Throwing down my husband: reuniting in a forgotten time

hospital.

Ning Zhenqian sat on a chair outside the operating room, buried his head deeply, inserted his hands into his short hair, and pulled his hair hard...

And Mo Wang, although he was ignorant of what happened, he sat obediently beside him at this moment.

Ning Zhenqian's endurance could no longer bear the pain of replaying the scene just now, but unfortunately, such a scene lingered in his mind all the time, every minute and every second, lingering...

Every time I play it back, the pain will penetrate into the bone and reach the deepest part of the soul, like drilling, cutting, twisting, there is no escape...

He couldn't remember how he accepted the scene he saw with his own eyes. His beloved, the person he tried his best to protect, fell to the ground, and his white pants were stained blood red...

He has been a soldier for half his life, and has seen countless blood, but he has never trembled and cowardly in front of the blood like that moment...

He couldn't remember how he rushed out of the house with her in his arms in a coma, how he roared and never forgot to keep up, how he staggered and his soul flew into the sky, and couldn't remember everything...

The only thing I remember is blood, her blood flowed all over her body...

He, Ning Zhenqian, had never understood how to write the word "subdue", but now he is willing to kneel down and kneel down to the bodhisattva, if he can keep Xiaonan...

It was his fault... 13acv.

It was because of his carelessness that he actually thought of asking his daughter to come and see Mo Wang...

What he promised her, he didn't do a single thing...

Such as: Don't forget is his responsibility, it will never affect her life; such as, he will treat her well and Xiaonan well...

In fact, it was he who hurt them...

The mother's words rang in my ears again, and the mother's prediction really became a reality: Xiaozhen, have you thought about how difficult it will be for you and your daughter to be together?If you insist, I hope you treat your daughter well, and don't cause trouble to the point of hurting each other beyond control...

Now, it's finally come to this step, isn't it?It was he who personally hurt their mother and daughter...

As a commander, he knows that a wrong decision may lead to the annihilation of the entire army, but he made such a wrong decision...

It was certainly a mistake to keep Mo Wang by her side, it was a low-level mistake made by his short-circuited brain;

However, perhaps, there are more mistakes...

She always wanted to leave...

It's him!It was he who selfishly kept her by his side regardless of her wishes.

Countless times, she was cold, or begged, to let him let her go, but he refused, and even became furious, and got angry at her...

She was originally such a lively and bright woman, just like Gesang flowers on the plateau, blooming freely and beautifully in severe cold and hot summer, but now, what kind of appearance has she been tossed by him?I still remember her singing "Big Brother Soldier" on the night of the New Year's Day that year, with bright eyes and bright teeth, looking forward to shining brightly. Now, when did her eyes shine?

Why is this happening?

He clearly wanted to love her well and love her well.

He wanted to be with her, live happily with her for the rest of his life, and wanted to give the little quail a warm nest like brother tree, so he held on to her with all his strength, and never let go no matter how painful each other was. However, such a result, But watching her this delicate flower wither day by day, lose the freshness of life day by day, and in the end, hurt her completely...

he was wrong...

If he lets go, maybe she is reading a wonderful article with her sweet voice in S City at this time; maybe, she is also eating her favorite dessert with friends in an exquisite cafe; maybe, their little girl will have A new father, however, will definitely not leave them...

No, Xiaonan won't leave...no...certainly not...

A sound of no, collided in his mind, made his brain buzz, and in the great grief, he wept aloud...

In his whole life, he seldom shed tears.

When he was naughty when he was young, he was beaten by his father with a belt, and he never hummed a word; later he joined the army, was shot, bled, and rained by bullets, and he still stood tall; Sad, never shed tears...

Only her.

Every tear is for her...

Well, what's the matter?His existence only hurt her...

She followed him, did she ever have a few days of happiness?When they were first married, the two were separated, and after finally seeing each other, they bumped into each other and kept making her cry. Later, when Qianqi came back, she couldn't even cry...

And what about the future?He thought about not forgetting, his heart turned gray...

In the future, there will be no future...

She and him should never have been together again...

He should stick to his original intention...

He was originally sentenced to death on the road of love, so he shouldn't drag her into the water and accompany him through the ups and downs of life and death...

If he sticks to his original intention and only treats her as a younger sister, and prepares her a generous dowry when she meets Jiang Feng or Luo Dongqin or other better men, and marry her off in a splendid manner, how happy she will be Son……

Just, is there an if in the world?

He hates, hates all his mistakes...

From young to later, one mistake after another was related to him, but since he was the one who made the mistake, why should the retribution be on her?Why should retribution be on the child?Why, not let him bear all the pain and suffering alone?

