Deep Pampering: The Black Emperor's Bone Erosion Lingering

She said: "I worked hard, tried various methods, and tried hard to seal up those memories that were lifted up again, but it was very difficult. As soon as I closed my eyes, I would see the video on the DVD. Those pictures, those unbearable, those humiliation, those horrors, those... Chang Mian... I can't do it, I can't do it, what should I do?"

She said: "Why is life so tiring? Always so tiring? Never-ending disasters?"

She said: "After giving birth, I lived secretly on the island; after giving birth, I still stayed here at home... It's all like this, so people, why don't you let us go?...The next step , What do they want to do next, hurt my Che'er?"

She said: "I'm not strong, I'm not strong at all, I just want to live an ordinary life, I want to live an ordinary life like before, the world is full of sunshine, I can go shopping freely, I can stand in a certain place freely Looking at the scenery under a billboard, I can do what I like to the fullest without any scruples..."

There are two kinds of regrets in a person's life that are the most tormenting: one is that you can't get the one you love; the other is that the one you love can't get happiness.

He tried his best to recall the past, and really found that he did not bring her much happiness, but instead kept bringing her disasters.

Again and again, never ending.

Her pain and her disasters were all brought about by him; up to now, it has been almost two years, and she has not lived a stable life with him since she got married.

Is he often too useless?

Yes.

It was because he was too useless, unable to give her a stable life, unable to give her real happiness.

All are caused by his incompetence.

At that moment, he seemed to feel that he really didn't deserve to have her, and she didn't deserve to have her who kept bringing sunshine and warmth to him like an angel.

"Shangshang, I really owe you too much."

His heart was up and down.

Afraid to see Shangshang's disappointed eyes.

Although she looks weak and weak, her heart is stronger than anyone else. He is constantly foreshadowing her strength and squandering it, but he never asks, does she feel safe staying by his side?

Have it?

In the past, he could brazenly say that he didn't feel safe staying by his side, so who else in this world could give her a sense of security.

But now he found that he was the most unworthy person in the world to say this word.

"Did I make you feel wronged?"

"Are you particularly disappointed in me?"

"What to do, even if it makes you feel wronged, even if it makes you disappointed in me, I can't bear to let you go, and I can't let you go, I can only ask you to spend the rest of my life with me so brazenly, to accompany me go down."

Chang Mian said these heartfelt words to himself, but felt that the bottom of his heart was empty, and he couldn't tell what kind of mood he was feeling.

"Father... Mom... Mom... Dad..."

Little Cheche didn't know when, his small body fell to the edge of the bed, with one leg hanging outside the bed, as if he would fall off the bed at any moment, Chang Mian stretched out his hand to retrieve it in shock, let it go gently, and then said : "Che'er, Dad is relying on you now, you must make your mother happy, you know?"

"Hehehehe..." Che'er just laughed, laughing so much that his saliva flowed out. Such a young child didn't understand anything, but his laughter was just right, and it was a good medicine to heal heartache.