Throwing down my husband: reuniting in a forgotten time

Don't expect, don't desire, don't run, let the once manic heart settle down.And go, and stare.

Even if there is fire in July, I will no longer indulge in burning, just remember that the lights in that place are dim, and it will stay in the old place.

The air conditioner in Xiaohai's car was broken this morning. She really opened the window and pulled the hot air all the way to the radio station. Her long hair was ruined like Mei Chaofeng.

Arranging her hair all the way, just entering the stage, she heard that the director was invited, so she hurried to the director's office.

"Tao Zi is here? Come, sit down!" the director said with a smile.

Generally, directors come to her to discuss the program, especially on the issue of new programs, and like to hear her opinion, so she thought that this topic must be another topic today.

However, the director said, "Tao Zi, you don't have a show this morning, right? There's an art exhibition here, so go and see it."

Art exhibition?When are stations interested in this?

Seeing her surprised look, the director smiled and said, "This art exhibition is a bit special. Don't you have a program called Ordinary People? This art exhibition is worth visiting. There is an exhibition area dedicated to children's paintings that ended two months ago. For the competition."

"Do you want me to invite little painters to the show?" She is indeed doing such a show, digging out extraordinary cases from ordinary people, inviting them to the show, and telling their stories, but when it comes to children, she still doesn't care. I really haven't done it.

The director nodded, then shook his head again, with a look of curiosity in his expression, "I heard that there was a special prize winner in the last competition, who was favored by a certain master, and a special prize was specially set up for him. This time, he There should be quite a few works on display, the most important thing is that this winner is unusual, he is autistic..."

Autism?

Reflexively, Tao Zi's mind appeared in the mind of the unforgettable appearance, the appearance of being too thin for his age, and... and... no... she can't think about it anymore...

She controlled her thoughts in time, not to touch the indelible scar...

"Autistic people, this is a curious crowd, and an autistic future painter is even more fascinating. I think if you can invite him, your show will be a big hit." The director took out a A ticket came, "This is a ticket for the art exhibition, you go and see it first."

Tao Zi didn't answer, and said seriously, "Director, I'm sorry, I don't want to invite him."

"Why?" The director was puzzled, obviously this is a good subject.

Tao Zi shook his head, "Let's not talk about how difficult this show is, it's hard to communicate with children, let alone parents, they don't want to expose their children's flaws to so many people's eyes, it's not good to do so. "

"How do you know that parents are unwilling if you haven't tried it? How do you know that children are difficult to communicate with?"

Tao Zi still shook his head, "Difficult! Can't communicate! Director, forget it!" After finishing speaking, he turned to leave.

"Wait!" The director stopped her, "Tao Zi! Isn't this your work attitude? When there is a difficulty, you don't face it?"

Tao Zi didn't make a sound. This time, it was different from any difficulty.

"You should go and have a look first! Don't say it as if you have dealt with autistic children. If we really have difficulties, how about we give up?" The director's tone relaxed, but he still handed over the ticket.

Tao Zi was silent for a moment, took the ticket, and left silently.

Holding the ticket and hesitating for a long time, she still left the radio station with her bag on her back. To her, the word autistic is taboo, but as the director said, it is also attractive. An autistic who is good at drawing Son?What kind of pictures can autistic children draw?

She admitted that she too was vulgarly curious.

A large exhibition hall.

Tao Zi followed the crowd.

She doesn't know how to paint, so she is not very interested in the works of art on the wall, but she is slowly finding what she wants to see.

Finally, on the right side of the exhibition hall, she found the children's painting exhibition area.

Looking at the childish works, she felt that it was easier for her to understand than the adults' works, but she didn't know which one was painted by the autistic child?

She stopped in front of a work with extremely bold colors, which was a picture of the rising sun in the morning. However, both the angle of view and the color were very different from ordinary people, and they were far more mature than other works in this exhibition area.

She subconsciously looked at the inscription, the name was: Ning Wang, nine years old.

Rather forget?

There was a jump somewhere in her heart.

Yeah?will it beNo, it's impossible!She immediately denied her inexplicable intuition...

However, people are fascinated by this painting. She doesn't know whether she is looking at the painting or the power of the rising sun hidden in the painting...

"Here it is! Come and see!" A familiar female voice sounded behind her. Although the voice was low, she still couldn't hide her joy.

Her body froze, startled by the voice.

