deep love is not afraid of loneliness

325: [It's really the end] I'm sorry, I love you "Are you coming to see Huo Ting too?" She asked.

"Huo Ting?" Huo Lang looked up and looked around, and indeed saw two or three vague figures under the trees in the distance, some big and some small, but he didn't wear glasses today, so he couldn't see clearly, "I just Come for a walk."

"Come here for a walk?" Ruan Ruan shrugged her shoulders and looked a little nervous, "You came here for a walk so early?"

"Why, are you and Huo Ting the only ones who can come to this park?"

"No, I didn't mean that, I just didn't expect you to be so leisurely that you would go out for a walk early in the morning."

"I've been walking here at 8:[-] a.m. every day for a year."

Ruan Ruan was startled, and pursed her lips in a very apologetic way. In the past two years, she tried her best not to disturb Huo Lang, and she didn't want to disturb his vision and life with an ambiguous relationship. They never When we meet, she never asks her friends what they are doing, so she can tell where Huo Ting likes to go for a walk and what time he likes to take a walk, but she can't tell Huo Lang's. She only has one pair of legs and one head, so she can only secretly She followed a man, but two years ago, she chose Huo Ting.

"Sorry……"

"Why are you sorry?" Huo Lang looked at her calmly.

"It's just that I didn't understand your living habits."

Huo Lang chuckled helplessly, "Why do you know my living habits? Our relationship doesn't need this kind of understanding. Just pay me the rent on time."

The place where Huo Ting was sitting was not far from them. Ruan Ruan stood here as if she had needles on her back. She stretched out her slender fingers and pointed to a row of big trees next to her, "Shall we talk over there?"

"Do you have something to say to me?" His attitude was extremely indifferent. If there happened to be a wind blowing in front of him, the wind would draw a strange cold air along with his tone.

Ruan Ruan is carrying a small orange backpack with a slender strap that is stuck in the sweater on her shoulder. It is white and orange in color and looks youthful. Unlike a mother who has given birth to two children, her hair is messy. A little bit of wind blows over, and there will be a few hairs flying around in front of the face, Ruan Ruan raised his hand to brush away the flying hair and put it behind his ears, and shook his head lightly, "I have nothing to say..."

"If you have nothing to say, why do you ask me to go there with you?" He put his hands in the pockets of his slacks, with a look of indifference and leisure, "You take your Yangguan road, and I cross my single-plank bridge. Why do people on the two roads have to find a reason to go to one Stand under the tree."

He missed Ruan Ruan's body and was about to go to Huo Ting's side. He saw that his younger brother could be upright and didn't need to be like Wu Ruan Ruan. Ruan Ruan turned around nervously and reached out to pull his sleeve, "Huo Lang !"

Huo Lang paused, turned to God and squinted at her, "I won't say that you are here, I will pretend that there is no such person as Wu Ruanruan in this world, is that okay?"

Ruan Ruan withdrew his hand hesitantly, and when he looked aside unintentionally, he saw that Huo Ting had already noticed this side.

Huo Lang followed her line of sight, waved to Huo Ting generously, grabbed her wrist back, and led her over together.

There were small white flowers falling from the trees, scattered scattered on the still green lawn, Huo Ting patted the place beside him, and asked Huo Lang and Ruan Ruan to sit down together, "Would you like to take a walk here?"

Huo Lang stretched out a finger and pointed to the big tree behind him, "This tree is not bad."

Wu Ruanruan's heart was up and down, but fortunately Huo Lang had been very calm, and the palm holding her little hand was also very warm. She brushed away the messy hair in front of her eyes, and smiled at Huo Ting, "You guys The family looks like they came here for an autumn tour."

Everyone's eyes were on her, which made her very uncomfortable, but she could only bear it silently.

Huo Ting didn't answer her words, but just smiled a little. He was in a really good mood today. He didn't show any black faces to Ruan Ruan, and there was a gentle smile on the corner of his mouth. This kind of smile bloomed between his handsome brows, as if Angel like.

He pressed the lawn beside him with his open five-fingered palm, as if he was doing a gesture of supporting his body. Ah Qing no longer dressed like an ordinary servant, Huo Ting dressed her like a veritable famous family Girl, she squatted in front of Huo Ting, her slender fingers resting lightly on Huo Ting's wrist wrapped in sweater sleeves, "I'll take Jiang Ye to another place to play for a while, you can chat, okay?"

Huo Ting raised his eyes to look at him, his eyes were pitch black, and his snow-white shattered hair hung slightly on his brows. He reached out and rubbed the back of Ah Qing's hand, "No, he won't delay our chat if he's here."

Xiao Jiangye raised his head, blinked his big eyes and asked earnestly, "Dad, are you tired?"

"Father is not tired. Now I can hold you and run around here." After speaking, he scraped his little nose with his fingers.

Xiao Jiangye returned the phone to him, got up and walked into his blue snack bag, took out a small crisper under the eyes of everyone, and held it in front of Huo Ting like a treasure, "Dad, let's invite everyone to eat strawberries. "

Huo Ting smiled and helped him open the lid, "Give it to the guests first."

Jiang Ye nodded, there was only one outrageously large strawberry in the whole box, and the rest were about the same size. Xiao Jiangye held the big strawberry in one hand, picked another normal one from the crisper, and gave it to Ruan Ruan first. "Pretty auntie."

"Auntie." Huo Ting corrected.

Xiao Jiangye repeated it crisply, "Auntie!"

