Spring Girl's Notes

Gu Jinzhi knew that Zhu Zhongjun was crying.

She didn't move.

She also loves to cry, but at this moment, it is hard to shed a tear.

Zhu Zhongjun was moved, but Gu Jinzhi couldn't respond, which made her feel very frustrated.

There are too many things on my mind...

Gu Jinzhi thought, the burden in the heart is the burden on the back.It's heavy, so she's so hard to move.If you want to be more relaxed, you have to throw away one by one, instead of hiding yourself.

Gu Jinzhi is no longer as passive as he was when he was hurt by Chen Chen last time...

After the two embraced for a moment, Zhu Zhongjun let go of Gu Jinzhi.

After Zhu Zhongjun left, Gu Jinzhi took the golden book and looked at it for a while.

She carefully wiped it with a silk handkerchief, it was clean, and then handed it to the servant girl to put it away carefully.

After seeing off the guests at home, Song Pan'er asked someone to call him Gu Jinzhi.

Gu Jinzhi called Nishang: "Bring the gold book, let's go to Madam's."

Song Pan'er really wanted to see the golden book.

Seeing the golden book, Song Pan'er held it in her hand and looked at it, the smile on her face was more than melancholy: the girl who has been raised for more than ten years, if such a golden book is issued, she will no longer be a member of the Gu family...

"It's ready." Song Pan'er read it and returned it to Gu Jinzhi.

Gu Jinzhi smiled and said yes.

She is as usual.

Song Pan'er was always a little uneasy.

From her disappearance to the present, Gu Jinzhi has been too quiet, causing everyone in her family who cared about her to worry.

Her reaction was completely different from what everyone expected.

"Did you sleep well at night?" Song Pan'er asked Gu Jinzhi.

Gu Jinzhi said: "It was a bit hot last night, and I was sweating after sleeping for a while. I woke up from the heat. After waking up, I couldn't fall asleep again, probably because I was thinking about publishing the book today, and I had something on my mind."

She always tells the truth, but the reason is so legitimate, she never hides it.

Song Pan'er didn't know Gu Jinzhi well.

She loves this daughter, but she can't understand this daughter.

There are many things about Gu Jinzhi that Song Pan'er doesn't understand, like her medical skills.It was also as quiet as she was at the moment.

"... After lunch, go back and take a rest." Song Paner said with concern.

Gu Jinzhi nodded and said yes with a smile.

After returning from the main room, Gu Jinzhi lay down and took a rest.

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In late August, the bleakness gradually emerged.

The autumn light is beautiful, and the maple leaves are dyed red.Push down the sycamore.Before I had time to be high-spirited, I was lazy and lonely.

After the book was issued, Zhu Zhongjun lived in the palace.

On August 21, the empress dowager invited Gu Jinzhi to the palace.

Gu Jinzhi dressed up and left.

When she arrived at Kunning Palace, it was Aunt Cheng who came to receive her.

The empress dowager was promoted to the main hall, and Gu Jinzhi gave a big gift.

then.The empress dowager moved away from the left and right, leaving only Gu Jinzhi to speak in the nave.

But she was silent for a long time.

After a while.The empress dowager's voice was a little hoarse and weak, and she said to Gu Jinzhi: "Xiao Qi, the Ai family loves you, but Zhong Jun treats you as his life, so you must treat him kindly. This son of the Ai family is a bit stupid... "

When King Luyang was stupid, the Empress Dowager never had the heart to describe him like this.

Wait until he gets better.The Empress Dowager spoke this word in a metaphorical way.

"Yes." Gu Jin said. "Xiao Qi will also do her best to treat the prince well. The queen mother can rest assured."

The Queen Mother nodded.

Gu Jinzhi understood it in his heart.Such a big incident happened to her, and her reputation was almost ruined. The imperial court still issued a certificate to her, far from caring about her reputation.

Probably Zhu Zhongjun threatened to die in front of the queen mother.

When it came to Gu Jinzhi's question, Zhu Zhongjun never cared whether he was a man or not.He often used life and death to tell the Queen Mother: If there is no Xiaoqi, he will not live.

Gu Jinzhi lightly clenched his fist.

She said again: "Queen Mother, Xiao Qi follows the prince and will treat you as a mother and be filial to repay your great kindness. Your kindness, Xiao Qi will never forget it. Xiao Qi will take good care of the prince..."

She knew that the Queen Mother had contributed.

The empress dowager felt pantothenic acid in her heart.

In this matter, Gu Jinzhi was not at fault in any way.

But it was her big mistake to ruin her reputation.

This is the unfairness of the world to women, and the Queen Mother has nothing to do.

Gu Jinzhi didn't explain at all, but just showed his loyalty, which made the Queen Mother feel that she was very sensible.

It's heartbreaking to be so sensible at this time.

The queen mother has always liked Gu Jinzhi very much.

"Good boy." The Queen Mother praised.

After Gu Jinzhi left, the Empress Dowager sat on the couch without getting up.

Her head hurts a little.

Aunt Cheng brought a cup of hot tea and handed it to the Queen Mother.

Seeing that the queen mother was upset, she comforted her and said, "My lord, the prince is still a child. How can a child tell right from wrong? You shouldn't follow the prince's wishes and ask the emperor to issue a book to her. Now, you are also in a difficult situation..."

Of course the queen mother is in a dilemma.

She still couldn't bear Gu Jinzhi.

And King Luyang didn't pretend to be a threat.He really cared about Gu Jinzhi, the Queen Mother had seen it.

That time the queen mother told him not to follow him to find him, so King Luyang sneaked away when he arrived at Gu's house.

Knowing that the situation was critical, King Luyang ignored it.

