wandering fairy

Chapter 146 Suppressing Anger

Rafenner was at a loss and muttered to himself: "Then what should I do? Can you?" Before he could finish speaking, Aililu on the opposite side hurriedly waved his hands and said, "Don't ask me! Don't ask Me! Because this is something you have to explore yourself! Rafina, you must know that the process of exploring the law is a process of tempering the soul, which is also a process of revealing the sacred! This is like a good captain needs to have many abilities , but if you don’t have personal observation, experience and experience in the voyage, but just learned the dogma of a certain book, then you can’t have these abilities. The same is true for divinity. So for those who are interested in the path of orthodox believers, adversity is both Big trouble is also a big good thing, just like the ore meets fire, the captain meets big waves, this is the chance of success. Oh, of course, this is also the chance of eternal doom. So when I said are you ready, I don't mean you have Not ready to deal with difficulties, but refers to whether you are prepared to fail! If you are ready, I can teach you some methods of observing the changes of internal and external things, analyzing the flaws in them, and dealing with inner wavering."

Rafenner hesitated and asked again: "What will happen if you fail?" But Dongzi on the opposite side said a shocking sentence: "Either become a devil, or become a pan believer with a weak heart, or Becoming a blasphemous priest. Hahahaha is scary enough. But the fact is, the alchemist, what comes out is either gold or slag, and no one can guarantee that he must be gold before the final furnace. Are you ready Ok?"

Seeing that Rafenner and even Lelin showed fearful and flinching expressions on their pretty faces, Dongzi smiled and said, "It's not too late to choose to retreat now, and there's nothing shameful about it. After all, this road is not suitable for everyone. Let's go."

Lelin was the first to reflect, and touched Rafinna quietly, and was about to persuade her not to take this path, but saw Rafinna suddenly smiled and said: "This is the first adversity, right? Hehehe, I'm going alright!"

Dongzi laughed and said: "Oh, you guessed it. This is indeed the first adversity. Although it is necessary to look forward and backward, it is more important to understand what is the most important to yourself, what is most important to you. How much price can things bear? And once you make up your mind, you need to be able to break your fear. This process is a spiritual exercise. It is also the first time. You have passed this level, so wait a moment After you go back, you come to my room alone. I will pass on some previous experience to you.” Although the method of communicating with ghosts and gods is not the same as the real magic of immortality, there are similarities in the elementary part, especially when it involves From the part of observing the heart and tempering the heart, some psychological techniques can be used for reference.Therefore, Dongzi only needs to teach her part of the law of xinxing.

Rafenna was full of joy before laughing out loud, but Lelin next to her spoke first: "Can I listen in? I also want to get closer to God Eilistra."

Dongzi said with a smile: "You are restless, thinking one way and another, if I tell you, it will mess up your current way of thinking, which is harmful and not beneficial! If one day you are willing to take the risk of the world, come to me again It's not too late." As she said that, she looked at her with a deep smile and smiled: Le Lin is a rigid believer in gods, and it is actually very difficult for such a person to become an orthodox believer.This is like the "known obstacles" or "dharma obstacles" mentioned by the Buddhists. They are hindered by the ordinary literal Dharma, but they cannot explore the true Dharma in their hearts.In the same way, if you are used to being an honest person, if you want him to suddenly become a clever person who is both cunning, clever and kind-hearted, I am afraid that he will become depraved instead of being "smart".

