance...

She said that she would study hard, be admitted to a university in Beijing, and be with Brother Tangtang every day.

In the past, it was just a childish talk, but she never thought that she was silent, and it took ten years to turn it into reality...

If he doesn't understand how deep this feeling is, he is an idiot...

This kind of her made him afraid...

Because, the woman he marries is doomed to be lonely for the rest of her life. If she has no feelings for each other, she can still make do with each other. He even thought that as long as he completes the task of getting married and having children, even if his wife ends up being unbearable and lonely She is willing to fulfill her happiness and let her go at any time, but how can this person be a daughter?

If the two of them were placed on the balance of marriage, it would be extremely unequal. It wasn't the difference in family background, but in emotion. She was full of enthusiasm for him, and his affection was as deep as the sea. What could he give her?

In marriage, where there is love, there will be hurt...

Whoever loves will be hurt...

How could he hurt his daughter?

Therefore, his wife can be any strange woman, but she cannot be a daughter...

He called hot water and wiped her dirty face with a clean towel. At that moment, she seemed to have found the feeling of her childhood again. She always made herself dirty. Every time before going home, He washed her face and hands with river water, and re-braided her shofar braids, so that she would go home clean and tidy, so that grandpa would not worry.

The mud was washed away, revealing her porcelain white skin and a small face the size of a palm.

The woman in front of her was slender and thin, and she couldn't tell she was the round and chubby girl back then. How could the round and fat chin become so sharp?

Her eyes were tightly closed, and he suddenly remembered that when she was young, she had extraordinarily bright eyes. No wonder her eyes were very bright at first sight on the day of the blind date. At that time, she only thought she looked like Qianqi, but now Only then did I realize that it wasn't...

Gently parting her hair, the place where the stitches were stitched at the age of six did not grow any more. Now, there is a clear scar...

The scar stung his eyes, and he let go of his hand quickly, as if it was a scalding wound, and it hurt unspeakably...

Instead, the doctor on the other side reminded him, "Hurry up and change her clothes. The clothes are dirty, and the sheets and quilts are all dirty. How is she comfortable? We don't dare to change her..."

This regiment is located in a remote place and the conditions are extremely difficult. Generally, no female soldiers are willing to come, and no female soldiers are arranged to come, so the doctors and nurses in the health center are all men.

The so-called full body is just one doctor and two nurses, and they are equipped because of special care for them. They are not yet high enough to be stationed in the hospital.

So, facing this female patient, they who have been playing with men don't know what to do, they can only wait for the team leader to come in person...

He also realized the problem, nodded, and signaled them to go out.

Want him to take off her clothes?

This is a bit difficult...

When I returned to Beijing, I saw her body by accident. At that time, apart from the crazy secretion of male hormones, I felt nothing else.

However, now that he knows that she is a girl, and she is still a grown-up girl, a girl with feminine characteristics, his hand can't be stretched out...

This made him feel guilty, the guilt of desecrating his sister...

And, still a young girl...

In his heart, he already had a set, she was just a chubby child...

After a long battle between heaven and man, he couldn't just watch her lying on the hospital bed covered in mud, and quickly undressed and changed her clothes. However, the faster he thought about it, the more chaotic it became. It took him a long time to undress her. , when her exquisite and well-proportioned body, which only adult women have, lay before his eyes like snow, he could almost hear the sound of his own blood boiling...

In the process of dressing her, when his fingers touched the greasy skin, it was as if it was on fire, making his blood boil.

The strong sense of shame forced him to suppress the throbbing, she is a little girl!It's his little friend!How could you have such thoughts about her!

For example, after completing a difficult task, he finally changed her clothes, picked up her dirty clothes and ran away. He was really not used to this kind of relative...

Unexpectedly, in the process of washing her clothes, the silky feel of the underwear once again made his blood swell, the gorgeous color, the infinite reverie, he really almost got a nosebleed...

Reason and impulse were fighting fiercely. In the end, reason defeated impulse, and he chose to escape...

He didn't know how to face her, how to face the fact that the little baby he cared for suddenly became his wife and was bound to be hurt...

Perhaps, he can be gentle and cherish her, but that is not love, just like when he loved a six-year-old doll back then, he couldn't imagine himself pounced on a six-year-old doll like a hungry wolf, laying on her body. Vent a man's desire...

However, this desire is so strong...

So, he is indifferent, he avoids, and he also works overtime when he is not working overtime, just because he doesn't know how he should spend those restless nights...

However, watching her feel sad because of her attitude, she feels guilty in her heart, and also feels distressed. When she feels distressed, she can't help but be gentle with her, and tell her that he is her only support...

He is her reliance, he was in the past, he is now, and he will be in the future...

This, it seems, will not change.

Her tears are the responsibility he has nowhere to escape. It seems that she was bound when she was six years old. He promised her that he would protect her for the rest of her life. Now, grandpa is gone and she only has him. How can he shirk this? responsibility?

But, but, but...

How can he face her affectionate eyes?How can he accept her kiss calmly?

He can't do it!

He thought, he is a man who can no longer give love, if he just obeys her wishes and takes her, will it mean killing her for the rest of his life?If she can be kept intact, then maybe in the future when she meets a man who truly loves her, she can still have a perfect innocence...

So, he pushed her away again...

Repeatedly approaching her and pushing her away like this, the more he didn't want to hurt her, the more he hurt her...

He was completely at a loss...

The last song "Binggege" in the condolence performance made his heart burn like a fire. Her gestures, eyebrows and eyes were full of affection. face to suppress...