In the corridor, hurried footsteps sounded, Yan Zhuang came to him, and what he saw was him holding his head, pulling his hair, his hands were bruised.

"How is Taotao?" Yan Zhuang grabbed his son's hand, feeling sorry for his daughter-in-law, but also for his son who abused him like this.

He didn't say a word, but still buried his head deeply. He didn't want to answer, he didn't want to answer any questions about his daughter and her daughter. His daughter and her daughter were fine, and they were still angry with him at home. Everything just now was a dream. It's all hallucinations...

Suddenly, the door of the operating room opened, presenting the cruel reality in front of him.

The sound of the door startled him, he raised his head suddenly, the doctor walked out, Yan Zhuang hurriedly stepped forward to inquire, but he didn't even have the urge to stand up...

"Doctor, what's wrong with my daughter-in-law?" Yan Zhuang asked anxiously.

The doctor took off the mask and said, "The child is gone, and the adults are fine, but they are weak and need to rest more."

Ning Zhenqian sat blankly in his seat, only those two words echoed in his ears, the child is gone, the adults are fine...

He breathed a sigh of relief, fortunately his daughter is fine, but the child... his little daughter...

Countless scenes from dreams reappeared in front of his eyes one by one: his little girl, a good girl with soft white hands and a small face, likes to laugh, play on his chest, and touch his chest with her chubby little hands. His beard, and he likes to kiss his face with pink lips...

Those, he had clearly seen in his dreams, how could they become illusions?

He sat on the chair, not knowing the time and the world, and unable to see the dark side, until Yan Zhuang's voice sounded, "Xiao Zhen! Why don't you send your daughter to the ward?"

He was stunned, but still sat on the chair for a long time, then got up in a daze, mechanically took Mo Wang's hand, and followed Yan Zhuang.

He just followed from a distance, looking at his mother's back, watching the nurse push the bed together with his mother. On that bed lay the woman he loved but hurt with his own hands. He was no longer qualified to walk to her side...

When he arrived at the ward, he didn't dare to go in, and stood outside the ward, listening to all the sounds inside.

He heard the nurse say, where is the patient's husband?Tell him to come in and help.

But what can he do to help?

There seemed to be a line of defense at the door of the ward, and he couldn't get over it anymore...

He heard his mother's voice saying, I'll do it, he doesn't have time...

He smiled wryly. It's not that he doesn't have time, but he doesn't have the qualifications. How can a person who killed his own child have the qualifications to be her husband again?

He seemed to hear her delicate voice again, the voice when she called "husband" in his ear, and punched heavily on the wall of the hospital. The fist didn't hurt, but the heart hurt badly...

Nurses filed out to prove that she had been settled properly. He stood at the door and looked in, only to see her lying quietly on the bed with a drip on, her face as pale as paper...

Yan Zhuang turned around and saw him sluggish at the door, sighed softly, walked out, and asked in a low voice, "Why don't you go in? What's the point of standing at the door?"

He didn't speak, and walked silently to the chair in front of the ward and sat down.

Yan Zhuang knew his son's expectations for this child, and also knew his son's sadness, so he sat down to comfort him, "Don't be sad, the accident has already happened, you should go in and take good care of my daughter..."

He smiled wryly, with tears in his eyes, "No, it wasn't an accident...it was me...I killed Xiaonan with my own hands..."

Yan Zhuang's heart ached, and tears flowed down her face. Tao Zi's miscarriage was already enough to make her sad, but her son's self-blame made her feel even more hurt.For example, life is like a game of chess, she counts lightly, but she can still figure out one or two. The game between her son and Tao Zi is subject to too much interference from the outside world, and it is bound to be a difficult game. Now, finally entered a dead end, who can do it again?Who can resolve it?

"Son, don't say that...it's just an accident! Don't get into a dead end!" She knows her son's character, and she will not change what she believes, otherwise, she won't wait for Qianqi Eight years, but if the son lives with this cross on his back, will he still be happy in this life?

He remained silent, sinking into those dreams of having little daughters, unwilling to wake up...

Xiaonan, Xiaonan, Dad is sorry for you...

In the end, Yan Zhuang could only lament, and called Ning Jinping and the teacher who asked for leave to come back quickly. The hospital and Mo Wang had to take care of her at home. She was already too busy, and it seemed that her son also needed to be taken care of now. ...

She was terrified, and she didn't know how to explain to Ning Jinping that her daughter was gone.Although Ning Jinping was indifferent on the surface, and even showed little concern during Tao Zi's pregnancy, she knew that he was thinking about it, and asked her to take more delicious food for Tao Zi from time to time. He wanted the little girl to be born for nothing. Chubby.He was still brooding over the fact that Ning Zhenqian thought he had a bad face and refused to give him a baby girl. He even swore to her at home that if he wanted to compete with his son for favor in front of his granddaughter, he had to see who his granddaughter liked...

