Throwing down my husband: reuniting in a forgotten time

The pace of the Spring Festival is gradually approaching.

For a lonely and helpless person, the Spring Festival is like the most desolate post in the journey of life, isolated from the world and desolate everywhere, reminding her of this lonely existence more than ever, knowing that driving out of this station will see the whole world Prosperity, however, even though the outside is as prosperous as brocade, there is no needle or thread connected to her. Every ticket that leaves this station is marked with blood connection and family reunion. Not in the car that belongs to her.All she can do is to guard this desolate inn, guarding her square inch memories.

When grandpa was alive, she didn't feel anything.Although she doesn't have the new clothes bought by her parents or the New Year's bag given by her relatives like other children, but Grandpa loves her so much, how can he be willing to let her suffer half a point of grievance?There are also new clothes to wear and red envelopes to get, and she never lacked them until she was in college.

I remember at that time, every Chinese New Year, the atmosphere at home was extraordinarily joyful.

Grandpa cooks bacon, buys new year's goods, and other people's homes have one, and there is no shortage of daughter-in-law.

On the day of the New Year's Eve, grandpa would wake up early in the morning, cook a big meal, fry sugar glutinous rice cakes, and his dark old face was so busy that he was happy.She is also not idle, no matter how old she is, she will follow her grandfather like a little tail to get busy. The liveliness and reunion of Sun and Sun.

Usually the bacon has been steamed before the dinner is cooked. Her favorite food is meat and bones, salty and slightly dry. Before eating, the smell of firewood will arouse the greedy, grandpa She would laugh at Mimi and reward her with a piece of fleshy bone. Later, when she thought of this scene, she felt like a little puppy, often laughing out loud in the mood of missing her grandpa.

Every year at the New Year's Eve dinner, grandpa would ask her to pour a glass of wine first to avoid father's.

To her, the word dad is like a photo on the wall and a glass of wine every festival, because she has never looked forward to it, so she has never been sad because she didn't have it.Grandpa said that her father died in a disaster. At that time, she was only a few months old, and she still had her mother, but after all, her mother couldn't bear the pain of raising her daughter alone, so she threw her to grandpa and left by herself. It is said that she also cried very sadly, and vowed to come back to pick up her daughter, but she is now 26, and there is still no news of her mother...

She doesn't blame her mother, really.

As a woman, she understands women.Every woman has the right to choose her own life and happiness. If her mother thinks she will be happy without her, then she sincerely wishes that her mother in an unknown corner of the world will be happy.After all, it was her mother who brought her into this world. Without her mother, there would be no such person as Tao Zi...

What she doesn't have in life, she never forces. What she cherishes especially is what she has, such as the New Year's Eve dinner with just her and grandpa, which is enough to satisfy her.

Afterwards, like all the children, she will sit by the warm stove and watch TV with her grandpa. The Spring Festival Gala is not her favorite, but the atmosphere. No matter what happens in her life, she will be with her grandpa. Together!Therefore, for her, during the Spring Festival, expensive and rare candies are not important, and the thickness of the red envelope is not important. All she needs is a pile of ginger and a cup of hot tea!The ginger pickled by grandpa is the most delicious snack in the world. When paired with hot tea, it is the hottest enjoyment in the world!

However, after grandpa left, she searched for all kinds of pickled ginger, but none of them could match what grandpa made.

In the past, there were firecrackers during the Chinese New Year.

When the clock strikes zero o'clock, grandpa will take her to put a big hanger at the door. Amidst the sound of crackling firecrackers, grandpa will always touch her head and say with a smile, "Daughter is one year older... ..." She still remembers the warmth brought by her rough fingertips...

That's why her mobile phone set the sound of firecrackers as the ringtone.

To her, the sound of firecrackers means Chinese New Year, joy, reunion, time with grandpa...

She once said to someone with regrets in one summer, "It's a pity that you can't come in winter, otherwise we can set off firecrackers together during the Chinese New Year! Also, the ginger made by my grandfather is delicious, and the bacon is also delicious." It's so good you haven't even had a chance to taste it!"

The man smiled and promised, "Okay! I'll tell my dad when I go back, let me come here for a winter vacation!"

It's just that his promises may be the same as those heroic rhetoric in summer, just on the spur of the moment and forgotten in a blink of an eye, she has never waited for him in winter...

