deep love is not afraid of loneliness

323: [Ending Chapter 10] I have money, so Huo Ting has fallen asleep.

Like a tired angel, she folded her huge and thick wings, lying on a big white bed, gentle and quiet.

The sunlight spread lightly on his Bai Xi's skin, his hair was snow-white, his cleanliness made him look as if he would transform into bright ice crystals in the next second, and then into water vapor, which would evaporate from this world without waking up. trace.

Ah Qing just picked up Xiao Jiangye, put the child on the ground, and pulled the quilt over Huo Ting.

Huo Lang rubbed Jiang Ye's head and then squeezed his face, Xiao Jiang Ye raised his head and smiled obediently at him, Ah Qing told Jiang Ye to call him uncle, Xiao Jiang Ye called him in a childish voice, "Uncle. "

Then he stood quietly by Huo Ting's bed, looked at Huo Ting who was already asleep, pushed up the quilt hanging by the bed, and patted the quilt flat with his small hands.

Ah Qing opened the snack package she brought to Xiao Jiangye. The transparent crisper contained washed cherries, put them on the table, and then went to the nurse's station.

The small table was quite high, and Xiao Jiangye stood on tiptoe for a long time but couldn't reach the fresh-keeping box. He turned his head to look at Huo Lang who was sitting on the sofa, holding his fingers high.

Huo Lang waved at him, "Kiss me and I'll take it for you."

Xiaojiang Ye grows more and more like Huo Ting. At first glance, he looks like a miniature version of him. Huo Ting trimmed his bangs for him, and he looks very cute. A white T-shirt and a pair of bright red overalls are very flattering. Like it, he obediently ran towards Huo Lang, hugged his neck and slapped his cheek when he lowered his body, and then pulled Huo Lang towards the high table.

Huo Lang took down the fresh-keeping box and put it in his hand. Xiao Jiangye hugged it and put it on the coffee table next to the sofa, opened the lid by himself, held the round glass box and began to share the food with Huo Lang. Huo Lang thought that the generosity of children It's just one or two for him. Huo Jiangye was too unexpected for him. He filled his palm full before putting one in his mouth. In the palm outside the quilt, put the cherries with clear water droplets into his palm one by one until it is full, and there are only three or two left in his glass crisper.

Huo Lang thinks about it now, there is nothing wrong with the differences between Ruan Ruan and him. The children he and Huo Ting taught are really different. At least Mumu never shares things with others. What's wrong with the little fat man.

But his education is not wrong, the fate of murmur and Jiang Ye is also different, murmur is by her mother's side, and there are many people who love her to grow up with her, they will treat her like a princess///pet/ //Love and indulgence, even if it is doting, must be given by someone.But if Huo Ting is gone, Xiao Jiangye will lose his biggest protective umbrella, his stepmother without any ability, and his grandmother who is confused, every step of his future will be on thin ice.

Just like the second Huo Ting, he needs to learn to please others from an early age and learn to survive in a cold and narrow world.

In the afternoon, Huo Ting's attending doctor got off the operating table. When he saw Huo Lang, he remembered that he had threatened him with a fake gun in the office last time.

"If he has a suitable heart, can he still perform a transplant?" Holland asked.

The doctor casually flipped through the cases on the table, and looked up at him in disgust, "You think your heart is a big apple? You can pick out ten or eight favorites from any supermarket you go to."

"If a second transplant is possible, my heart can be given to him."

"Your heart?" He raised his eyebrows and smiled disdainfully, "What's wrong with you having two hearts? Why are you pretending to be a saint?"

"I'm just a younger brother."

The doctor waved his hand coolly, "Where did you go back? Even if you grow 365 hearts a day, you can take out a new one. This operation is not possible. This is not as simple as cutting the appendix. If you have the heart, go back. Ask him if he wants to eat more, just eat two more bites quickly."

"Is there really no way out?" Huo Lang didn't want to accept this answer.

"Yes." He put his hands into the pockets of his white robe and looked at him fixedly, "Waiting for a miracle, heal without medicine."

***

Huo Ting slept for a long time this time, Ruan Ruan didn't see him come down again, but felt that he was going to be sunburned.

An Ran sent a message saying that he had brought Nuan Nuan home, the little girl fell down, her knee was broken, and she cried all the way, she wanted ice cream for a while and horseshoe cake for a while, but if An Ran didn't give her something to eat, she would Shouting that his leg is broken, his life is not long, and he wants to say goodbye to his parents.

