happy match

Chapter 537 Depression

He didn't make any sound, and Ye Qinglan didn't look back, but she seemed to know that he had returned, and sighed leisurely: "You've got it all right." For some reason, there was a bit of unhappiness and loss in the words .

Gu Xinian made up his mind, stepped forward, and hugged her from behind: "This matter is over, don't worry about it. You don't know that Xiaotao very well, don't worry about her life or death."

Ye Qinglan smiled, and the corners of her lips raised a bit bitterly: "I am indeed not familiar with her, we have only met a few times, and we have not even spoken a word. She is willing to be used by others, obviously because she is greedy for money." Or it is reasonable for people with ambitions to end up like this. I actually understand all these truths..."

However, thinking of a young life so lightly lost because of someone's words, I can't get rid of the uncomfortable but powerless feeling in my heart.

Perhaps, she should be glad.Fortunately, after time travel, I became a noble lady, even if I was a concubine, I was luckier than being a servant or the daughter of a commoner.Not only is there no need to worry about food and clothing, but life is generally comfortable.At least I haven't encountered a real danger of life...

Gu Xinian hugged her tightly, but didn't say anything to comfort her.Perhaps it was because he knew very well that all she needed at this time was a pair of listening ears.

"In the place where I used to live, there were actually levels. People with money and power always have more privileges," Ye Qinglan said quietly: "Common people without power and power are indeed easy to suffer. But absolutely not. Such a careless thing about human life. Anyone who breaks the law must be punished by the law. Men and women are also equal. Women can do things that men can do, and some are even better than men."

This was the first time she took the initiative to mention the past, Gu Xinian silently pricked up her ears, unwilling to miss a single word.

It was probably because of this incident that Ye Qinglan was very moved. Many things that she would never say on weekdays poured out like this: "Actually, after I got here, I am not used to it. I am not used to stretching out my hands to eat and opening my mouth. I'm not used to being served by someone, I'm not used to being locked in the yard every day and can't go anywhere, and I'm not used to the days of doing nothing. However, I can't let anyone notice that something is wrong, I force myself to quickly adapt to the life after that, I want to learn to be a noble lady by myself. I have always thought that I am doing a good job. But until today I know that no matter how good I pretend, I will never become a person like you in my bones."

Speaking of this, Ye Qinglan sighed dejectedly.She will never be able to treat human life like mosquitoes and ants, and she will never be able to understand the practice of sacrificing a human life for nothing in order to calculate others!

Gu Xinian finally opened his mouth to speak: "I never thought Xiaotao's death would give you such an idea..."

"Are you trying to say that all of this is mediocrity?" Ye Qinglan turned her head and met his eyes: "I really hope that I am just thinking wildly. When I wake up, I won't think about anything anymore. Maybe, I should really listen to you, don't care about anything, don't ask anything, just stay in the courtyard with peace of mind every day, like all the noble women at this time, pass the time by reading, writing, embroidery, flowers and birds. Wait a few years, Give birth to two lovely children. No matter how busy you are with children, your busy life may just pass like this..."

Gu Xinian was secretly startled.Today's Ye Qinglan is really not right.That strong, optimistic and brave woman now had a dazed and lonely expression on her face, as if... she had lost something very important, which made his heart ache.

He suddenly didn't dare to listen anymore, bent his head to seal her lips, and swallowed all her words into his mouth.

Her lips were soft, but a little cool.He tossed and turned and kissed for a long time before warming those lips.She submissively accepted his kiss, but she didn't respond as enthusiastically as before.

Gu Xinian finally raised his head, his eyes fixed on the pretty face that finally had some blush: "Lan'er, I know you feel uncomfortable in your heart. I don't know what the world you lived in before was like. But after all, you have the memories of your previous life, but now you have to adapt to a completely different environment and life. It must be very uncomfortable, and there are many grievances that cannot be expressed. But you can’t deny everything now because of these. Everything in the past , is your precious memory. But everything now is the reality you have to face, and it is also your future. You can’t completely deny something just because you don’t like it. Now that you have me, I will accompany you through it Finish this long life. You still have good sisters like Yu'er and Cousin Qingning, and there are many people who like you and you also like. Could it be that so many people can't compare with your memories and past?"

Speaking of the last sentence, his expression also became agitated, and his eyes lost the reserve and indifference of the past, like a burning flame, tightly surrounding her.

Ye Qinglan was stared at by those bright and burning eyes, and finally came back to her senses.Suddenly a little ashamed.