He didn't come in winter, but grandpa passed away in winter.

At that time, she was just in her freshman year, and during that winter vacation, she lost her only relative.

I remember that she was eager to return home just after the winter vacation, after all, it was the first time she had been separated from grandpa for such a long time.

However, when she ran back to the rental house in town, Grandpa wasn't home.

She was about to go out to look for it when the landlord came and saw her and yelled, "Oh, niece, you're back! Hurry up! Your grandpa is in the hospital!"

"What's going on?" She was startled, thinking that grandpa's asthma had happened again.It's been a long time since I took Ning Zhenqian's medicine. 13acv.

"Your grandfather came back from posing with an air gun on the street and bought you a lot of food. He carried too many things on his back, crossed the road and blocked his sight, and his ears were not very good. He was hit by a car that drove out suddenly!"

"Didn't you tell him not to show it?!" She was so anxious that she was about to cry, she dropped her luggage and ran to the hospital.Since going to college, she has repeatedly told her grandpa that she will work and study part-time, and take care of her own studies, so that grandpa will stop working hard.

The landlord sighed behind her, "Isn't it for you? Your grandfather said that not only will you save your tuition, but also prepare a dowry for you. A girl will be laughed at if she doesn't have a dowry!"

Tao Zi couldn't hold back any more, covered his face, tears streaming down his face, and ran like crazy to the hospital.

The doctor failed to save the grandfather in the end. When she saw him, his body was full of tubes and he was dying...

Around grandpa, there were a few well-meaning neighbors, seeing her coming, sighed and pushed her to grandpa, "Ninny, your grandpa knows you are coming back today, and has been waiting for you..."

Tears flowed down her face, she lay down beside the bed and held Grandpa's hand, crying loudly, "Grandpa, here comes Nannan...Grandpa...you promised that you would never leave Nannan, Grandpa...Look at Nannan! "

Grandpa struggled to open his eyes at that time, and his rough hands clenched her hand tightly. She knew that grandpa was really waiting for her, waiting to see her for the last time. At this moment, he was breathing his last breath...

"Nuan..." Grandpa was furious, "Don't cry... This day will always come... Promise Grandpa not to cry... Grandpa can feel at ease..."

She was so crying that she couldn't speak, she could only cover her mouth and nod desperately, but the tears flowed freely.

"Ninny... Although our family has no money...you are the treasure in Grandpa's heart...Grandpa is gone...don't allow you to wrong yourself...some things...Grandpa wanted to wait...you...grow up Let me tell you again...but...it's too late...that person...that person...is too unrealistic...it's impossible...you have to forget him..."

Tao Zi groaned in his heart. It turned out that her grandpa knew everything about her self-righteous little secret...

"Promise to grandpa...forget about him..." Grandpa's hand suddenly squeezed her hand tightly.

Forget about him... She has already forgotten, hasn't she? In the summer when I was 16, I had already bid farewell to him...

She cried and nodded, "I promise! Grandpa! I have forgotten..."

"Okay... good girl..." Grandpa finally showed a comfortable smile on his face, as if he had let go of a major event, "My baby...give grandpa a smile... let grandpa take your smile away... grandpa only likes to watch her laugh……"

"Okay..." Her face was messed up by tears, and she tried her best to smile, but it was uglier than crying.

Grandpa slowly closed his eyes, and murmured with difficulty, "Hey... I will always smile like this from now on... Don't be afraid... Grandpa will bless you in the sky... May you find someone who can really replace Grandpa and accompany you on the journey... ..."

After finishing the last exhortation, Grandpa never woke up again...

During the Spring Festival of that winter vacation, no one would accompany her to spend it.

On New Year's Eve, she cooked a table full of dishes, arranged two sets of bowls and chopsticks like when her grandfather was alive, and had a New Year's Eve dinner with "grandpa".

Grandpa has already made the bacon and pickled ginger.She took out the ginger and poured two cups of hot tea. Everything was the same as when Grandpa was alive, but she knew that this was the last time she would eat such bacon and pickled ginger, because no one would make it for her again up.

When the clock struck zero, she boldly set off a string of firecrackers by herself. The sound of firecrackers remained the same, but no one would touch her head and say that her daughter had grown taller again...

Every Spring Festival since then, she has no home to return to.

