Seeing Li An like this, Li Yi couldn't bear it, and knocked on the back of the driver's seat, wanting the driver to change another song, Li An suddenly turned his head and looked at his elder brother sadly, "Brother, let the driver take you home, I'm going to the airport, I'm not going home yet!"

"Li An, where are you going?" Li Yi frowned anxiously.

Li An took a deep breath to make himself look normal, "Brother, I will be fine, and I will not mess around, I just feel bored and want to go out for a walk."

"Li An!" Li Yi sighed helplessly.

Li An's thin face was full of pain and fatigue, which made Li Yi feel distressed. He was usually eloquent, but today he didn't know how to comfort his own brother.

Let Li An watch Yan Luoxi and Shao Junhe together, this is really the cruelest thing in the world.

"You can go, but tell me where you are going?" Li Yi couldn't stop Li An, so he could only compromise.

Li An turned his head to look out the window, and after a long while, he said softly, "I'm going to Haikou."

Li Yi understood that Li An was going to the villa in Haikou, and he really didn't know what it was like to feel the tide of emotion in his heart, so he finally nodded and let Li An go.

There are some things that definitely belong to you, and you may not care too much about them at the time, but you will be very surprised when this thing becomes someone else's. It is a kind of psychological gap, which is extremely difficult to ignore and bear.

There is nothing in the world that will definitely belong to someone.

Li An didn't understand the truth until now.

He brought Haikou and walked slowly towards the seaside villa. The sea breeze swelled up his despair and pain like a sail. The closer he got to the villa, the paler his face became, and his face gradually became tense. There was an indescribable feeling in his heart. Bitterness slowly poured from the heart to the eyes.

It was the peak tourist season in Haikou at this time, and people walked by him from time to time, in twos and threes, either a loving couple or a warm family of three.

A heavy loneliness and loss hit Li An's heart. He looked up at the villa not far away, and there was an invisible sadness pouring down the ground.

The choice at the beginning is the abandonment of this life.

For the first time in his life, Li An felt timid when he saw an empty house. He didn't go any further, and sat down on a remote rock away from the crowd.

The red sun in the sky is about to fall into the sea, and the red light hits in the sparkling waves, like the blood of someone who has been killed.

He and Yan Luoxi used to walk hand in hand on the seaside, play, eat food stalls, write their names on the beach, and circle them with a big heart-shaped pattern on countless sunset evenings like this. Watch the tide come up and wipe them away.

Today, he is the only one sitting here.

At this moment, Li An realized very clearly how stupid his original revenge was. He knew his bad temper. When he got angry, his blood gushed out, and he lost all reason and everything, just like a mad dog.

But the former love is still so unforgettable in his heart... It also made him extremely guilty—for his stupid behavior, and for Yan Luoxi's tolerance and love in the past.

"Yan Luoxi... Do you know, I regret it, I regret it..." Li An stood up and yelled heart-piercingly at the sea.

Li An took out a cigarette, lit it, and watched the sea breeze blow the green smoke away.

For a while, he quit smoking because of Yan Luoxi, and after he separated from Yan Luoxi, he started smoking again, and suddenly felt some pain in his fingertips, Li An looked down, it turned out that the smoke had burned to the end, It burned his fingers, but the sudden burning pain brought him a different kind of comfort.

The pain in his chest finally made his heart feel better.

Li An stood up, took a deep breath, and walked to the villa where Yan Luoxi once lived.

This villa was originally borrowed by Li Yi from a friend. Later, Li An bought the villa at a high price to commemorate the happy days between him and Yan Luoxi. After he and Yan Luoxi left, he left behind a servant. People watch the house and are responsible for cleaning.

Standing at the door of the villa, Li An felt an unspeakable feeling in his heart.

It used to be a happy place, but now it is a lonely room.

Li An took out the key and opened the door of the villa.

Before he came, he had already called and told the servant who was watching the house to leave here temporarily, because the proud Li An didn't want anyone to see his loneliness and sorrow.

The door opened, and the room was pitch black. Maybe it was because of the flowers placed inside, a faint fragrance came over, and it was Yan Luoxi's favorite gardenia when she was here.

Li An smelled the fragrance of flowers, his mind was in a trance, he staggered, he stretched out his hand to support the door frame, so as not to fall down, his eyes were covered with a layer of mist.

The darkness made him even more flustered, and he hastily reached out to turn on the headlights in the living room. The European-style decoration in the room was still classical, luxurious and graceful.

Li An, who is picky by nature, used to think this place was as beautiful as heaven, but when he walked in here today, he felt that the room was slightly cold and gloomy, which made him shiver all over.

Li An stood in the living room, looking around, if not for his crazy revenge, he would have married Yan Luoxi, and maybe came here for honeymoon again, there were still laughing and laughing in every corner.

Li An sat down on the sofa exhaustedly. No matter how deserted the house was, Yan Luoxi's aura still remained. After sitting on the sofa for a while, he even yawned. He threw his head back and fell asleep.

In his sleep, Li An seemed to have returned to the past. He and Yan Luoxi lived here together. In a blur, Yan Luoxi smiled at him with a child in her arms. Like all proud mothers, she had a motherly look on her face. Unique brilliance.

Li An tried his best to open his eyes wide, trying to see the child's face clearly, but he couldn't see clearly. He reached out to rub his eyes, rubbed them, and when he opened his eyes, he found that it was dawn outside, and he was just having a dream...

The dawn here came early, Li An just slept for a while, the sun was already rising outside, he frowned, trying to recall everything in his dream, but he couldn't remember at all.

The weather outside the window was clear and sunny, but Li An felt that it was a world that had nothing to do with him, he had no interest in going out for a walk, and locked himself in the room.

Li An walked slowly in this house, touched, felt, and imagined how he and Yan Luoxi used to live here.

He searched over and over again, he wanted to find the traces that Yan Luoxi had left in this room.

After they left, the servant cleaned the place too clean. Many small things that Yan Luoxi left here, such as half-used cosmetics, hair clips, and wooden combs, were all packed up by the servant.

Li An could only stubbornly open all the cabinets in the room, looking at Yan Luoxi's clothes in the cloakroom and the jewelry box in the vanity box, as if Yan Luoxi was still by her side.

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Dear readers, because of something at home, I can only update it today, and I will make up the owed one at another day. I didn’t update it in time, I’m sorry everyone!

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