Spring Girl's Notes

Zhu Zhongjun was in so much pain that he hugged Gu Jinzhi and cried silently for a while.

Then, he turned over, turned his back to Gu Jinzhi, wiped his tears with the quilt, and pretended nothing had happened.

When people are sick, their emotions are also fragile, not to mention Zhu Zhongjun is in such pain?

There's no shame in crying.

Gu Jinzhi didn't want to make fun of him either.

Seeing that he was still awkward, Gu Jinzhi didn't say anything, and lay down beside him.

She wanted to wake up and take a look at his situation, but her eyelids kept trembling.After a while, she gradually lost consciousness and fell asleep.

After sleeping for about an hour, she woke up suddenly, got up and asked Zhu Zhongjun beside her, "Hey, why did I fall asleep? Are you still in pain?"

Zhu Zhongjun couldn't laugh or cry for a moment.

He is still in pain but has no fever.

There was no more severe pain than last night.

It's just faint, and it hurts even more when you move it.

"It's better..." He said weakly, "Go to sleep again. I didn't sleep much last night..."

It was already Maochu, and Gu Jinzhi got up at this time every day, and he had formed a habit.

She got up and got out of bed, and said: "I'm fine, go to bed at noon. You can't eat today, if you're hungry..."

Zhu Zhongjun thought it was impossible for him to be hungry like this.

He interrupted Gu Jinzhi's words: "Understood, if you are hungry, bear it."

Gu Jinzhi laughed.

I can already talk and joke, which means that the negative emotions last night have passed, right?Gu Jinzhi also secretly heaved a sigh of relief.

When you are sick, your mood is already low.If you add more grief, the disease will be more difficult to cure.The treatment process of traditional Chinese medicine.It often requires the patient's own efforts and expectations.

"What are you holding back for?" Gu Jinzhi smiled, "I mean, if you're hungry, I'll ask Mama Zhu to cook some rice porridge for you. Hard things don't taste good. You can still get some rice porridge with thin soup .”

Zhu Zhongjun nodded and said yes.

Gu Jinzhi got up to freshen up.

The maid Zhilei was helping her comb her hair when she heard the sound of neon clothes greeting someone outside.

After a while, Haitang beside Song Pan'er came in.

She saluted Gu Jinzhi first.Then he asked: "...how is the prince? Madam, let me ask. Do you want to invite the old man to come and see?"

"No need." Gu Jinzhi said, "The prince's condition is almost stable. My sister will go back and tell mother that there is no need to worry."

Haitang said yes, turned around and left.

Gu Jinzhi didn't go to Song Pan'er's for breakfast, but brought it to his yard to eat.

Zhu Zhongjun was lying on the bed, the pain had eased a bit, but he couldn't get up.

He is boring.

After Gu Jinzhi had eaten, he asked Gu Jinzhi what he was doing.

Gu Jinzhi was about to write when he heard him ask.Just said: "Do nothing."

"You talk to me." Zhu Zhongjun said. "I'm uncomfortable."

Gu Jinzhi took off his shoes.Sitting on the bed, she asked him, "What do you want to hear?"

In fact, there is nothing in particular to listen to.

Zhu Zhongjun closed his eyes, and said softly, "Whatever you want."

Whatever is a difficult question.

Gu Jinzhi thought about it.Said: "Do you want to listen to what happened when I was just born?"

Not interested, Zhu Zhongjun thought to himself.

Newborn baby.I can't move my head, and my hands and feet are soft. How is it different from a paralyzed patient?And still can't say....

It's somewhat similar to Zhu Zhongjun's current situation.

"Change one." Zhu Zhongjun didn't want to hear Gu Jinzhi comfort him.

"Then do you want to hear about Rongnan?" Gu Jinzhi asked him.

When their son Rongnan was young, Zhu Zhongjun was often not by his side, and then the father and son gradually became enemies.

Gu Jinzhi sometimes thinks that no matter how ruthless a person is, he will always treat his own blood differently.Zhu Zhongjun didn't care about Rongnan, maybe he was a dead duck with a hard mouth.

Zhu Zhongjun's face was slightly dark.

"Change it to another one," he said.

For a while, Gu Jin was not too happy.

She was silent for a long time before suppressing the emotions in her heart.

"No more, you should continue to sleep." Gu Jinzhi said.

But Zhu Zhongjun stretched out his hand and grabbed her.

He was silent, trying to say something.

But when the words came to his lips, he swallowed them again, just looking at Gu Jinzhi.

He seems to want to explain his father-son relationship with Rongnan...

But I don't know how to speak up.

Gu Jinzhi thought that Rongnan didn't regard Zhu Zhongjun as his father, and the two of them owed nothing to anyone.

"Do you want to know about my mother-in-law?" Gu Jinzhi asked him again.

When the mother-in-law was sick, Zhu Zhongjun came back and sat in the ward, and the mother and son were also silent.The mother-in-law didn't want to see Zhu Zhongjun very much, so she hit him with the cup on the bedside table and told him to go out.

But Zhu Zhongjun is a political figure, even if his mother-in-law doesn't like him, he doesn't dare to be unfilial and let him be blamed.

He came every day to inquire about the situation of the doctor's mother-in-law, and then, accompanied by everyone, visited her once, showing great concern.

In private, their mother and son never spoke.

Until her mother-in-law died, Zhu Zhongjun never heard her mother-in-law's last words.

Gu Jinzhi did know.

Zhu Zhongjun paused, but remained silent.

He didn't speak for a long time, then he closed his eyes, turned over and went to sleep.

He didn't have the slightest interest in the few topics that Gu Jinzhi raised.

