Lucky Dragon

Chapter 46 Be My Boyfriend

Chapter 46 Be My Boyfriend

"What's the relationship?" Yu Ze was startled when asked, and blurted out his doubts.

"You..." Fang Jingzhi bit her lip at Yu Ze's response, and said slowly with a resentful expression, "I'm asking what kind of relationship we have now? Friends or..."

"It's time to come." Yu Ze smiled bitterly in his heart, poured the rest of the red wine into the glass and took a sip and said slowly: "Jingzhi, what do you think we should be related to?"

"I have no idea."

"Then what do you think our relationship is?" Yu Ze asked, to be honest, he didn't really understand Fang Jingzhi's position in his heart.

Yu Ze had thought about this question more than once, but every time he found that his positioning of Fang Jingzhi was very vague, as if it was a cloud of invisible and invisible fog, Xumi's confusion became the only thing in his mind at the moment. a feeling of.

"You, you kissed me, isn't that expressing what you mean?"

Thinking of the moment when the two kissed in Liufeng Mountain, sweetness and shyness filled the whole heart. The feeling of that time was imprinted in Fang Jingzhi's heart like a brand. Thinking of the original scene, she still couldn't help but look shy .

"..."

Yu Ze was speechless. What he was most afraid of was that Fang Jingzhi mentioned that incident. That incident was just an accident. Who made you so charming, and the scene at that time was so suitable, and Tiangong is still beautiful. Will do it.

There used to be a story about a man and a woman sharing the same bed. The woman divided the bed into two halves to prevent the man from crossing the line. Did not cross the line, the next morning the woman scolded the man for being inferior to a beast.

Yu Ze felt very wronged. He didn't kiss him at that time, but he was not as good as a beast.

Of course, it was impossible for Yu Ze to tell Fang Jingzhi these words. With an embarrassed smile, he said, "Jingzhi, my mind is very confused now. I don't know what's going on in my mind. Can you give each other some time?"

"Don't you like me?" Fang Jingzhi didn't answer Yu Ze's words, her expression suddenly darkened when she asked the question bluntly: "I know, I'm a sick person, the doctors said I won't live to be 30 years old, I am a patient, you are different from me, you..."

"Shut up." Seeing her gradually sad, Yu Ze felt a pain in his heart. He clearly felt that he cared about the woman in front of him. After he stopped him, he stood up and held Fang Jingzhi's hand: " Let's go to the beach to relax."

Fang Jingzhi remained silent, letting Yu Ze pull her. After paying the bill, Yu Ze drove. He vaguely remembered that Fang Jingzhi said when she took him to the beach that she liked to watch the sea and listen to the sound of the sea when she was upset.

The sea can make her mood brighter, and Yu Ze also feels the same way. At this moment, his mind is very confused. For the first time, he feels powerless in the face of emotional matters, so Yu Ze took Fang Jingzhi to the seaside again.

"call……"

The cool wind roared at the seaside, and the waves kept hitting the shore one after another, and the sound turned into tranquility and invaded people's hearts little by little.

"How do you feel?" The two stood side by side on a reef by the sea, and Yu Ze broke the tranquility and said slowly.

"What about you?" Fang Jingzhi asked back. The breeze blew her hair back. Although she tried her best to cover up her inner emotions, her face still showed it inadvertently. At this time, her heart was struggling. state.

"You said that the ethereal voice of the wave can make your worries disappear, and so do I!" Yu Ze smiled, showing two rows of white teeth, turned his head to look at Fang Jingzhi beside him, and then turned his head to look at Fang Jingzhi. It's like an endless sea.

"Do you like poetry?" Fang Jingzhi asked suddenly.

"I like it!" Before he was expelled from the sect, Yu Ze's entertainment was to enter the master's Treasure Pavilion and look through ancient books from various eras. Among them, he especially liked poetry. All reveal a kind of extraordinary wisdom.

What Yu Ze wants is not to understand its meaning thoroughly, but to like this feeling. Whenever he reads his favorite poems, he will silently remember them in his heart.

"Let me read you a poem." Fang Jingzhi's eyelashes trembled slightly, her clear eyes also became quiet at this time, her lips moved slightly, "The stars and the sun go by, what day is it today, the night rain suddenly rises during the Qingming Festival Pond. Among the frogs and the lotus, the grass on the Longshang overlooks the branches empty, and the branches are hung with red silk. Don't ask about the empty pillow, the curtain wind blows, and the book and the moon accompany you."

So beautiful!After listening, Yu Ze commented from the bottom of his heart, but the hidden meaning of this poem made him feel a slight heartache?Immediately he heard, "Jingzhi, what does this poem mean?"

"I made this poem by myself." Fang Jingzhi turned her head and stared at Yu Ze, her lips and teeth moved slightly: "It means that I don't know what time it is when I'm alone in the room. The trees are full, the frogs are screaming outside, the grass is wet, the branches are hanging with wishing belts, don’t ask me when he will come back, the wind and the moon are accompanied by books, I am not alone.”

"It's really your poem?" Yu Ze's eyes widened. After listening to Fang Jingzhi's explanation, he was incredulous and distressed, "I said, why does this poem make me feel so sad? It can only be made out of your own insights, it is simply a famous sentence through the ages!"

"I wrote this when I was bored at home when I was 20 years old. There is no such thing as a good sentence through the ages." After explaining the meaning of the poem, the sadness in Fang Jingzhi's eyes disappeared, and she smiled, that smile Bitter.