Later, I met Miao Miao, who sympathized with her background and invited her to her home for the New Year every New Year, but she never agreed, and only said that she would go back to her hometown to see her grandfather.No matter how good a friend is, there are times when they don't belong to her. No matter how optimistic she is, she doesn't want to sit in a family group that doesn't belong to her.

In fact, she really went back to her hometown every Chinese New Year.

In her past years, "Nian" belonged to her and grandpa.

Therefore, on the eve of the Spring Festival, she would always join the surging flow of migration across China and take the train back to see her grandpa.

On the train, everyone had smiles on their faces. Who was not full of joy and excitement?Every now and then someone would ask her, "Are you going home for the New Year too?"

She always smiles and nods, "Yes! Go home for a new year!"

Her home is the tomb of her grandfather.

Every year, on New Year's Eve, she would serve dishes, pour a glass of sake, and have a reunion dinner with her grandpa, and then tell her grandpa about her harvest and happiness this year. Yes, she is still a happy daughter, even if she has cried, She was hurt, but in front of her grandpa, she was still the good girl who cried happily after a fight when she was young, and then cleaned up and went back to see her grandpa...

But, this time, how will she welcome the new year?

Miao Miao did not invite her to her home for the New Year, because she knew that she was married and finally had her own home.

When Yan Zhuang learned that his son would not come back for the New Year, he was depressed for several days like a frost-beaten eggplant.

Then he touched Tao Zi's head and sighed, "It's a good thing I have you, otherwise we two old guys would be left deserted, and we wouldn't even be interested in making New Year's Eve dinner!"

Tao Zi worried, and put forward his own thoughts, "Mom, I want to... visit Zhenqian during the Chinese New Year, is that okay?"

Yan Zhuang became excited when he heard that, "No! How can I do it? How hard is it for you to go to that place as a girl? Besides, your body is still so weak! Hurry up and get rid of this idea! Hurry up!"

Mother-in-law disapproves...

She could only make up her own mind in silence.

Knee to drive.She and Ning Zhenqian are so far apart, he stayed in Yunnan for the sake of Qianqi and refused to come back, if she didn't take the first step, then they would be so far away from each other, and their relationship would never progress.Therefore, since he stands still, he can only rely on her to move forward bravely!

She counted the time, booked the train ticket, packed her luggage and boarded the train going south with the army address she cheated from Ning Jinping.

The moment the train started, she was finally relieved that she would not be caught by Yan Zhuang!Simply, she turned off her mobile phone, so that Yan Zhuang could not contact her. However, she still left a note for Yan Zhuang before she came out. The content was as follows: Mom, I'm going to see Zhenqian!Don't worry, I can take care of myself!Don't tell Zhenqian just yet, lest he be distracted.

In fact, she was too worried, how could Yan Zhuang feel at ease after reading the note?I really want to tell my son, but where can I get through on the phone?

When I used to go back to my hometown by train, my heart was always very peaceful.

Although she had already learned not to be sad about her grandfather's death, she couldn't be happy no matter what she looked at the beaming crowd around her. Calmness was her greatest limit.

However, today is different!

She can also be as happy and beaming as anyone else!

People still ask her, "Girl, are you going home for the New Year?"

She smiled and replied without hesitation, "Yes! It's home!"

Where there are loved ones, there is a home.

In the past, where her grandfather was, her home was there. Now, she has another relative. Wherever he is, her home is there...

It's just that she can't see her grandpa this year, and she also violated her grandpa's last wish. Not only did she not forget him, she even married him, but she knew that grandpa would not be offended, because grandpa only wanted her to be happy...

Grandpa, my daughter will be happy!

She is full of expectations for this trip to find her husband!

The atmosphere of the Chinese New Year on the train has arrived ahead of schedule. The passengers are singing and playing cards, enjoying themselves. The train radio also plays festive music in a loop. Holding a few magazines, she is infected by the lively atmosphere and feels that the journey from Beijing to Yunnan is a short journey. The long journey is not difficult.

She knew that the hard work of this journey was still to come, but she never expected that the level of hard work was far beyond her imagination...

I got off the bus in X City, Yunnan, and according to the address, got on the bus to X County. After arriving in the county, I ate something casually. At the same time, I found out where the bus station was, and then changed to a bus bound for X Town. Ning Zhenqian's unit is in the mountains near this town.

