Spring Girl's Notes

Gu Jinzhi was always in a daze.

She could feel someone feeding her water.

But she couldn't bring herself to wake up.

The heart is clear, but the limbs are weak.Her body betrayed her brain, and she became dizzy uncontrollably.She didn't even have the strength to struggle, allowing the nightmare to control her.

She was in one dream after another.

Dreams are messy.

Rongnan when he was young and Rongnan when he grew up are all mixed in the same time and space.

It has been a long time since Gu Jinzhi missed Rongnan so crazily.

Rongnan was very funny and smart when he was a child. Everyone said he looked like Zhu Zhongjun.

Boys all inherit their mother's IQ, and Rong Nan is so smart, he is clearly like Gu Jinzhi...

But Gu Jinzhi is not as good as Zhu Zhongjun.

Zhu Zhongjun covered up Gu Jinzhi's brilliance, so people said that Rongnan and Zhu Zhongjun seemed to be carved out of the same mold, and no one was sure of Gu Jinzhi's credit.

When Rongnan was six or seven years old, he loved riding horses very much.

Gu Jinzhi took him to the racecourse, and he couldn't control him for a while.

When he became crazy, he didn't listen to Gu Jinzhi.

When the matter was over and Gu Jinzhi told him, he pouted aggrievedly.

The Rongnan in the dream is no longer short.

When Gu Jinzhi told him, he turned and ran away.

She went after Rongnan, but what she found was the grown Rongnan.

He looks like Zhu Zhongjun, with a very good appearance, and there are always girls around him.

And he only circled around Huainan.

Rongnan hurt Huainan very much, and thought of everything for Huainan.She is more caring and caring than Gu Jinzhi's adoptive mother.

At that time, Gu Jinzhi only thought of him as loving his sister, and they were brothers and sisters.

Gu Jinzhi also has cousins, and she has a good relationship with some of them, there is no barrier between them, and they care for each other.

Her sensitivity to men and women has always been poor.

When it comes to the relationship between men and women, she seldom thinks about love, but only as friendship or family affection.She still doesn't quite understand why love is so easy to produce.

It is difficult for her to have a good impression of a person.

If she realizes it early, stop it in time.It wouldn't hurt both Zhu Zhongjun and Rongnan later.

Rongnan cried the saddest when Huainan left him.

Gu Jinzhi still can't forget the way he was crying.

Rongnan, who grew up in her dream, was crying all the time.

Such a big boy, he looked like he was crying bitterly.It hurt Gu Jinzhi severely.

Gu Jinzhi couldn't stop crying.

She wanted to walk over and call out to Rong Nan, but she couldn't make a sound.

She choked her throat, trying to shout.

After countless attempts, she finally yelled out: Rongnan, Rongnan...

She yelled over and over again.

Rongnan just didn't look up at her.crying all the time.

Gu Jinzhi didn't understand why he didn't walk over, he just kept shouting.

Dream.It's ridiculous.

"Rongnan?" Suddenly someone asked suspiciously, "Who is Rongnan?"

"Is it the name of King Luyang?" Someone answered, the voice was neither low nor high, reaching Gu Jinzhi's ears.

Gu Jinzhi wanted to see who it was, but it was surrounded by dense darkness.

It was so black that it couldn't melt away, except for Rongnan crying not far away, I couldn't see anything else.

The more you wait and see.The thick black was getting closer and closer, almost engulfing her and Rongnan.

"No. There is a word '傛' in the first emperor's name taboo. How could the name of King Luyang be called Rongnan?" The voice at the beginning said, "Go and check, I'm afraid it's her lover."

His voice was deep and rough, very magnetic.

"Yes." Another voice answered.

A thick and rough voice, a young and loud voice, are two people.

Wake up, wake up, Gu Jinzhi told himself...

"I didn't expect that the rumors that she fell in love with Luyang King are all fake." The rough voice mocked, "I'm afraid it's just a show for others to see. It's an old woman who can pretend for so many years without letting the queen mother see her flaws." Capable. We underestimated her."

Gu Jinzhi wanted to struggle.

She wants to wake up.

Maybe she was dying, or else, what was going on with this nightmare?

Strong arms lifted her upper body, leaving her half-sitting.

Someone pinched her mouth open, with rough fingertips, which made Gu Jinzhi's mouth sore.

Then, Leng Ci touched her lips.

The warm, slightly astringent water flowed into her mouth along the cold porcelain.

She didn't have any strength to struggle, and let the water flow into her mouth, down her throat and into her stomach...

The water was very bad.

Gu Jinzhi choked several times.

She didn't know when the watering would end.As the water flowed into her body, she fell asleep again and never heard any sound again.

In the dream, Rongnan disappeared.

"...Hey, which class are you from?" Someone suddenly shouted behind him, startling Gu Jinzhi.

When she turned her head, she saw the boy in school uniform, with a tall and tall body, and a gentle and warm smile.He pretended to be strict, but with a smile in the corner of his eyes, he was very kind.

It's Qian Zhan.

And Gu Jinzhi was lying on the door of the studio in Building No. [-], looking inside.

She is delivering things to her classmates.

When Gu Jinzhi was in high school, he had a female classmate who lived close to her family.The mothers of the two are college classmates, which is better.Gu Jinzhi has no friendship with that girl, and Gu Jinzhi can't remember her name now.

That female classmate was forgetful, and it was true that Gu Jinzhi often brought things to school for her.

