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Chapter 140 Seven Sister Xiaoling, Just Wake Up

The world is impermanent and ever-changing, and no one can do anything about it. When Leng Fei came back from Shanghai, a series of accidents happened between him and Yin Xiaoling. Leng Fei was really caught off guard, and there were many accidents.

For Ai Fei's future education, Leng Fei thought over and over again, and decided to find Yin Xiaoling again, and let her put aside the misunderstanding and estrangement between the two before, and accept the house he gave Ai Fei.But Yin Xiaoling refused to accept it.Leng Fei was really helpless, so he advised her to take Ai Fei to live in first, as for the ownership of the house, it will be decided in the future.But Yin Xiaoling still refused.

Xiaoqin is very opposed to Yin Xiaoling's approach, she thinks Yin Xiaoling is too unreasonable.

"Sister Xiaoling, isn't it a bit selfish for you to do this? Ai Fei's life experience is no secret. Although Leng Fei did this to make up for his guilt towards your mother and child, it is also human nature. You There is no need to repeatedly reject this. You have to think about Ai Fei's future, and you can't always be arrogant. Leng Fei didn't say that he would go back to Ai Fei, and took him away from you. Now he has the conditions to give Ai Fei more Good learning conditions, why do you push back and forth!"

"I just can't stand him. Isn't it just a few cents, showing off in front of me. Without him before, I could pull Ai Fei up; now without him, I can still give Ai Fei good learning conditions."

"Okay, my sister, don't be brave anymore. You can give Ai Fei better conditions, I believe, but that is in the future, not now. Now Ai Fei needs good learning conditions, can you Give it? Look at our current conditions. Can Ai Fei settle down to study? Are you not in a hurry? You should stop being competitive. For Ai Fei, you can cross the threshold in your heart. What else do you want Leng Fei to do, so that you are willing to let go of his original impulse?"

"Xiaoqin, why do you always talk to Leng Fei? Didn't he just lend you money to save Qiu Lin and your family? But there's no need to talk to him like this, right?" Yin Xiaoling seemed disgusted at this time Xiaoqin flew towards Leng so clearly.

Seeing Yin Xiaoling looking at her like this, Xiaoqin was very excited: "Sister Xiaoling, we have grown up since we were young, but I have never twisted you. I have always thought that what you said was right and reasonable. But you What you did was wrong. No matter what you think about Leng Fei borrowing money to save Qiu Lin, but in your conscience, isn’t Leng Fei doing enough for Ai Fei? Without Leng Fei, you know better than anyone else what Ai Fei would be like. Don't think I can't see it, you love Leng Fei, you love Leng Fei from the bottom of your heart. Everyone knows when you name your child Ai Fei, but you just refuse to admit it in front of him. You always feel that Leng Fei used to I blamed you and caused you to suffer so many crimes. You feel unbalanced in your heart. You always feel that Ai Fei was raised by you, and you are afraid that Leng Fei will take him away. But Miss Xiaoling, why don’t you think about it? Why did you want to Persist in giving birth to Ai Fei, even if you suffer any unbearable crimes, you are not afraid. Isn’t it because you love him too much and want to continue this kind of love? Think again, if you told him about the pregnancy at the beginning , can he still leave you? Didn’t you all come to this state because you loved each other and were afraid of dragging the other for the other’s good? Sister Xiaoling, you should wake up and stop delaying because of the little self-esteem in your heart My child, Ai Fei is your common hope!"

What Xiaoqin said made Yin Xiaoling shed tears.Xiaoqin is right, she is in this state in her heart, she just feels aggrieved, she just feels unbalanced in her heart, no matter how much Leng Fei has done for their mother and child, it should be done.The reason why she refused to admit Ai Fei's identity to Leng Fei was to punish Leng Fei for his actions at the beginning, and to let Leng Fei know that you were too unmanly back then.

"Xiaoqin, but I feel uncomfortable in my heart. I just compromised with him so easily and let their father and son recognize each other. Tell me, who can I tell about the pain in my heart for so many years! Does Leng Fei know?"