Ruan Ruan took her strawberry and said thank you, and Xiao Jiangye also tapped his face with his fingers, which means thank you all with kisses.

The little guy made everyone laugh, Ruan Ruan slapped him on the face, then picked up a strawberry and gave it to Huo Langmengdong, and then to Ah Qing.

The fresh-keeping box was not big, and there were not many in it. After giving Ah Qing a small one, there was only one small one left in the fresh-keeping box. The oversized strawberry was handed to Huo Ting, because his father said to serve the guests first, so he picked out the best one first and gave it to his father last.

"Father wants the smaller one you've eaten, and I'll give you the bigger one." He pretended to change it with his son, but Xiao Jiangye pushed his hand away, insisting in a childish voice, "Dad, eat."

Meng Dong sat on the side and curled his lips, "Son, why is your father's one so big and your godfather's one so small, you prefer you."

Xiao Jiangye was embarrassed by his question, and didn't know how to answer, so he just threw his head on Huo Ting's lap and rubbed it over and over again. While biting the strawberry gently, he said timidly, "I love Dad."

Huo Ting gently adjusted his youngest son's messy hairstyle, Jiang Ye turned his head and smiled, Mimi stared at Huo Ting, "I love you, Dad."

"Hey, Dad loves you too."

It was obviously a very warm scene, but Ruan Ruan felt a little sad. Neither of Huo Ting's two favorite children could say "Dad, I love you" to him so crisply, let alone children, Even an adult like her can't say those three words when her eyes meet.

Huo Ting took a deep breath, and leaned forward lazily on the cushion behind him. Two petals from the tree fell on his sweater. He didn't pick it up, but just put it there, "Wu Ruan Ruan , you are already old, when do you plan to give birth to a baby for my elder brother?"

Ruan Ruan was slightly taken aback, blushed a little, and smiled embarrassedly, "Baby..."

Meng Dong suddenly picked up the words from the side, "Yes, Ruan Ruan, hurry up and have a baby. The other day when we were chatting, Huo Ting said that if you were pregnant, he should buy something for the child, something that is not tacky and can express your heart." It's practical, and it's quite exciting to say, so I thought you both had news." Seeing that Huo Ting didn't look at him, he drew a small arc towards Ruan Ruan with his finger.

Ruan Ruan frowned slightly, her heart seemed to be sprinkled with a layer of hot sand, but a smiling flower slowly bloomed on her face, her slender fingers gently covered her belly, " In fact, the baby is already here."

Huo Lang looked at her in surprise, "Huh?"

Ruan Ruan Xiaoniao leaned on his shoulders, half of her waist-length hair hung behind her, and the other half slid down the back of his hand along the mouth. She raised her head and smiled mischievously, but her eyes sparkled with small smiles. Helpless, "I didn't intend to tell you today, I wanted to surprise you."

Huo Lang watched Ruan Ruan's eyes getting deeper and deeper. The surprise just now and the momentary confusion and sadness all disappeared, leaving only the bottomless darkness. After a long time, his eyes filled with With a touch of water vapor, he smiled in a low voice, but didn't say anything.

I don't know if it's an illusion, but when Ruan Ruan looked back at Huo Ting, she found that he was really gentle and anxious at the moment, as if she had never looked at herself with such gentle eyes in the past two years, just like Huo Ting in the past, he smiled faintly, the corners of his eyes They all bent up, this was a smile from the heart, he asked Huo Lang, "Are you ready to cry with joy?"

As expected, Huo Lang's eyes were slightly red, he nodded silently, took Ruan Ruan's hand and interlaced his fingers, rubbing his fingertips on the back of her hand, and raised the corners of his mouth when he looked at Ruan Ruan, "Thank you. "

Huo Ting said to Meng Dong, "Let's make a bet, I bet it's my daughter."

Meng Dong laughed, "Then I can only bet on my son, what are you betting on?"

"She is going to give birth to a daughter for my brother, and you can buy me a car."

"No problem, my young master is poor and I have money left over. What if she wants to give birth to a son for your brother?"

"You bought my nephew a car."

"Why do I hear that this calculation is a bit wrong? It seems that I am the only one who wins the bet and loses money..."

Huo Ting was about to continue to be poor with him, when a call came from Ah Qing's cell phone, it was from his own driver, saying that Mrs. Huo insisted on going to the street, and after driving her out, she didn't know where to go. After thinking for a long time, she said that she wanted to find her son , the driver asked if he wanted to send Mrs. Huo to Huo Ting.

The weather was fine today, Huo Ting felt that he was in good spirits, and he was also in a good mood seeing Ruan Ruan looking happy, so he generously decided to meet his mother once.

He asked the driver to take him to this park, because a section of asphalt road was under construction and the car couldn't get in. He asked Meng Dong to be the chief eunuch to bring his mother here.

"Forget it, I'll go." Huo Lang patted his pants and stood up, "It doesn't matter whoever goes, and she doesn't know her."

"I'm with you." Ruan Ruan also stood up, wrapping his wrists around his arms.

Huo Ting also stood up slowly. This action took him a lot of effort. A thin layer of sweat appeared on his forehead, and the thick long sweater took away a lot of his thinness. "Why don't we all go together."

"No need." Ruan Ruan smiled and waved at him, "Just the two of us will pick her up, you are all waiting here."

