Throwing down my husband: reuniting in a forgotten time

And the panic at that moment actually caused a big mistake...

It just so happened that her parents went to Tianjin that day, and she and Ning Zhenqian cooked and ate at home. It was the first time she cooked for him, the first time they drank, the first time...

How much courage did she muster to dare to do this...

She thought, as long as she became his, no one could separate them again...

She thought, they will be graduating soon, so it shouldn't matter...

However, who knew that just that one time, she would become pregnant...

The moment she was asked by the school to talk, she was terrified.At that time, it was a critical period of distribution. Who wouldn't want to stay in Beijing?However, there are so few quotas, and several younger students are eyeing them. Even Aunt Yan said before that this time is a little bit hanging. Military registration may not be kept.

At that moment she regretted it.

She knew Ning Zhenqian's character too well, he loved the troops like his life, and she loved him so much, how could she have the heart to deprive him of his life?She clearly loves him, loves him so deeply, why has she become the person who harmed him until now?

No!She will never be allowed to be his burden!He will not let himself become a stumbling block on his way to realize his ideals and ambitions!

So, in desperation, she told the most embarrassing lie for a girl...

She thought that there was only one month to graduate, and as soon as this month passed, as soon as the assignment was over, they could be together again, but she didn't expect that her mother was unwilling to let it go, and repeatedly asked her if the child was Ning Zhen Modesty, what did you say that the Ning family should be responsible.

She was even more afraid. She knew her mother's personality too well. If she really knew that the child belonged to Ning Zhenqian, the consequences would be unimaginable. Therefore, she insisted that she was bullied by the bad guys. She thought about explaining to her mother in a month.

The mother hated and was sad, beat her up, and wanted to lead her to have an abortion. She also heard her mother calling someone and quietly asking if it was possible to determine who the father of the child was based on the fallen fetus...

She knew that her mother hadn't given up, she couldn't kill the child, and she couldn't let the mother test the child's father, so she made a bold decision, left a letter and ran away...

She thought very naively at the time, leaving for a year and coming back after giving birth to the child. At that time, Xiao Zhen had stabilized, and he would never deny his child...

However, a year later, when she called back, she knew that everything was different...

Proud of her, with tears in her eyes and a stare in her eyes, she hung up the phone and has nothing to do with Beijing ever since...

At the beginning, she never thought that she would not return for eight years. Beijing is her home and her parents. She always wanted to go home. Going back, but who would know how difficult it is for an unmarried mother to take her children outside, without a college diploma, and unable to find a satisfactory job, but she does everything for a living. However, the income is only enough to guarantee her and her children. daily expenses.

Later, when the child was three years old, she was found to have autism again. She was almost desperate, but every time she saw Mo Wang's ignorant eyes, she could only continue to ignite her fighting spirit in life, but even more so. Going home with a face, and bringing an autistic child, are you going to drag your parents into it?

She doesn't want to hurt anyone...

If it wasn't for her own illness, perhaps, she would never return to Beijing again, and just treat her as Mo Qianqi no longer in the world...

Eight years, suffering like purgatory, countless times she hugged Mo Wang and shed tears in the dark night, countless times, she wanted to have such a moment to be lazy, abandon responsibility, abandon everything, and take a breath of air easily. But Wang's eyes seem to be there all the time, following her everywhere...

Don't forget, don't forget, everything is for don't forget.Now, Mo Wang finally has something to rely on, so she can finally be lazy, right?

Her whole life was too tiring...

From childhood to adulthood, in order to follow in his footsteps and grow into a woman worthy of him, she almost pushed herself into a desperate situation.

Such a love is too hard.

She used to think that because she worked so hard, she must also love the army and that touch of army green. However, many years later, she realized that, in fact, she only loved the little commander named Ning Zhenqian from beginning to end. Because she loved him, so Loving his dream, loving his way of life, and trying to be like him, if life could be repeated, she would definitely not choose to love so hard...

Later, leaving his side made her taste the warmth and warmth of human relationships and the hardships of life.

During the eight years of being away, she asked herself more than once, and even cried while clutching Mo Wang's little shoulder more than once, when will such days end, and when will she be free?She couldn't answer by herself, Mo Wang just looked at her with ignorant eyes...

Now, it's finally time for relief, isn't it?

Forgive her, she really doesn't have the strength to fight against life anymore...

So hard, so hard...

After suffering for so long, it's time for her to rest...

On the hospital bed, her tear-stained face showed a white and miserable smile. She stared at the ceiling with her eyes in a trance, and said to the special nurse motionlessly, "Suddenly I want to eat something. Go outside and buy some porridge."

The other special guard was not here at this time, and the only remaining one was a little hesitant, "This... how about later? No one will take care of you after I leave..."

