Spring Girl's Notes

Chapter 385

Si Jian went to Beijing to announce the good news, and could not return to Luzhou until the end of August.

Before he came back, Zhu Zhongjun's eldest son was already full moon.

Gu Jinzhi and Zhu Zhongjun knew that the emperor wanted to give a name, so they didn't give the child a name.But the child was born, and the full moon wine had already been placed, so there must be a name to call him. After some discussion, the couple decided to ask Lin Yi to give the child a nickname.

Lin Yi was a little disappointed.

He looked at the skinny child, thought for a while, and said, "My hometown is called Yanshan Village..."

Zhu Zhongjun understood, and hurriedly said: "The nickname is Yanshan?" Then he picked up the child and brought him to Lin Yi, "Yanshan remember, this is your adoptive father. He saved your life. You must be filial to your adoptive father, just like you are filial to your father..."

Gu Jinzhi listened with a smile on the side.

Lin Yi was quite embarrassed.He coughed lightly and said, "My lord doesn't have to be like this..."

"It should be." Zhu Zhongjun said, "Without Mr. Lin, both my wife and Yan Shan's lives would be hanging by a thread. It was Mr. who rejuvenated and saved their mother and son. Mr. is the great benefactor of our family."

Seeing Zhu Zhongjun's sincerity, Lin Yi knew that Zhu Zhongjun was really grateful, but if he pushed it too far, it seemed that Lin Yi had never seen the world.He took Yanshan from Zhu Zhongjun, gave the child a jade pendant he carried with him, and called out "Yanshan" in a low voice.

Yan Shan fell asleep, his little mouth pouting pink.

The one-month-old child gradually took on some appearance, and he looked very much like Gu Jinzhi.

When Yan Shan was just born.Some people flattered and flattered him, saying that he looked like a prince.Today, no one says that anymore.

Luzhou Prince's Mansion is luxurious and extravagant. Outside the main courtyard wall, there is an open space. Zhu Zhongjun asked someone to build a small lake. A bamboo bridge was built on the lake, and a pavilion was built in the center of the lake.

The weather in late August is not so hot anymore.

Had dinner.It was still early, Zhu Zhongjun and Gu Jinzhi took their children to the pavilion to cool off.

The sunset is bright, and the bright rays of the sun dye the shadows of the waves; the autumn chrysanthemums placed in the pavilion, new flowers and old stamens are born sequentially.There are layers upon layers; the evening lotus in the pool is fragrant, and the water chestnut flowers cover the green.In the bushes of green banana-plants, mandarin ducks sail away in waves.

Gu Jinzhi hugged the child, and Zhu Zhongjun sat beside them, gently stroking the child's face with his hands.

Yan Shan just woke up, unable to open his eyes.He looked at his parents ignorantly.

"So thin." Zhu Zhongjun sighed, "Rongnan was not so thin when he was born..."

Not just skinny.Still sallow, emaciated, and fragile, Zhu Zhongjun's heart twitched.

Gu Jinzhi actually smiled: "It can't be compared like this. Rongnan was born at the full moon at the beginning, and Yanshan was not only not full-term, but also suffered so much when she was pregnant with him. This child has a good life, and it is not easy to survive. , I am very satisfied..."

Mention this.Zhu Zhongjun was about to change his face.

He was bitter about Gu Jinzhi walking more than half of the way before telling him that she was pregnant with a child.

If Zhu Zhongjun had been told earlier, Zhu Zhongjun would definitely have left her in the capital for delivery.Nothing is more important than Gu Jinzhi and the children.

Gu Jinzhi turned his face away.Before he could get angry, he smiled and said: "...You have a bad temper, I gave birth to a son for you, why do you get angry every now and then? I said it's okay, look, isn't it okay?"

Zhu Zhongjun wanted to retort, is this all right?

The child was sallow, thin, and wrinkled, and Gu Jinzhi himself was skinny and skinny. The mother and son suffered so much because Gu Jinzhi made his own decisions.