Huo Lang had already stepped forward with his long legs. Ruan Ruan followed him and walked a few steps forward before turning her head back, her smile was warm and bright, the sun was just pouring on top of her head, her long chestnut soft hair exuded a soft golden light, her eyebrows and eyes were curved Curved, he waved his hand, "I can find it here, and if I get someone, I'll bring her here, just wait, wait here!"

Huo Ting smiled at her gently, "Understood, I will wait here, and I am too lazy to leave."

It wasn't until Ruan Ruan and Huo Lang turned into a small dot in the distance that Huo Ting came back to his senses. Xiao Jiangye threw himself on his leg and patted his sweater, "Daddy, hug."

"You ate too much in the morning, and Dad can't hold it."

"I'll eat less next time." Xiao Jiangye was not coquettish, turned his head and went to play by himself.

Meng Dong stood side by side with him, looking at the boulevard where no one was seen, "She is very cute when she smiles."

Huo Ting smiled without saying a word, took out his phone and opened the photo album, there was a hand-painted photo that made people look sad, pure hand-painted, he drew it one by one, the original painting has been framed, the phone is just a scanned copy, In the photo are himself, Ruan Ruan, sister Qiaoyan whispering, Xiao Jiangye, Mrs. Huo, Huo Lang, Ah Qing, and Meng Dong. He pointed to Ruan Ruan on the screen to Meng Dong, "Look, this painting may need to be changed. She is pregnant now. I should make her belly bigger."

Meng Dong nodded, "That's hard to change, why not add a ball next to her."

"You're the ball."

"I can do whatever you want, as long as you like it." He smiled indifferently, and sighed, "Look at how happy Ruan Ruan is now, and being a mother again, this life is too perfect."

Bai Xi's fingers that Huo Ting put on the screen froze slightly, "Ah Dong."

"kindness?"

"Anyway, I won't be 80 years old, and I don't want to survive this winter."

"What are you talking about!" Meng Dongbai glanced at him, "Is all this within your control? You are more sunny, more energetic, and you will live a long life if you are not careful. That is not certain. .”

"But..." Huo Ting raised his head, looked straight into the distance with his clear and handsome eyebrows, then quickly retracted, and looked at Meng Dong, "Ruan Ruan has had a hard time these two years, I have endured so much, and she has endured too Hard."

Meng Dong was horrified, and deliberately snorted, "She's been working so hard, you see how happy she is, don't worry about that useless thought."

"What do you know, there are two things in this world that cannot be hidden."

"I understand this, it's jealousy and stupidity."

Huo Ting also rolled his eyes at him for the first time, "whatever, it's pregnancy and love."

"I really don't understand this time. I just can't hide my stupidity. Your Majesty, please make it clear!"

"You won't understand even if you say it so stupidly."

"Can I understand if you don't tell me? Tell me!"

"Do not say."

"Can you tell me?"

"Who are you scaring?"

"No, you are my ancestor, how dare I scare you, I dare not hit you even if I want to kill myself!"

Huo Ting narrowed his eyes, as if he had fallen into a very long and deep memory, "We often met by chance, in various strange places, once I saw her following me on the reflection of the glass door of the hospital, I She didn’t go, and she didn’t go. Later, I found that she followed me almost every day. No matter where I went or what I did, as long as she could follow, I would follow. Later, I was in poor health, and I always had no energy to go for a walk, so I went to bed. , I sleep a lot every day, even if I only go out for a short walk when I have enough energy, Ruan Ruan will follow me."

His doctor told him not to hold on if he couldn't walk, and not to always exhaust his energy before coming back as if he was exhausted.

But if he doesn't go out, how can he walk that short distance with Ruan Ruan?

No matter where he goes, no matter how far away, he doesn't care, but Ruan Ruan is behind.

His words made Meng Dong unbelievable, "You two, what are you doing..."

Huo Ting smiled faintly and shook his head, "Let's go back to the hospital, I'm tired."

"They're not going to pick you up/mom."

"They can't find us and we'll send her back, that's okay."

"Okay." Meng Dong nodded, and asked Ah Qing to pack up his things. They wanted to take Xiao Jiangye and leave.

The weather was clearly not hot, but Huo Ting's forehead kept beading with sweat, and even the hair on his forehead was almost wet, "Jiang Ye, take your toy car with you."

"Got it, Dad."

"Didn't you just promise Ruan Ruan to wait for her here, do you want to send her a message?" Meng Dong asked while bending down to remove the grass leaves from Xiao Jiang Ye's trousers.

Huo Ting suddenly reached out and grabbed Meng Dong in the air, but because his sight was out of focus, he lost sight of it. He turned his head to look in the direction Ruan Ruan left. It was still warm, but the world instantly went dark. Bai Xi's slender fingers were still slightly curled up in the air. His fingertips couldn't reach the person he wanted to reach, and his eyes couldn't see the scene he wanted to see. Seconds later, he fell straight to the ground, his eyes half-opened before he could close them, and he was firmly guarding the direction where Ruan Ruan would come back.

It's just that even if that smiling Ruan Ruan came back with his family, he wouldn't be lucky enough to see him again.

Without warning and caught off guard, Meng Dong and Ah Qing were frightened by the fallen Huo Ting, and rushed towards him together, thinking that he just fainted, but when Meng Dong knelt on the ground and picked up his body, he saw him If you can't close your eyes, your heart will cool down.

"Huo Ting?" He pinched Huo Ting's handsome face lightly. It was bloodless and almost transparent. His fingers trembled and reached under Huo Ting's breath. Only then did he completely believe in the person who was still alive last moment. He is gone.

