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Liu Xin looked at the note in his hand, and the handwriting on it could be seen. It was not written all at once, but was written over several days. It was written several times, and it was still wet with tears. When Liu Xin looked at these words, he could feel Yinger's sadness when he wrote these words, that kind of pain and despair.

This is the attitude of knowing that one will die and not far away from death, but still endure everything to face life, and show this kind of life attitude in front of everyone.

Although Ying'er doesn't know martial arts, doesn't know how to cultivate, and is even just a weak woman, but this point, Ying'er is stronger than everyone else, no one can compare to this point, for Ying'er, she uses To face all this peacefully with one's own mentality, Liu Xin may not be able to do this after asking himself.

Everyone's fate seems to be doomed by the heavens. For Liu Xin, he doesn't know how to change all this. Liu Xin has already seen the toxin of smallpox. It is recorded in the medical books that there is no cure for smallpox. It's hard to save, Liu Xin is not a god, but he will not give up any chance, Liu Xin put away the note written by Ying'er, and continued to look up medical books.

Liu Xin does not believe that there is no cure for smallpox, so he must think of a way. Liu Xin will never sit still and watch Yinger leave like this, leave this world, leave his own world, Liu Xin has no way to accept this fact, let alone It is impossible to accept this fact.

Getting more and more flustered, Liu Xin could feel her heart beating faster. The amnesia stage of smallpox is actually in the late stage, and she has less than a month to live. In this way, even if there is a cure, it is already very late. It's getting difficult.

Liu Xin didn't blame Ying'er for not telling herself about this matter, because Liu Xin just felt sorry for Ying'er to face all this alone, and for Ying'er to leave this world.

Liu Xin really regretted it. He found that since he came to Penglai Xiandao, he was only looking for the door of the world every day, and he didn't have much time to accompany Ying'er and the others. For Ying'er, he was more and more accompanying. The less, it's just because Ying'er is the most sensible in Liu Xin's mind, and she doesn't need much company at all.

But only now did Liu Xin realize that the most sensible girl was really the girl who made her feel the most distressed and endured the most hardships.

From the very beginning, when she met Ying'er, she was almost killed by Yuxu. Ying'er followed Liu Xin and endured all the pain. At that time, she went to an underground world, met Shan Lin and He Liang, after going through all kinds of hardships, was able to recover slowly. At that time, Yinger had also lost his memory. Later, Liu Xin discovered that Yinger was just like himself. , is a person full of disasters.

Liu Xin really regrets it, he would rather not go to China, not to find the gate of the world, if he stays in Xuanming Kingdom, maybe all these things will not happen, maybe there is some reason that Yinger got smallpox, If possible, if life had another chance to choose, Liu Xin would never make this choice. Wouldn't it be better to spend this life with his brothers and his woman in Xuanming Kingdom? .

This is the first time that Liu Xin regrets something he has done, a regret he has never had before, Liu Xin can only bear the pain caused by this regret, no matter what he did before, Liu Xin never I have never regretted it so much, but now, Liu Xin realizes that he is really too selfish.

This world belongs to Ying'er, and the world of Xuanming Kingdom is their home, but because of themselves, they all have to leave with him, leaving their own world one by one, and going to their own world, just because of themselves want to go home.

Liu Xin realized that he was really selfish and regretful. He was sitting on the floor of the study, so cold that Liu Xin couldn't accept all the coldness. If possible, Liu Xin was willing to use his life to fight In exchange for Ying'er's life, Liu Xin is willing to give up everything and start a new life if possible.

But there is no way to do all of this. At this point, for Liu Xin, he can only keep looking for ways, keep asking others, and maybe there is a way to solve smallpox.

In the medical books, Liu Xin couldn't find the slightest solution, so he had no choice but to ask Yue Yun. After all, Yue Yun was old, and he must have more knowledge in this world than himself.

However, Yue Yun's answer also caught Liu Xin by surprise. He said that smallpox is not contagious, but there is no cure. Liu Xin has read about this point in medical books. Now after hearing Yue Yun's answer, For Liu Xin, it just made him more painful and desperate.

Liu Xin still wanted to find a better way, and wanted to go to another place, but when Liu Xin went out for three days, he came back again, because Liu Xin went to inquire about it, and there was no way at all.

Yue Yun thought that Liu Xin had gone home, back to his so-called mysterious family, but Liu Xin was not, he just went to ask others, a kind of inquiry about some common people.