For the first moment, she wanted to hide, but in the end, she turned around slowly, and there were four people in her eyes: Ning Jinping, Yan Zhuang, Mo Wang, and of course, him, who had disappeared for a month... …

Ning Jinping is still the same.However, Yan Zhuang looked a lot thinner, and he also looked old. In one year, it seemed that five years had passed.As for him, his eyes briefly met with hers in the air, colliding, as if a starlight flashed in his dark eyes, and then she looked away, and what she saw was the nine-year-old Mo Wang, who had grown taller. It has grown a lot, and it has become a lot stronger. Standing beside him, I can vaguely see his outline...

Thirst is bad.A very similar him, an existence that really belongs to him...

There was an unspeakable emotion rolling in her heart, and it was uncomfortable, so she didn't want to take a few more glances.

She thought of the days when she talked on the phone with him a month ago, and that night of wind and fishing, peaceful and gentle, but because she only saw him in her eyes and forgot about other existences...

She didn't know how to address them, and even regretted turning around at that moment, so she didn't have this embarrassment. However, Yan Zhuang had a very surprised expression, "Taotao?!"

She used to be as close to Yan Zhuang as a mother and daughter, but at this moment, she couldn't go up to call "Mom" again, even if she smiled intimately, she still found it difficult, and there was already a layer of distance between Yan Zhuang and her helplessness. Penetrating barriers...

She smiled anyway, though in a less natural way.

This is the family that the director asked her to invite on the show, and she was glad that she didn't agree, she really couldn't invite her...

"Are you coming to see the art exhibition too?" Yan Zhuang asked with doubts and joy.

Tao Zi knew that it was really strange for him to stand in front of Mo Wang's painting like this...

Subconsciously brushing her hair, her beautiful and full forehead was exposed, and she said with a smile, "It's... a ticket from a friend, don't come and waste it..."

very lame excuse...

"I came with my friends, wait for me over there, I'll go first!" She bid farewell to the family with a very gracious and educated appearance.

However, she didn't know who she should pass through, Yan Zhuang and Ning Jinping?Yan Zhuang and Ning Zhenqian?

Finally, she started from the outermost Mo Wang, no, is it called Ning Wang now?Walk past Ning Wang.

She admitted that she was calm on the surface, but she panicked secretly and her steps were vain.

I don't know whose children also came to see my art exhibition, running happily, and shouting happily, "Mom and Dad! Over here! Come here!"

The child was so excited that he didn't notice her haste in front of him, and he didn't have time to avoid it, so he ran straight into her arms, and she was knocked crookedly in her high-heeled shoes, just hitting Mo Wang, and then fell over on the ground.

Her ankle was hurting, and she tried to stand up, but failed.

The child's parents arrived, and they kept saying sorry, she didn't seem to hear it, she raised her head, and met several pairs of concerned eyes, the one closest to her was Mo Wang...

Very familiar scene...

Mo Wang stood blankly while she lay on the ground. 13acv.

There was a time when it was like this.

A certain section of memory that she didn't want to touch in the past year opened a hole, and blood flowed out...

Her thinking was suddenly confused, she didn't know where the blood came from, it seemed to be from her heart, and it seemed to be from her body, she only remembered that there was blood all over the place, which was shocking...

She looked at Mo Wang, and Mo Wang also looked at her. Suddenly, her heart twitched fiercely, and she heard someone calling her mother. She really heard the voice of the little girl, or it was the little girl who knocked her down, or Yes... little girl...

Mo Wang's face suddenly disappeared, replaced by his big black face, anxious and angry, just like the expression in his memory.

He bent down and picked her up, her high heels fell to the ground.

She heard his scolding voice, "I told you not to wear those broken high heels! Why didn't you listen?"

Is it?There is……

She vaguely remembered that there was a time when she sprained her foot because of a high heel, and he was also so angry.But that seems like a long time ago...

He hugged her and ran out of the exhibition hall in a hurry, passing over his shoulder, she saw Mo Wang standing where she was, bending over to pick up her shoes...

The scene in my memory was also like this, Ning Zhenqian ran out with her in his arms like crazy, and Mo Wang picked up her slippers from the blood on the ground...

She suddenly couldn't tell when and where.

Did Mo Wang in the distance pick up slippers or high heels?She also couldn't see clearly, was there blood on the ground?It seems that there is no... But, it seems that there is... that red, so red that it hurts people's heart...

A hot current gushed out from under my body, as if I had known each other...

Her heart tightened, she felt a sharp pain, she subconsciously grabbed his clothes, and choked out two words in a low, depressed, painful voice: "Xiaonan..." It seemed, it seemed, that she had returned to a certain time and space... …

Hearing this name, his body tensed up, and his running steps staggered. Then, his arms hugged him even tighter, and he ran even faster...

