Uncle, don't overdo it

"If it wasn't for Ru'er's unspeakable pain, why would she have the heart to ignore her own flesh and blood?" Zheng Xianlun sighed.

"What's her reason?" Lin Xiner asked.

"Forget it, Ru'er is dead. I don't want to mention the past. You are just curious about Ru'er's whereabouts. Now I have told you." Zheng Xianlun said.

"What are the last words of Concubine Ru Tai?" Lin Xiner asked, "I just don't want Ximen Jingxuan to know about her death?"

"Ru'er knows that due to her own reasons, she has always been sorry for her two children. She has been such a cruel mother, and she hopes that her son can hate her and not treat her as his mother, so that her son can also Take it easy." Zheng Xianlun said.

Lin Xiner nodded lightly. There is nothing wrong with these words. If Ximen Jingxuan can completely treat Concubine Ru as an enemy, it can be regarded as a kind of letting go and only living for himself. Like the concubine's knot, he still thinks that she is his mother from the bottom of his heart, and he still thinks of the maternal love he has never had, but in fact, his heart has never stopped yearning for his mother.

"Although Ximen Jingxuan grew up beside Jiang Ziyin, Ru'er didn't care about him at all. Looking at the small eyes he sometimes looked at her, Ru'er understood that he wanted her as a mother very much, but At that time, her heart was already blinded by hatred, and she didn't want to care about this son who didn't want him to come into the world. Her indifference hurt her son again and again. And she herself was always living in struggle and pain, only Hiding in the dark, weeping silently for her and her children." Zheng Xianlun said.

What kind of hatred made Concubine Ru have such an attitude?

Lin Xiner thought silently, did not ask any questions, and waited for what Zheng Xianlun would say.

"When Ru'er fell into the hands of another woman full of hatred created by her hatred, she gradually came to her senses when she was tortured again and again. But it was too late, her life ended in that In the hands of a woman, she has no regrets, and she told me not to let Ximen Jingxuan know the truth about her death. She was afraid that Ximen Jingxuan would avenge her. Afterwards, I have to bear the responsibility of her death." Zheng Xianlun continued.

"Will King Xuan avenge such a mother and concubine?" Xing Yao couldn't help but ask.

"Yes, he will." Lin Xiner said, "His search for Concubine Ru is exhausting, which shows how much he cares about Concubine Ru. He is not looking for Concubine Ru to vent the hatred in his heart. He just wanted to find the love he never had before. In fact, he had a glimmer of hope. If the concubine died, the tiniest hope would also be shattered. He would inevitably turn all the emotions accumulated in his heart into anger. Take it out on that enemy, avenge the woman who only took on the status of his concubine, even if it's just an identity, a name, he won't allow anyone to destroy it."

Zheng Xianlun nodded and looked at Lin Xiner with a strange look in his eyes, "You really know Ximen Jingxuan."

Lin Xiner smiled faintly, but said nothing.

She understands him because she loves him and will put herself in his shoes to consider issues, think what he thinks, and think what he thinks.

She loves him so much...

But now after this conversation, she really can't break her oath and tell Ximen Jingxuan the whereabouts of Concubine Ru.

If the concubine was really thinking about her son when she was dying, as his mother and concubine, she still understood him.

Now Ximen Jingxuan is still looking for Concubine Ru with hope, if he knows how she died, he will really feel hatred.Although she didn't know what Concubine Ru had experienced that caused her to harbor hatred, but she must have experienced the horror of hatred and did not want her son to repeat the same mistakes.

Hatred is terrible, even if it is only insignificant, it will be infinitely magnified if someone gets into the horns. In order to ensure that Ximen Jingxuan will not be swallowed by hatred, he can only hide the news of Ru Taifei's death from him and let him continue. Look for it with hope.

Lin Xiner thought that although she had experienced hardships, she lived in an imperfect environment.But she has always allowed herself to have a magnanimous heart, her attitude towards Liu Suixiang's mother and daughter, and Lin Bo's indifference towards her. Without hatred, she will be able to find the happiness of living.

Moreover, she has a master, brothers and sisters from Shuiyue Palace, and she has another happy family.

Since entering Shuiyue Palace, she has become more and more convinced that Shuiyue Palace is her real home. With Shuiyue Palace, she has everything, so she can take it lightly and not care about the right and wrong of the Lin family.

Compared to Ximen Jingxuan, she is really much happier.The only thing Ximen Jingxuan has now is the hope of finding his biological mother, and this mother has never given him anything other than life.

So, she wants to save this little hope for him...

"You just said that Concubine Ru has a pair of children?" Lin Xiner asked after thinking about it.

"Yes, it is Ximen Jingxuan's younger sister. If she is still alive, she should be about the same age as you." Zheng Xianlun said.

"Is it you and Concubine Ru's daughter?" Xingyao asked, because she had never heard of a princess in the palace.

"Don't tarnish Ru'er, Ru'er and I are innocent!" Zheng Xianlun said seriously.

"It's a man who has affection and a woman who has no intentions." Lin Xiner said.

"Yes, I have always loved Ru'er, as long as I can love is enough!" Zheng Xianlun said, "This is all my wishful thinking, and you are not allowed to slander Ru'er. That is indeed a little princess, but just after she was born, the palace gave birth Everyone thought they had died, and because of the unknown, they were hastily buried outside the palace, and such news would not be allowed to spread, after so many years, even fewer people remembered it."

"Actually, the little princess is not dead?" Lin Xiner asked.

"Yes, I was afraid that the little princess would suffer the same fate as Ximen Jingxuan. I saw that I had no mother to take care of me since I was a child, so I put Ru'er's daughter in suspended animation and transferred her to the outside of the palace. I was raised by a family with good conditions, but later that family was stolen suddenly, and the child was also lost, and the whereabouts are still unknown.”

"I did it alone. Ru'er didn't know it. I didn't tell her the truth until she showed deep remorse before she died. In fact, her daughter may still be alive. You are a smart woman , now you know the reason why I would rather suffer Ximen Jingxuan's inhuman torture than die?" Zheng Xianlun asked.

"You still want to find the little princess." Lin Xiner replied affirmatively.

"That's right, this is also Ru'er's wish." Zheng Xianlun said.

I don't want to, Ximen Jingxuan still has a younger sister, but it is not sure whether she is alive or not, and this matter cannot be told to Ximen Jingxuan, because it will give him hope and then make him deeply shocked.

Therefore, Lin Xiner decided to keep these two things a secret.

"Let's go, let's go back to the Holy Palace." Lin Xiner got up and said.

At this moment, she had no more thoughts, she was doomed to betray Ximen Jingxuan, took Zheng Xianlun away, and could not give Ximen Jingxuan any explanation.

Moreover, it is impossible for her to hand over Zheng Xianlun to Ximen Jingxuan again.

Zheng Xianlun gritted his teeth and pretended not to be deaf and dumb in order to keep the secret that the concubine was dead, but he still wanted to find the little princess alive. If he could not persist, he would probably tell Ximen Jingxuan everything. Deciding to hide it, he can only help to let go of Zheng Xianlun.