Spring Girl's Notes

Chapter 397 Willpower

Gu Jinzhi did not see Jiang Xin in the end.

Not enough time.

The next day, they returned to the palace.

Until before the Chinese New Year, Gu Jinzhi never left the palace.

When she was in the palace, apart from visiting Concubine Su and Concubine De every now and then, she also greeted the Empress Dowager and Empress every day, rain or shine.

In this way, she often came to Tan Shi, and no one cared about her.

Gu Jinzhi tried his best to flatter Mrs. Tan, and Mrs. Tan enjoyed it very much.Seeing Gu Jinzhi's flattery, Tan's heart was relieved, and he felt very happy.

Tan doesn't like Gu Jinzhi.Gu Jinzhi was too favored in front of the Queen Mother, everyone in the palace talked about her with good words, which displeased Tan Shi...

Gu Jinzhi didn't know the depth, and wanted to see a doctor for Mrs. Tan.

Tan Shi is too thin, her face is pale, her eyes are dull, no matter how good the makeup is, she can't hide it, and she herself is often troubled.

These years, I also took medicine, but it didn't help.

Gu Jinzhi has always had the reputation of a genius doctor, so when she said that she saw a doctor for Tan Shi, Tan Shi was also a little bit moved.

But after thinking about it slightly, Tan still refused.

Tan doesn't trust Gu Jinzhi, she knows the inside story of Gu Jinzhi's kidnapping back then.

Gu Jinzhi didn't wink at all, she went to Kunning Palace every day to say hello, and then talked about seeing a doctor every day, she seemed to be tempting Gu Jinzhi.

For example, she said the first day: "The Queen's stomach is not good, right? Everything I eat is stored in the stomach, and I feel uncomfortable, but I have to get up and ejaculate several times at night, so I can sleep soundly. My lady, please treat her stomach. ?”

That's true for Tan.

She has a bad stomach, which has been going on for some time.

The imperial physician please.Exhausted all kinds of prescriptions and medicines, but nothing more.

Tan held back and didn't answer Gu Jinzhi's words.

On the second day, Gu Jinzhi asked again: "Empress, you didn't sleep well at night, you finally fell asleep, and you often have leg cramps?"

Tan also has this problem.

She has been a queen for seven years, and she is exhausted physically and mentally.In this harem.Everything is on Tan Shi.The emperor has never stopped in these years.

He not only continued the old relationship with the old concubines, but also pampered the new concubines, enjoying it.Whoever was wronged immediately went to the emperor to complain, and the emperor would look for Tan Shi when he turned around, so that Tan Shi could be fairer.

Tan has no sons.The prince didn't kiss her again.But without the crown prince, she, the queen, would not be able to settle down.To ensure the crown prince's successful ascension to the throne, there is the Tan family on the outside, and the Tan family alone on the inside.

Naturally, the fewer children in the palace, the better.

Are there still few emperors who change princes?

The emperor was not very satisfied with the prince.

And the old concubines in the palace are not so pure-hearted.There is always something to argue about before being reconciled; and those new concubines don't know the heights of the sky and the depths of the earth.Dreaming of reaching the sky in one step.

No one is a fuel-efficient lamp.

Tan's health was fine in the past, but in the 11th year of Shuntian, which was the third year she became a queen, it gradually deteriorated.

That year, she was a little frightened.

It's also a bit ridiculous to say.

In March of the 11th year of Shuntian, Mrs. Tan spent March [-]rd with the Queen Mother and the Emperor.When they parted at night, she was surrounded by a large group of maids and went back to Kunning Palace.on the way.Suddenly a cat jumped out and landed on Tan's skirt.They ran around in a panic, screaming miserably.

At that time, everyone was walking, quietly, and suddenly a night cat jumped out, and everyone was caught off guard and bluffed.

And that cat named Chun, whose voice resembles a fetus...

But Tan Shi was startled severely, and for a while she lost her mind and her legs became weak.

If it was normal, she wouldn't be so scared, because two days before that day, she had just secretly sent someone to drink abortion pills for the pregnant.That talented person was bleeding profusely, so he went there...

Tan's heart still has lingering fears.

This kind of thing, Tan did not do less.

Not to mention aborted, the second prince born by Concubine Cheng Li, the living child, didn't he also die?Tan is very familiar with it.She also wanted to preserve her status and survive, so she felt at ease.

But that night, she had a nightmare. She dreamed that a thin woman, holding a bloody child in her arms, came up to her and wanted to drink her blood.The child opened his eyes, green and green.Where is the child?It's a skinned cat.

Tan once heard the play of "civet cat for the prince", so she knew that the cat was skinned like a newborn fetus.There is this thing in my memory, and I dreamed about it in my dream.

Then, two days later, she met the cat again...

Back at Kunning Palace, Tan changed her clothes and found that her back was soaked.

It's just so ridiculous, she's terrified of a cat.

Afterwards, she sent someone to find the cat.The walls of the palace are high, but the cat is nimble and nimble. It is possible to turn in from the outside, or sneak in through the door without paying attention.

After searching for a few days, I couldn't find it.

Tan was not reconciled and wanted to keep looking.The other concubines in the palace didn't know what was going on, and they were panicked for a while.

Finally, the Queen Mother found out.

The queen mother asked Tan why.