She didn't say a word, the pain of hollowing out her body from a long time ago came back again, she didn't dare to think about it for a long time, and she didn't even dare to touch it a little bit. , The hot magma erupted from the heart, and rushed to every direction of the body with the flow of blood. Wherever it flowed, everything was scalded with pain...

He carried her into a taxi, her face was terribly pale, and her originally bright eyes were hollow and terrifying.

He was terrified, hugged her tightly and asked softly, "Ninny? What's wrong with her? Does it hurt?"

pain……

The word reminded her...

It really hurts, but it's in the heart...

Pressed on her chest by him, she nodded numbly.

He became more anxious and urged the driver, "Hurry up, please? Can you hurry up?"

Looking at the busy traffic outside, the driver could only give him a helpless look...

He holds her.

Hold her all the time.

Never let go in the emergency department.

Fortunately, it was only a sprained tendon. After taking the medicine, he hugged her and sat on the chair in the hospital. Seeing his expression, she was relieved, but the heavy reprimand still rushed to her face, "Remember it! Let me see you wearing high heels again, I will throw them all away! Not every time you are so lucky!"

She was yelled at by him, her body trembled slightly, and she finally woke up where she was, and also clearly understood what happened just now, the pain was still entangled in her heart, but a hot current rushed out from under her body...

She finally knew what the familiar feeling was before, and she jumped down from his lap in shock, but he pressed it back hard, accompanied by his fierce warning, "Try to move around again? Why is it so unreasonable?" Peace of mind?"

She didn't move, looking down at his black trousers, and her own light blue skirt...

He packed up the medicine, still carried her out of the emergency department, and called a taxi. He wanted to put her on the seat, but she was shocked and hugged his neck tightly, refusing to come back to her senses. What was left on the seat of the car, since it has already harmed him, let's simply harm him to the end...

He was quite surprised, and asked in a low voice, "Want to hug?" Almost a whisper.

Her face turned hot, she didn't explain, never explained...

He couldn't believe it, but under the urging of the driver, he still carried her into the car and let her sit on his lap.

She lowered her head, the unspeakable embarrassment dilutes the previous pain, she only prays that the car can drive faster, and that there will be no next wave of waves coming out.

The driver had seen a good relationship before, but he had never seen such a relationship. While driving, Tao Zi secretly looked at the couple in the mirror. Tao Zi was too ashamed to raise his head, and finally put his chin on his shoulder, never wanting to turn around for the driver to see. Her face, anyway, is just a back view, if you are ashamed, you can lose it...

And he didn't understand the meaning of her abnormality, he still remembered her pale face when he carried her out of the exhibition, and the slight sound of "little girl" that pierced his chest...

Maybe, it's because I think of Xiaonan, that's why I'm so abnormal...

He subconsciously hugged her tightly, regardless of the driver's constant peeking.

However, as soon as she opened the door of her house, she jumped out of his arms, hopped into the bedroom with bare feet, and said to him, "Go and wash!"

wash?What?

He was at a loss, and didn't understand what was going on until he noticed the two bright red flowers on her light blue skirt. He looked down at his pants, and there was a helpless knot between his brows. Fortunately, they were black...

After taking a shower in the bathroom, she changed her pants, so she could only wrap herself in a bath towel. When she came out, she had already changed, and she was hopping on one foot, looking like she was about to go out with her bag on her back.

"Where are the feet going like this?" He couldn't help but shouted.

"Go to work! There's a show!" She danced and went out.

"Ask for leave! Didn't you get hurt?" He made a decision for her very arbitrarily!

She only replied to him with a cold but firm word, "No!"

"Then call Xiao Hai to come! Wait a minute!" He had to ask Xiao Hai to bring him a suit and send her there. He couldn't rest assured that he would be so busy.He didn't think about whether there were men's clothes in her closet, even if there were, he wouldn't wear them, never!

"No!" Tao Zi stubbornly refused again, put on his flat shoes, and opened the door.

"Go out and try it alone today! Wait for Xiao Hai to come!" He got angry.

Tao Zi ignored the anger in him who was only wrapped in a bath towel, and jumped out as soon as he opened the door.She can't stay!It's not that I can't face him, but that today's encounter is beyond her control. She never thought that the pain of losing her little daughter would suddenly strike so fiercely. She knew whether she could bear the pain, but she had to run, she was afraid that if she was with him, Xiaonan's pain would come back...