In every world, there are some elders. They are very old, they have lived their whole lives, and they will be buried soon. They must have seen more than others, so Liu Xin went to ask others.

But the news he got was the same as Yue Yun's, that is, there was no cure for smallpox, and the gods couldn't save it. For this answer, Liu Xin was not surprised, not surprised, but it was heartbreaking.

After Liu Xin came back, Ying'er was still sitting in front of the house. She had lost all her memories. For Ying'er, her mind was blank now, she couldn't remember anything, and she didn't even know anyone. For this world, she is strange and at a loss.

Liu Xin looked at Ying'er, wanting to be bitter for no reason, the expression of bitterness was so ugly, the wind blew past Liu Xin's tears.

Liu Xin doesn't know whether such a thing is a kind of happiness or a kind of pain for Ying'er, at least now Ying'er doesn't know that she has got smallpox, doesn't know that she is going to leave this world soon, and doesn't know that she is still alive. With lovers and sisters, she will not feel pain even in the face of death.

Maybe this is smallpox, maybe it is because there is no cure, so that the person who is about to die will not suffer so much, and let him forget all the pain.

Liu Xin sat in front of Ying'er, and Ying'er looked at Liu Xin with a dazed look in his eyes, as if he didn't know Liu Xin at all, as if this man had never appeared in his world.

"Ying'er." Liu Xin went to hold Ying'er's hand, Ying'er instinctively avoided, and looked at Liu Xin with a vigilant look.

"Who are you?" Ying'er asked, Ouyang Yu and the others stood aside, covering their mouths and crying. They didn't know what disease Ying'er had, and Liu Xin didn't want to say it, but this For a while, when they saw Ying'er's appearance, they unconsciously felt sad, and a kind of extremely painful sadness spread.

"My name is Liu Xin, and I'm your husband." Liu Xin whispered, as if she was facing a little girl, as if she would hurt her if she spoke a little louder.

"My husband? I've never had a husband?" Ying'er looked at Liu Xin and then at the people around her with a blank face.

Liu Xin continued to talk to Ying'er in a low voice, just telling some things, telling some stories, stories of the past.

The stories Liu Xin told were not about others, but about what happened between him and Ying'er. Between the two of them, everything that happened from the time they met to the present is enough to make up a story.

Ying'er listened carefully, and everyone listened carefully. Everyone couldn't help falling, crying, and looking at Liu Xin. These things were things that Liu Xin had never told. For everyone, now Ying'er has an aura of sadness all over his body.

Liu Xin didn't plan to go out again. Since there is no cure for smallpox, and if the gods are hard to save, no matter how much he goes out to search for it, it will be nothing in the end. On the contrary, he will lose the last chance to be alone with Ying'er.

Liu Xin didn't want to make himself regret, he was already sure that smallpox was incurable, so now Liu Xin just hoped that he could be by Ying'er's side and accompany her through the last month of her life.

Liu Xin tried to use her true energy to help Ying'er again, to help Ying'er heal her body, even if it cost all her true energy, but Liu Xin felt powerless, all the toxins had invaded her body. Ying'er's internal organs are damaged, and there is no way to heal, or even alleviate the situation. For Liu Xin, he really doesn't know how to face all this. For Liu Xin, his Every day is lived in fear.

Liu Xin let go of everything and allowed herself to face Ying'er calmly, as long as she was by Ying'er's side, as long as Ying'er was happy, other things, everything else didn't matter.

Liu Xin actually wanted to tell everyone that Ying'er is really dying, but seeing Ouyang Yu and the others shed tears every day because of a story they told, but seeing Yinger's amnesia now is washing her face with tears every day, Liu Xin really I dare not tell them this matter, this fact, because Liu Xin doesn't know, when everyone knows this fact, whether they can accept it at that time, for Liu Xin, all these pains make him silently Just bear it. As for other people's words, it doesn't matter, and you don't need to know.

As a man, he should bear a lot of pain, a lot of pain, and everything needs to be borne by himself. As for others, what can they do.

Liu Xin was really scared. He spent every day in fear. For Liu Xin, he really didn't know how to face all this.

If possible, Liu Xin is willing to turn back time. If possible, Liu Xin is willing to never leave Huaxia, never appear in this world. At least in this way, everything has nothing to do with him. There will be no pain, and there is no need for pain.

But there is no regret medicine in this world, no matter which world it is in, there is no regret medicine. For Liu Xin, what he needs to do now is to be by Yinger's side well. This is enough, at least In the last period of Ying'er's life, it is enough to make Ying'er happy.