When the car drove out of the city, Tao Zi felt that the car seemed to be going uphill all the time. After an hour and a half, the side of the car began to drive on the winding mountain road. Chest tightness, want to vomit.

She didn't know whether it was motion sickness or altitude sickness. Slowly, even her heartbeat began to speed up. The oxygen in the air seemed to be unable to absorb enough. There was even a roaring sound in her ears, and the voices of people in the car became quieter. .

She swallowed, and the voice in the car became clear again.Still feeling bad, she opened the window to get some fresh air, but it didn't seem to help much.

She was glad that she was well prepared, took out the medicine from her bag, and took it.She was worried that she would have a reaction, so she deliberately went to the pharmacy to buy it before she came.

It's just that the effect of this medicine doesn't seem to be very good. After taking it, there is no improvement at all.

The car turned over several hills before stopping in a small town.

Although it is a small town, but the altitude is very high, she vomited as soon as she got out of the car, took out the mirror to straighten her hair, and found that her face was as pale as paper.Tao Zi, you must hold on!She cheers herself up.

I took the address and asked the people in the town how to get to Mount M, only to find out that the so-called vicinity is not close at all, and the worst thing is that there is no shuttle bus to Mount M in the town. Where the troops are, how could there be a shuttle bus?

She was speechless. If she walked from this town to the army station, she would have to walk for at least a day and climb mountains, but now it was almost dark!

After thinking about it, she decided to recharge her energy and stay in the town for the time being. Otherwise, she would have been honored before she reached this state...

I was not feeling well, and I couldn't eat dinner, so I forced myself to eat some to restore my strength, but I didn't dare to eat too much, for fear of stomach problems, which would be even more troublesome.

Then they found a hotel to stay.She deliberately chose a house that looked good, and didn't want to make any mistakes at this time.

Running around continuously, I was so tired that my body seemed to be falling apart, and I threw myself on the bed as soon as I entered the room, thinking that my soldier brother would go through such a toss every time he went back, it was really hard, and I felt a little more love for him in my heart , can't help but sigh, no matter who he is suffering here for, he is her man after all, and she has to feel sorry for her man!

Wrapping myself in the quilt, I felt a splitting headache and was very tired, but I couldn't fall asleep anyway.

I got up again and drank a box of milk that I brought with me on the road, but I still couldn't fall asleep...

After tossing and tossing, I don't know how late I fell asleep in a daze.

She slept until midnight, but was woken up by the cold.She touched the quilt, it was really thin...

When I got up to adjust the air conditioner, I found that the air conditioner was broken, no wonder it was so cold!

So I called the front desk and asked to change the room.Unexpectedly, the front desk replied to her that the air conditioners in the rooms are only so good, and there are not many rooms left. If you don’t believe me, you can ask her to try every room. They also said that this is just a small hotel in a remote town. It's not a big hotel in the city. If she is really afraid of the cold, there are quilts in the cabinet, so she can add an extra bed...

The attitude of the service desk is very good, and he speaks with a waxy Yunnan accent, but the result is so cheating!

She had no choice but to take out the quilt from the cabinet and spread it on the bed, and curled up again to force herself to sleep.

She still felt cold at night, she had shrunk into a ball, and she still couldn't feel the warmth, but she never wanted to wake up, because she was so tired, not only tired, but also dizzy...

As a result of sleeping like this for one night, when she woke up the next day, she found that her nose was blocked, her head was light-heavy, and she felt dizzy after walking a few steps...

God!What's wrong with her?The altitude sickness is not good yet, have you caught a cold again?

She couldn't afford to delay!It's almost New Year's Eve!She must arrive at the army before New Year's Eve!

In this case, she can only give in, and call him and ask him to pick it up!Anyway, she's already here, so he won't drive her back again! ?Raipi is invincible!

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The 6000 words have been updated together~! !See you tomorrow~~! !Thank you for your support for Jixiang’s launch. I was busy coding yesterday, and I didn’t have time to reply to many comments. Fortunately, Comrade Man’er returned for Jixiang. Man’er has worked hard.However, dear friends, I have read the comments carefully, thank you again!Finally, I advertised the auspicious ancient text ha, hee hee, I changed the name to "Feng Qi Long Couch" a615564