Yes, what happened to her today, she was depressed for a long time because of this matter.Fortunately, she still claims to be calm, rational and intelligent, so why can't she even figure out this reason.The past can only be the past forever, no matter how much you remember it, it won't help.The most important thing to be a human being is to live in the present moment.But she got into a dead end, couldn't get out no matter what, and said so much in front of Gu Xinian...

Gu Xinian was like a roundworm in her belly, and said: "Actually, I'm very happy that you are willing to tell me these things. We are husband and wife now, and if there is anything unhappy, we should tell it frankly. Even if I can't do anything, I am willing to be sad and sad with you."

He was obviously not used to coaxing people with such sweet words, and the expression on his face was unusually awkward.

Ye Qinglan's nose was slightly sour, and the sweetness and warmth in her heart gradually drove out the cold and dark negative emotions in her heart.My mood gradually calmed down, and I said with some embarrassment: "I'm really depressed today. Although you said this that day, I still have a chance to hope that the crown prince can listen to the crown princess's advice, I am willing to bring Xiaotao back privately for re-interrogation. I didn't expect to hear the news of Xiaotao's death today..."

As he spoke, he sighed lightly, cheered up and smiled again: "You're right, this time it was Shen Qiuyu who planned first and won the game. When it's time to admit defeat, you have to admit defeat, and you can find a chance to regain the disadvantage in the future. That's it."

Finally cheered up again.

Gu Xinian smiled, and kissed her on the face: "You are right to think so. Don't worry, she dares to plot against you, I will never let her go. To deal with this kind of person, you have to use conspiracy Fight back. She did mental calculations before, so even the crown prince and Queen Gu were hit. The crown prince and Lin side concubine were even more calculated. However, once a person is proud of himself, there will inevitably be omissions. From now on, it will be our turn to plot against her."

Ye Qinglan still doesn't like the word calculating, but she must not soften her heart when dealing with someone like Shen Qiuyu.So, she just smiled faintly: "I have no objection to these, I will listen to you."

Gu Xinian looked down at her, seeing that she was still not very interested, he suddenly smiled and said: "Is it boring to stay in the mansion every day? I will take a rest in a few days, and I will take you out of the mansion to have a look around." good?"

He tried so hard to make her happy, of course Ye Qinglan couldn't help but appreciate her, and smiled flatteringly: "Of course, where are you going to take me to relax?"

Gu Xinian thought for a while and said, "I haven't been back to my grandfather's house for a long time, so let's go to Zheng Guogong's mansion for a day."

Ye Qinglan's original smile was squeezed out, but when she heard this sentence, she was completely pleasantly surprised. She hugged his neck and smiled, not to mention how sweet it was.

It's been a long time since I saw Ye Qingning, and Meng Zijun... Gu Xinian's narrow-mindedness is beyond doubt.Ever since they got married, Ye Qinglan never proposed to go to Zheng Guogong's mansion, so as not to cause Gu Xinian's displeasure.I didn't expect him to take the initiative to take her as a guest to relax today...

Gu Xinian stared at her cheerful smiling face, and waved away the trace of sourness in his heart.As long as it can make her smile, let her meet the friends she wants to see!

The next day, Gu Xinian had someone deliver a letter to Zheng Guogong's mansion.

Ye Qingning was about to give birth, and she didn't even step out of the courtyard door, not to mention how boring and boring she was.Naturally, I was very happy to receive such a message.That night, I talked about it with Zheng Junyan.

Zheng Junyan smiled and said: "It's good to let Shimei come to accompany you, so that you won't be bored all day long."

Ye Qingning nodded with a smile, as if remembering something, and suddenly said: "By the way, take advantage of these few days to go to the Ministry of Criminal Justice, so that Cousin Meng can come back that day. , the more people there are, the more lively it will be.”

Zheng Junyan was taken aback, and reflexively said: "I'm afraid this is not very good! If Cousin Gu meets Cousin Meng, how can you not mind?"

Ye Qingning smiled meaningfully: "Brother Gu personally asked someone to order this, and I just did what he wanted."

...Zheng Junyan was stunned.

It makes sense that Gu Xinian brought Ye Qinglan as a guest.But he specifically told Meng Zijun to come back, what's going on?Gu Xinian was well aware of Meng Zijun's interest in Ye Qinglan, and he was jealous for a long time because of this.Why are you so generous now?

I can't figure it out, I really can't figure it out!

Seeing Zheng Junyan's appearance, Ye Qingning couldn't help but pursed her lips and smiled: "Don't say you can't figure it out, in fact, I was also confused when I heard this! I don't know what kind of medicine is sold in Cousin Gu's gourd. .After we meet in a few days, everything will be clear."

Zheng Junyan laughed dumbfounded and nodded. (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to vote for recommendations and monthly tickets. Your support is my biggest motivation.)

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