"It doesn't matter if there's no one for a while, I feel fine now, I'll call the nurse if something happens..." Her eyes were still foggy.

Although the special guard hesitated, he left anyway.

She held her pale hand under the quilt, and in the palm was a pair of medical scissors...

"Goodbye, don't forget, when mother is away, you must obediently listen to what father says... Goodbye, parents, my daughter is not filial, and I will be filial to you in the next life... Goodbye, Xiao Zhen... Xiao Zhen... Xiao Zhen..." When I read this name, tears flowed like springs, and I couldn't say a word...

"Goodbye... the one I love, and the one who loves me..." With a last word, she bid farewell to this world. She held the scissors with the blade resting on her wrist, and stroked hard...

Outside the inpatient building of the hospital, Ning Zhenqian led Mo Gang and Feng Peihong out of Ning's car.

"Xiaozhen, I really caused you trouble, and I called you back from the army." Mo Gang said apologetically.

"It doesn't matter, I also want to see Qianqi, but I just come out a little earlier, so I can ask for leave." He led the two inside, but met the special guard who happened to come out to buy porridge, and asked, "Where are you going? How is Qianqi?"

"Miss Mo is fine. She said she wants porridge and asked me to buy it." The special nurse replied.

Ning Zhenqian looked at the time, neither early nor late, "Want to drink porridge at this time?" Qianqi's three meals a day are taken care of by the family, every day is on time, this is not the time to eat.

"Yes, Miss Mo said she was hungry."

"Okay, let's go." He gave way a little, and then led the two of them to the ward.

The ward was quiet, Mo Gang grabbed his wife and told him softly, "Calm down later, don't scare the child." His wife was admitted to the hospital again, but fortunately this time her condition was well controlled and she recovered faster. Hurry up, it's not in vain that he told her over and over again that he wants her to get well soon, and that her daughter is waiting for her to take care of her...

"I know." Feng Peihong agreed, and she really pushed the door lightly, calling softly, "Baby? Baby? Mom and Dad saw you coming, and Xiao Zhen also came..."

Pushing the door open, the person on the bed didn't respond...

"Baby? Asleep?" Feng Peihong's voice became softer...

Ning Zhenqian frowned, and he smelled a trace of blood in the air sensitively, and then found a small pool of bright red blood beside the bed, and the blood was dripping from the bed drop by drop...

He groaned inwardly that it was not good, he rushed forward, opened the quilt, and saw the most painful scene...

Mo Gang and Feng Peihong also noticed the abnormality, and they shouted "Daughter! Baby!" in grief, and rushed over...

There was a sudden howl in the ward.

Ning Zhenqian urgently called the doctor, and the doctors and nurses were orderly, busy and quickly doing preliminary treatment. 13acv.

At that time, the special nurse just came back from buying porridge. Seeing this, she was so shocked that she threw a bowl of porridge on the ground.

Ning Zhenqian couldn't help asking, "Why are you alone? There is also a special guard?"

"She... has something to do temporarily... and left for a while..." The special nurse stuttered.

Fortunately, Ning Zhenqian didn't blame him too much, but Mo Gang said with tears, "How could you commit suicide when you're doing well? Didn't you promise to treat the illness well?"

Mo Gang had been to the hospital a few times before, and the special nurse recognized him as Miss Mo's father, fearing that he would be held accountable for his negligence, he hurriedly said, "We don't know, it's been fine all along, and I told a Miss Tao just now Let's talk for a while..."

"Who are you talking about?" Ning Zhenqian keenly caught the word "Tao".

"Miss Tao Zi...so tall...very thin..." the special nurse gestured.

"It's that woman!" Feng Peihong, who was crying bitterly, suddenly came to her senses. Since she was gagged by Yan Zhuang last time, she didn't dare to call her Xiaojianren again, but the hostility was very obvious, "It must be something she said that forced her Damn baby! Xiao Zhen! Look at what kind of femme fatale you married! The baby is sick like this! Is she going to force her to death?"

As soon as I said this, the nurse cursed, "Can you be quiet? This is a hospital! Get out of the way! Send the patient to the emergency room!"

Only then did Feng Peihong stop talking, and the group followed the doctors and nurses to the emergency room.

When leaving the ward, no one noticed that there was a figure in the corridor, hiding in the open door of the next ward...

After the sound of footsteps faded away, Tao Zi said to the patient and family members who were staring at her in the ward, "I'm sorry, I went to the wrong room... I saw it wrong..." Then he hurriedly exited.

It's a mistake at that moment.She really had a short-circuit in her brain to come back...

Curiosity and jealousy are really fatal injuries to women!

