Xu Shaoyan's expression darkened because he thought of "that woman". He looked down at Cheng Zhiyi for a while, thought for a while, and finally decided to tell her the story about "that woman" many years ago.

"However, you have to promise me, don't be jealous!" He showed a faint smile, caressed her cheek affectionately, put her in his arms, and whispered in her ear, "It was many years ago." In the past, I never loved Zhenzhen, in this life, the only woman I love to death is you, Cheng Zhiyi."

Because of his confession, Cheng Zhiyi felt sweetness in her heart, and nodded lightly in his arms: "Well, I promise you, I won't be jealous or angry."

Xu Shaoyan hugged Cheng Zhiyi quietly for a moment, but did not make a sound. Cheng Zhiyi waited impatiently, and was about to ask a question, but he let go of her, walked gently to the window, and made a "swish" Opening the curtains, looking at the endless night outside the window, he spoke faintly——

"Her name is Liu Zhen. She was only 20 years old when I met her in the Dynasty Nightclub. Compared with those charming and seductive girls in the nightclub, she is not very beautiful, but she is more shy and pure. Yes. I'm also very respectful, unlike those women who, as soon as they see us, want to be glued to each other and can't be shaken off.

When we were young, we had a lot of fun and spent money lavishly. Every time we went to nightclubs, we would tip those girls a lot, so they all rushed to please us.However, Zhenzhen is not attentive at all, and often has an absent-minded and sad expression.

At first, we didn't like her very much.You know, we spend money to have fun, everyone wants to see a beautiful and enthusiastic girl, who wants to see her sick and sad face?Therefore, Ah Chen was extremely displeased and scolded the foreman.

The foreman is Zhenzhen's fellow, and he kept pleading for Zhenzhen, saying that Zhenzhen was originally a female worker in a garment factory, but came to work in the nightclub because her father was seriously ill and needed a large medical bill.The foreman said that he knew we were always generous, and because he wanted to help Zhenzhen more, he arranged for her to accompany us, and hoped that we would forgive her and not rush Zhenzhen away.

This guy Ziye has always been compassionate, so he kept Zhenzhen.From now on, every time we go to that nightclub, we will ask Zhenzhen to accompany us, and we will give her more money each time. She also gradually develops a good impression of us, and the smiles on her face also increase.After getting acquainted, she would drink and laugh with us occasionally.

It's just that one day, she suddenly told me that she liked me. I was shocked, but I didn't intend to touch her.Because I know that she is a simple and good girl, not as open-minded as other women in the nightclub, so I have never exceeded the rules with her, but I have always been good to her.Only twice..."

Speaking of this, Xu Shaoyan paused, and secretly turned to look at the expression on Cheng Zhiyi's face, it seemed... Her emotions didn't fluctuate too much, she just looked at him indifferently.Xu Shaoyan coughed softly, and then continued to say——

"One time I was drunk... Uh, I did drink a lot that night, I don't remember what happened, I just know that when I woke up the next day, Zhenzhen and I were in the hotel... um, She blushed and said she didn't need me to take responsibility..."

Xu Shaoyan sneaked another glance at Cheng Zhiyi, seeing that her expression still didn't fluctuate too much, and the stone in her heart finally fell to the ground, she secretly breathed a sigh of relief.However, when the heart stone fell to the ground, for some reason, there was a little loss, because of her calm and calm.

"The second time, Zhenzhen cried and begged me. She said that her father was dying, and she needed money very much. She hoped that I could help her. She was willing...uh, she said she was willing to give her body. I don't know why , I muddle-headedly agreed. In fact, I was also in a bad mood during that time... My father and my mother had a more tense fight than usual, and it was also because of... my engagement to Bai Jie..."

Xu Shaoyan sighed lightly, as if he didn't want to explain too much.Perhaps because he was tired from standing, he sat down on the bay window, leaned against half of the wall, motioned to Cheng Zhiyi and said, "Here, sit down too." Cheng Zhiyi sat down opposite him, Look at him two by two.

"I can swear, it's really only these two times!" Xu Shaoyan solemnly raised his right hand and said to Cheng Zhiyi, "I know that I really like me, but I never loved her! You have to believe me, the first person I have ever seriously loved, the only person I love, is you."

Seeing his seriousness and eagerness to express his feelings, Cheng Zhiyi couldn't help but chuckled, nodded and said, "I know, I know—I'll believe you when I tell you! Then what?"

"Then?" Xu Shaoyan was slightly stunned, and then suddenly said, "Oh—and then, Zhen Zhen resigned from the nightclub, and the foreman said that she went back to her hometown to take care of her father, who was critically ill. More than two months later One day, Zhenzhen suddenly appeared in front of me and told me that she was pregnant..."

Cheng Zhiyi took a deep look at Xu Shaoyan, but there was still no trace of jealousy in her eyes, she just asked lightly: "She is pregnant? Then... what will you do?"

"I also thought at the time, if the child who is really pregnant is really my child, then I should take some responsibility. As for how to be responsible and what responsibility to take, I have no idea. At that time, I had no idea at all. Having dreamed of love, it doesn't make much difference to me who I marry as a wife.

It's just that I just got engaged to Bai Jie, and I was a little worried that I would hurt Bai Jie, so I confessed to my mother that I was really pregnant. I hoped that she would solve my problems, but who knows, she did everything on her own He even said that it was for my own good..."

Xu Shaoyan's deep voice suddenly stopped, and a pair of handsome eyebrows furrowed tightly.He stared intently at the endless night sky outside the glass window, with bottomless sadness in his eyes.

After a long time, he sighed softly, and said disheartenedly: "If it wasn't for that incident, how could my mother and I have gotten into such a fight? Since then, I have never believed her again." ...In the past, I loved her so much, respected her, felt sorry for her misfortune, and only wanted to grow up quickly to protect her..."

Yes, his sadness is not because of Yoo Jin, but because of his mother.To him, Liu Zhen is just an insignificant woman, but Zhang Mei is the person he loves most!

However, at this moment, Cheng Zhiyi's concern was not why Xu Shaoyan was sad, but the fate of that poor woman: "After your mother found out, how did... make her own way?" She asked tremblingly, her heart The strings stretched tightly.

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