Lelin was secretly unhappy.He was moving his lips, as if muttering something.But I heard the loud and dissolute laughter between men and women from the broad street on one side, and the man's voice was very familiar!Looking up, it was Grimm!He was dressed from head to toe in a finely textured suit.Laughing loudly and hugging a young woman with a beautiful face but a tall and attractive figure, he swaggered through the city in a luxuriously decorated and exquisitely crafted carriage, as if he wanted to show off his splendor in front of the whole city.I haven't seen him for a few days, and he seems to have changed from a little mage living in a foreign country to a wealthy urban rich man.It's just that the carriage he's sitting in seems a bit weird-it's actually a women's carriage with winding and beautiful lines!The pink four-wheeled carriage is like a uniquely shaped hollow egg, and it also looks like two beautifully shaped pink flowers spliced ​​face to mouth to form a charming and strange carriage.There are two delicate men and women in bright clothes hidden inside.A beautifully shaped wind chime was hung on each of the four sides of the carriage, and it made a melodious harmony under the wind.It seems to be swearing the arrival of a certain rich lady.And the four wheels of the carriage were actually coated with a layer of gold-like metal substance, and when they turned, they gave off bursts of dazzling flashes.Very conspicuous!

Le Lin, who was already extremely upset, scolded: "You rotten guy who eats soft food! I said how could he suddenly have the courage to stand on his own. It turned out that he fell in love with this kind of brainless woman who has no ideals. He has a new backer Just slipped away without making a sound, and didn't care about other people's thoughts and life or death, what a heartless traitor!" In his words, he almost wished he could peel his skin and twitch his tendons.

She was still cursing, but she heard Dongzi beside her laughing, as if seeing something happy, she couldn't help but said anxiously to Dongzi: "You still laugh? This kind of selfish person who doesn't care about his companions, It would not be a pity to die ten times!"

The other party still smiled happily, and said: "I didn't regard him as a life-and-death partner in the first place, and we are not a close-knit team. How can there be betrayal? Everyone gets together and disperses. Why bother?" Why is it so anxious?"

Lelin protested: "Haven't we been a team after going through life and death for so long?"

The other party did not answer directly.He just said slowly: "We came here from the Principality of Hereford. We have never established any goals or ideals. We are all just looking for our own shelter. To put it nicely, we are helping each other and supporting each other. To put it bluntly, it is a group of bereaved dogs gathered together to build momentum. It is not a close team at all. Even if it is barely a team, so what? The so-called team is just a community of interests composed of different people. Because Gathering together can realize their own interests. So we gathered together. When the interests are gone, everyone will naturally disperse. We were just on the same road. Now we have reached the destination. The common interests are gone. Naturally, we have to go our separate ways. Go ahead. No one in the world is born with the obligation to accompany you to the ends of the earth. This is common sense. Think about it. No one owes anyone now. No one has the right to ask others to stay by their side. Besides, don’t you hate him very much? Now he’s gone. Don’t you have a great time? Why bother to be angry. Do you even want to pull him back to bother yourself?”

Le Lin still couldn't help but "but".But Dongzi said first: "But you still can't restrain your habitual anger. Rafenna. You see. She just can't control her heart now. Let her mind follow her habitual way of thinking and emotions. Falling into unnecessary resentment. In fact, she herself knows that this kind of resentment is unnecessary. But she just wants to follow it. This is a powerful psychological force that distorts her ability to understand and think. It has nothing to do with those fears, Retreat and other thoughts are the same. They are all things that hinder you from purifying your mind. Have you thought about the problems and solutions?"

Rafenna replied sharply: "I don't know. I hope you can teach me quickly." The pastor Aililu on the opposite side also laughed heartily: "Very good. After I go back, I will summarize the previous ones one by one. Let’s talk. Let you choose the corresponding method.”

Lelin on the side deliberately made things up in displeasure: "You are the priest of the God of Air Elements. Why don't you pull others into your sect? Instead, help others believe in other gods? Is Aquadi, the God of Air Elements? Won't it blame you?"