"Let me also write a poem for you. I wrote it when I was young. It hasn't been heard by anyone so far." Yu Ze could see the bitterness in Fang Jingzhi's smile, and he patted her lightly. On the shoulders of his shoulders, he said slowly: "Sandalwood burns incense, red makeup in front of the mirror, jade fingers between the eyebrows, the spring breeze caresses the black hair, envying the hibiscus branches. In front of the window, a hundred flowers are waiting to be rewarded, butterflies dance around the lapel, and the clear tea before the Ming Dynasty is empty. , only greedy for paper kites."

"Do you know what it means?" After a pause, Yu Ze explained: "It means that a woman is dressing up in the room, looking at the scenery outside the house, not in the mood to drink tea and read, and just watch others fly kites."

"Did you do it for her?" Her body trembled, and she could hear the deep pity in the poem. It would be fine if it was done by a woman, but it happened to be a man!How could the clever Fang Jingzhi fail to understand the meaning.

"Yeah!" Yu Ze nodded silently. He didn't want to deceive Fang Jingzhi. In his heart, someone occupies an important position. This position will last forever. Even if the sky falls and the earth cracks, it will not change. Ze felt that it was better to make it clear in advance, so as not to hurt her heart in time.

"I see." Fang Jingzhi nodded, her hands were tied behind her back and her fingers were entangled with each other. She didn't even know that the nail of her ring finger was broken.

"I'm sorry!" Yu Ze, who knew the result earlier, was not surprised by Fang Jingzhi's performance. She was just disappointed now. Yu Ze was worried that she would be desperate in the future. With her stunning appearance, she might meet someone better in the future.

"Don't tell me you're sorry!" Fang Jingzhi breathed out like blue, raised her head after making a secret decision in her heart, the haze on her face had disappeared, replaced by a firm expression: "I don't care if you have any unspeakable secrets, I only know that there is no her by your side now, I want to fight for it, some things will leave a lifetime of regrets afterward, and I don't want to leave any regrets for myself."

Fang Jingzhi had already made up her mind. She asked Zhao Ran about Yu Ze's affairs. Although the information she got from Zhao Ran was limited, it was enough for him. In three years, Yu Ze hadn't handed over anything. A girlfriend, Fang Jingzhi was surprised when she heard it, but she was secretly happy in her heart.

Having made the biggest decision in her life, Fang Jingzhi let out a sigh of relief. The big rock in her heart finally fell. There were many people who pursued her before, and there were dozens of people who dared to confess. It takes a big decision to reveal your thoughts or even confess your love.

Regardless of whether Yu Ze rejected her in the end, Fang Jingzhi has no regrets, because she has already taken the first step, and she has already made plans. If Yu Ze does not accept her, unless Yu Ze gets married, she will always Neither will give up.

"Jing Zhi, have you really decided?" Yu Ze smiled wryly, what was wrong with him, to let such a beautiful woman confess to him, should he accept or reject?For a while, Yu Ze couldn't decide to pay attention.

It's a fact that Yu Ze hasn't had a girlfriend in the past three years. It's not that Yu Ze doesn't like women, but that he hasn't clearly understood what he really wants in his heart.

Yu Ze didn't know that he was in a state of trouble and entanglement when facing feelings, and it was precisely because of the woman that he almost fell into a doomed situation and was almost killed because of Fang Jingzhi, the woman he met three years ago. The oath was broken, and medical skills were used to pull her back from the gate of hell.

Because of Zhao Ran, he forcibly used his sealed strength and ignored the oath he had made. This move may have alarmed the people in the Elder Pavilion. Now it is because of the woman that he is in a dilemma.

The Dark Night Sect has existed for hundreds of years. It can be said that the people in the sect do not have the concept of monogamy, and even retain the idea of ​​polygamy. Yu Ze knows very well that if he accepts Fang Jingzhi, Bai Ling will not. Will have any comments and ideas.

In the past three years, he has learned too much. If he had done it before, Yu Ze would have brought Fang Jingzhi into his harem soon, but now he is hesitant...

"Well! I've made my decision, and I won't regret it." Fang Jingzhi nodded resolutely, "Yu Ze, you can be my boyfriend!"

For the first time, Fang Jingzhi, who had never been in a relationship, bravely said what she had heard and seen countless times. She never thought that it would be so difficult to say it from her own mouth today.

A woman is a strange animal. When she says no, you can't guess whether she wants it or not. Vulnerable, fickle, and insecure, a series of adjectives have been reproduced one after another.

Men, on the other hand, are very simple. In life, in addition to women, men's world view is nothing more than money and rights. Of course, some people don't care about these things. Instead, they think this is a superficial idea. A monk who eats fast and prays to Buddha every day.

Is it the same for Yu Ze?

As far as he can remember, daily hard work has become his everything. As he grows older, he gradually comes into contact with the outside world, but most of them are sent to assassinate or assist, and earn money for the sect after the experience. , As for what is the truest thought in my heart? !Yu Ze didn't know.

Accepting missions to kill people is to earn money for the sect. It is a lie for a huge sect to say that it does not cost money. Although the Dark Night Gate is hidden in the world, daily life still has to be obtained from the outside world, not just the Dark Night Gate. Many hidden sects did the same, and some sects even placed their own people in various fields to continuously provide various resources for the sect.