business affairs

Chapter 120 Six

As the wheels got closer and closer to Yancheng, Leng Fei felt more and more urgent and sad in his heart.Thinking about his attitude and practice towards his father all the time, he couldn't help but feel unspeakable guilt and self-blame.

Whenever he stood in front of his father, the figure of his crazy mother flashed in his eyes from time to time. He felt that as a husband, his father was really sorry for his miserable mother. When he was with his mother, his father never looked at his mother directly. , From the beginning to the end, he regarded his mother as a burden that he couldn't lift his head.

In Leng Fei's memory, his father was always busy from morning to night, and when he was free, he would just sit in a corner and smoke...

When his father knelt in front of his mother's spirit that day and slapped himself fiercely, repenting for his negligence as a husband, although Leng Fei forgave his father, there was still resentment towards him in his bones.Therefore, whenever he thinks of his mother, he can't help but think of the father who usually treats his mother and himself extremely indifferently, and the days when he was ridiculed after following his madman mother...

It can be said that since the day when Leng Fei became sensible, he has never been happily happy. There is always a shadow hiding in a corner in his heart, which stimulates his sensitive heart...

When his mother told him in a dream that it wasn't his father's fault and I don't blame him, Leng Fei walked out of that shadow all of a sudden.Yes, from another perspective, didn’t my father also come here in that era with a heavy ideological “burden” on his back?Even, he is not as good as his crazy mother, who is ignorant and fearless about everything, and spends the rest of his life without pain.

His father's indifference is actually a kind of silent resistance and silent bearing to life. Isn't the reason why he can bear the burden of life silently for his own growth?For this family to exist and live in peace... But, what have I done to help my father, and what have I done for my father these years...

Since he came to Suzhou, he spent only a few days with his father. Even if his father called, he only had a few words and put down the phone.He has always been brooding about his father's past behavior in his heart.Now, looking back at the hardships and tribulations of my father in that era, think about how my father raised me so hard, and what right do I have to treat my father who gave birth to me like this...

The car was speeding all the way, Leng Fei was also repenting all the way, he kept praying, father, you must not have anything happen, your illness will be cured, you must wait for me to come back, wait for me to come back to honor you, I want to take you to Suzhou, let you live a carefree and happy life...

When Leng Fei returned home, his father was already dying.

Leng Fei clings to his father and calls out a few times, but his father doesn't respond at all.

The uncle who had been by his father's side told him that your father was not in good health a few days ago, so we sent him to the hospital. The doctor told him to stay in the hospital, but he refused.We wanted to call you to come back, but he said that this illness is nothing, and it will pass after a while. You are busy with business, and there will be delays in asking you to come back, so he asked the doctor to prescribe some medicine and come back.Unexpectedly, it was getting worse and worse. We wanted to send him to the hospital again, but he refused to say anything, saying that he understood his illness himself, and it was useless to go to the hospital, and he would die at home.In the past two days, your father has been good and bad, and sometimes confused. As soon as he wakes up, he keeps chanting your name and asking him what he wants to say. He just nods, but doesn’t speak. You see, he is weak now. You don't have the strength to speak, you look at that posture, you are clearly looking forward to your return...

While the two were talking, Leng Fei's father came to his senses again, calling Leng Fei's name weakly again, and those cloudy eyes were searching the surroundings weakly and anxiously.

"Father, I'm back! You look at me, I'm back to see you!" Leng Fei was in front of his father, his nose was sore, and the tears in his eyes were spinning, and he tried hard to keep them from falling.Seeing his father lying on the bed, which had become very weak and thin, he could hardly control his emotions.

"Fei, are you back?" The father struggled to open his eyes wide, staring blankly at Leng Fei with slow eyes, and made a weak voice from his mouth.

"Yes, Dad, my son is sorry for you. I was busy with business and neglected your body. I just came back after you were like this! I came back to pick you up and go to Suzhou to cure your illness. My son wants you to take care of yourself." Stay by your side and have a good time.”

"Silly son, knowing how you are, Dad will be satisfied and rest assured." The wrinkles on the father's face were wrinkled with difficulty, clearly wanting to smile at his son Leng Fei, but his weak spirit was already hard to bear. done.

"Also, I didn't spend the money you gave me over the years. I saved it for you and saved it for your family. It's put...in that cabinet. Let me tell you, on it...then There are tens of thousands of them above. Son, I never dreamed... I never dreamed that our family could have so much money! If, if your mother is alive, you won't worry...you won't worry about money, you can get medical treatment ... How wonderful that would be!"

"Father, my son is sorry for you. I left you alone in the countryside and stayed at home alone. My son is sorry for you! My son is not filial." Leng Fei's eyes were blurred with tears.

"Son, Dad understands your heart. You are right. A man should run around. What is a cat doing at home? It is Dad who is sorry for your mother and you, and made your mother suffer for a lifetime. Dad is the most right in this life. I can't live with you and your mother anymore. This is my whole life, and I can't get rid of... heart disease. You, outside... You must be careful, take care of yourself. Dad is dying... I have to leave, I have to Go... over there, and go with your mother. When I see your mother, I will treat her well, double... compensate her, and tell... her, our son, is promising... ...It's a great life!" The old man said a little out of breath.

Leng Fei hurriedly said to him: "Dad, take a break, don't worry, I know what you want to say. Dad, I don't blame you. It's my son who is wrong. I apologize to you. This time, we will never be separated again. " Leng Fei choked up and said.

"Fei, don't need to say that. There is no right or wrong between a son and an old man. As long as the life is good, everything will be fine...Fly, hurry up...find someone...for...our family... ...Continue, continue...Incense, Incense...Don't, don't remember...Remember...Hate, hate...Dad...Ah..." The father's voice became weaker and weaker, and he refused to leave his son His gaze was firmly fixed on Leng Fei's.

"Dad..." Leng Fei couldn't help crying while hugging his father's head.Remorse and guilt flew into the sky in an instant with the joyful cry, and flew to the boundless distance, and accompanied my father to another peaceful world...