He said that he took Xiaoqi as his life.If he can't marry her, he won't even want his life. It's better to wipe his neck clean with a knife, or simply become drowsy and don't wake up...

Such a threat made the queen mother a little angry at the time.

When she calmed down, she felt sad again.

"The Ai family has suffered so much, and it has come to this day, just to let the son of the Ai family suffer from the loss of his beloved wife?" The queen mother said, "What the Ai family wants is not to have fine clothes and fine food, but to do whatever they want. The Ai family I can't, let Zhongjun be willful for a while, money can't buy the joy of two people..."

In this world, how many people can do whatever they want?

Aunt Cheng dared not speak any more.

"The life of Aijia was saved by Xiao Qi." The queen mother said again, "Aijia also saved her life..."

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When Gu Jinzhi came back from the palace, Song Pan'er picked her up.

"What did the Empress Dowager say?" Song Pan'er asked.

Gu Jinzhi made up some nice words.

"Mother, in my life, I will meet noble people." After Gu Jinzhi finished speaking, he suddenly got up and snuggled into Song Pan'er's arms like a child.

After she finished speaking, her eyes became hot.

The queen mother is Gu Jinzhi's noble person.

If the royal family divorced her, ordinary girls would have no choice but to die.Gu Jinzhi would not seek death, but it is hopeless to marry in this life.

The marriage in the previous life was a failure.In this life, Gu Jinzhi wants to manage well, and she wants to have a complete family.

The other party is the familiar Zhu Zhongjun.Nature is the best.

If it ruins Qing's reputation, it would be free to be a traveling doctor.

But in that case, what is the difference from the previous life?

After hearing her words, Song Pan'er understood a little bit.

She lightly touched Gu Jinzhi's cheek, and said softly, "My son. You have a kind heart. If you form good karma, there will always be rewards. God is watching."

If Gu Jinzhi hadn't saved the Empress Dowager back then, how could there be any reward today?

Song Pan'er felt that her life was not as good as Gu Jinzhi's.

She doesn't seem to have had any good karma.

"Kind heart?" Gu Jinzhi repeated this sentence.Then, all her tears disappeared.She smiled under her breath.A little helplessly said, "Mother, I really have a kind heart. This is not good. If I have a kind heart, the burden will be too heavy. I don't want it anymore. I want to live happily. Don't be so kind. Mother's heart is also kind. Live well. Still happy, I want to be like a mother..."

Song Pan'er was confused.

But the daughter's words.It affirmed Song Pan'er's character.

Song Pan'er laughed and said, "You child, mother is good for everything?"

"Mother is good at everything." Gu Jinzhi said, "You are the best person I have ever met."

Suddenly thinking of his mother in the previous life, Gu Jinzhi's face to her was a little blurred.

She knew before that she had no fate with her mother in the previous life.

At that time, I dare not admit it.

Filial piety is a hurdle in Gu Jinzhi's heart.

After two lifetimes, she still couldn't let go.There are too many moral bottom lines in her heart, which makes her dare not dream about what she really needs.

She is a hypocrite.

Now, Gu Jinzhi suddenly doesn't have so many scruples anymore, she has thought through a lot of things in the past few days.

She and Song Pan'er are like mother and daughter who have been destined for several lifetimes.

As a mother, if Song Pan'er's parenting scriptures are based on the educational philosophy of rules and regulations, she will not be perfect.But family affection is not those rules and regulations, it has only one simple bond: love.

Love can ignore all shortcomings.

The mother in the previous life also loved Gu Jinzhi, but Gu Jinzhi didn't feel it clearly.She feels that to her mother, she is just a small part of her mother's life.

And Song Pan'er's love for Gu Jinzhi is strong and deep, which can fill Gu Jinzhi's heart.

She loves Song Pan'er, and she also knows that Song Pan'er loves her very much.

Once something happened to her, Song Pan'er would not be able to survive.She is not a part of Song Pan'er, she is all of Song Pan'er.

This is love, which can affirm each other's position in each other's hearts.

"Nonsense." Song Pan'er laughed after hearing Gu Jinzhi's words, "You are like your father, with a good heart. God will favor such a person."

Gu Jinzhi didn't feel that God cared for her.

If she really cared for her, she would never have met Tan You and Chen Chen.

Chen Chen left so easily that Gu Jinzhi couldn't let go of his shadow for decades.

Tan You, Gu Jinzhi didn't intend to let him leave so easily.The shadow in my heart needs a little bit of sunshine.

"Mother said to take care of you, so let me take care of you." Gu Jinzhi said with a smile.

Then, she asked Song Pan'er, "Can I go to Prince Jian's Mansion tomorrow? Last time Princess Jian's illness, I don't know if she has recovered, I can't let it go."

Song Pan'er put on a cold face on purpose, and said: "Those who are about to get married are still thinking about their illness."

Gu Jinzhi smiled: "No. Isn't Princess Sirou at her mother's house? I want to see her. I have many friends, and I will have many contacts in the future."

Song Pan'er was astonished.

"You want to date her?" Song Pan'er asked back, "There are so many people in Beijing, why do you suddenly want to date her?"

"Prince Jian's Mansion is the home of the prince's uncle, and Princess Sirou is the prince's cousin. It's not wrong for relatives to visit each other." Gu Jinzhi smiled, "Can I go?"

Song Pan'er was suspicious.

Did the Queen Mother say something?

Regarding affairs in the palace, Gu Jinzhi has always been concise and to the point.

But Gu Jinzhi's heart is transparent, and she can't suffer from doing things, so Song Pan'er is not worried about her.

She could only say: "Okay. If you are free tomorrow, you can send a post to visit them."

Gu Jin's way is.

She didn't wait until tomorrow.

After returning from the upper room, she handed the post to Princess Sirou.

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