Throwing down my husband: reuniting in a forgotten time

The last time Lin Zhi passed away, he had seen Yan Zhuang, but at that time he was in a daze, at a glance, he only felt that Yan Zhuang looked haggard and looked old, so he didn't take a closer look.But at this time, standing in front of Yan Zhuang, he realized how much this short year had changed Yan Zhuang.

Temperament and demeanor are the result of internal cultivation and have not been destroyed by time, but the external image is indeed as Miao Miao said, ten years older.

Yan Zhuang, who used to talk about losing weight, didn't need to lose weight now, she lost at least two circles. She had become dry and thin, with loose and dark yellow skin, and her collarbone was especially obvious.

Now Yan Zhuang is really an old man...

At this moment, recalling the choice Yan Zhuang asked her to make at the beginning, she seemed to have a deeper understanding. If she hadn't given up on this marriage, would Yan Zhuang's appearance today be her future?

Faced with Yan Zhuang's pleasantly surprised smile, Tao Zi's reaction was much calmer, even a little reserved, and he dawdled at the door for a while before calling out, "Aunt Yan..."

This title made Yan Zhuang slightly stunned, it's been so long, and he still isn't used to her daughter calling her that...

Thinking of the days when this girl called her "Mom" like a daughter in front of him, I couldn't help feeling sour, but she still smiled and said hello, "How do you know, Xiaozhen is really... Xiaozhen It’s just a bug, so there’s no need to make such a fuss?”

Tao Zi put down his things, smiled slightly, and said politely, "Xiao Zhen didn't tell me."

"Oh? Thank you then... Sit down and eat some fruit..." Yan Zhuang got up and greeted her warmly.

"Aunt Yan, just lie down and don't move, don't worry about me!" Approaching, Yan Zhuang's previous fragrance is gone, replaced by a smell of traditional Chinese medicine, and Tao Zi feels a little desolate in his heart.

Yan Zhuang stared at her with a smile all over his face, but at the end, his face slightly darkened, "I lost weight! This little chin is sharp!"

Tao Zi felt an inexplicable surge of sadness welling up in his heart. It was often said that when a mother looked at her daughter, she became thinner and thinner.Every time the daughters who are wandering outside go home, their mothers will complain about being thin. Even if they are fat, they are still thin in the eyes of their mothers.

She has never enjoyed such treatment.Yan Zhuang... No matter when Yan Zhuang is, he can always hit the softest part of her heart, even unconsciously...

"You young people, you just don't pay attention to your body, especially your diet. If you are full, you will be hungry, and if you don't want to do it, you can deal with it casually. What can you do? Haven't you eaten yet? Auntie just brought me food. It’s not moving yet, our mothers and I will eat together..." At this point, Yan Zhuang himself was stunned, and for a moment he spoke smoothly, and unexpectedly brought out the word "mothers"...

Tao Zi also felt uncomfortable for a while, but he pretended not to hear it, and said with a smile, "I've already eaten it, you can use it."

"I'm not hungry either, I'll wait." Yan Zhuang smiled at Mimi, just looking at her.Obviously, Tao Zi came to see her, she was very happy.

Tao Zi was embarrassed by her look, his face was reddish, and he said lightly, "Aunt Yan, you are the one who should take care of your body, you have lost a lot of weight!"

Yan Zhuang smiled, "It's okay, I'm losing weight! Look, I finally succeeded in losing weight!"

"Aunt Yan..." She had always known that Yan Zhuang was an unusual woman.In Yan Zhuang's eyes, he can't see the despair of life, and his smile is full of vigorous and unyielding atmosphere. This is the same as Ning Zhenqian in essence. A toughness emanates from his bones, but it's just like this Only then did Tao Zi sigh with emotion and sigh. How can there be helplessness in such a solemn state?She wanted to say, Aunt Yan, don't work too hard.However, this sentence can't be said, is it possible that Yan Zhuang doesn't work hard?After all, when it comes to taking care of children, men are rough, let alone special children.

Her emotions were written on her face one by one, and she didn't hide it. How could she not see it when she was so majestic and watched countless people?My heart was even more touched, and I couldn't help holding Tao Zi's hand, "Tao Tao, you are a good boy, don't feel sorry for me, what have I never experienced in my life? Now that I am old, my only wish is to see you children Have a good life, I hope Xiao Zhen will have a good life, and you will have a good life, nothing else matters, as long as you all go smoothly, I am willing to work hard no matter how hard it is.”

child?Does that include her too?She lowered her head, and Ren Yanzhuang held her hand without saying a word.

Yan Zhuang thought that it had aroused her knot, and reached out to help her straighten out her drooping hair, "Tao Tao, many things have happened in the past two years, for various reasons, or because there is no suitable time, We haven't talked properly either. Taotao, in these past events, our Ning family is most sorry for you. You are innocent, but you have been hurt so much. I have never been able to think of how to make up for it. The things you can get are all things you don't like, and now, this is the only thing that Aunt Yan can't let go of."