He was about to leave, but saw the Ning family's car entering the hospital.Ning Zhenqian has always kept a low profile, and he doesn't like to drive around in a military vehicle for non-business purposes, so that car is now his exclusive seat.

Women are just so contradictory and narrow-minded. She has already decided to make it happen, but it still makes her feel a little uncomfortable to meet here on a narrow road.

Obviously, he didn't see her, so she, who didn't know which nerve was wrong, came up with an idea, wanting to see what he and Qianqi were like when they were together...

So, I turned around and walked towards the ward again.

He drove, she walked, she was still a lot slower, when she got to the ward, there were already crying loudly...

All she heard was his questioning "Who are you talking about?", and Feng Peihong's crying later, "It must be what she said that killed the baby..."

She wanted to hear his answer, even if she chose to leave, she wanted to hear his clear attitude!

However, before he could speak, he was stopped by the nurse.

Looking at the direction in which the people in the emergency room were leaving, she still felt unwell for no reason. She wanted to know whether Qianqi was alive or dead.

She didn't want Qianqi to die, not at all!

First of all, because of her nature, she does not want anyone to die in vain, and suicide is even more irrational. This is completely inconsistent with the image of Qianqi in her heart. Perhaps, it is years of pain and illness that forced her to commit suicide. This way, she is actually full of sympathy for Qianqi today...

Secondly, Qianqi's mother insisted that she forced Qianqi to death. If Qianqi really left like this, what would he think of her?What do you think of her?

She really wanted to know what they would say about her behind her back, and how he would react, so holding back a bit of resentment, she also followed the way to the emergency room.

She hid at the corner of the wall and poked her head out to look around. The door of the emergency room had been closed, and there were many chairs outside, but none of the three people were sitting.He, who always stood upright, had his head lowered, his brows furrowed deeply, and his expression was extremely depressed; while Feng Peihong kept crying, beeping, crying loudly from time to time, while Mo Gang supported his wife and silently , also weeping...

"I'm sorry, Mom and Dad, I..." Ning Zhenqian felt very guilty about Qianqi's suicide. The cycle of cause and effect, one cause leads to another, and Qianqi finally fell into this world, he has an inescapable responsibility.

Mo Gang sighed and didn't say anything. If he hadn't complained to the Ning family before, but his daughter's situation was getting worse every step of the way. He really couldn't say anything to comfort him except sighing. Now, he and The wife is the one who needs comfort the most...

Feng Peihong was crying, sobbing and saying, "Xiao Zhen... you know that you are sorry, it also shows that you are not a heartless person... our baby became like this, all because of you... her whole life , I have all my heart on you... Eight years ago, she was a girl, and because of you, she gave herself a strong reputation. Which girl doesn't like fame? That reputation is a girl's life Ah! It can be seen that she values ​​you more than her own life! After so many years, she gave birth to a sick child and dared not come back to drag you down. Is it easy for her to wander outside alone? I just need to think about it This heart hurts...Xiao Zhen, don't you feel pain here? Doesn't it hurt?"

Feng Peihong took a few steps forward, reached out to poke his heart, and asked crying, "Tell me, does it hurt here? Does it hurt when you think of your baby?"

Ning Zhenqian turned his face to the side, but he happened to be facing the place where Tao Zi was hiding. Tao Zi saw his closed eyes and painful expression, and then, under Feng Peihong's pressing question, he nodded his head with difficulty and heavy...

Her heart also trembled and sank heavily...

Feng Peihong cried more and more uncontrollably, and nodded with tears, "It's good to know the pain! Knowing the pain, our baby is not in vain... Our baby is so strong and alone... Do you remember Xiaozhen? She and You train together, so a young girl, maybe seven or eight years old, she practices in winter and summer in summer, her legs are trembling when she comes home, she never yelled that she was tired, and she didn't yell that she was hurt when she fell down and her nose was bruised and her face was swollen , but such a strong person, she actually took the road of suicide. If it hadn't been too hard for these years, how could she have committed suicide? Xiaozhen... until now, the baby is still inside, I can't get angry anymore, You and I beg the Bodhisattva together, beg the Bodhisattva to bless our baby to come out safely, okay?"

Ning Zhenqian, a materialist who doesn't believe in ghosts and gods, furrowed his brows deeply at this moment, deeply saddened, and nodded heavily again.

"Okay... okay..." Feng Peihong continued with a trembling cry, "Xiaozhen... If the baby escapes this time, you should treat her well, okay? Although our baby keeps saying that you don't want to be responsible, as long as you Take care of Mo Wang, as long as you live happily, but she said that for your sake, she is such a kind person, she only hopes that you live well, she will feel at ease, but I know, she I have you in my heart, I have always had you... So, promise me to treat her well, will it work?"