"How can there be someone like you in this world?" Gu Jinzhi sighed, "You really don't recognize your relatives. You don't want your parents, wife and children. Did you live happily afterwards? When you were sick, no one was by your side. All alone..."

Gu Jin also hated him in her previous life.

But after a long time, the resentment gradually faded away, and he also accepted that he was originally such a person.

Today's exclamation is just an exclamation, not mixed with joy or anger.

"It's not that I don't want it!" Zhu Zhongjun turned around suddenly, and said coldly, "They don't want me!"

"That's because you were at fault first." Gu Jinzhi said, "If you don't cause Rongnan to have a car accident, or cause him to break up with Huainan, why does he ignore you?"

Huainan is Gu Jinzhi's adopted daughter.

Everyone in the capital knew that Zhu Huainan was Zhu Zhongjun's daughter.

Being from a political family, it is impossible for Zhu Rongnan and Zhu Huainan's brothers and sisters to marry.Even if they are not real siblings.

It is impossible for Zhu Zhongjun to allow his children to tarnish his reputation.

"It's because he doesn't see me as a father!" Zhu Zhongjun said, "If he married Huainan, what would people say about our family? Haven't we been drowned by spitting? There are so many men and women in this world, but they chose My own brother and sister. And Huainan. Her parents died in the flood. If you hadn’t brought her back, she would have boarded at Hope Primary School with no guarantee of food and clothing. How could she have a future life? Has she ever been grateful to me? If she knew how to be grateful , wouldn’t do that kind of thing…”

From Zhu Zhongjun's point of view, the children are indeed not filial enough...

Gu Jinzhi didn't want to quarrel with him either.

Different positions have different viewpoints.

Compared with Zhu Zhongjun, Gu Jinzhi has always stood for her son, and she loves him even more.

She knew that the exclamation just now was too superfluous.

She smiled and tucked in the quilt for him.Said: "Okay. Why are you angry? I made a mistake..."

Zhu Zhongjun sneered.

He turned over.Gu Jinzhi was ignored again.

The pain in the lower right abdomen persisted, and he didn't say anything.

No one will hurt him, and he has to endure the pain by himself.The warmth Gu Jinzhi gave him.Also ephemeral.Look, he's still sick.She was getting mad at him again.

What did he say that he "doesn't recognize his relatives"...

He hurt Gu Jinzhi and Rongnan, and their mother and son hurt him too.

Obviously everyone was wrong, but in Gu Jin's mouth, it was all Zhu Zhongjun's fault.

For the next whole day, Zhu Zhongjun never spoke to Gu Jinzhi again.

No matter what Gu Jinzhi asked him, he just listened silently without answering.

Give him the medicine, and he gets up and drinks it.

I asked him if it hurt, but he refused to say.

Zhu Mama and others were puzzled, and asked Gu Jinzhi: "My lord's illness has been repeated? Why doesn't he speak? Has he lost his voice?"

Naturally, Gu Jinzhi couldn't say that he provoked him.

She could only say: "No. He's tired..."

I wish my mother and others are not at ease.

Zhu Zhongjun is rarely like this.

Usually he is always in this courtyard, although he doesn't talk much, he answers any questions he asks.Especially when Gu Jinzhi asked him, he always had a happy face.

It's rare these days.

However, it is different when people are sick.

I wish my mother a few dubious ones.

At noon, Song Pan'er and Gu Yanzhen also came to visit.

Zhu Zhongjun pretended to be asleep.

After lunch, Gu Jinzhi also took a nap on the kang in the back room.

Zhu Zhongjun was in pain again.

Every time I drink the medicine, the pain will become more severe.Taking care of Jinzhi said that this is a good symptom.

It has to work on the wound, so it hurts so badly.

It hurts a lot, but not as bad as last night.

He can endure.

Gradually, the pain became more and more severe.

His groans became more and more uncontrollable.

Gu Jinzhi woke up immediately.

She got up quickly and took Zhu Zhongjun's pulse again.

Although he was in such pain, his pulse condition eased a lot.

Gu Jinzhi was also relieved.

She wanted to hug him again.

But Zhu Zhongjun pushed her away and said: "Go away, my six relatives don't recognize me, so you don't need to pity me!"

Gu Jinzhi still stuck to him.

Where does he have the strength to struggle?

Slowly, the pain subsided, and he was covered in sweat again. It was still Gu Jinzhi who helped him wipe and change his clothes.

Only then did his resentment towards Gu Jinzhi lessen, and he let Gu Jinzhi hold his head.

As he lay in her arms, the pain on his body eased a lot, and the discomfort in his heart also calmed down a bit.

After that, they never mentioned the past again.

The past is riddled with holes and cannot be changed.When we uncover it, we can only see the scars on each other, which only adds to the sadness and doesn't help the matter.

On the third day, when Zhu Zhongjun went to the toilet, there was some dirty pus in his stool, like blood stasis in his body.

After the expulsion, he no longer had such severe pain.

Gu Jinzhi also fed him some rice porridge for three meals a day.

When taking medicine again, Gu Jinzhi went to the rhubarb in the rhubarb peony skin soup and reduced the dose.

After drinking for another two days, Zhu Zhongjun's pain completely stopped.

He can also sit up.

After five days of torture, he lost a lot of weight. His originally fair skin was pale with yellow.

After recovering from illness, he thanked Gu Jinzhi.

"If it weren't for you, I might have died of illness right now." He said to Gu Jinzhi, "You saved my life, and I don't care about those stupid things you said last time."

Gu Jinzhi shook his head helplessly.

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