Uncle, don't overdo it

"All reasons can't excuse me." Lin Xiner said, "The moment we fought in Shuiyue Palace, I had already torn us apart with my own hands. Even if everyone said they wouldn't blame me, But I will not forgive myself."

"Could it be that after so many days you haven't calmed down and figured it out?" Ximen Jingxuan hugged Lin Xiner tightly, clearly feeling the strength of her arms pulling apart, but he refused to let go.

"It's because I'm rational and clear-headed now that I've figured everything out." Lin Xiner tried a few times, but she couldn't break free, so she gave up. There was a serious mistake, which caused an irreparable situation in the Water Moon Palace. At the most critical moment, I was disturbed by my family and lost my mind, like a lunatic. Now thinking about it, I find it funny and hateful. People like me are not worthy of leadership Shuiyue Palace has failed Master's expectations. And you..."

Lin Xiner paused, took a breath, and continued, "After all this happened, and the fact that I lied to you about the plan first, although you were annoyed, you did not appear as unreasonable and angry as I am. I still have affection for me, and I have always tolerated me. In this incident, I saw your sincerity and heart, but I am not worthy of accepting your heart, and I am not worthy of being with you."

"Xin'er, don't say that about yourself."

Lin Xiner's remorse made Ximen Jingxuan's heart ache even more, "We are not saints, so who can do nothing wrong? You have nothing to do with me, as long as I love you, that's the reason why you can be with me , no one or anything can stop you. I love you, even if you have countless shortcomings, I will love you. And I have hurt you mercilessly before, and now I think it is my regret."

"It's different." Lin Xiner shook her head lightly, "Your regret is insignificant, but mine is irreparable. My lord, let it go. After all of this is over, we will each go our own way, and then... no meet..."

never see you again...

The cold voice seemed to be rippling back and forth in the secret room, lingering for a long time.

"Xin'er!" Ximen Jingxuan turned Lin Xiner's body to face him.

He knew that Lin Xiner's leg was unwell, she had been on one leg all the time, and her remaining leg was weak, so he hugged her against the wall, giving her more support from the wall.

"Xiner..." Ximen Jingxuan stared at Lin Xiner.

The brilliance of the past is gone, and there is only unspeakable sadness on her calm face, and all her determination to revenge is only hidden in the deep sadness, and no superficial hatred can be seen.

At this moment, she is calm, sober, Xiner who knows what she should do.

"Are you blaming me for deciding to marry Lin Ke'er?" Ximen Jingxuan asked.

Lin Xiner smiled lightly and shook her head, "How much does this have to do with me? You have always protected her, and her existence has a different meaning to you."

"But, I was wrong." Ximen Jingxuan said word for word, staring at Lin Xiner closely.

Why did she hide the truth from him one after another?Could it be that she has no confidence in him?

The hand stroking Lin Xiner felt tight.

Even if she had no confidence and no hope for their future as she said before, but now that she already knew his sincerity, why did she keep it a secret?What's more, tell him this matter earlier, the situation will definitely be different from now.

"My lord was right, but I was wrong." Lin Xiner said.

"You were wrong, and I was wrong too." Ximen Jingxuan said, "Why don't you tell me that the person who saved me in Northern Xinjiang was actually you, not Lin Ke'er!"

Lin Xiner's pupils instantly enlarged.

"Do you find it incredible?" Ximen Jingxuan saw her surprise.

"You already know?" Lin Xiner asked puzzled.

Isn't there no clear evidence?When did he know?Could it be that because he knew the truth, he left deep affection for her, and decided to marry Lin Ke'er just to provoke her?

"The hateful thing is that I just found out." Ximen Jingxuan said, "If I'm still kept in the dark, how long do you decide to keep it a secret? For a lifetime? Just like what you said just now, never see each other again, have nothing to do with it?"

"Before I was not sure how far we could go, so I didn't want to say it, and I didn't want to destroy the memory of that year. When I wanted to say it later, it was already a bit late. I don't know how much you can trust me, but now , I don't even need to say..."

Although Ximen Jingxuan's answer made her secretly despise her suspicion of his feelings again and touched his sincerity, but this question is no longer important.

After going through the catastrophe, she didn't plan to tell Ximen Jingxuan the truth, and let him think that person was Lin Ke'er, who had nothing to do with her, and never had any fate.

"Why isn't it necessary? How could I allow myself to admit the wrong person?" Ximen Jingxuan asked back, which was also a question.

Lin Xiner's head was pressed against the wall. At that time, she was pressed against the wall by Ximen Jingxuan. She didn't know that he was the him in her memory.

If he wasn't "he", would she fall in love with him?

There are no ifs, only facts, facts that cannot be looked back now.

It's not because of the bad past, but because she can no longer have it.

"Do you want to know how I know?" Seeing that Lin Xiner didn't speak, Ximen Jingxuan continued, "Before I decided to marry Lin Keer, I asked her about the situation back then, but she answered questions. I remember that there was nothing outside the entrance of the cave back then, but she said that the grass that covered me was taken from outside the cave. Later, I found the painting that had been kept in the roll in Moyaxuan. That painting must be you It was filled in when Mo Yaxuan was living, and the process of harvesting grass is clearly drawn on it, which can only be drawn if you have experienced it yourself."

Lin Xiner understood, in fact, she was the one who let it out inadvertently.

At that time, she pulled out the painting out of boredom, and when she was surprised to find that the painting was about the situation in those years, she couldn't help filling it up. She had already forgotten the mood at that time, and she must also want to leave something for the truth. Bar.

Ah……

Lin Xiner laughed at herself secretly, she was deceiving herself and others again.I have always decided not to say it, but I have kept the painting.

"Also," Ximen Jingxuan continued, "in Jinhuayuan that day, I remember you mentioned that you were pushed off the cliff by Lin Keer, but I was very angry at the time and didn't pay more attention to it. I think, what you blurted out at that time should be the truth, which is completely inconsistent with the image of Lin Keer in my memory, or Lin Keer has changed over the past eight years, but she saved me and hurt you The time interval between two people is very close, there should not be such a big difference between good and evil, and when I went to Wangyue Tower to find you, Huangfu Yanchong also mentioned the word "eight years", but it was interrupted by Lin Bo's appearance later, all of this Everything that happened before and after can only confirm one problem, the person who really saved me back then was you, Xiner!"