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Zhang Jiayi looked at Liu Xin. She didn't know what kind of pain, blows and torture a man had to go through to show that trace of sadness between his brows. It can make Zhang Jiayi deeply feel Liu Xin's sadness.

"I always thought that I was lucky. At least for me, I still had a chance to live after experiencing so much, but I never thought that all the women around me would have accidents and die. My brother, None of them came to a good end, so this is the so-called chaotic life." Liu Xin continued.

"That world was full of wars, and my arrival seemed to break the balance of this war. Where I appeared, all the spearheads were pointed at me. Do you know, that feeling is really uncomfortable. Well, the best brothers turned against each other, and finally died in my hands, I never thought that all this would happen so suddenly and so directly." Yue Hua told this story, telling this past.

Zhang Jiayi listened, listened quietly, she forgot to be afraid, forgot to think about all that, but now, to Zhang Jiayi, all that Liu Xin told was like a story with a long history.

Everything has been buried in my heart for too long, when all the bitterness poured out, Liu Xin didn't know why, but suddenly felt a burst of relief.

Zhang Jiayi is a very good listener. She didn't ask too much about the details. She just got the general idea of ​​the matter from Liu Xin's few words, and also understood why Liu Xin was so indifferent for so long. There will be a faint smile, but that kind of smile will reject others thousands of miles away.

"Siyi's mother, is she also called Yue Shanshan?" Zhang Jiayi asked, this is what Liu Xin said just now, from leaving to coming back, so many years, what she has experienced, for Zhang Jiayi, she has to live From a psychological point of view, all this is like a play, like a movie, which makes people feel shocked, and Liu Xin is the leading actor in real life.

"Well, I never told Siyi what her mother's name is, because I'm not sure if Siyi will miss her mother even more after knowing all this, but as she grows older, The appearance is more and more like her mother, and many times, I am not sure, when Siyi finds out all this one day, will I blame me for not telling her all this." Liu Xin said.

"Don't worry, Siyi is a very sensible child. Although she is young, she is far more sensible than ordinary children. Even if she finds out about this one day, she will never blame you , because everything you do is to protect her." Zhang Jiayi said.

"Maybe, in fact, I have never wanted Siyi to practice, and I don't want Siyi to become a person like me, because once I start practicing, it is tantamount to stepping into the rivers and lakes. People in the rivers and lakes are dangerous, and Siyi is so simple. , are not something she can handle." Liu Xin said.

"I originally thought that I could stay by Siyi's side all my life, grow up with her, and protect her, but after something happened, I found that no matter how hard I tried to protect Siyi, many There is no way for me to personally experience many things, many things, I have no way to truly achieve perfect protection, if this is the case, why don't I let Siyi become stronger and have the ability to protect herself, Siyi's talent This is something I have never seen before. Her talent far surpasses mine. If she really wants to cultivate, I believe that as long as she works hard, her cultivation will surpass mine. Is this decision right or wrong," Liu Xin said.

"I support your decision, no matter what you do is right or wrong, I support it, a father who loves his daughter, no matter when, no matter what decision you make, it will not be wrong, because you are As a father, you have your own standpoint and angle, so don't think too much about many things, and this path is chosen by Siyi herself. If this is the case, she shouldn't blame anything, and she shouldn't regret anything. "Zhang Jiayi said.

"Maybe." Liu Xin nodded, looked up at the sky, not knowing how to answer, the night sky tonight looked bright and full of stars, like a painting.

"For so long, have you ever thought about my position in your psychology, or because you think you are a chaotic life, so you never dared to accept my feelings?" Zhang Jiayi suddenly looked at Liu Xin and asked.

"The woman around me has never had a good end. I don't want to drag you down, because if you drag you down, it will only make me feel more guilty. I can't make such a selfish decision. Even if you don't regret it, even if you want to Yi likes you, and I have no way to accept it, and over the years, I have never forgotten Siyi's mother, and I have never forgotten those women." Liu Xin looked at Zhang Jiayi and said.

"But I'm not afraid, and I won't regret it. No matter what I have to go through with you, I won't regret it." Zhang Jiayi said.

"But I will be afraid. After so much, I can no longer bear all the pain. For me, I have experienced enough. Now all my thoughts are on Siyi. As long as Siyi To grow up well and grow up happily is enough for me." Liu Xin said.