For this child who was once loved by her as a daughter, Yan Zhuang saw it in her eyes and felt pain in her heart. However, as she said, all she can give is material things. How can a girl like Tao Zi give material things? See it?As for the others, she didn't even feel appropriate to appear in front of Tao Zi. Who knew if her identity as a former mother-in-law would embarrass each other?Who knows, does Taotao have any resentment in her heart?Therefore, he could only continue to make material compensations, or secretly do something for her, such as knocking Luo Dongcheng down.

"Taotao, you have resentment in your heart, I understand, I am also a woman, how can I not understand your feelings? So, you can come to see me, I am really touched, I thought, we two will never have another chance Sitting together and talking like this, Taotao, you are such a kind child, such a kind child deserves to be happy, seeing that all of you are happy, I have nothing to ask for in this life..." Yan Zhuang said, tears welling up.

The past is vivid in my memory, from the day she married into Ning's family to the time she left Beijing, did Yan Zhuang really love her, or was she just pretending? She is not a wooden person, how could she not perceive it?It was only later that God's will made them no longer destined to be mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, so that they became destined. 13acv.

At that time, those past events and those identities were thought to be insurmountable, but now when I think about it, the root cause of the estrangement is blurred. Is it because of not forgetting?It does not seem.Because of Qianqi?It seems not.Because Yan Zhuang let her make a choice?It doesn't seem to be the case, the choice is her own...

"Aunt Yan, if at the beginning..." This question was very difficult and silly to ask, she stuttered, asked halfway, looked up at Yan Zhuang's eyes, the warm temperature inside was the same as before... She didn't Ask again, the answer seems to be obvious in looking back.Not to mention whether there are any ifs in this world, even if there are, even if Yan Zhuang doesn't give her a choice, she will still leave, that hurdle is because she can't get over it, it's because she has always wanted Ning Zhenqian to let her go...

But Yan Zhuang, in this half of the words, realized another meaning, and told her firmly, "Tao Tao, if you stayed at Ning's house and did not leave, I would do my best not to let Mo Wang affect you. Your life will protect your happiness, but Taotao, I am getting old, it is impossible to accompany Mo Wang forever, one day, when I can't, you will more or less inevitably face Mo Wang , guarding such a child, the biological parents both went crazy and committed suicide, Taotao, the choice is very difficult..."

To be honest, as a mother, she knows better than anyone else that Tao Zi is the happiness of her son. Because of Tao Zi, her son has vitality and color in his life. She hopes from the bottom of her heart that her son can keep this happiness and not lose it. However, at that time, the two of them had a quarrel like that. After she had a preliminary understanding of autism, she seemed to see Tao Zi and his son's future life full of quarrels and contradictions. She saw the two torture each other. Forget suicide...

In such chaos, her only thought was to hope that these two children would be happy and that they could walk a happy path.However, she doesn't know what the road to happiness is, so she can only let the children choose...

And now, she still doesn't want to dominate the lives of the children, what will happen in the future, let it be, the problem of not forgetting is here, and she doesn't want to hide it, no matter how they go on in the future, they must face this problem squarely.

Tao Zi blushed, did Yan Zhuang's words mean that she regretted her choice?Can't help but argue for myself, "I didn't mean that..."

Yan Zhuang smiled, "It doesn't matter what it means, the past is over, all I know is that Taotao came to see me today, I am very happy."

Yan Zhuang's heartfelt smile is very contagious, making Tao Zi feel that the strange thin ice between them is melting away little by little.Yan Zhuang also thought that she had hatred and resentment in her heart, heh, everyone thought so, she almost thought that she had really hated and resented, at least, it was certain that she had a grudge...

"Aunt Yan, I heard that the old chief was also hospitalized?" She didn't want to deny that she felt very good sitting and talking with Yan Zhuang at the moment. Compared with the awkward alienation in the past, she would rather keep the current state, even if No longer mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, she can also be an old acquaintance. She used to like Yan Zhuang so much...

"Old chief?" Yan Zhuang laughed out loud, "In front of your father... in front of him, don't say that, he thinks he's still a young guy!" Yan Zhuang was a little embarrassed, and quickly covered it up. It took a year, and some words still couldn't be changed.

Tao Zi pretended to be confused again, and smiled when he thought of the always sullen chief, "Then... is Uncle Ning okay? Will going to the grassroots level this time will be too much for the body?"

Yan Zhuang looked at her meaningfully, and patted the back of her hand to reassure her, "Don't worry about us, we both value our bodies more than anyone else, we want to live a long, long life, and we can live a better life every day." A small shock reduces the burden a little."

Speaking of this, a low voice came, "Mom..."

It was Ning Zhenqian who came with Mo Wang.

The words just now happened to be heard by him, and besides being moved in his heart, he also felt guilty.

"Hey, I'm here! Didn't I let you come? It's noon, and I'm already busy!" Yan Zhuang let go of Tao Zi's hand and saw that Ning Zhenqian didn't respond. The two stood across the bed, a little embarrassed, and said, " Taotao came to see me!"

