deep love is not afraid of loneliness

012: I will go home when the cherry tree blooms. Once upon a time, Ruan Ruan thought that love and family were everything to her. She was as weak as all women who run for love. After retiring, she discovered that being strong is a way of life, it is not born with it, it can only be learned after being cut off from the flow of time.

She thought that she would never be able to become a proud woman with a domineering and resolute personality like Tong Tong. She was like an insignificant grass in the boundless green field, unable to bloom coveted white flowers, but she still had to do her best to absorb it. Sunshine, rain and dew exude their only greenness in this world.

Be a woman who is strong but not hard, and a mother who is soft but not weak.

Ruan Ruan rented a small truck from a moving company, climbed into the co-pilot with her stomach straight, chatted with the driver about relaxing topics, and drove up to the top of Qiyun Mountain. The scenery, now, she has become a tourist in this scenery.

She is no longer the young mistress of the Huo family, and she no longer has the wealth she used to have. She rented this pickup truck and even spent 150 yuan from the moving company. From now on, she will save every penny, because she is A single woman may not be able to make a difference in her career, and because she is a single mother, she does not want to suffer her children because of her own incompetence.

The afternoon sun was pouring on the courtyard, and the time was quiet. Xiaoyan was squatting on the ground digging the grass with a small shovel. She seemed to be particularly interested in the things buried under the soil. Huo Ting was wearing casual clothes, clean as a To wipe the pearl, he knelt beside Xiaoyan, placed a seed in the soil pit she had dug, and then covered the soil with her, his hands, one big and one small, happily patted and pressed the ground.

Huo Ting pressed a kiss on Nei's forehead affectionately, watching his little daughter's silent smile, the winter in the south was slowly dissipated.

Ruan Ruan's nose bulged and bulged, and the corners of her mouth twitched uncontrollably. She quickly turned around and wiped off the moisture on her face. This is the home she has lived in for 5 years. There is a man she loves, and she loves them together. My dear baby, but why can't the human heart survive the time like this, in the blink of an eye, things have changed.

Xiaoyan followed Huo Ting's body and climbed onto his shoulders. Huo Ting put her on his shoulders and stood up. The little guy happily clung to his collar, and his little feet kicked on his chest. Back and forth, there were small black mud marks on Huo Ting's chest, but he didn't care at all.

Seeing Ruan Ruan, he seemed very excited, he swung his small hand and smashed it on Huo Ting's head, Huo Ting had to put her down, watched her run towards Wu Ruan Ruan with a silent grin, and turned around silently. the villa.

"Well, do you miss mom?" Ruan Ruan hugged her in her arms from her side with her belly upright, and she hugged her neck tightly, gently touching Ruan Ruan who had been trimmed with her soft little hands. Short hair, I am afraid that if I let go, my mother will disappear again.

"What are we kids playing with daddy?" Ruan Ruan comforted Xiaoyan softly, the guilt in her heart was unspeakable, she didn't know that if one day Xiaoyan knew that her mother chose to give up her for her sister, she would feel in her heart What would it be like, a void that no amount of other people's love could fill.

She stretched out her slender arms and gestured in the air. She broke away from Ruan Ruan, took Ruan Ruan's hand into the villa, picked up the green crayon from the tea table, and drew the green grass on the picture book, using blue Draw a tall tree with a pink crayon, draw small apple-like flowers with a pink crayon, draw a door with a black crayon, and draw three extremely ugly villains with an orange crayon. The thin one is Huo Ting, the round belly is Ruan Ruan, and the small ball is herself.

She hasn't learned sign language yet, so she can only draw and gesture and say to Ruan Ruan: Dad said, Mom will come home when the cherry tree I planted blooms.

In an instant, Ruan Ruan burst into tears.

A broken marriage, adults can always learn to use time to heal, but for children who are still ignorant, they will only feel more and more as time goes by, her family has been hurt, and there is a scar in her heart .