Deep Pampering: The Black Emperor's Bone Erosion Lingering

"Shangshang, I keep telling you, please don't cry in front of me, that's because you don't know how destructive your tears are, it will make my heart hurt to death."

"You are so beautiful, so weak, as if you would break if touched."

"But your smile is so bright, it can drive away all the darkness, I want to always have your beauty, I try my best to cherish your smile, I don't want you to know everything about the past, but I still... let You saw darkness and ugliness."

"Can you give me another chance? A chance to redeem myself. I brought you all the disasters. I'm sorry. I'm the one who should say sorry."

For a long time, he didn't get her response.

She was silent, and his heart was desolate.

Because there is no response, his world is like a precarious high-rise building, as if it will collapse in the next second, gunpowder smoke is everywhere, and large swathes of sunlight are retreating rapidly, while the darkness that drowns him sings praises in large swaths.

There was endless darkness in front of him, but he looked at her face with burning eyes, "Can you, can you, give me a chance to redeem my sins, let's forget the past; even if you really can't forget, please come with me Try, we still have Che'er."

"But I really..."

"...It's really dirty."

"...I really can't forget it."

The corner of her mouth was still rice stuck in her throat, and she was slurred when she spoke.

Chang Mian shook her head violently.

"Not dirty...not dirty...really not dirty, try again...I'll get you a psychiatrist, just like last time, forget about it, Shangshang, you can do it, leave everything to me, Changshang...let me love you, let me make it up to you, okay?"

"……Can?"

Can you really forget it?

Why does she feel that life is worse than death?

Changshang lowered her eyes, but she didn't want to close them, because when she closed her eyes, there were all those pictures.

Her silence made Chang Mian so sad that she shed tears.

Those who have not experienced the pain of living but not dying cannot understand it at all.How could he let this pain stay with her for the rest of his life?

How much he wishes, what she can't bear, he bears for her.

But, how to replace it?

When she was in pain, he felt the same.When he was in pain, she felt the same way.

"Eat, or it will be cold." After waiting for a long time, I waited for Shangshang's words.

It seemed that all her thoughts were on the food. After eating this meal for more than half an hour, when the bell rang at one o'clock in the morning, she got up first and went back to her room.

Follow his footsteps.

At the door of the bedroom, she stopped suddenly, without looking back, she just said in a low voice:

"Can you sleep in a separate room?"

"……it is good."

He turned around dejectedly and pushed another door.

……

Two hearts that are close, two doors that separate.

This cool summer night is obviously the easiest to fall asleep, but who can sleep?

……

There was a creak, the sound of the bedroom door closing.

There was a creaking sound, the sound of the guest room door opening again.

In the dark night, Chang Mian stood at the door of the bedroom, his body was leaning against the wall, he didn't know how many cigarettes he was smoking, and his eyes never left the closed door.

In fact, he didn't dare to open the door and go in; in fact, even if Shangshang didn't talk about sleeping in a separate room, he didn't dare to hold her in his arms, he was afraid that his hands would tremble and lose his composure.

However, he was unwilling to leave, so he just stood guard at the door.