Wu Ruanruan was worried that she would get scars, so she planned to go home and rubbed shoulders with a white BMW x6 at the hospital gate. Two seconds later, the BMW honked and rolled back, the windows were lowered, and Meng Dong's handsome face in sunglasses Appearing in the rearview mirror, Ruan Ruan stopped, smiled and waved to him.

"Long time no see, Ruan Ruan."

"Two years, how have you been?"

"It's okay, I'm happy to be a father." Meng Dong smiled handsomely, showing a mouthful of small white teeth, and seemed to be in a particularly good mood.

Ruan Ruan was surprised, "Congratulations, how does it feel to be a father?"

Meng Dong curled his lips, "It's not good, and it's not mine."

Ruan Ruan blinked, "It's not yours?"

"Come up, let's catch up."

"Another day, I'm in a hurry to go home and watch Mumu, she fell down."

"I send you."

Ruan Ruan didn't refuse any more, and got into Meng Dong's car.

After asking Ruan Ruan's address, he turned his head domineeringly at the entrance of the hospital, and almost collided with a Lexus off-road vehicle. The other party honked his horn wildly to vent his displeasure. Press it, "Don't be like Meng Dong, don't cause trouble, let's go."

Meng Dong slapped the horn hard, adjusted the front of the car and drove away first.

"You're two years older, why are you still showing your sharpness?" Ruan Ruan put on her seat belt and muttered softly.

"Don't you think that if I didn't go down and gouged his car window, I'd be reticent?"

Ruan Ruan was amused by him, "Okay, you are the third young master Meng, who dares to mess with you."

"Don't you dare! Didn't you educate me just now? Women who become mothers are always nagging like this. In the past, Wen Jun didn't nag, but now his ears are going to blister when he chatters all day."

"A woman..." She is also very helpless, this is the nature of a woman, no matter how innocent, romantic, lively and well-behaved a girl is, once she marries and becomes a mother, she will more or less become more and more secular, and she doesn't need them for daily necessities Rich people worry about it, but there are always messy and trivial things that will make a wife become nagging, "By the way, you just said that you are a father..."

The orange light of the setting sun slanted in, and Ruan Ruan couldn't open her eyes. Meng Dong reached out to pull down the sun visor for her, and said with a nonchalant smile, "I'm becoming a father, the child is not mine, it's Wen Jun's boyfriend of."

"Ah..." Ruan Ruan sighed, a bit unable to digest this question, but after all, it was Meng Dong's housework, so he didn't dare to ask too deeply.

Seeing her embarrassment, Meng Dong took the initiative to explain, "I only have family affection for Wenjun, but no love. She treats me the same. It is only the reason of the two families that binds us together. She has someone she loves in her heart. It was true that they broke up because of me, and then the old relationship rekindled, and then the family urged to have a child, and the means were all-in-one, how should I say it, I have to thank her boyfriend for solving such a big problem for me, I It's a strange thing that there is no one in the past and no one in the future, who is willing to rejoice and encourage after being cuckolded." After he finished speaking, he laughed twice.

It's not that he has never tried to form a normal family with Wen Jun, completely abandoning the old Meng Dong, and Wen Jun is willing to live a good life with him, but human feelings don't come from trying, he can't even speak, Not to mention the deeper relationship, it's like a person who doesn't eat durian being forced to swallow a large piece of durian.

Ruan Ruan snorted, "Emotional matters can't be forced, boy or girl, how old are you?"

"Girl, one year old, I think it's too obvious that it's not my own. She doesn't look like me at all. Her big eyes and upturned nose and upturned mouth look like they were picked off Wen Jun's face. I'll show you some other day. She's pretty. .”

"Okay!" Ruan Ruan readily agreed, "But, who will the child call father..."

"Both are called. Multiple fathers are not good. She and her mother are not at a disadvantage. By the way, I'm getting divorced soon."

Ruan Ruan blinked and exclaimed, "Divorce? I thought you couldn't get divorced. You must be very reluctant to get married. You have to do everything you don't want to do. How can you get divorced easily because of the children? Your family members Do you know that the child is not yours?"

"They knew that our family of three would probably be crushed to death together." Meng Dong rolled his eyes with a smile, "Let me tell you, Ruan Ruan, I am very happy today, especially, my dad had a stroke last night."

This conversation was too imaginative, Ruan Ruan felt that her thinking must have begun to enter the degeneration stage of middle-aged and old people, otherwise why would she not be able to keep up with Meng Dong?This wave of accidents really caught people off guard. Besides, how could anyone be so happy after his biological father suffered a stroke? What a hatred...