The wind in late autumn was a bit bleak, blowing lightly and sometimes heavily, the small white flowers on the tree fluttered down, brushed past his head, fell to the still green grass, and landed on his long gray sweater, like Someone carefully embroidered it for him, one by one, which is extremely beautiful.

Xiao Jiangye didn't understand anything, thought that his father was just asleep, and didn't get scared until he saw his godfather and mother crying. The little boy was like a mushroom that lost his support, squatting on the body of Huo Ting who was hugged by Meng Dong Beside him, gently went to hold Dad's warm palm, not knowing why, and called out cautiously, "Dad..."

"Dad, what's the matter with you..."

"Father, why are you ignoring me? Jiang Ye knew he was wrong..."

"I'll be obedient, Dad, wake up, Jiang Ye is so obedient..."

Dad's hands were soft, he didn't clenched his little fists as usual, he didn't lift up to hook his little nose, and he didn't praise him for being "so good"...

The round tears fell down like little beans, Ah Qing hugged Xiao Jiangye, and held Huo Ting's palm with his little hand, crying silently.

They all knew that Huo Ting would leave, but they didn't expect it to be so calm and so sudden. One minute he was still joking with Meng Dong, and the next moment they were separated.

If Yao Yu's departure was a great pain to Meng Dong, now, he just felt that the sky was about to fall, the sun was too bright and too dazzling, and he couldn't lift his head while holding Huo Ting and crying. Ye is still like a child who is reluctant to let go, her cheek is pressed against Huo Ting's forehead, she brushes away the broken hair on his forehead, kisses and kisses again, the hard finger joints are about to pinch into Huo Ting's body, the shoulders are not Trembling all over, no one could understand what he was saying mixed with mournful cries, except Huo Ting who was quiet in his arms.

He said: Huo Ting, please don't abandon me, please.

Please give me another two years, let me be with you again, I am just free.

Didn't you say that I was born to be troublesome, didn't you say that you would always solve my troubles until we were old and I couldn't move anymore, you were confused and couldn't control me anymore that day, how could you just leave as soon as you said, even If you don't even call me hello, what should I do in the future?

As soon as you leave, I have nothing. I have nothing. I do so many things just to keep you safe and happy. I don’t grow up like a child. Don't let me go, why are you so cruel, you just throw me away...

He also said, Huo Ting, is it really that difficult to survive this winter?

Even if you are willing to part with us, are you willing to part with Ruan Ruan?Didn't you promise her and just wait for her here?Since you know that she came to see you specially, and that you will be anxious if she doesn't see you, and you want to see her so much that you don't even want to close your eyes, then can't you wait any longer?

You are the only person you/mother remembers, Xiao Jiang Ye is still so young, he doesn't even know what death is, only Ruan Ruan is happy, can you feel at ease?

What about us?

What about us?

Everything was too sudden, the sun and the wind sighed, and the trees, flowers and plants became less happy.

Huo Ting wanted to answer Meng Dong's words before he had time to say it, and no one would ever know. The moment he fell in the direction where Ruan Ruan disappeared, he originally wanted to say: I won't wait, tell her not to come again looking for me...

Ruan Ruan, who was walking halfway, suddenly stopped, frowned unconsciously, and turned her head to look in the direction they left. They had already turned two corners, and Huo Ting and the others had long been out of sight.

She and Huo Lang were still holding hands, feeling her pause, Huo Lang frowned slightly to accompany her to stop, Ruan Ruan quickly let go of his hand, bowed her head in embarrassment.

"Sorry, I just asked you to act with me."

"Now that you know that Huo Ting wants you to have a baby for me, do you regret killing my baby?"

Ruan Ruan raised her head in surprise, she didn't expect Huo Lang to ask this question, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry both before and now."

"Because you were afraid that Huo Ting would see you pregnant, so you aborted the child, and now because Huo Ting wanted to see you pregnant, so you said decisively that you were pregnant with my child, Wu Ruanruan, we have broken up, you treat me as What? Did you ever think about my feelings for a moment? You were willing to play endlessly for him You asked me if I would? He wants you to give me a baby so you can get pregnant, you asked my opinion How can I be sure that I want you? I am your rag and you can use it whenever you need it. If you don’t need it, just throw it aside for me as far as two years, right? " He was full of anger, his eyes were slightly red, he stared at Ruan Ruan coldly, and said every word, "Why do you spoil me because of your love for others? Why!"

Ruan Ruan raised her shoulders anxiously, and looked at him timidly, "I'm sorry..."

"The three words that want me to forgive you are not sorry."

Ruan Ruan was stunned, her breathing became intermittent, she looked at Huo Lang in disbelief, for a long time, she didn't know how to answer his words, whether he was unwilling or really still caring about herself, he kissed Mu Yao Huo Lang is not a casual person. If he doesn't agree with that woman, he won't do something out of line. Then, is the word she has hidden in her heart for two years still important?What's the use of saying it?They have people they need to protect, which only adds to their distress.

She lowered her eyelashes and shook her head gently, with tears glistening in her eyes, her hair was blown into her eyes by the cool wind, and she left with two crystal clear teardrops. Huo Lang felt extremely distressed, and was a little angry with himself, obviously he chose such an illusory wait , Now he came to blame her again, he raised his hand to wipe away her tears, just as he raised his wrist, he heard her apologize to himself in a soft voice, "I'm sorry..."

