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Chapter 84 Whenever I Want To Forget You

The grandmother in the photo smiled warmly and warmly, just like the autumn sun, neither scorching hot nor cold, but when Lengxi looked at such a grandma, her eyes couldn't help getting hot. She knelt down and choked while hugging the grandma's tombstone Crying, "Grandma, Xi'er is not filial, Xi'er didn't listen to you, didn't take care of herself, but Xi'er didn't want to, and Xi'er didn't want to love him..." Depressed tears rolled down like mushrooms after rain, Lengxi hugged her ***Tombstone, his thin body was shaking from crying.

Seeing Lengxi knelt down suddenly, Ji Xinmo was startled. Just as she was about to step forward, she saw her crying while hugging the tombstone. She also breathed a sigh of relief. Fortunately, she was fine. , her heart suddenly suffocated, and a feeling of discomfort beat sharply in her heart. She stood behind Lengxi and did not go forward.

The wind blowing from the cemetery was a bit bleak, and it was a bit cold on Ji Xinmo's face, while Lengxi's body was shivering from the cold.Ji Xinmo doesn't understand how painful love can be, but seeing Lengxi's eyes filled with tears, she can't help but feel sharp pain for Lengxi, and she doesn't know how much Lengxi hurts.

After returning from the cemetery, Lengxi took Ji Xinmo to the house where she grew up. It was a one-bedroom, one-living room. It was a very simple and simple house, even a little dilapidated. The whitewashed walls were a little yellowed, like Like an old calendar, it has a classic atmosphere.Because no one lived there for a long time, the furniture was covered with dust, and there were spiders in some places, Ji Xinmo looked at it.

"The house is a bit small, I don't think you will live there often, so let's squeeze in a room with me first." Lengxi said while twisting things and walking inside.

"Oh, it's okay, I'll just use the floor. I like your hometown very much, so I decided to live there forever." Ji Xinmo said, and followed Lengxi into the room.

Lengxi put down the things, and walked in with a pair of big eyes like ancient springs staring at Ji Xinmo.

Ji Xinmo knew what she wanted to say, she also put down her things, went to the window and opened it, the sunlight came in, warming the whole room, Ji Xinmo took a deep breath towards the window, seemed to enjoy it, "The air is very good , I'm cold-tempered, this environment suits me, you won't drive me away." She gave her a reason to stay before she opened her mouth.

Lengxi obviously didn't believe that she stayed here just because of the good air, she pouted and said, "You are not helping Bailicheng to supervise me again..." Her mouth was pouting, a little angry, she just She wants to be alone, she doesn't want anyone to know where she is, not even Bai Lili wants him to know, she doesn't want anyone to disturb her.

Ji Xinmo was taken aback by surprise, and smiled very rarely, as if amused by Lengxi's appearance, "It's nothing, I'm no longer Bai Xiaoyou's bodyguard, so there's no need to listen to them .”

"I'm afraid it's not because of an assignment..." Don't think she doesn't know why Ji Xinmo listens to Bailicheng.Lengxi took a breath, glanced at Ji Xinmo lightly, picked up her package and went to pack things.

Ji Xinmo was stunned for a few seconds by what she said, and then she recovered. This woman Lengxi is really interesting. No wonder men are moved by her. Seeing Lengxi's flushed face, blowing her anger and cuteness She was a little moved by her face, she smiled awkwardly, followed Lengxi's footsteps, and tidied up things together.

The two divided the work, Ji Xinmo fetched water to wipe dust, dried quilts, Lengxi washed clothes and other small tasks, in short, Ji Xinmo took care of the heavy work, and Lengxi did some small tasks.The two of them were busy for a long time, and finally tidied up the house. It was clean and finally felt like home.

"Why don't you sleep on the bed with me, don't sleep on the floor." Lengxi lay on the bed for a while, still uneasy, sat up and asked Ji Xinmo who was sleeping on the floor.

"Don't disturb me, you woke me up even when I fell asleep, sleep!" Ji Xinmo turned over and ignored her.

Lengxi pursed her lips, but she didn't know what to do with Ji Xinmo, she lay down and pulled the thin quilt to cover herself and went to sleep.Everything calmed down, and the surroundings were so quiet that I could hear my own heartbeat.Lengxi closed her eyes and couldn't fall asleep.

Gradually, a face appeared in front of my eyes, with a well-defined face, narrow and deep eyes, a high nose bridge, sexy thin lips, a wicked and wild smile, and sometimes that heart-stirring side face, which was drawn in my mind one by one Outlined - Ling Han!Her heart skipped a beat and she almost cried out.

Opening her eyes suddenly, she realized where she was now. She felt a huge loss in her heart, her eyes were sore, and tears welled up. She bit her lips to prevent herself from crying, but her heart was shaking. She pulled the quilt to hold her I was all wrapped up in it, wrapped myself tightly, and hid in the quilt sobbing.

The days to come will be very ordinary. Lengxi found a job as a cashier in a nearby supermarket, and his life from nine to five is fairly regular.Ji Xinmo wasn't idle either. She worked as a salesperson in the supermarket where Lengxi worked. Sometimes she moved things, and she was obviously a woman.

The quiet years passed quietly, October passed, and November came, Lengxi was 10 months pregnant, her belly swelled a bit, the pregnant woman reacted strongly, and the peak period of vomiting.