Mrs. Tan knew that the emperor was the most filial, so she didn't dare to be rude in front of the queen mother, so she told the queen mother about the wild cat respectfully: "... Maybe the palace wall was holed by mice and cats somewhere. If you don’t make it up, and people outside know about it and dig it in, wouldn’t it mean that the inner court is disrespectful?”

The queen mother laughed and said, "This is a strange thing. Ai's family has never seen a wild cat in these years in the palace. Cats can't swim, and there is the Jinshui River outside. How did it jump over? The Jinshui Bridge and the Meridian Gate are guarded day and night. , I don’t know that such a living creature came in outside, but I didn’t notice..."

What the queen mother meant was that it was impossible for cats to come in from outside, and there were records for anyone who raised cats in the palace.

She hinted that Mrs. Tan was thinking wildly and making a lot of noise, which was not decent enough, so the Queen Mother was dissatisfied.

The queen mother likes to be clean.She also has tricks behind her back, but the calm on the surface is what the queen mother wants to see most.

Using tricks behind the scenes is a skill, and the queen mother doesn't care; making trouble on the surface is unrestrained, and the queen mother can't tolerate it, even if it is the queen Tan.

Although she said with a smile, her eyes kept looking at Mrs. Tan.Bright eyes.

Tan didn't dare to do this.

After that, she heard cats meowing every night.The heart-piercing crying and even the voice of "Mother" made Tan suffer from insomnia all night.

She asked the people in the palace: "...Did you hear the cat meowing at night?"

Everyone was looking at Tan's face.

Some said they heard it vaguely, others said they didn't.

No one dared to tell the truth in front of the queen, because no one knew what kind of speech the queen wanted to hear.If it is wrong, it will be a disaster.

Tan asked several times, but didn't get a precise answer, so he got angry.result.The Kunning Palace went up and down and said in unison: I heard it.

She is better.

But it's still annoying. I fell asleep at night and was woken up again. I sent someone to look for it, but couldn't find it.This went on for another half a month.Tan contracted insomnia.

A month later, a dead cat was found in the corner of Kunning Palace.She knew that there really was a wild cat, not her delusion.In this way, Mrs. Tan felt much calmer...

Although after.She could still hear the meowing of the cat, and she suspected that the palace servants were trying to comfort her.The dead cat was brought on purpose, but when I calmed down, I didn't feel so scared, and I became more energetic.

But for this insomnia, asking a doctor or taking medicine doesn't help, it's just hard to fall asleep.

She had this symptom for three full months.

later.The emperor said that he himself also suffered from insomnia, and it was the fourth imperial physician Qin Shen who prescribed Lily Flower Perilla Decoction.In addition to going to the palace to recuperate, it gradually got better.

Tan also invited Qin Shensi.

Qin Shensi said: neither lily nor perilla has the effect of treating insomnia. At the beginning, the emperor was suffering from insomnia and had no medicine to cure it. , it may not work for the queen.

Later, Qin Shensi prescribed another medicine for Tan Shi to eat for two months, and her insomnia was gradually reduced.

Today, her sleep is still not very good, and she can barely sleep for two hours every night.

Since then, her body has been in constant trouble.Today I have a cold and cough, and tomorrow I have chest tightness and pain; a few days later, I have stomach pain again, and it has not stopped since then, and I am getting thinner and thinner...

Someone said behind her back that she was dying.

When the news reached Tan's ears, Tan was so angry that he was half dead, and secretly struggled for breath.Want her to die?She insisted on living, and she couldn't let them get their wish!

Everyone has willpower.

When the desire to survive is strong, the disease will succumb.Tan did not die, but got better day by day.

In the 14th year of Shuncheon, her grandfather Tan Laohou passed away.

Tan did not like his grandfather.Back then, she was made infertile by her elder sister, and the Tan family was not only on the crown prince's head, but also on the Tan family's head.

Her mother and her grandfather were all the objects of Tan's grudge.

She knew that she still couldn't do without the Tan family, both she and the prince needed the Tan family.When the prince ascends the throne in the future and she becomes the queen mother, her position can no longer be shaken, and she will clean up the Tan family.

Ten years is not too late for a gentleman to take revenge.To accomplish great things, patience is the first priority.

Sharper than a sword is time!

Old Tan Houye was very scheming all his life, but he couldn't stand the sword of time, so he was accepted by God.

Tan's father was not very talented.

And Tan You, the eldest son of the next generation of the Tan family, is the best in martial arts today, but his brain is not easy to use.Tan Shi didn't take her elder brother Tan You seriously.

Once her grandfather died, the Tan family's downfall was just around the corner, and Mrs. Tan was very happy. In the past six months, she gradually became plump.

In the next few years, she still suffered from minor illnesses, but no major illnesses appeared.Light sleep and less sleep, but no nightmares at night.

In the past six months, her food has always been neither sweet nor corrupt.

The imperial doctor showed her the medicine for treating stomach and intestines. It was okay at first, but it didn't work very well recently.repeatedly.

Some imperial physicians even said that she was too thin to cause this.

Tan also wants to be free from disasters and diseases.

The Queen Mother was so seriously ill back then, it was Gu Jinzhi who cured her.

But now, Gu Jinzhi said that she wanted to see a doctor for Mrs. Tan.

Mrs. Tan has a deep understanding of the torture of chronic illness.

Gu Jinzhi's words were alluring to her.

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I was discharged from the hospital yesterday, so I took a day off.Only this chapter is left for today. (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to vote for recommendations and monthly tickets. Your support is my biggest motivation.)