The alley is very dirty, and the waste cardboard boxes piled up randomly on both sides make the already narrow space even more crowded. The wind comes in from nowhere, so the dust and paper scraps on the ground are lifted up and thrown down, making a lonely rustling sound , it seems that this is the most humble stomach in the whole city, doing meaningless peristaltic digestion.

At the end of the alley, I exchanged 50 yuan and two boxes of instant noodles for a black cat from a midnight scavenger. I raised my head to look at the dim street lights, but it was sad but warm. dead soul.Is not it?I asked the little life in my arms affectionately, and at the same time raised the Coke in my hand, which I secretly left behind during the exchange just now.

From then on I called him Coke, I love it very much.

In the morning, when I was shopping with Luyan, he bought me a very beautiful nightgown. The smooth silk fabric was dyed light pink, and the royal blue piping was very textured. It made me happy for a long time.I love a man like Lu Yan so much, he can give me a rose with a blushing face, or he can go to the supermarket downstairs to buy sanitary napkins for me as if nothing happened, but I don’t know if he will gently untie my nightgown tonight tape.

Lu Yan is in love with metallica, very neat metal jokes, he formed a small band with a man named Feng Tie, often performing in bars, I once sneaked behind the stage of the bar to watch their performances, very manic For the music, Lu Yan’s guitar always has strange scales, and the singing voice of the lead singer Feng Tie with a warm smile is particularly ethereal. Sometimes I am really afraid that this strange combination will conjure up something weird.

Later, during a performance, the bar they were in unexpectedly caught fire, and the bar was burned to the ground. People ran around screaming. Died.

In the days that followed, Lu Yan changed completely. He seemed to be an incomplete ascetic, so we didn't often have sex.He goes to work in a regular manner every day, and after work, he gets tired of doing all kinds of boring things with me. He looks like a performance artist who is shackled. He puts all the fruits, vegetables and even rice he can find into the juicer Stir in machine and drink.He stood barefoot on the wide fence on the edge of the top floor, closed his eyes, and made a flying gesture. I called out to him, ran over in panic, and pulled him down violently.I cried in fear, but he smiled and asked me, how did it feel when Van Gogh cut off his ear?I pushed him away and rushed downstairs to take a taxi home.

When I drank the fifth glass of water calmly, Lu Yan called me, and he said to come out to eat, or buy vegetables to cook at your house, I was happy again, I said you come, come, by the way Buy some milk and cat food for my Coke.

In the early hours of the morning, I woke him up by kissing, and I said that I must leave you, far away, and he kept silent, just stroking my slender collarbone. , you can't accept the way I love in the end.

I slowly probed Coke's left eye with a sharp long needle, he couldn't move, I could see its fake fear, its pupils stood up really beautifully, yellow dazed, yellow horror, yellow The esoteric, it all fascinated me.I already heard the crisp sound of eyeballs bursting, and I was as happy as a stone smashing through the thinly icy lake.There was a sneer at the corner of my mouth, I thought of my first night, I didn't care about such a sacrifice, I just guessed whether the pain would be more severe than Coke.

Coke didn’t struggle, it actually looked at me gently, I started to feel distressed, the pain couldn’t be relieved, my hands started to shake, I was very scared, if I lost my eyes and lost Coke, how would I live, I started to feel glad that I wasn’t Coke, It is willing to give anything for me, I feel sad for its doting on me, my pain begins to fade, I let go of the Coke, but it jumps into my arms, blames me, and encourages me.

I saw the steeple cathedral in its eyes, the dark pine forest, Coke is a Gothic witch who likes rock music and mixed poison, it confuses my mind, makes me irreparable in delusional happiness, it is all my beliefs , I gently picked it up, kissed its smooth fur, and it smiled at me slyly.I know it's saying to me: Look, you've done a good job.

August 2013, 8, this is definitely a good day to remember, because the manager said that there will be a five-day holiday from tomorrow, and there will be no duty, I cheered and held Lin's hand in circles, planning to bring Coke Going shopping, traveling and partying, having a fulfilling and thriving National Day, when I was thinking about how much money I would spend to rob a bank, a short, handsome man with long hair appeared at the door, he was very temperamental and gentle, and he was full of smiles His eyes passed me and locked directly on Lin, which made me very uncomfortable, I turned my head and looked at Lin with a questioning look.Lin whispered in my ear and said that he has been chasing me for several days. He is the boss of Hero Advertising, the one on the 28th floor. I sneered and said haha, another successful middle-aged bachelor. Go after it.

I suddenly dragged Lin and rushed to the bathroom. At the same time, I reached out to push away this handsome thing. He tightened his face and yelled at you, what are you doing?I didn't look back, I said to Lin, look, the real face has been revealed.After Lin lit the cigarette, she accidentally dropped the lighter into the toilet. She cursed in a low voice, and then said viciously to me, Lin Jing, you half-race bitch must have screwed up, otherwise you dare to spoil my good deeds.I leisurely spit out a wisp of cloudy smoke, and I said that you don't like him, and you are still talking about him.She asked how you knew I didn't like it, and I despised him and said that he was petite like a girl, would you like it?Lin giggled, she said that you are so smart that you are about to become a genius, and then she concentrated on competing with the cigarette in her hand.

Suddenly her eyes widened, she lost her voice and said what's wrong with girls, so what are we two?

Lynn and I both like tough guys. Tall, muscular bodies, angular faces, bronzed skin, and hard stubble all turn us on. Luckily, there's a guy like that who really breaks into the world without warning. to our side.