They were not in the same class. On weekdays, Gu Jinzhi had to learn Chinese medicine from his grandfather, so he didn't have time to play with her. They were nodding acquaintances until graduation.

But because of this, he got to know Qian Zhan.

Qian Zhan is the senior brother of that female classmate, and he also learned to draw.

After graduating from high school, he went abroad to study finance.

Which class are you in? It was the first time Qian Zhan spoke to Gu Jinzhi.

Seeing that Gu Jinzhi was a little dazed and didn't know how to answer, he laughed, "I'm just kidding you. You're from Class [-], Senior High, right?"

Gu Jinzhi was taken aback again.

She really is in Class [-] of Senior High.

Qian Zhan's smile is very warm.

When Gu Jinzhi saw him for the first time, he felt that he was a person worthy of association.

He knew Gu Jinzhi, knew her class and name, and even told her origin.

After that, he often found Gu Jinzhi with excuses.

He also goes to Gu's house on weekends.

Gu Jinzhi was afraid of delaying her studies, so she told him the truth and asked him not to come home.

She thought then.Boys' friendships are so different from girls'.

Until he graduated and wanted to go abroad, he looked for Gu Jinzhi more and more frequently.

In the end, he confessed his love to Gu Jinzhi, which made Gu Jinzhi stunned.

I still remember that day, he was a little nervous, embarrassed and said: I like you.

Gu Jinzhi thought for a while and said: Oh.I shouldn't be annoying...

She found this very strange.

If you don't like her, why should you be friends with her?

Then I heard him ask, do you like me?

Gu Jinzhi replied: I like it.

Qian Zhan's face was a little red, his smile was shy, and his look of bewilderment was very delicate, completely inconsistent with his usual image of a gentle big brother.Gu Jinzhi was a little puzzled.

The two walked forward for a while, and he took Gu Jinzhi's hand.

Gu Jinzhi was dumbfounded.It is at this time.

She just realized what happened...

Confused, they confessed to each other.

After that, Gu Jinzhi didn't explain anything, she didn't hate this misunderstanding.

Qian Zhan, don't let her hate you.

She felt very comfortable with him, and his smile was especially heart-warming.

Gu Jinzhi thought at that time.This is love, right?

After Qian Zhan went abroad, he kept in touch with Gu Jinzhi every day.

He is clingy.

Arrived later.Gu Jinzhi went to the United States and stayed with him. His doctoral studies became more and more serious, so he was not so attached to Gu Jinzhi.

Qian Zhan was Gu Jinzhi's first love. He was attached to Gu Jinzhi and wished he could be with her 24 hours a day.

Gu Jinzhi didn't dare to dislike her, although sometimes she also needed some private space and time besides sleeping.

She thinks that's what love is like.

If she finds it annoying, it's because she doesn't love him enough, and she should work harder.

With this point of view, Gu Jinzhi always felt that Zhu Zhongjun's affection for her was not right in the later marriage with Zhu Zhongjun.

Zhu Zhongjun didn't stick to Gu Jinzhi.

Gu Jinzhi's judgment on love is whether he is clingy or not...

The falling in love with Qian Zhan to the point of almost getting married is like a roll of black and white tape, which will be released in Gu Jinzhi's mind little by little.Although the original heartbeat is gone, I still remember it.

Happy, sad, I remember it clearly.

"I thought that after the matter was over, you would definitely go to America with Qian Zhan..." Zhu Zhongjun suddenly appeared and interrupted the roll of black and white film.

His face was flawless in front of Gu Jinzhi, and he said these words with a handsome smile.

He was very young then.

Gu Jinzhi was very uncomfortable at that time.

In the current dream, she doesn't feel it.

She even wanted to answer Zhu Zhongjun: She won't go, Qian Zhan doesn't need Gu Jinzhi's pity.

The dream with Qian Zhan was interrupted by Zhu Zhongjun, and he couldn't continue.

But Zhu Zhongjun in the dream is fleeting.

Just like his relationship with Gu Jinzhi, Gu Jinzhi couldn't grasp it.

There were some clues, but she was still not sure what they meant.

Somewhat sweet, it also made Gu Jinzhi feel that it was her unilateral sinking...

Then, Gu Jinzhi dreamed about Chen Chen again.

Chen Chen...

Whenever I think of it, he is a creepy man.

It's like a dream.

Dreaming of him, the surrounding scenery receded completely, pale and muddy, making people uncomfortable.

His face was also a little deformed and hideous.

In Gu Jinzhi's heart, he was forever fixed as a man who pressed her on him to be violent, a man whose facial features were terribly distorted.

He rushed forward, fixed Gu Jinzhi's head with both hands, and kissed her lips.

Warm breath came through.

The moist and hot lips lingered on Gu Jin's lips.

His tongue stuck out and stirred Gu Jinzhi's tongue, leaving her nowhere to escape.

She wanted to scream.

Chen Chen's lips left Gu Jinzhi's, and he moved down slowly, sucking her chin little by little.Then, his tongue licked Gu Jinzhi's neck.

The numb feeling stimulated Gu Jinzhi.

All this is not like in a dream.

So horribly real.

Gu Jinzhi's stomach was churning, and she tried her best to resist with all her arms and legs, but she heard the crisp and rapid sound of iron chains.

"Really..." the man licking her neck whispered.

Gu Jinzhi's hand moved again.

The sound of rattling iron chains came again.

She snapped her eyes open.

For the first time in a long time, she opened her eyes.

She really woke up.

Someone was on top of her.

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