Throwing up whatever she ate, she vomited until Lengxi trembled. She lay down beside the pool, panting, and suddenly covered her mouth, crying bitterly. Her heart was so bitter that she could not tell what it was like. Spit out her longing for him, thick and rolling, one after another.Ji Xinmo watched her cry, anxious and unable to help.

In a blink of an eye, the bleak autumn passed quietly, and winter came quietly. Lengxi was used to wearing a pear-white pear coat. The white color set off her white jade-like face as white as an angel.Ji Xinmo is cold by nature and has a cool feeling. She is used to wearing a black pear coat, which makes her look a little cold.

The two walked down the street arm in arm, like a couple, and with their beautiful and extraordinary appearance, they always turn heads.

In December, a cold season, when the child was five months old, Leng Xi became very afraid of the cold, and she rarely went out except for important things.

"I bought two apples." Ji Xinmo walked in with a small delicate box in one hand and said quietly.

Lengxi was sitting by the bed reading a book, looked back at the things in Ji Xinmo's hands, and said lightly, "Oh, this apple is so exquisitely packaged, have you given out a bonus?" Suddenly her stomach moved, and the child was It slid inside, it was fetal movement, she just frowned, a slight smile appeared from the corner of her mouth.

Ji Xinmo lowered her eyelids and sighed lightly, walked to Lengxi, picked up her hand and put a pink box in her hand, "Today is Christmas Eve."

Christmas Eve!Leng Xi's heart was shocked, and she suddenly raised her ancient spring-like black eyes, which were stained with mist, her breathing suddenly became rapid, she dropped the book, stood up and ran outside.

"Lengxi!" Ji Xinmo was surprised, and chased after her.

Lengxi ran to the street, looking around in the crowd, his face was very nervous, but the faces of every passerby were so strange, and among the people coming and going before him, none of them was that familiar face.

"Boom..." At this moment, there was a crisp sound in the sky. Lengxi raised her head and saw brilliant fireworks blooming all over the sky. Then, a white object floated from the sky onto her face, which was a little cold, and then large pieces of white debris At the end of the day, it floated down and floated in the air, very beautiful.

She reached out to pick it up, and the white flakes cooled and melted in her hands.

Snowing!Her heart shrank, she was inexplicably excited and shocked, she looked up at the crowd, and saw a figure in a trance, she immediately became nervous, breathless and chased towards the crowd, flowing in the crowd, looking around nervously.

Ling Han, Ling Han, is that you?Where are you?

Why can't I find you, is it really just a dream that I see?Now I still remember a lot of things, the first time you lifted my hair, and I walked with you and saw the sunset together by the lake.

When you held my hand, I always remember the evil and gentle smile that appeared on the corner of your mouth.Every day and every night, I pray to God to let me see you again. Your smile keeps circling in my mind. Did Chuxue make my wish come true?I saw snow falling in the sky, it was not my dream, I saw you in a trance, Ling Han, how are you now?Where are you now?

I warned myself not to have hope for you anymore, why do I force myself when I know there is no hope, but...but I really miss you...

It is you who make me not able to do anything as I want. Whenever I miss you, I will collapse again. I try hard to forget you, but I can't forget you.If we can't be together, you never loved me, I really want to forget you, forget all of you in my heart, but... But whenever I want to smile, I can't help but cry when I think of you.

is it you?Why can't I find you in the crowd, am I not moving fast enough?Or have you gone too far?

The white snowflakes flying all over the sky fell and landed on Lengxi who shuttled through the crowd like a movie. The white flakes fell on her white coat and her satin-like black hair. Fairy, but her eyes were full of tears.

"Lengxi!" Ji Xinmo finally saw Lengxi in the crowd, she stepped forward worriedly, and hugged Lengxi in her arms, preventing her from continuing to search aimlessly. Holding her in her arms, "Don't look for it, Xi'er, don't look for it, he can't appear here..."

Lengxi trembled in her arms, grabbed her clothes with slender hands, and burst into tears.

Lengxi's cry made Ji Xinmo's heart twitch. She who never shed tears, her eyes were dizzy and wet. She hugged Lengxi tightly in her arms and patted her on the back lightly. , snowflakes fell on the two of them, freezing time.

This year's winter is very cold, with heavy snowfall. December passed, and when the new year came, it was already February of the next year. On the night of New Year's Eve, the streets were very noisy. Some vendors were selling plush dolls, hand warmers and other electronic products. Baby, there are steaming snacks and so on, the sound of firecrackers is continuous, and brilliant fireworks burst into bright colors in the sky from time to time.

Lengxi was seven months pregnant, with a firm belly, and she was shopping on the street holding Ji Xinmo's arm.

"Stay here for a while, don't go far, I'll queue up to buy you a bowl of oden." Ji Xinmo pressed the back of Lengxi's hand, said something to her and walked over.

Lengxi smiled, in fact, she really wanted to eat a little bit. Seeing Ji Xinmo queuing up at the store on the street, she stroked her big belly, wanted to find a place to sit, and walked forward Taking a step, she looked around for a while, and when she turned her head, the person standing behind her made her eyes widen—Xie Fei!

She gasped, and ran away subconsciously, but it was still a step too late, Xie Fei stretched out his hand and pulled her back, covering her mouth with a handkerchief, on which there was a lot of **.

"Umm...let it go..." Leng Xi struggled twice, his head became dizzy for a while, his eyes darkened and he passed out.

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