Zhang Jiayi was silent for a long time. She didn't know how to change Liu Xin's thinking. This man was deeply hurt by life, and too many pasts made people feel distressed. When he really calmed down, when he lived a peaceful life , but can't believe that kind of life.

"Maybe for me, it will never be peaceful, I have been here for five or six years, but you know, I have never felt peaceful, because life is always undercurrents, even if I want to be peaceful Live a quiet life, but there are many things that I cannot change. I can be quiet. You have seen what happened tonight. That person, even if I don’t provoke him, he will still find out. No one knows that something like this will not happen, and all of these are uncertain factors. Bai Hongfei is an agent of the League of Nations. For such a long time, he has not given up trying to win me over. Because of my strength, Everyone knows how important it is to him to join the League of Nations." Liu Xin raised his head and said.

"I don't know why, for so many years, although there is a kind of uneasiness under the peaceful life, I always feel that one day, all these things will explode, and when all these things explode, I will no longer be able to calm down .” Liu Xin said.

"Maybe this is just a thought in your own heart, and it will never happen at all. You are not a god, and you have no way to predict what will happen in the future. Everything that happened before may be just a coincidence, but now you assert like this , is incorrect, even if you don’t think about yourself, you should also think about Siyi, you love Siyi, but you only give Siyi the love of a father, never a mother’s love, I am willing to be Siyi’s mother , Siyi is also willing to accept me, why are you unwilling to accept my feelings for you?" Zhang Jiayi was a little excited.

Zhang Jiayi, who knew Liu Xin's psychological thoughts, wanted to persuade Liu Xin to accept her feelings. She had never met such a man, a man who made her heart flutter. For Zhang Jiayi, all of this was her own feelings. of sustenance, and Liu Xin is the best man.

"I can't accept your feelings because I'm afraid of hurting you. Although you don't have to care about it, if you really got hurt because of me that day, I can't forgive myself." Liu Xin said.

"Then have you ever loved me?" Zhang Jiayi looked at Liu Xin with tears in her eyes, maybe she was moved by Liu Xin's story, or maybe it was because of her own feelings, the way she looked at Liu Xin In, with a trace of sadness.

Liu Xin just glanced at it, and found that he couldn't continue to look at Zhang Jiayi's eyes. For Liu Xin, he had already explained many things clearly, but when faced with Zhang Jiayi's questioning, Liu Xin had no way to explain it. Everything, so now I can only avoid the other party's gaze, maybe in this way, there will be a good ending for both of them.

Zhang Jiayi didn't give Liu Xin any more chances. She got up, walked in front of Liu Xin, put her arms around Liu Xin's neck, and kissed Liu Xin's lips.

Zhang Jiayi's actions were very fiery and strong. Liu Xin hadn't reacted yet, but Zhang Jiayi had already been wrapped around her body like an octopus.

Liu Xin tried hard to push Zhang Jiayi away, he had already understood what he said, but now, facing Zhang Jiayi's move, for some reason, Liu Xin's calm heart for many years seemed to cause waves.

Perhaps, no matter how forbearing a man is, how powerful he is, he hides himself, but there are still some things that cannot be changed. For Liu Xin, he is willing to let himself forbear, and is willing to hide his feelings for Liu Siyi, but the real encounter In the future, such a girl will still be thrilled, and Zhang Jiayi must be the woman Liu Xin met now.

Zhang Jiayi's strength is not as strong as Liu Xin's, so she has no way to hold Liu Xin anymore, but at this moment Zhang Jiayi is looking at Liu Xin, without the slightest shyness in her eyes, avoiding, but looking straight at Liu Xin, as if she is going to hug Liu Xin Liu Xin sees through the same feeling.

"Why are you doing this? You have your own choice, and you can have a better choice. I'm not your only one, and it's not fair to you that I bring Siyi with you." Liu Xin looked at Zhang Jiayi said.

"There is nothing fair or unfair in love. I have better choices, but I don't want those choices. For me, you are the best choice. As long as I can be with you, it is fair and I am happy. If If you insist on letting me give up on you and accept other people's feelings, maybe it's really unfair. You need a wife, Siyi needs a mother, and I can accept all of this. Why don't you accept my love? Feelings, no matter what thoughts or reasons you have, I don’t care, I love you, I have always loved you for such a long time, if this is the case, why should I wait so hard, my feelings should be my own Hold it in your hands, and I will haunt you from now on." Zhang Jiayi looked at Liu Xin and said.