But what's the point of complaining now?

Zhu Zhongjun sighed.His complaints were more about his distress for Gu Jinzhi and Yanshan.

He stretched out his hand, gently wrapped his arms around Gu Jinzhi's waist, and wrapped their mother and child in his arms, kissed Gu Jinzhi's cheek, and said, "You have worked hard, I know... .”

He wanted to say "I love you", but when the words came to his mouth, he felt his tongue stiff and couldn't say it out.After going through so much, Zhu Zhongjun still couldn't express his love for Gu Jinzhi smoothly.

He felt embarrassed.

Fortunately, Gu Jinzhi didn't ask too deeply.

Hearing that Zhu Zhongjun said that she was working hard, Gu Jinzhi laughed.The smile reflects the sunset light, and the eyes are bright and charming.

Zhu Zhongjun saw that the maids and guards were on the shore, with their backs turned away from them, so he leaned over and kissed Gu Jinzhi's lips lightly.Her lips were soft, and Zhu Zhongjun tasted them slowly.

There is a smell lingering around Zhu Zhongjun's nose.I don't know if it's from Gu Jinzhi's body or from Yan Shan's body.

His kisses were light and long.

When he let go of Gu Jinzhi, Gu Jinzhi's cheeks were a little red, and his lips were slightly swollen, making them more plump and attractive.

Immediately, Zhu Zhongjun felt a burst of desire|fire in his heart, the less it became, the more it became stronger, and it was about to burn out his reason.

Gu Jinzhi laughed.

After a while, Yan Shan fell asleep again.

Zhu Zhongjun wanted to kiss him, but she gently blocked him and said, "Don't wake Yanshan..."

Only then did Zhu Zhongjun sit upright.

Yanshan wakes up less often.

Zhu Zhongjun's finger gently slid across the child's cheek, and asked Gu Jinzhi in a low voice: "Did Rongnan love to sleep like this when he was born?"

Gu Jinzhi nodded: "Kids need sleep."

It has been more than four years since they met in this world, and Zhu Zhongjun rarely asked about Rongnan before.

Until Gu Jinzhi became pregnant with Yanshan, he kept asking questions.

From pregnancy to birth, he asked for several months.

He seemed to think that Rongnan could also come to this world, so that he could make up for what he owed him in his previous life.Zhu Zhongjun did not do well as a husband and father in his previous life, and he felt guilty towards Rongnan.

Gu Jinzhi understood what he was thinking and didn't point it out.

Because, she didn't know what to say, she couldn't say to forgive Zhu Zhongjun on behalf of Rongnan...

But today, she is determined to say something.

She rushed to the shore and called the nurse to come, and carried the sleeping Yanshan back to sleep.

And herself, sitting side by side with Zhu Zhongjun in the pavilion.

The railings in the pavilion are covered with brocade quilts, which are soft and smooth.Her arm can occasionally touch Zhu Zhongjun's arm, as if she was at the same table in junior high school.The difference from that time was that she didn't think this kind of relationship was special when she was in junior high school; but now, she feels very at ease, even a little wonderful.

She said softly: "Ever since I was pregnant with Yanshan, you have been looking forward to it, hoping that Rongnan will come too?"

Zhu Zhongjun was stunned.

Then, he smiled wryly: "I am an atheist. If it was in the past, I would definitely not think so. But...you are here. I am here too. Although I know it is impossible, I have indeed thought about it. If Rong Nan is also here, and my life should be more complete. Gu Jinzhi, I love Rongnan...I also owe Rongnan."

"I know." Gu Jinzhi said, her voice was unconsciously forced.

She has never had such a deep conflict with the child.Even if Rongnan did something wrong, Gu Jinzhi couldn't punish him cruelly.Her love for Rongnan is to tolerate him, pamper him, and pamper him.Therefore, she didn't know that Zhu Zhongjun was so strict and cruel, and said that he loved Rongnan very much.In the end what kind of feelings.