Huo Lang gave up, he turned and moved forward, with his back to Ruan Ruan, wiping away the hot tears from the corners of his eyes, "Let's go, I'll act with you for the last time, and we won't appear in front of him together in the future."

At the entrance of the park is a large open parking lot, and two people stood at the entrance silently.

Wu Ruanruan hesitated for a long time, but decided to take the initiative to break the embarrassing situation, otherwise they would go back to Huo Ting together later, it would be too embarrassing.

"Huo Lang, I..."

Huo Lang didn't even look at her out of the corner of his eye, and interrupted, "Don't feel embarrassed, it's just acting."

"Don't be angry, I appreciate you helping me..."

"You think too much, I'm not helping you, I'm here for my brother." His tone became colder and colder, "If you're bored, turn on your phone and listen to music, I don't want to say a word to you, let me be quiet for a while. "

The parking lot is very large. There is a one-way street between Areas A and B. The silver-gray Bentley parked slowly in Area B. The driver opened the door for Mrs. Huo and pointed to Ruan Ruan and Huo Ruan who were standing in Area A. Lang, "Ma'am, where is your son and daughter-in-law? I'll park the car and get your bag. Stand here and wait for me."

Mrs. Huo readily agreed, and forgot about it when she turned around.

Ruan Ruan didn't answer Huo Lang's words, and strode towards the old lady Huo, but the confused old lady across the road seemed to forget where she was and what she was doing, and drove away with her head held high.

Seeing that they were about to cross the road, Ruan Ruan waved nervously, "Mom, go back quickly! There is a car, there is a car!"

Mrs. Huo was taken aback by her shout, "Where are you going? Where did I come from? I forgot."

A white Audi just passed by in front of her, Ruan Ruan was already sweating, and ran to the middle of the road to pull the old lady Huo, "Mom, don't stand here, it's dangerous, I'll take you there Find Huo Ting."

Mrs. Huo pushed her away, "Who are you? Do you know where my son is?"

At the corner of the parking lot, there was the roar of the tail throat of a modified car. Huo Lang strode towards them, but in the blink of an eye, a modified Honda car was speeding up from the corner. Crossing the road, Ruan Ruan was obviously defeated by the power struggle of one fat and one thin. The long slammed brakes sounded, and the eardrums were almost pierced. -boom!

*****

"Ruan Ruan?" An Ran lightly touched her arm, "Go and sleep on the bed inside for a while, can I sleep on my stomach here?"

Wu Ruanruan slowly sat up straight with her swollen walnut-like eyes, with needles still stuck on the back of her hand, she shook her head, "I'll lie down for a while, what about Xiaoxiang and the others?"

"I'm going to eat. I'll bring it back to you later. You can't eat too greasy. I'll ask them to buy you some porridge. You can eat it after the fever subsides."

"it is good."

Huo Lang has been in a coma for six days, and Huo Ting has been buried.

Whenever she dreams, Ruan Ruan will remember that when she was kneeling in front of Huo Lang covered in blood, her cell phone rang again and again. When she came in, she yelled for the driver to call an ambulance, picked up Ah Qing's phone, and heard her choked up soft voice: Huo Ting is gone...

Wu Ruanruan has never experienced such a moment of hesitation and difficulty in making a decision in her life. She watched the way they came from afar, and it took only a dozen minutes before and after. Why did her world suddenly turn from white to white? Is it dark?

She knelt on the ground and cried loudly, hysterically calling Huo Lang's name and Huo Ting's name, but neither of them could be saved by her.

Ruan Ruan is a person who doesn't complain about the sky, but that day she gave up on being a transparent and good girl, and she severely scolded the group of Chinese and foreign gods in the sky. Why, how could they, have the heart to hurt such a good girl? Why did the two of them give her an extraordinary fate, but broke her hands and feet, turning her into a cripple who reversed her fate...

Meng Dong said that Huo Ting had no regrets, he was very happy that day, because he finally said that he was waiting for her openly.

It rained heavily on the day of the funeral, Ruan Ruan didn't open an umbrella, and she shed tears silently in front of Huo Ting's tombstone all afternoon, she had regrets.

The regret is not that he was not with him at the last moment of his life, but that in the whole world, there is no longer a man who loves her to the bone, a man who looks like a devil and an angel, lives in front of her eyes, and she will never have the opportunity to be silent again. Give him that little bit of ridiculous love silently, even if you are facing the rising sun and stepping on the moonlight with him...

Zhu Xiaoxiang came back with her porridge. In a week, Wu Ruanruan had lost a lot of weight. He leaned on the chair and watched Ruanruan sip the porridge, and asked, "Do you love Huo Ting very much?"

"kindness."

Zhu Xiaoxiang tutted twice, "You cried like that a few days ago, I thought you would go blind from crying, your eyes are really strong."

Ruan Ruan lowered his head to drink the porridge, but didn't answer.

"Then do you love Holland?"

Ruan Ruan blinked, her gaze fell on the sleeping Huo Lang gently, and she nodded silently after a long time.

Zhu Xiaoxiang sighed a long time, "Look, he has become so bad because of staying in China, if you are telling the truth, let him go, don't restrain him anymore, let him be free and happy like before live."

Ruan Ruan remained silent, and when she blinked, tears fell into the warm porridge.

Neither she nor Zhu Xiaoxiang saw it, but Huo Lang's fingers curled up slightly...

Six years later.

Mrs. Huo had just burned for a hundred days, and Wu Ruanruan had just sat down in the study when she received a call from the school. She sorted out the manuscripts on the table, and went out with the car keys and bag.