And he didn't expect that she would be so bold that she would directly seduce him that night...

He was already suffering between vigorous desire and rational suppression, how could he stand such a provocation from her?

At the pinnacle of passion, she finally couldn't control it and turned her into his own woman...

Afterwards, he used cigarettes to calm down his emotions, and felt very sorry for her with hickey marks all over her body. After all, he still touched the woman he swore not to touch...

He is a beast...

He is not as good as a beast...

At that moment, he regretted it immensely.

If everything could start over again, if he knew that she was my daughter earlier, he would still take on the responsibility of protecting her, but he would never marry her, but would treat her as his own sister, loving her well, loving her well Find her a suitable husband who belongs to her, give her a generous dowry, and let her marry in a glorious way...

However, he fell in love with his "sister"...

This fact made him unable to face her face to face for a few days, but it was also this somewhat deformed relationship that made him even more excited. Every time he saw her, he would have an unstoppable impulse...

Struggling between evasion and intolerance, struggling with the continuous appearance of Qianqi's shadow, the relationship between him and her is getting weirder...

On the day of the landslide, she disappeared, and he was very worried. When it was dark, he saw her stupidly running over wet. The potted flowers were brought out, and the ones used were still Qianqi's bowls...

He was so angry that he couldn't control his temper, so he took the urge to beat her up on the pot of flowers, the bowl fell to the ground, and it was his heart that broke...

The bowl had Qianqi's name on it, but it wasn't hers, it was his own. It's just that Qianqi used to like to write her name on his things. She said it was a mark and a commemoration, but later, it was true. It became a memorial...

He admitted that Qianqi was the gap in his heart...

He thought, that night, she was hurt again...

Of course, I didn't expect that after returning from overtime work, I saw the cartoon she drew, brother tree and little quail...

He understands.

This little girl's mind is delicate, although she doesn't say anything, she understands everything, the two trees refer to him and Qianqi, and the little quail refers to the fat her...

When he saw the last picture, the little quail died in a field of wild flowers, and when he was dying, he was thinking that he would become a tree and stand with him in the next life, as if there was a small hand in his heart that was rubbing hard. My heart was sore and soft, like a sponge, as if it was about to drip water...

So, he wrote a sentence: Together forever...

Yes, the former is over, no matter what happened in the past, no matter who he still loves in his heart, only he and her will be together forever...

There are many reasons to be together forever, not necessarily love, not necessarily...

For example, she is his responsibility, for a lifetime...

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Tao Zi didn't sleep the whole day the next day as Ning Zhenqian said, but got up very early and left tomorrow, there are still many things to do...

For example, she needs to clean his room again.

Although, all these are done by a special person, but what she does is different. She hopes that after she goes back, she can leave some breath of her in this room, so that he can occasionally think of herself...

Also, their bed...

After exercising too much last night, the sheets were all dirty. He is a neat person, so she has to wash it!You can't let Xiao Hai wash the sheets like this, right?

As for making the bed, although she is not yet at his level, she has made great progress, and the tofu cubes she made can barely pass...

She is not good at doing housework, so she did it very slowly. She didn't finish all the things she had listed until the afternoon.

That night, she didn't cook dinner.

According to common sense, this is her last night in the army with him, the young literary and artistic young woman should cook a sumptuous dinner, then light a few candles, open a bottle of wine, whether it is Erguotou or red wine, in short, it should be arty Come back and say goodbye.

But she didn't. 13acv.

I don't want to be fat.Because she was afraid that she would cry.

On the last night before leaving, she must not cry...

So, when he came back to the dormitory, he was a little surprised to see the empty dining table.

But she raised her sunflower-like smiling face, "I'm so tired, I'm lazy, and I haven't cooked, shall we go to the cafeteria to eat?"

When has she ever been lazy?She has been busy all day...

There are so many people in the cafeteria, so lively, she has no chance to cry...

With a wooden face, he nodded.

Walking into the cafeteria with him one after the other, the soldiers greeted the chief well, and at the same time they were very excited, and greeted his sister-in-law one after another.

She smiled and greeted the soldiers with a heartless look.

I don't know who spread the news, everyone knew that she was going back, so if you were brave enough, you would come to their table to toast her.

Ning Zhenqian frowned and shouted, "Is there any discipline? Is the meal so noisy?"

She had already learned to be good, and she must not interrupt when he dispatched his subordinates, otherwise it would be even worse, so she could only look at these brothers apologetically.

In the end, it was Fang Chizhou who interceded, "Old Ning, forget it, it's still in the first month, and everyone is sincerely toasting to sister-in-law. If you are afraid that sister-in-law is drunk, you can bear it! It is rare for us all year round. Come back! Come on, sister-in-law, I’ll come first, on behalf of the entire regiment, except Lao Ning, I’d like to offer you a toast! Thank you for looking up to us bastards! Thank you for bringing joy to our Spring Festival!”

It's really a lot of happiness...

Tao Zi took a peek at Ning Zhenqian, knowing that it was not for him to refute Fang Chizhou's face in public, not to mention that Fang Chizhou was still in a sensitive period, so he remained silent and acquiesced.

"Then... I'd better not drink... just use tea instead of wine!" In a daze, he has no scruples about whether he is already pregnant.

"Okay! Sister-in-law will drink tea! Let's drink!" Fang Chizhou readily agreed.

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I was sick, I was going to sleep and get up at 12 o'clock to post, but I accidentally fell asleep until now, sorry