Meng Dong is happy to return to Meng Dong. Wu Ruan Ruan can't just dance and dance with others and celebrate with the whole country. She looked a bit at a loss and didn't know what to express, so she could only say in a low voice, "Don't worry too much. , will get better, now that medicine is very advanced, and your family is rich, nothing is a problem."

"Thank you for your blessing. I kind of hope that medicine is underdeveloped and my family is poor."

"Stop making trouble with Meng Dong."

"There will be no charge for making trouble for a while." Sure enough, Meng Dong wasn't making trouble. He looked very comfortable. Although he didn't have the excitement of being named a bridal chamber festive candle on the gold list, he felt quite as happy as winning the third prize by buying a lottery ticket. .

When the car entered the main road, it was stuck for a while. Seeing that Ruan Ruan was a bit cold, he slightly increased the temperature in the car. This is the ancestor of his ancestors. No matter how bad he was, he couldn't just catch a cold in his car.

"It doesn't feel good without bodyguards. I feel like a car is as light as a swallow now. Give me a rope and tie it to the ground and I can really float like a kite." He pressed his fingers on the steering wheel and sighed, with a handsome smile, "I I lived alone at the age of 14. Where is the person in charge? In the past few years, whenever I go out, I have to be with two idiots. It makes me look like a bald head. Wherever I am, there are big bears Two, I am so stupid, and I have to bring a Wenjun, which is almost like being in prison, and I can’t resist. My dad has used a lot of tricks, and now he can’t speak clearly, he can only falter, who can understand ah!"

He said the last sentence as if he was very happy. Although it sounds like this unfilial and prodigal son is gloating at his own father, but Ruan Ruan believes that the reason is not only the few words that Meng Dong babbled to him on the spur of the moment, because He is Huo Ting's best friend.

Birds of a feather flock together and people are divided into groups, such a good Huo Ting will not have bad friends.

Of course Ruan Ruan would not know, even if that rich old man died, Meng Dong would not be able to forgive him for disregarding human life, let alone for depriving himself and Huo Ting of the time they spent together in the past two years.

Strong affection and thin affection, deep affection and shallow affection, in his eyes, cannot be determined by blood or marriage, but must be that person.

For a man in his thirties, if he still can't tell who is really good to him, it's really useless.

Meng Dong has met two people who really treat him sincerely in his life. One has gone away and the other is going away. Apart from them, he can't get close to anyone. He is verifying the hypocritical saying: the older you get, the more lonely you become.

Whether relatives, friends or lovers, no one can fully feel other people's feelings and hurt others' pain.

Everyone's pain can only be contained in their own hearts.

When your leg is broken and bleeding, the person who stitches and bandages you can be someone else, and the person who walks with you on your back can be someone else, but the scar alone can only fall on yourself.

"You..." Ruan Ruan narrowed her eyes and seemed to be searching for words in her head, "I don't think I'm particularly like a quack, no one can restrain you, it seems that if you give you a horse and a pot of wine, you can wander the world by yourself gone."

Meng Dong felt that this metaphor was very novel, but also very high-end and foreign, so he nodded with his mouth curled up, "It's a little bit, it's better to match me with a little love, who can wash clothes and cook, and you can't always wear a suit when you are wandering around the world." Clothes, that’s no longer a beggar.”

At the traffic light, Meng Dong wanted to smoke a cigarette, touched the cigarette case and put it back, then turned around and asked Ruan Ruan, "Why are you going to the hospital? Are you sick?"

"No, see a friend, how about you?"

"I'm also looking at a friend. Which friend are you looking at? Do I know him? Is it your husband or something? Do you want me to symbolically carry two catties of bananas and apples and wrap a flower basket or something to take a look."

After all, Meng Dong smoked a cigarette, lowered the car window to a gap, lit the cigarette and put it in his mouth, Ruan Ruan's fingers holding the bag slightly curled up, she turned her head and fixedly looked at Meng Dong's handsome side face , the seemingly calm two years, in fact, not only things are different, but also completely different, not to mention the first time I met many years ago, Meng Dong at that time is not as calm as he is now, he can't wait to walk You have to stand on your tiptoes, for fear that others will not know that you are a crab, so you have to walk sideways.

Meng Dong noticed her gaze, turned his head to look at Ruan Ruan with a cigarette in his mouth, with an innocent face, "What are you doing? Don't look at me like this, it's like falling in love with me."

Ruan Ruan smiled softly, "Which friend are you visiting in the hospital again?"

Meng Dong was amused by her small appearance, Wu Ruanruan wore long hair, which had to be tied up to show her round face, and if she said that she just went to college, some people would believe her, "Why does your tone sound so preposterous?" What about J? From the junction of our circle of friends, there is a total of one hand that can pull so many people over, which friend of mine do you know?"