How could Dongzi not understand her little thoughts?But he didn't bother to argue with her.He just said: "Why do we have to believe in one god and one idea? Everyone has their own different lives. Forcing them to have the same idea. That is whimsical! Everyone has their own different hobbies. Forcing them To think and live in one way is just wishful thinking! Therefore, the great God of Air Elements does not do such unrealistic and boring ideas. Instead, everyone can walk on the path they like," he is talking.Le Lin deliberately interjected: "Then what about the God of Water Element?" implying that he had also pretended to be the priest of the God of Water Element.Unexpectedly, Dongzi still said bluntly: "The luckiest thing for a person is to walk on the path he likes. But if he can't, then it's not bad to walk on the path that suits him. And it can save many people from the problem of being too high-spirited. And The God of Water Elements advocates this kind of concept. I also appreciate it very much. Besides, forcing a person to join an organization that he neither likes nor is suitable for. He himself is not happy. It is also inserted into the organization. A low-efficiency and unstable factor. It takes effort to manage. The organization and leaders are also unhappy. As a result, everyone is unhappy. Why bother? I might as well live my happy life. He lives his happy life .Let's have fun together. Wouldn't it be better?"

Lelin still pouted her fresh and attractive lips and muttered unconvinced: "You can think about it."

Dongzi still laughed, got up and said, "So what if you can't think about it? Even under a god or within a church, as long as there are differences in interests, there will be disputes and fights between each other. Can you not interfere with each other?" You are already worthy of each other, why do you need to be angry?"

Lelin still said with a pretty face angrily: "Traitors should be killed! There is nothing to say!" Dongzi laughed and asked back: "You are talking about the situation where there are fewer traitors. But there are some churches. Half of the people support this teaching. Half of the people support that idea, contradictory and irreconcilable. One half says the other half is a traitor, and the other half says this half is a traitor. But the gods If you don’t issue instructions, then who is the traitor? Which party has the qualifications to judge the other party as a traitor?”

Seeing that Lelin couldn't answer, Dongzi just shook his head lightly and said, "Let's go, the world is always changing, people's hearts are always changing, don't make yourself angry because of other people's changes. You need to know that change is the potential of all things. The essence of nature" He had just said this, but he said "huh" himself: Change is the essence of potential? !So whether it is magic transformation or supernatural force transformation, it shows one thing-the matter and creatures in this world have the potential or possibility of change themselves!Then anything that can be changed by spells, the Nine Turns Mysterious Art, which is better at changing, should also be able to change it!Although my own nine-turn profound art is not complete, there should be some clues.

Then the more obvious transformation spells among druid spells are "Giant Worm" and "Animal Mutation", and "Animal Mutation" can make the subject have a certain damage reduction ability, except for magic weapons. hurt!Why not observe the distortion and change of this kind of magic on the body of a creature, so as to explore the law of material deformation?

So he hurried back to the hotel with a few people.But at the other end of the street, the pink flower car with Grimm stopped in the middle of the road - because Aylmer ordered the carriage to stop.Standing side by side with another luxury carriage inlaid with gold and silver on the street as if there was no one there, chatting and laughing with the two handsome and expensive formal suits inside.That pair of soft-spoken, winking and intimate appearance seems to be an "old friend".

Grimm was extremely unhappy about this.But he can only pretend to be confused with a straight face.Anxiously waiting for them to hurry up.Unexpectedly, the more they talked, the more excited they became, and they talked a lot about the "traveling in the mountains and rivers" in the past. Aylmer continued to invite these two greasy-haired and nasty guys to play at home in a coquettish voice.

Those two guys who were dressed as delicately as women smiled meaningfully and said: "Oh, you have people in your family, how dare we go. Why haven't I met this friend before? I don't know who it is." Master's son?"

Grimm was about to tell a few lies and rushed to the front, but the delicate girl beside him, Aylmer, said first: "He is a little mage from Giffen City. He was taken in by my father. He is very powerful! The two of you combined may not be as good as him."