Ling Yang knocked on the wide-open door of the dispatch department on a deadly hot summer afternoon. Lin drooled and raised her head in displeasure, trying to give this guy who disturbed his sleep a blank stare, but she was stunned. Then she clenched her left hand with three huge rings into a fist and slammed my head in a coma. In what Lin said later, she smelled the smell of love at that time. Sensational, it’s fucking disgusting, Lin sighed dejectedly: No, I only guessed the beginning, but I couldn’t guess the ending—how did I know that the taste of love was concocted by the joint efforts of you two adulterers? Yes, it's a pity that my water glass with big ears is gone.After I heard it, I smiled lewdly and rushed forward to roll into a ball with her.

When this was the case, after Lin woke me up, she rushed to Ling Yang in a lightning-fast manner, pushed him down on the chair and asked him if he needed help. She used her precious cup to try to ask for a kiss indirectly, but she trembled and dropped the handle on the ground due to excessive excitement. This girl is really perverted. She pointed at me while squatting on the ground to pick up the pieces. With a wicked smile on his face, he said sorry to Ling Yang, I’m not always so careless, it’s her, she made the food too salty last night and swallowed me like this...

Lin winked at me and conveyed two meanings to me: first, this man is mine, and you are not allowed to get involved in it; second, you must cooperate with me at the cost of damaging your own image.

Afterwards, Ling Yang's thick bass completely shattered Lin's self-esteem and self-love and self-improvement. Ling Yang said Lin Jing, why don't you go to the movies at night, and take Coke with you.

I looked at the stupefied Lin, and laughed so hard that I almost died, but when Lin regained her senses, she gritted her teeth and cursed me: Lin Jing, you must be so miserable.

At that time, Lu Yan had been missing for more than three months.

There are tall locust trees on both sides of the road, with small pink and white flowers, occasionally falling fine petals, scattered on the large pink and white grass, and disappearing.

When I was a child, I always searched carefully on the grass. Where did the petals go?Every time at this time, brother Lu Yan from the next door would mock me. He clapped his hands and jumped up laughing because I couldn't distinguish colors.I cried even harder, until he ran over and pulled me up, and stuffed many petals into my arms. After laughing through my tears, I saw the green grass dotted with white dots, and there was a Strange colorful.

Thinking of the past, looking at the pagoda tree petals flying all over the sky, I couldn't help laughing.As a matter of habit, I smiled charmingly.Then I saw a man as tall as a locust tree flash out from the corner of the street. He blushed and walked straight to me.

My name is Ling Yang.He said abruptly, I hide here secretly watching you smile every day.

I'm happy, what a muscular man, he looks pretty good, I think I'm really lucky to have such a man take the initiative to strike up a conversation with me, it's worth dying.I quickly put Lu Yan behind me and stood up gracefully on purpose. I have made a decision to hook up this strange man wholeheartedly, so as to enrich my empty and depressed life.

After 10 minutes, I succeeded.

what?

Lin's eyes widened in disbelief, she screamed and said something, it's only been 10 minutes, why are you so vicious, you little bastard, you are really a demon.I said that there is something more exciting than this. Ling Yang is the owner of the steamed bun shop opposite Aunt Zhao on West Street. We have only known each other for two days, and the configuration of my computer is much better than before, only three monitors.Lin said let's be serious, are you really going to have a serious relationship with someone? I said that you are asking a strange question, what do you think if I don't talk about it? Lin immediately smiled, and she put a stick The candy was stuffed into my mouth and I was very itchy when I heard what you said. How about you lend me to play for two months? I calmly returned the lollipop to her, and I said give it back to you. Can't afford it.Lin was in a hurry, she quickly said don't be angry, don't be angry, just a month, I will give you the Avon gold card, how about this? I thought for a while and said that I agreed, but you must remember Give me back and don't break it for me.After we finished speaking, we both bent down laughing at the same time.

I have plenty of means to make my lover fall in love with my friend, and I also know Lin's temperament and ability very well, she is the best at doing this kind of thing.

Ling Yang really lived up to my expectations and disarmed Lin in less than ten days.He asked me out and pretended to be sad and said that we should break up. I think we are not suitable and we will still be friends in the future.Sending the Buddha to the west, I shed two crystal tears because I pinched my forearm secretly and vigorously, Ling Yang said Lin Jing, don't do this, I will feel very uncomfortable.I pretended to be angry and yelled at you, I don't want to see you again.I turned around and ran away, and ran to the public toilet not far away to call Lin. I told Lin that the matter was settled, and you just wait for the inspection. Damn, I strangled my arm green because of you.

When it was over, I started to walk aimlessly, and when I was tired, I sat under a big locust tree.I think my life is like a rain of flowers all over the sky. It seems to be flying, but it is falling.

Lynn and I were entwined naked and stayed together all night until we were too tired to breathe.

At dawn, I gently pushed the sleeping Lin away, put on jeans and a thick khaki jacket and sat on the roof railing to listen to German tanks, and Coke smiled slyly at me.I was eating cheap ice cream, and saw a blood-colored firework burst out of the vast pale gray sky, the color was as thick as the viscous liquid bubbling from the broken limb of road salt.I raised my arms and pushed into the void with all my strength, as if I could still touch Lu Yan's eyes mixed with despair and surprise but extremely pleased, completely like the pleasure of relief.The ice cream melted and I was overwhelmed.

Night, it's over.

If not, why didn't my body following the falling trajectory of Luyan merge into the boundless darkness at this moment?

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