"I know you." Ruan Ruan nodded, "I will come to see whichever friend you come to see."

When the green light came on, Meng Dong started the car and moved forward slowly. Ruan Ruan's words made his wrist tremble unconsciously, and he joked, "I came to see the Qi family who was too sleepy the night before yesterday Brother Young Master, do you know the one with the pockmarked face?"

"Is the son of the Qi family also gray-haired? I think his skin is pretty good, even better than mine. He is fair and handsome, like porcelain."

Meng Dong held his cigarette in his mouth and didn't speak for a long time. He didn't realize that he was still smoking until the ash fell off. He held the cigarette butt and popped it out of the window. His expression became serious, "You know?"

"Well, I see. Although you don't want to tell me, there is no impenetrable wall in the world."

"So you just went to see him, then he..."

"No." Ruan Ruan interrupted him, "I knew it two years ago, I never told Huo Ting, the me he wants to see now is me, isn't it?"

Meng Dong was silent for a moment, with a complicated expression, "Two years, so these two years..."

"So for the past two years I have been playing the Ruan Ruan that Huo Ting wanted to see. Huo Lang and I have separated. You used to scold me for having no conscience. At that time, I didn't understand why I would be accused of being the person without a conscience. Now I want to defend myself once, I'm not without a conscience, it's just that his acting skills are too good, I was kept in the dark, I love him more than before, I just learned to use another method."

Meng Dong turned his head to look at Ruan Ruan, the little face that made Huo Ting paranoid and intoxicated was full of calmness and firmness that could not be shaken by any wind and rain. Huo Ting was gentle, and so was Ruan Ruan. Love becomes so resolute, so cruel to love and kill each other, and finally to perform a self-knowing infernal affairs for each other. It seems difficult to understand, but the truth is very simple-love each other, win passed myself.

"You know I won't tell Huo Ting about your hard work."

Ruan Ruan smiled faintly, and looked around, "I know you can't."

"Since you have been acting for two years, you might as well sacrifice to the end and finish the whole show." He paused and continued, "I'm sorry, Ruan Ruan, you may think I'm selfish when I say this, but I don't want Huo Ting Let's go through more joys and sorrows. He is doing very well now. Ah Qing is a good girl. She can't give Huo Ting anything, at least she won't make his heart beat abnormally. The relationship with Xiao Jiang Ye is also very good, making you happy It is his only wish to make you forget your feelings for him, and if you return to him, he will suffer for your future every second."

Ruan Ruan blinked, "I didn't tell you to tell Huo Ting. If I wanted him to know that I would have told him a long time ago, I wouldn't make myself look like a spy."

"Then why are you telling me this? Wouldn't it be safer for you to play your own role and let me be an outsider?"

Ruan Ruan took a deep breath and let it out slowly, her eyes gradually turned red, and the corners of her mouth curved into a beautiful arc, "I just thought, I can't be by his side all the time, if he suddenly disappears, there will be one more person You can notify me as soon as possible, and don't let him wait for me when I arrive until his body temperature cools down."

"it is good."

***

Meng Dong sent Ruan Ruan to the gate of the community, and drove back to the hospital. Huo Lang had already left, and Huo Ting was still asleep.

Xiao Jiangye took the toy car and circled around Huo Ting's sick bed, raising his head from time to time to see if his father had woken up.

Meng Dong pushed the door and walked in, slapped his hands, "Son! Come here!"

Huo Jiangye raised his head, smiled shyly, and trotted into Meng Dong's arms, "Good morning godfather."

"You're a little slow baby, it's afternoon, you have to say good afternoon."

Jiang Ye changed his words obediently, "Godfather, good afternoon."

"What a good boy, give me a kiss." He pouted, and Xiao Jiangye kissed generously. This kid is so good, he will give kisses to anyone who wants it, and he is quite generous. He is willing to give away his pants and vest, except for his father. , he really couldn't find anything he was reluctant to give to others.

The noise made by all the people this afternoon was not as violent as Meng Dong alone. Huo Ting woke up dimly, feeling as tired as climbing two big mountains. Propping his elbows against the window, he raised his palms, and the round cherries in his palms rolled out of his powerless palms, wine red, like big drops of blood.

Meng Dong put down Huo Jiangye, and the little guy jumped to Huo Ting's bed happily, and called him crisply, "Dad!"

