Spring Girl's Notes

"You can't see colors since you were young?" Gu Jinzhi didn't expect this.

Jiang Xin nodded.

"Then you are color blind." Gu Jinzhi said, "Total color blindness..."

Jiang Xin smiled slightly, and asked, "Is there a special word for this? I read so many books, but I couldn't find it. You are not only good at medicine, but also knowledgeable."

His tone was full of envy.

Gu Jinzhi couldn't laugh or cry.

Hearing Gu Jinzhi utter professional words, a normal person's reaction should be to ask if he can be treated...

Jiang Xin's point of attention is not on the normal line.

"Just because of this, do you want to die?" Gu Jinzhi said, "That's not worth it."

"I said, I don't want to die." Jiang Xin said, "I just feel that there is no difference between living and dying. I want to die because I feel that life is worse than death. So I am not lying, I don't want to die, I just let it go Naturally, I don't want to have to live..."

When a person is seriously ill, it is a contest of life and death.

Like a tug-of-war, one end is the disease and death, and the other end is the patient's own will to survive.When the patient feels that life is not that important, the god of death quickly pulls the vitality away.

Jiang Xin is in this situation.

She didn't want to admit it herself.

After Gu Jinzhi figured out the root cause of her illness, he didn't want to force her to admit anything, so he changed the subject.

"Your mother is very worried, I want to tell her about this." Gu Jinzhi said.

Jiang Xin pursed her lower lip again.

When she is upset or embarrassed, she likes to lick her lips.

"She doesn't necessarily believe it either." Jiang Xin said. "It was like this when I was a child. When I was sensible, I was often teased by them. No one believed me...you tell her, she might believe it."

Gu Jinzhi nodded.

She herself is not very good at housework.

In her previous life, she and her husband couldn't communicate well, so naturally she wouldn't pretend to be erudite to teach Jiang Xin how to communicate with her parents and family members, although she felt that Jiang Xin had misunderstood the family members.

Between relatives, no matter what, they should let them handle it themselves, not an outsider pointing fingers.

"I'll tell her later." Gu Jinzhi said to Jiang Xin, and paused.She added, "Most of the causes of color blindness are heredity, your father or your grandmother, who has such a problem?"

"Is it genetic?" Jiang Xin was a little surprised.

She always felt that it was her own fault, that she was born a freak.

"Yes." Gu Jinzhi said, "And it's cross-inherited. If your grandmother has color blindness, it will only be passed on to her son; then, her son's inheritance will be passed on to your granddaughter. When you get married in the future Now, your condition may be passed on to your son, not your daughter."

Jiang Xin could not help but smile.

She seemed to feel better all of a sudden.

"This. I really don't know." She smiled.Knowing that there are people like her in this world, the haze that has covered her heart for a long time.It seemed to be blown away by something.

She thought about it carefully, and said: "My father shouldn't have one, right? My grandmother's words..."

She couldn't be sure.

"According to you, it's not my fault?" Jiang Xin asked.

After all, she is just a girl under the age of 15, no matter how withdrawn, there is also occasional innocence.Hearing this, Gu Jinzhi laughed.

She couldn't help reaching out and touching Jiang Xin's face: "Silly boy. How is it your fault?"

Jiang Xin didn't expect Gu Jinzhi to be like this, her body was a little unnatural.

"You pretend to be an adult." Jiang Xin said.

Gu Jinzhi laughed again.

Her laugh is very bold.Not as reserved as a girl in a boudoir.

Jiang Xin listened and liked it very much.

"In a few days, I will marry the King of Luyang." Gu Jinzhi said to Jiang Xin, "Others say he is a fool, and you must have heard of it. I think he is very good, and I can accept this world. People are different from us. Everyone is a gift from God to their parents. Your parents must love you very much, no matter whether you can see colors or not..."

Jiang Xin was taken aback again.

She just felt that she had lived for 14 years, and no one had ever said these things to her.Gu Jinzhi's words seemed to pave another way for her.

A road that leads to different places but gives her a way to go.

"If I get better, I'll make you my friend." Jiang Xin said with a smile, "By the way, can you cure color blindness?"

"I can't, I'm sorry." Gu Jinzhi regretted.

Jiang Xin was not disappointed either.

"It's okay, you don't need to say sorry." Jiang Xin said.

After a pause, she continued: "I was born like this all my life, and I didn't know that I was different from other people. As I grew up, I always heard them say that girls look good in pink and lake-colored. When it was time to wear clothes for the four seasons, my mother called me to ask me what material I like.

There are pieces of material, some are dark, some are bright, there is no difference. My mother and sister always say that I am a little fool.I was more scheming when I was a child, and I didn't say anything, I just watched it secretly.After a long time, I know that whether it is a mother or a sister, they will always say the names of some colors, and I am always in the fog.

I don't want people to know, I secretly pay attention to it.

Every time I change clothes, I always have to toss the maids, sometimes pointing at the clothes randomly.My mother and sisters would always advise me that ginger-colored skirts are not suitable for pomegranate red skirts; silver-red skirts are good for moon-white skirts or official green ones, but navy blue ones are not suitable. It looks good...

Slowly, I realized that they could see many different things besides me. "

Gu Jinzhi hummed lightly.

"Total color blindness is relatively rare..." Gu Jinzhi said, "Why didn't you tell your mother?"