The princess hairband on Huo Yannan's head was broken, and it was clutched in Huo Jiangye's hands. Mumu's long hair was messy, biting her lip, trembling with anger, Jiang Ye combed her twice with his fingers, " murmuring..."

"Go away! Trash!"

Jiang Ye's face was painted, and he stood with her against the corner of the teacher's office, tears that were held back.

After Wu Ruanruan arrived, seeing her two children being bullied like this, she suddenly became angry.

The teacher began to complain, saying that this Huo Yannan was arrogant and domineering in school, and he would not change after repeated admonitions. He instigated his brother to fight with others, and he himself participated in it. Repeated admonitions, especially today, are unforgivable.

Wu Ruanruan glanced at the two little boys standing on the other side of the classroom. Although they were also quite embarrassed, they were not as seriously injured as Jiang Ye. She stood in front of Nuan Nan and asked very seriously, "Huo Yannan, tell me , why did you fight, and even instigated your brother to fight with you."

Murmur rolled her eyes at her, "I've already been beaten, what can I do, if you don't accept it, hit me again!"

Jiang Ye hurriedly bumped her when she reached out, "Mumu, I can't talk back to my mother."

Huo Yan pushed Jiang Ye away in a murmur, with her stubborn face raised high, tears of grievance falling, "I'm not afraid of them! They said again that I don't have a father, so I beat them until his father couldn't recognize him." !"

Wu Ruanruan pursed her lips and took a deep breath, then turned her head and asked the head teacher, "Have their parents come? My son is going to the hospital!"

The young female teacher immediately stood up and gave friendly comfort, and finally said, "The father of these two children is an entrepreneur and is very busy. I called and the other party said that there is no serious injury. The children don't care about the fights." .”

"They don't care about me! My son's face is disfigured, is he an entrepreneur? Let him pay me money!" Said that her baby has no father, is it a child who fell from the sky without a father?She wants to see what a good father can raise such an uneducated child.

"It's not right for you, Mother Jiang Ye. It was your son and daughter who beat someone first. Your attitude should be correct, so that children can learn to treat people and things correctly. We can understand that the role models of single-parent families are weak, but we can Let's work together, calm down, if the parents of the two children really come, this issue will become more complicated."

Wu Ruanruan ignored her words at all, and her attitude was very firm: "My son must go to the hospital today, and his parents must personally deliver him!"

This is not the first time Huo Jiangye has been injured. Sometimes there are bruises on his arms and legs. When he asked him if he had a fight, Jiang Ye didn't say anything.

She doesn't care about that little compensation, but she needs them today. They know that her baby can't always be bullied like this.

The more Ruan Ruan thought about it, the more angry she was, what if she bullied someone without a man, she carried her bag to the corridor and started making calls. After more than ten minutes, men began to appear one after another.

First, An Ran, who cut off the meeting in formal attire, was sent to school by the driver in his Da Ben, then Meng Dong, who had just finished dinner, drove to the school in a wine-red Porsche, and Shen Mao, who drove a black Land Rover, was also in a suit. Dressed up to attend this father-fighting meeting.

Our family lacks everything, and there is no shortage of dad!Mumbling immediately raised her little neck arrogantly, she is no longer that fat little girl who looks like a ball, she is a watery beauty embryo.

No one else needed to talk, and Meng Dong alone made a fuss about the school leaders, cleaning up from the principal to the security guard at the gate, he had to see the sick, he had to pay the money, and nothing less.

Taking advantage of Ruan Ruan's inattention, Meng Dong whispered to murmur: "If you play well, those who owe you like that should be beaten to death. If you break your godfather, you will be compensated. Our family will have more money and more money. Don't give in to them, woman." If you are not ruthless, your position is unstable, do you hear me?

Mumu nodded solemnly, and Jiang Ye tugged Meng Dong from behind, "Godfather, you will take Mumu seriously when you say that."

"Are you playing with you as a godfather?"

Ruan Ruan took the two children home, Ah Qing asked about the cause and effect, and then gave Huo Jiangye a good meal of life principles and spiritual baptism education. Jiang Ye was very obedient, and he didn't talk back or roll his eyes. It's gone.

That night, Ah Qing, who never disturbed Ruan Ruan's work, knocked on the door of the study.

"Ruan Ruan, let's go."

Ruan Ruan put down the sketch in her hand, looked at Ah Qing in confusion, "Where are you going?"

Ah Qing put the purple-red booklet in front of her and spread it out. On the marriage certificate, she and Huo Ting smiled warmly and softly, "Mom is gone, you have no reason to stay here anymore, I asked Mr. Shen, he said that Huo Lang is not married yet, you bring two children to find him, you are no longer needed here, I know you will not agree easily, so I show this to you, here, now it is me I'm Huo Ting's wife, not you. "

At the beginning, Huo Ting said, if one day Ruan Ruan refuses to leave Huo's house, you can use this to drive her away. You are the hostess, and you have the right to drive anyone away.

Ruan Ruan looked down at the young Huo Ting in the photo, and smiled, "Forget it, Ah Qing, I'm used to it here, besides, Huo Lang doesn't remember me anymore."