However, she believed Zhu Zhongjun's words.

Zhu Zhongjun didn't bother to tell such a lie.

"Yanshan is not Rongnan." Gu Jinzhi said. "Do you think you will love him?"

Zhu Zhongjun looked back, glared at Gu Jinzhi, and said, "What are you talking about! Yanshan is my son, how could I not love him?"

"You might think this way: Physiologically speaking, Yanshan is the son of King Luyang, and Rongnan is your own son..." Gu Jinzhi said. "You really don't have reservations about Yanshan?"

Zhu Zhongjun lowered his head and touched his arm.

He is different from Gu Jinzhi.He was not born.

At a certain moment, he could indeed distinguish the soul from the body.He sometimes touched his arm, feeling that it belonged to someone else.

However, Gu Jinzhi's words made his heart tremble.

He didn't get angry, but felt a chill rising from the bottom of his heart.Facing Yanshan, why wasn't he wholeheartedly happy, but rather regretful that Rongnan didn't come over?

He was silent.

Gu Jinzhi didn't blame him, she just stretched out and gently covered the back of his hand.

Zhu Zhongjun was startled and suddenly came back to his senses.

He held Gu Jinzhi's hand instead, and said in a low voice: "Yanshan is my son, I know it! I have often mentioned Rongnan these days. If Yanshan becomes sensible in the future and hears about it, I think I will feel a lump in my heart." .I won't talk about it in the future..."

Gu Jinzhi smiled lightly.

She grabbed Zhu Zhongjun's hand and said, "I also miss Rongnan."

This was the last time the couple talked about Rongnan.

After that, Gu Jinzhi never said anything again.Zhu Zhongjun didn't mention it again.

But Gu Jinzhi knew that he still missed Rongnan in his heart.Especially after Yanshan was born, he missed Rongnan even more.Yanshan evoked all his paternal love, but it was not used on Yanshan, but on Rongnan.

Fast forward to the end of August.

The autumn wind is ruthless, causing the green leaves to fall, the leaves to wither, and Luzhou in mid-autumn is gradually desolate.

Si Jian also returned to Luzhou from the capital.

Zhu Zhongjun and Gu Jinzhi received Si Jian in the middle hall.

Gu Jinzhi deliberately sent all the maids away, and only let Nishang serve, and let Nianlu watch outside the curtain, so that no one could eavesdrop.

"Your Majesty named the young master Yan Zhuo..." Si Jian said first.

Zhu Zhongjun curled his lips, a little dissatisfied with the name.

Gu Jinzhi first smiled and said, "Good name, thank you Lord Long En." She also cupped her hands towards the north.

Her action made Zhu Zhongjun laugh.

With such a smile, the dissatisfaction in his heart was reduced a little, and he felt that Yanzhuo was not bad, at least he could speak eloquently and easily.

"...Did you tell the empress dowager why the young master gave birth prematurely?" Gu Jinzhi asked Si Jian again, "What did the empress dowager say?"

"The empress dowager didn't say much." Si Jian said, "I just asked if the young master is all right, and if the concubine is all right. The empress dowager was very happy to hear that the mother and child were safe. Take the medicinal materials in the pot and bring them back to the princess."

Both Zhu Zhongjun and Gu Jinzhi heaved a sigh of relief.

"What did my mother say?" Gu Jinzhi asked again.

Si Jian not only went to the palace to announce the good news, but also to the Gu family to announce the good news.Gu Jinzhi asked Si Jian to tell Song Pan'er and Gu Yanzhen about himself and Yanshan.

After all, the child was born prematurely, so I need to explain it to everyone.

"Madam is very worried. The villain said that the princess and the eldest young master are fine, but the madam is still worried and insists on asking the ninth young master to come and see." Si Jian said.

Ninth Young Master is Gu Jinzhi's younger brother Gu Xuanzhi.

Gu Jinzhi was startled and asked, "Are you here?"

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