"I said it twice, but she didn't pay attention." Jiang Xin said, "She also said that I was stupid and didn't know how to dress myself. I will understand when I become a big girl in the future... I can't cry and make trouble? I still talk to my sister I said it three times, and then it became the basis for her to make fun of me, saying that girls from my country think that the clothes are made of the same material."

Gu Jinzhi sighed.

In this day and age, medicine is backward.These things don't get noticed at all.

Among color blindness, total color blindness like Jiang Xin is relatively rare.Deuteranopia, protanopia, etc. are relatively more.

Deuteranopia or protanopia, etc., are born like this.In ancient times when there were no traffic lights, it attracted less attention.

I have never seen red or green since I was a child, and color blind patients may not even know that they cannot distinguish.

In his world, it's just that red doesn't exist.

So Jiang Xin told her mother and sister about her situation. Without the awareness of color blindness, Mrs. Jiang and Miss Jiang couldn't understand what Jiang Xin meant at all.

According to Jiang Xin herself, she has been sensitive and precocious since she was a child.

She will not chase after her family to tell.

I know I'm sick.But no one can understand that in the whole world there is only a monochrome life, and there is no fun in her short life.

Gu Jinzhi can't even imagine what a monochromatic world looks like...

"...When I was very young, my mother always said that I was dumb." Gu Jinzhi said, "I was very bad at sewing and was always scolded by my master; I couldn't read poetry well; I wanted to learn the piano. No talent. But I'm good at medicine."

Jiang Xin smiled slightly.

She knew that Gu Jinzhi was comforting her.

But these shortcomings of Gu Jinzhi, compared with her monochromatic world, are really insignificant.

"...I'm not sad. I seldom feel sad for what I don't have. I only know how to work hard for what I'm good at. Do I look like a fool?" Gu Jinzhi said with a smile.

Jiang Xin suddenly froze.

"What about you?" Gu Jinzhi asked Jiang Xin again. "What are you good at, and have you worked hard for it. Did you become famous because of it?"

Gu Jinzhi is famous all over the capital because of his medical skills.

Jiang Xin is particularly envious of her.

She not only envied her medical skills, but also envied her as a normal person.

But after hearing Gu Jinzhi's last words, Jiang Xin suddenly bit her lips tightly.

All kinds of emotions rushed into my heart at once.

She has been sad for too long because of her own flaws, and it took time and effort, which made her not make good use of what she is good at.

What is she good at?

She, Jiang Xin, is much better at it.

Only her ability to see ten lines at a glance and never forget.No one can match the whole capital.If she is a man, she can win the champion.

And so far.Her strengths were all drowned out, but her flaws were tortured to the point of dying...

Jiang Xin's mood fluctuated suddenly, and her breathing was a little short.

Gu Jinzhi fell silent.

She knew that Jiang Xin had listened to her words.

She waited quietly for a moment.

When Jiang Xin's emotions completely calmed down, Gu Jinzhi said: "I'll go and talk to your mother, and then ask Imperial Physician Qin to prescribe medicine for you, okay?"

"Okay." Jiang Xin said.

There was a bit of desire to take medicine in her tone, and even she could hear it herself.

She smiled.

Although it was not beautiful, Gu Jinzhi saw her change of mind.

Young girls are always easy to get into a dead end, and sometimes they get into a dead end, and they can't get back.So is Jiang Xin.

She fell into pessimism and couldn't extricate herself, which was not a shortcoming.

Gu Jinzhi knew that she was very envious of Gu Jinzhi's current reputation and achievements, so she used her achievements to stimulate her, and she really had emotional ups and downs.

Her illness is not yet terminal, and there is still a turning point.

Gu Jinzhi got up and went to Mrs. Jiang's upper room.

Mrs. Jiang and Jiang Yun, the eldest daughter of the Jiang family, are waiting.

Gu Jinzhi bowed to Mrs. Jiang, but didn't bother to drink tea. She told Mrs. Jiang Xin's situation, and asked Mrs. Jiang to invite Qin Shensi, and asked Qin Shensi to cook saponin thorns and fry them with rhubarb. Thick juice, let Jiang Xin drink it.

Mrs. Jiang and Jiang Yun were both in a daze for a while, and they didn't even hear Gu Jinhou's words.

"She did say..." Mrs. Jiang recalled the past, suddenly annoyed and remorseful, "I just thought she didn't like beauty. How would I know..."

Jiang Yun also blamed himself very much.

For the rest, Gu Jinzhi couldn't help, so she got up and said goodbye.

Mrs. Jiang kept her, and carefully asked about the condition of color blindness and whether she could be cured.

"Prepare the medicine for Second Miss first, and then we'll talk slowly." Gu Jinzhi said.

Mrs. Jiang came back to her senses, and hurriedly asked the maid to invite Qin Shensi.

Gu Jinzhi talked to Mrs. Jiang and Jiang Yun about the color blindness he knew.

Hearing that color blindness is hereditary and cross-inherited, Mrs. Jiang recalled the daily words and deeds of Yuan Pinghou Jiang Liang.

She suddenly thought of one thing.

——*——*——

A new book recommended by a good friend: "The Little Head of the Countryside", author: Su Zihua, a reborn little farm loli, with a lot of people and a lot of things;How are you doing?Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, have the best spiritual spring and supernatural powers; lead your family to a well-off life, and be a majestic landlady! (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to vote for recommendations and monthly tickets. Your support is my biggest motivation.)