"Sister Xiaoling, don't blame me for turning towards Leng Fei. You are fascinated by the resentment in your heart now, and you just refuse to get out of the horns. Stand in Leng Fei's position and think about it, is it easy for him? He came from It’s not like you don’t know what kind of environment you grew up in. In his heart, there will always be a kind of humiliation that no one else can experience in a lifetime. If it weren’t for that kind of humiliation, wouldn’t you and him get together a long time ago? It’s all right now, he can walk on the street with his head held high and his chest upright, don’t you still refuse to be with him? Sister, although you don’t treat Leng Fei like your parents did back then, you are using another Treat him with a gaze and mentality that Leng Fei can hardly accept. You are hurting him silently and plucking out his heart. But I can see that in his heart, he still loves you, but he looks at you He didn't dare to express it to him like this, he was afraid that you would reject him, and he would not even have the chance to see Ai Fei. Sister Xiaoling, wake up, if you continue like this, you will lose him completely, and you will never be able to see him again in this life. No chance!"

Xiaoqin's words were like sharp needles piercing Yin Xiaoling's heart. She lay on the bed and cried bitterly. The grievance and pain that had been accumulated in my heart for too long cried out heartily, for myself and her Ai Fei.

Perhaps due to nature, or because he has experienced too many ups and downs than children of the same age, his son Ai Fei seems to be much more sensible than other children of the same age. When he was young, he sometimes asked his mother strangely, who is my father? Why don't he come to see us?In his heart, his father seemed very mysterious.

And whenever Yin Xiaoling met Ai Fei asking her this question, she always changed his topic. She didn't know how to answer, and she really couldn't explain Ai Fei's question.

As Ai Fei became more and more sensible, he seemed to understand the difficulties of his mother. In his impression, when adults repeatedly avoid children's questions, there is no need to ask them anymore, because no matter how you ask, there is no need to ask questions. If you can't get a real answer, it will even attract trouble and blame from adults.Therefore, he gradually stopped asking his mother about who his father was, and even Aunt Xiaoqin, he no longer asked endlessly like before.

When Ai Fei saw Leng Fei for the first time, he had a strange idea in his young mind, how nice it would be if he were his father.Moreover, in the subsequent contacts, he felt more and more that this big man had a very strange relationship with his mother that made him very confused.Mother is very cold towards Leng Fei on the surface, but there always seems to be a very strong love and resentment in her bones.

When he knew that this big man he liked very much donated his bone marrow to save him, he secretly regarded him as the father in his heart.He also especially likes staying with Leng Fei.Sometimes, he couldn't understand why his mother was so hot and cold to Leng Fei, both loving and resenting, unpredictable.

Ai Fei is very envious of other students whose parents come to pick them up at the same time. He is really eager to see how proud he would be if his parents came to pick him up at the same time!He even had such a dream. One day, his mother and Uncle Leng came to pick him up together, holding hands. In the eyes of the classmates around him, he saw envious and jealous eyes that he had never seen before. He was proud that he won the first place in the school in the exam, and Ai Fei woke up smiling with excitement in his dream.

In fact, during this period of time, Ai Fei has been flashing a question in his heart, that is, when his mother and Uncle Leng were arguing loudly in the room upstairs that day, they said whose biological son they were. He just heard it outside the door.It's just that before he understood what was going on, he heard his mother screaming in panic. He ran in the door and saw that it was Uncle Leng who had fainted for some reason.Looking at his mother's expression again, it was a scene of heartache, panic, and tears that he had never seen before.

The strangest thing for Ai Fei is that when her mother hears Leng Fei's name or topic, she is more concerned and nervous than anyone else, but whenever Uncle Leng comes to her mother, the mother who said he was very happy to talk and laugh, will be inexplicably surprised. He lost his temper, spoke angry words, and even quarreled unreasonably with Uncle Leng, but Uncle Leng always tolerated again and again, never talked back to his mother, and always explained helplessly, not daring to make his mother angry.It was as if Uncle Leng owed his mother something in the past.

Ai Fei has also heard the argument between Aunt Xiaoqin and her mother. Mother always thinks that Auntie Xiaoqin speaks in favor of Uncle Leng, but Auntie Xiaoqin says that her mother has a prejudice against Uncle Leng, she should not be so indifferent to Uncle Leng, she should understand Uncle's Difficulties...

Ai Fei's age really limited his thinking. He didn't know that it was because of him that his mother had a fierce conflict with Uncle Leng, and it was because of him that his mother had an incomprehensible mentality towards Uncle Leng.And when Aunt Xiaoqin poured out all the crux of her mother's heart, and after her mother lay on the bed and cried a lot, a rare dawn appeared in her heart that had been gloomy for so many years.

The ice and snow that had been imprisoned in my mother's heart for many years began to melt quietly.

Moreover, there was a new sprout in her heart—to accept Leng Fei, let the father and son who had been separated for many years recognize each other, and let Ai Fei have a father who loves him and loves him!