Huo Lang was in a coma for 7 days. When he woke up, his entire memory disappeared out of thin air. He couldn't remember everything in China, including Ruan Ruan, murmuring, Huo Ting's death, and his sick mother. When mentioning Huo Ting and him/mother, he would frown in disgust, and when Mumu threw himself on him and called him Dad, he was indifferent and indifferent, even on the day when he left for the United States, Xiao Mumu hugged his thigh and cried He couldn't even make a sound, and he still strode away with a hard heart. The little chubby girl he loves the most seems to be a child from someone else's family, and has never entered his world.

Huo Ting said that love cannot be hidden, Huo Lang probably really forgot, he looked at Ruan Ruan in the same way as all strangers, he never even had that casual glance, but when he saw Jin Muyao He always hides a smile in his eyes, and he doesn't miss it when he can go home after leaving the hospital. He doesn't even go back to collect his luggage. No matter what others tell him about his experience in the past few years, he insists that it is impossible, and by the way, send someone away open.

She didn't leave Huo Lang's life for six years, but she never walked into Huo Lang's memory.

"If he doesn't remember, you chase him again. He loved you once, and he will fall in love with you again."

Ruan Ruan shook her head, put away the marriage certificates of Ah Qing and Huo Ting, "Oh, don't make trouble, who am I going to chase when I'm old, Zhu Xiaoxiang is right, Huo Lang should live a free life, if he doesn't remember me It's a very happy thing, why should I let him remember those pains."

"You and Huo Ting are too determined to go your own way, why don't you think about whether the person who was made perfect really wants these things?" Ah Qing said, "Also, think about why Huo Ting worked so hard. , is it to make you and I stay in this empty house for the rest of our lives? You are the one who makes him never rest in peace until death, do you want him to never rest in peace..."

"But, this is my home..."

"This is my home!" Ah Qing straightened her back, "This is Huo Ting and I's home, not yours. You are just a single mother I took in."

Ruan Ruan smiled and looked at her mischievously, "Ah Qing, don't be so stingy, can you live in your house for a while?"

Ah Qing's eyes were light, and she said with a smile, "He must be waiting for you, you should give it a try, you have already missed a Huo Ting, there are not so many good men who are willing to spend their lives for you, you are lucky to meet, you should cherish."

Ruan Ruan suffered from insomnia and stayed up all night. The next morning, she sent her child to school with two dark circles under her eyes. At noon, An Ran asked her to eat at home, and she ate another big meal with dark circles under her eyes.

"I've decided!" She jumped up, An Ran was holding a rice bowl, with an apron tied around her waist, looking at the young man who had lost her footing, "What have you decided to eat for dinner?"

Ruan Ruanfei shook his head quickly and said, "I'm going to America!"

"It's a good thing, which immortal in your dream enlightened you?"

"Are you going? Let's go together?"

An Ran paused for a moment, "I won't go, why should I go, I have to wait here for you to be packed and kicked back, so I can continue."

"Aren't you going to see Xiaoxiang?"

"Huh? Well... don't look, what's so interesting about him."

Ruan Ruan drank passion fruit black tea and bit the straw, "You're getting old and your legs are bad, so it's hard to find a wife."

"What kind of legs do you need if you have money, as long as you have one finger."

Wu Ruanruan's eyes widened in disbelief, "Are you telling me dirty jokes?"

"I..." An Ran held up a finger to look around, and pressed twice on the table, "I mean, if you can press the password with one finger, you can find your wife."

"Zhu Xiaoxiang doesn't need to spend your money."

"Don't make trouble, I still have a company here. If it closes down, should I go drink Northwest Wind?"

"Zhu Xiaoxiang, selling a set of dresses is enough for you to earn a month!"

An Ran smiled helplessly, "Are you in a hurry to marry me?"

"Enn!" Ruan Ruan nodded, "I'm very anxious."

"Get rid of yourself as an old woman first, and then miss me, man, 41 flowers. In a few years, you will be [-], and you will be tofu."

"Do I look old?" She stroked her hair, took out her phone and took a picture of the screen.

"You don't look old, but you're really not a little girl anymore, hurry up and book a ticket." He went into the kitchen with his rice bowl in his hand, and after a while, poked his head out, "Or, book one for me too."

Ruan Ruan flew away with the two children in the end, Huo Jiangye kept waving to Ah Qing, telling her that he would come back after the summer vacation, and would buy her a lot of new clothes and cards, and murmured, I will Bring back the best food for you.

Ah Qing sent them away with a smile. The hollow iron gate slowly closed, locking the past that could never escape. The pale pink cherry blossoms were of unknown species, and they bloomed for a long time. She seemed to hear a beautiful The young man smiled and said to Ruan Ruan's back: let's go, Ruan Ruan, let's go, go to the side of the person you love, and don't come back...

Ah Qing smiled shyly at the boy under the tree, just like she was seeing him for the first time.

When Zhu Xiaoxiang saw An Ran, she jumped on him. After all, An Ran's legs were different from normal people, and he pushed him somersault, making him dizzy.

"You miss me!" Xiaoxiang's face grew thicker with age.

"I don't want to, I... um..." An Ran stared at the person in front of him who had made him unable to focus with wide eyes, Zhu Xiaoxiang kissed him regardless, holding the back of his head like holding three big gold bricks It's so tight, there's nowhere for him to hide.

"I miss you! Do you really miss me?" Xiaoxiang's eyes sparkled with excitement.

"I really don't want to, I...uh..." He embraced the golden brick again.

"You must miss me! Don't you! Don't you think so!"

An Ran nodded embarrassingly, "Well, I miss you, I...uh..." He threw Zhu Xiaoxiang off his body, "Do you have a rule of the game, how can you say you have to kiss whether you want to or not? "

"The rule of the game is that if I don't kiss you, you have to kiss me, you kiss!"

