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Chapter 9 moved

The room was so silent that it seemed that you could hear a sesame seed drop.

Yin Xiaoling lay quietly on the bed, the scene that happened last night played back and forth in her mind like a movie.

Her thoughts floated here and there like clouds high in the sky.She tried not to think about those things in the past, but those scenes stubbornly flickered in front of her eyes, and they couldn't be wiped away, which made her heart feel painful... especially the damn cold that changed her life. Fly, like an old sculpture, is firmly embedded in the bottom of my heart, and cannot be broken or moved...

In the tens of miles of the hometown, because of Leng Fei's crazy mother, every household, adults and children, there is almost no one who does not know the story of Leng Fei's family.

The tragic fate of that crazy woman and the heavy life of her man made Xiaoling feel the horror of human words and the cruelty of life.This also attracted her attention to Leng Fei, a classmate at the same table.

Many classmates were gesticulating behind their backs and talking about that taciturn young man. He always faced the people and things around him coldly and didn't like to talk to others.

The classmates are always talking and laughing together, but this seems to be a very extravagant thing for Leng Fei.

He is always silent and preoccupied. Even if some arrogant students bully and insult him, he never fights back. He looks at each other coldly and passes silently.

After a long time, everyone knows that Leng Fei is very boring, hot and cold has nothing to do with him, it's boring to deal with him.

Xiaoling and Leng Fei are at the same table, and every move of Leng Fei will involve her eyes.

At the beginning of high school, Leng Fei and Xiaoling didn't talk. Sometimes, Leng Fei tried to avoid Xiaoling as much as possible. Even Xiaoling's concern for him seemed indifferent.No matter at any time, Leng Fei seems to be guarding against others' disrespect towards him, and avoiding others' disrespect towards him.

But Leng Fei's silent care for his mother moved Xiaoling who was already able to understand human affairs even more.

Leng Fei's crazy mother often roams around the villages in her hometown insanely, singing and dancing, unkempt, and sometimes stripped naked.

This disdains the surrounding people, even relatives and family members feel ashamed and hide away.

Leng Fei was a sensible person since he was a child. He often followed his mother, helped her put on the clothes she had taken off, chased away the dogs chasing her, begged for leftovers for her hungry mother, and sometimes fell ill. His mother beat and scolded him indiscriminately, and he never evaded or resented, and endured silently...

He protects his mother like a sensible adult.Even though he is already in high school, he doesn't shy away from other people's pitiful and sarcastic gazes. He often silently follows behind his irrational mother, doing everything possible for her poor mother...

In a composition class in the class, the teacher asked the students to write a composition about maternal love.

This kind of composition seems to be easy to write, because since elementary school, students have repeatedly written compositions about maternal love with different topics but the same content. They are already familiar with this kind of composition. It took only half a class time, and the whole class was basically completed.

Only Leng Fei, after holding the pen and thinking for a long time, began to write carefully, and finally handed over the composition to the teacher.

The students all know that the teacher will select one or two good compositions to read to everyone every time, and this time, of course, is no exception.

However, this time, the teacher's expression seemed to be very strange, and his reading voice also showed some extra emotion——

"I don't know if I have ever enjoyed maternal love, and I don't even know what kind of maternal love is.

"To me, maternal love seems to be a luxury.

"From the time I was just sensible, I knew that my mother was a lunatic, a crazy woman whom everyone hated, avoided, and drove away. Because of her, I was also looked down upon, ridiculed and bullied by people.

"Sometimes, my mother would beat me mercilessly, scold me, and say that I was a disaster star, who brought her disaster and made her suffer...

"At this time, I will not run away and hide, I will stand quietly in front of her, bearing the blame of a mother who has lost her mind and is tortured by illness.

"I often think like this, maybe my mother is crazy because she has too much pain in her heart, let her vent it, feel better, and maybe her illness will be cured.

"I really envy others who have a mother who knows how to love and protect children. How happy they are! But I don't have such a good fate. However, I don't hate, and I don't complain, because after all, my mother has gone through a painful experience. I was pregnant in October and gave me a chance to come to this world for a while, and let me know what is happiness and what is pain, what is hate and what is love...

"Sometimes, when my mother is awake for a short time, she will hold me tightly and cry silently. Only then will I feel her warmth and love for me. I will silently wipe my tears and touch her rough face. The dirty face that was accidentally scratched or beaten by others, at this moment, my heart is trembling...

"Perhaps, this is what other people call maternal love...

"I love my mother, no matter if she beats or scolds me, she is still my mother. If she survives in this world for one day, I will sincerely love her and protect her for one day..."

As I read it, the teacher's tears flowed down, and the students were moved to tears by the composition. Needless to say, the composition must have been written by Leng Fei, because only he has such a mother and maternal love.

On that day, at that moment, the students completely changed their impression of Leng Fei, and Yin Xiaoling was even more moved by the kind and sincere heart of this taciturn classmate at the same table.

Unknowingly, Yin Xiaoling's heart has been affected by Leng Fei's every move, and Leng Fei's daily emotional changes affect the heart of this kind girl.

Leng Fei also felt the care and love from this delicate and intelligent girl beside him, and the relationship between the two became deeper and deeper, becoming a pair of infatuated lovers that you can't do without me and I can't do without you.

However, when Yin Xiaoling's parents found out about this, the two were ruthlessly separated, and they had to choose their own fates in an extremely helpless situation.

And something even more terrifying happened. Yin Xiaoling found out that she was pregnant. For a rural girl, this kind of thing was like a bolt from the blue, cutting off her bright future.

She had to end her studies early, and under the arrangement of her family, she hastily married Qin Chenghan, a poor bachelor from a neighboring village who was more than ten years older than her.

In the eyes of Xiao Ling's parents, even marrying a poor bachelor like Qin Chenghan is better than spending a lifetime with Leng Fei. I can't even hold my head up.

Therefore, no matter how Xiaoling resisted, she was eventually married into the family of the elderly poor bachelor in the neighboring village.The only request Xiaoling's parents had for that man was to treat Xiaoling and the child in her belly well.

After much thought, Qin Chenghan agreed...