If Ning Jinping were told about Tao Zi's miscarriage now, would Ning Jinping be extremely disappointed?

Of course, no matter how difficult it is, you have to speak...

She said it carefully, but she couldn't tell what happened, because until now, Ning Zhenqian didn't tell her how it happened, she only talked about the result. Unexpectedly, Ning Jinping didn't He didn't say anything sad, just said calmly, "I'll be right back." Then there was no more...

The external chair classics of the courtyard shock.Yan Zhuang sat with his son on the corridor for a while, thinking that he couldn't sit like this, so he persuaded, "If you don't go in, take Mo Wang back, it's not a problem to sit here..."

But he, as if possessed by a demon, just sat there motionless...

And Mo Wang, there was nothing in his eyes, sitting next to Ning Zhenqian, the earth-shaking changes did not cast any shadow on his heart...

Yan Zhuang didn't know what to do with his son, so he had to follow him and go into the ward to take care of Tao Zi.

Before Tao Zi woke up, Yan Zhuang called the driver and asked him to go to the designated store that made good soup to buy food, so that Tao Zi could drink the soup as soon as he woke up.

This miscarriage is a devastation for a woman, just like confinement, it needs to nourish the body, and this confinement meal should have been made by her mother-in-law at home, which is the best, but now she has no means to spare ...

In less than an hour, Tao Zi woke up. At that time, the driver had just delivered soup and left.

Seeing that she was awake, Yan Zhuang brought the soup in front of her, and said lightly, "Come, Taotao, drink the soup."

Tao Zi stared at the bowl of soup in front of him, and then looked at the surrounding environment. The scene before he passed out was replaying in front of his eyes, Mo Wang, fan, abdominal pain, blood...

She was startled, and subconsciously touched her stomach, panicked, at a loss, spilled the soup bowl in Yan Zhuang's hand, and spilled all on the quilt.

"Where's the child? Mom, where's Xiaonan?" She had a premonition, with such blood, would the child still be there?

Yan Zhuang's eyes turned hot, he hugged her and said, "Taotao, don't be sad, don't be sad..."

Tao Zi is depressed, do you still need to ask?Xiaonan is gone... Xiaonan doesn't want her mother anymore...

She remembered the hallucination scene of herself, the pink little girl walked farther and farther in front of her, crying and asking her, Mom, why don't you want me?why don't i...

She cried out, Xiaonan, mom didn't want you, mom loves you so much...

Tears flowed down my face, but I couldn't say a word, I just grabbed the quilt tightly with my hands, as if putting all the sadness on my fingertips, as if I wanted to poke a hole in the quilt...

"Taotao, don't cry, your body is important, eat something, huh?" Yan Zhuang persuaded her, ready to refill her a bowl of soup.

She bit her lip and just shed tears. No matter how angry she was, no matter how difficult she was, she would force herself to eat, eat a lot of food, it was for her little girl to grow up quickly, now that she is gone, she What else to eat?

These two stubborn people...

One outside the ward, one inside the ward, Yan Zhuang is in the middle, at a loss what to do...

At night, Ning Jinping rushed back and went straight to the hospital.

The first thing he saw was his haggard and decadent son at the door, and Mo Wang who was playing by himself beside him, and after entering the door, he saw Tao Zi lying on the bed, and sitting listlessly on the side.

"How's the situation?" Ning Jinping walked up to Yan Zhuang and pointed at Tao Zi.

Yan Zhuang sighed, "The doctor said the child is gone, the adults are fine, but it's been a whole day, and I still haven't eaten anything..."

"Don't eat?" Ning Jinping asked back.

"Yeah! It's not just Taotao, Xiaozhen has been sitting outside for a whole day, not a grain of rice, not a drop of water, and ignoring him, just sitting there in a daze! Ask him to come in and look at Taotao He also refuses to..." Mentioning these two people, Yan Zhuang looked helpless.

"Both of them refuse to eat?" Ning Jinping thought for a while and said, "Come with me."

After speaking, he took Yan Zhuang's hand to the outside of the ward, and said to Ning Zhenqian who was sitting in a daze on the chair, "Your mother and I are going to take Mo Wang back. It's late, and it's time for Mo Wang to go to bed! You go in and take care of your wife." Son! You are a soldier and a man. When anything happens, the first thing you have to think about is how you should be responsible! Whether you like to sit here or be in a daze, whatever you want! Your mother and I have to go first! "

Ning Zhenqian glanced at Ning Jinping with stagnant eyes.

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