"I don't kiss."

"You dear!"

"Go away."

"Do you kiss me! You don't... um..."

Wu Ruanruan covered the eyes of Mumu and Jiang Ye all the way and followed the housekeeper to the villa, "Do you know that it is not suitable for children? Especially Jiang Ye, you are absolutely not allowed to look at it, you know? In the future, you will marry your mother a daughter-in-law. Son and daughter-in-law, do you know?"

"I know mom, I will marry whoever you ask me to marry."

"Mom, why can't I watch it?" murmured.

"You are also a child, how old are you, do not see evil, do you understand!"

The two babies answered in unison: "I don't understand!"

This is the place where Zhu Xiaoxiang and Huo Lang spent their vacations. It is a small town with sunshine and sandy beaches. There are no tall buildings and bustling crowds. The leisurely slow pace shows coziness and beauty.

Ruan Ruan wore a royal blue sun hat with a floral silk scarf tied to the brim. When the sea breeze blows, it will fly up with her huge white skirt. Standing in the sunset, she is surrounded by a faint orange light, blue The boundless ocean casts streamers with ripples in her eyes. This private white sand beach seems to be forgotten by the world, only the waves are playing and the seabirds are singing. Ruan Ruan steps on the warm beach, step by step toward Walking forward, the skirt behind her is like a huge rose in full bloom.

In the setting sun in the distance, there was a man riding a galloping white horse along the beach and wading through shallow waves. His eyesight was not very good, and he only saw a figure standing here from a distance. He thought it was an unintentional tourist. Didn't pay much attention.

But Ruan Ruan could see him clearly, the handsome eyebrows and eyes were still there, but there was a sense of resoluteness and unruly embedded in his face, the eyebrows were straight, the eyes were like lacquer, and the straight lip line It made him look three-point indifferent and seven-point arrogant.

He was wearing a white coat with half-rolled cuffs, revealing colorful tattoos. Except for a saddle, he didn't have any protective gear, and even his feet were bare.

When the sea breeze hit, she almost lifted Ruan Ruan's hat, she raised her hand to hold it down, holding her small head and shouting at the back of him and the horse: "Huo Lang——"

The horse was strangled, neighing loudly, and the raised front hooves kicked up a fine sand. Huo Lang led the white horse to turn his head, and very slowly, walked towards her with the flying skirt with incredible temptation.

Until the white horse stopped in front of Ruan Ruan and sneezed at her, Ruan Ruan took a step back in fright, folded the brim of her hat with both hands, and smiled brightly on her clean face, "I'm Ruan Ruan, do you remember me?" ?”

Huo Lang remained calm and silent, sitting on a high horse and looking down lightly.

"Did I come too late?"

Huo Lang continued to remain silent, expressionless and calm.

"I'm sorry..." She tilted her head slightly, her tone was firm, but there was a little uneasiness in her eyes.

Huo Lang calmly pulled the reins and turned the white horse around. Ruan Ruan wanted to get closer, but the white horse flicked its tail, but she didn't dare to move forward, so she had to run in front of the white horse to stop it. The orange color of the setting sun just shone into her eyes, It seemed that there were balls of flames flickering and jumping brightly. She, the wind blowing behind her skirt was blown up, and white roses bloomed in front of her again. She said in a soft but firm voice: "Do you remember you?" Having said that, what I want you to forgive me is not the three words sorry, what if I say, 'I love you'?"

The corners of his cold and hard mouth finally loosened a little, slowly, slowly raised, straddled off the horse, took off her hat, and when her chestnut hair curled with the rays of the setting sun, he hugged her into his arms, He kissed her deeply in shock.

My name is Huo Lang, and I have loved a woman named Wu Ruanruan for ten years. I once thought that if that "I'm sorry" never turns into "I love you", then I will never marry.

Fortunately, she came before I was old.

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This is the end of the story, there are some free extras. In my reader group, the group number is at the top of the comment area. If you don’t know how to join the group, just leave a message. How to join the group: Leave a message in the comment area with your vip username Come knock on the door.

Let me briefly talk about the characters in [Fanwai], whoever you want to see can be called in the comment area, there are several choices: 1 Ruan Ruan & Huo Lang, 2 An Ran & Xiao Xiang, 3 Shen Mao & Psychologist, 4 Meng Dong & Huo Ting reborn (huh, weird setting), 5 Huo Xiao & Wireless Doting Husband, 6 Jin Muyao & Tsundere Ruffian Handsome, 7 Tong Yanwei & Positive Energy Girl (if anyone wants to see him... )

Of course, as the first author who can be shameless for food and clothing, if someone spends a lot of money and appoints me to write so-and-so episodes, I can also write episodes for a fee. I will not suffer no matter what, but even if you spend 300 In case I wouldn't write about Huo Ting crossing over and falling in love with Ruan Ruan again, their past sweetness can be considered.

I don’t know if you still remember the secret of Huo Ting’s iron box. In a few days, an audio will be uploaded in the group, and the URL will also be announced in the comment area. It is Huo Ting’s vocal monologue, a warm and affectionate confession, and a clean and warm male voice , Huo Ting is waiting for you.

There is one more thing I want to explain, I did not end hastily, I took every setting very seriously, this is the most perfect ending in my heart.

I hope that one year from now, you will still remember that in this romantic world, there is an affectionate man named Huo Ting, who has been here before.