Huo Ting picked up a cherries and fed it to Jiang Ye's mouth, Huo Jiangye's eyes rolled with a smile.He also picked up one and tiptoed it to Huo Ting's mouth. Huo Ting wanted to reach out to hug him on the bed, but he couldn't move for a long time. After all, it was Meng Dong who came forward to hug the child on the bed. Ah Qing took off Jiang Ye's shoes, he was not mischievous, and lay down beside Huo Ting honestly, "Father, when are you going home?"

Huo Ting's fingers with clear bones seemed to be weightless and placed on Xiao Jiangye's mouth. His fingers gently hooked the small pocket on his front, and said with a faint smile, "When Dad recovers, I will go home to accompany you."

"Dad is sick again?"

"That's right, Dad didn't obediently listen to grandma. He didn't eat green peppers or beef, so he got sick. You have to listen to mom. If you don't eat green peppers and beef, you will get sick in the future. If you get sick, you have to take hard medicine and get an injection. He pushed back the sleeves on the back of his hand, revealing the bony back of Bai Xi's hand. He had just had an injection while he was sleeping. The white medical tape was stuck to it, and scattered needle holes were revealed after the tape was removed. It's the consequence of not listening to my mother."

"I'll be obedient, Dad." Xiao Jiangye held his fist and blew twice. Last time he broke his palm and cried in pain, Huo Ting just held his palm and blew him twice, telling him , Hurrah will not hurt, "Dad, Hurrah."

Huo Ting scratched his little nose, "So cute."

Meng Dong stood aside and watched quietly, unable to bear to destroy the beauty of this moment. If Huo Ting is destined not to enter the next spring, summer, autumn and winter, then let the whole world accompany him to stay still at this moment, that would be great.

Huo Ting looked at the door for a while, and asked Meng Dong, "Where is Mr. Wen?"

At the mention of this incident, Meng Dong, who was about to die sadly, suddenly came back to life on the spot, and excitedly told Huo Ting how his own father had a stroke and how he collapsed to the ground and how he was paralyzed in the end She seemed to be lying on the sick bed staring blankly, and when it came to something exciting, she was almost dancing and clapping her hands.

Huo Ting stared at him coolly and asked, "Are you sure that's your real father?"

"Hey, you really stopped asking, I'm just not sure why I have such a wicked father, why don't I get a paternity test, maybe I'm really not his biological child, and then I will involve a little bit about my mother I'm going to make another story about finding my father from thousands of miles away, what a touching scene."

"It's a pity that you don't act in TV dramas, what a shame if you don't come here with your dad in the hospital."

Meng Dong pulled a chair and sat opposite him with a hippie smile, picked up a cherries that fell on the bed and put it in his mouth, "I'll go and see when he dies, I want to see you now, starting from today At first, I don’t go anywhere, I’ll be where you are, I’ll follow you when you take a step, I’ll bring you a basin when you wash your face, I’ll hold you up when you pee, and I’ll get used to how to raise a wife for you Son, if anyone asks your name or mine, tell them I am a good buddy from China."

Huo Ting coughed twice when he wanted to speak, and immediately felt exhausted, so he didn't say a word, quietly listening to Meng Dong performing stand-up comedy in front of him.

When Huo Ting fell asleep again, Xiao Jiangye also fell asleep. Meng Dong pulled the quilt for them both, opened the French windows, and smoked a cigarette outside. He knocked on the French windows with his fingertips, Ah Qing, who was fiddling with things with his head down, came out upon hearing the sound, "Master Meng Dong, what's wrong?"

"Can he sleep like this these days?"

"Almost, I am very energetic in the morning, and I can go out for a walk by myself. I will come back when I feel tired, and then I will go to bed. I don’t wake up for injections, and I don’t wake up for eating. It seems that I am saving that little energy all day to go for a walk outside. "

After taking the last puff of his cigarette, Meng Dong flicked the cigarette butt to the ground and stamped it out, "I see, you can pack his things in a while, and I'll transfer him to a ward on the first floor, where he can see outside while lying down. "

"I asked the doctor, and the wards on the first floor are full of patients now, it doesn't seem to work."

He smiled meaninglessly, "I have money, so what can I do?"

Huo Ting had a very long dream, and he didn't remember the beginning or the process, but when he woke up, he had a vague memory of crying loudly in his dream, calling his father heartbreakingly, he has been Run to her, ask her what's the matter with you, baby, tell her baby, don't cry, dad is here, but no matter how you run, you can't get to her side, he was too tired from running, fell down, and woke up.

Turning over and seeing the scenery outside the window, I couldn't help being startled, but I just fell asleep, why my window is four floors shorter, what's the matter with the blue-white street lamp and the shadow of the tree?

Is this waking up or is there another dream in my dream...

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