The two oily and milky gentlemen immediately laughed hahaha, with a hint of contempt in their voices: "Oh, so they came from other places to make a living. Hey! So he's an apprentice-level mage. Hehehe, it’s not easy for you to travel thousands of miles from other places to come here at your level. You see, some time ago, thousands of people from other places starved to death outside! Also, my dear fellow, in Sizhuang It's not easy to make a living in Hold City! You have to work harder to satisfy Miss Aylmer. Otherwise, you have to go to the relief camp of the Cusport Church as a coolie. I don't know if you really Is it as powerful as Miss Aylmer said? Hahaha, don’t be angry, we absolutely believe in Miss Aylmer’s appraisal. Hahaha, Miss Aylmer, it’s a big deal that the two of us will act together in the future to see if we can compare Pass him. Hahaha"

Rao is thick-skinned Grimm.He also felt the fierce shame on his face burning his cheeks, and the anger in his heart rushing to his head like poisonous snakes, as if he was constantly spit out countless vicious messages, teasing Grimm's heart.It made him so anxious that he couldn't control himself. Seeing the other party's half-joking cynicism, he finally couldn't help pulling Aylmer and said: "It's getting late, and the drama that Mr. Kingston wants us to watch is about to begin. , let's go, I heard that this is the performance of the most beautiful female singer in the city."

Aylmer was talking happily with those two rich boys.Then he patted him impatiently, and said bluntly: "Didn't you see that I was chatting with my friend? What are you panicking about? What else is there to see about that kind of lowly daughter besides a sharp voice? You always listen to my dad and tell me what to do, don't you bother me!" After his self-esteem was hit hard, Aylmer said to the two boys with a smile on his cute face: " Leave him alone, let's continue talking about where to go for two days. I heard that there is a very beautiful lake thirty miles outside the city. After the robbers outside the city recede, we will invite a few of them to go together. Is it good to play?"

The two bastards looked straight at Grimm.He said with a strange smile: "We have no problem. But this friend, you know. Our small group only accepts family members with an annual income of [-] gold coins."

Grimm, whose self-esteem was hit hard, was secretly annoyed in his heart, wanting to beat them both violently.Hearing such disdainful and contemptuous words, he immediately felt a little outraged.Just as he was about to speak up to fight back, he heard Aylmer next to him say softly again: "Then he won't go, hey, don't make irresponsible remarks in front of my dad again! Or be careful and I'll kick you out! "

Grimm broke out in a cold sweat. Now that he is under the roof, eating, drinking, and messing around, his future depends on the father and daughter.If you offend one of them casually, you will be driven to the street to be a poor little mage who sells or even begs on the street!Self-esteem, self-esteem, in the face of food and future, you can only bear it.

Immediately, he used [-]% of his strength to hold back the intense pain like a knife piercing his heart and an ax chopping his bone. While secretly clenching his fists with difficulty, he forced a stiff smile on his face and said, "How could I? You Go out if you want to play. I can also study my own arcane arts."

Those two rich boys wearing gold and silver with gemstone openings and ruby ​​badges deliberately let out exaggerated laughter: "Hey! He is also a future great arcanist. Oh, Aylmer, we can I need to curry favor with you! Otherwise, I will rely on you if I offend our grand arcanist. Hahaha"

Grimm was about to explode when he heard that, but Aylmer patted him affectionately and said, "No problem, he will definitely listen to me, isn't he, Grimm?"

Grimm restrained himself again, "moved" a bunch of smiles on his face and said, "Of course! I listen to you every day. Oh, there are people coming in front, let's make way." After finishing speaking Let the driver in front give way.

Aylmer and others looked back, only seven or eight people dressed as mercenaries walked to the place blocked by two carriages.He snorted and said to him, "What are you afraid of? It's just a few dirty mercenaries crawling all over the streets. This is the city of Sizhuanghoude with strict laws and regulations. It's not a place where rough and reckless poor bastards like them can mess around! Otherwise, Grand Duke Younxi will chop off their dog heads and hang them on the city wall for public display! Didn’t you just chop off the heads of dozens of mercenaries who caused disturbances in the city in the past two months?”

The two noble boys also laughed and said, "Yes, yes, if it wasn't for the Cusport Church's interference, I'm afraid they would have killed dozens of them! Leave them alone, let's have a good chat." , Once you leave, there will be no chance to talk again."

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