"Hmm." He replied in a low voice.As soon as he entered the door, he saw Tao Zi's back, his heart was beating irregularly, the more chaotic, the more he didn't know how to greet her, so he pulled Mo Wang over and taught him, "Mo Wang, call grandma."

Mo Wang lowered his head and played with the things in his hands, ignoring them.

Yan Zhuang said to Tao Zi, "This kid is just like this. He doesn't respond to others calling him Mo Wang, and he won't call me, but he knows I'm grandma, his...family." Maybe Mo Wang will never forget. He doesn't understand what family means, but in his world there are people like grandma, father, and grandfather. What family means to Mo Wang is something Yan Zhuang himself and even the rest of the Ning family can't understand.

Yan Zhuang didn't intend to hide this from Tao Zi.

Tao Zi stared at Mo Wang who was playing with toys with his head down. No wonder he ignored her when she called Mo Wang at xx University last time.She doesn't know much about autistic children...

When Ning Zhenqian came, it seemed that the atmosphere became more tense, and Tao Zi didn't know how to stay in the same room with Yan Zhuang, so he stood up and asked to leave, "Aunt Yan, I will come to see you next time, please take care of yourself." Body."

"Let's go!" Yan Zhuang immediately said, "Let Xiao Zhen see you off! It's so hot, it's hard to wait for the bus!" After speaking, he said to Ning Zhenqian, "Go, you haven't eaten yet, Mo Just eat it with me, and you send Taotao back! Eat it on the way."

Ning Zhenqian nodded, "I'll take Mo Wang with me."

"Don't! Don't forget to let me go! You still go to work in the afternoon! You don't know how busy you are during this time!"

Ning Zhenqian took Mo Wang's hand directly, "Mom, you can take care of it at ease, I'm leaving!"

"Actually... I'll just go back by myself..." Tao Zi felt that his mother and son gave way, so why don't you ask her if she, the client, would like to take Ning Zhenqian's car?

"Let's go." Ning Zhenqian led Mo Wang and took a step first.

Tao Zi looked back at Yan Zhuang, only to see her smiling and waving at her, "Go, don't miss me, I'll be discharged soon, but I hope what you just said is true, I'll wait for you at home Come and see me, I'll cook something delicious for you."

Tao Zi nodded, feeling an unspeakable feeling in his heart, like running around a huge circle, running very hard, but finally found that the end point was the origin...

This was the first time that Tao Zi and Mo Wang rode in the same car.

She sat in the co-driver's seat, and Mo Wang sat in the back seat. Ning Zhenqian personally fastened Mo Wang's seat belt.

Cizhizhuang is Yi.As soon as he got in the car, Ning Zhenqian locked the door, because he was afraid that he would forget to touch the door. A rough soldier, after grinding to this day, his heart has become finer and finer.

"To eat roast duck?" Ning Zhenqian asked.

"Me?" She pointed at herself, and looked back at Mo Wang for no response, probably not asking Mo Wang, "I'm not going, you take Mo Wang there, Miao Miao and I have had lunch."

Ning Zhenqian didn't speak anymore, adding a silent Mo Wang, Tao Zi felt a little uncomfortable, she was still not used to being in the same space with Mo Wang.

"Don't forget, is he always so quiet?" She asked out of words.

"No, sometimes it's noisy, saying things that don't convey the meaning."

She turned around, only to realize that the plasticine Mo Wang held in his hand had been pinched and changed by him.

Ning Zhenqian saw it in the rearview mirror, and said, "He will be very quiet when he is playing Fascinated."

Suddenly, Mo Wang spread out his hands, and there was a little figure made of plasticine lying in his hands.

"I was pinched." Ning Zhenqian explained.

Tao Zi looked at the plasticine figurine, which was not very well formed, and thought to himself, only his father could see that he was pinched...

Ning Zhenqian stopped the car, turned his head, and praised Mo Wang seriously, "Mo Wang, it's great!"

To Tao Zi's surprise, Mo Wang showed a happy expression...

Seeing the interaction between the father and son, Tao Zi was surprised. How could such a tough person like Ning Zhenqian have such a side?However, he felt relieved in an instant, under his hard shell, there was a soft heart. He couldn't help but think of the time when he held her on his lap and fed her noodles. He was so patient with her, let alone a special child. ...

This, but his son...

Don't forget after boasting, Ning Zhenqian continued to drive. Tao Zi didn't pay attention to his driving route until the car reached the gate of Quanjude, and she realized that he didn't send her back. She hurriedly said, "I've already eaten, Eat it yourself!"

"Eat something with me!" he said.Get out of the car and open the door for her, and then open the door of the back seat, leaning over to unbuckle Mo Wang.

"He can't complete this action." Ning Zhenqian said suddenly.

After Tao Zi thought about it, he realized that Ning Zhenqian was talking to her, meaning that Mo Wang couldn't unbuckle his seat belt.She looked at Mo Wang with pity. A person who can't turn on the faucet or unbuckle his seat belt is what Ning Zhenqian said. What ordinary people can do easily can't be done by Mo Wang. ?