Peach Lust: Gorgeous Female Boss

Peach Desire: Beautiful Female Boss - Chapter 72 Crying is also a luxury

Jiang Nan felt as if his whole body had been emptied, lying powerlessly on Su Bei's bed. If he had been in the past, he would inevitably be thinking wildly.

I'm thinking about it now, but the person who thinks about it is indeed Yang Jiarui.

Jiangnan felt that he was numb, or that his whole soul had been hollowed out. He wanted to cry but couldn't cry, but that kind of sadness made his heart itch, and he just wanted to dig out his heart with a knife. , making it easier to guess by yourself.

If I hadn't come to Jiangda, if I hadn't been with Yang Jiarui, that silly girl would have been the simplest, stupidest, sharpest, and most thoughtful girl in the world, and she would have a good job after graduation. The income is average, but stable, and I will meet a boyfriend in the company, and then get married and have children.

But God seems to have made a huge joke, deliberately making things difficult for this little girl. She lost her mother at birth, lost her father in childhood, grew up with a woman who had nothing to do with her, and finally found true love, but she lost the child in her belly first. Then he lost his life.

Jiangnan's mind is full of the scene when he saw Yang Jiarui for the first time, when he came out of Leng Yao's house; when he slept with Yang Jiarui for the first time, when he had just finished sleeping with Leng Yao; when Yang Jiarui told himself that she was pregnant Jiang Nan felt the surprise on his face just now.

However, it is undeniable that Jiangnan did lose Yang Jiarui, and he will never be found again.

Overnight, Jiangnan matured and aged a lot, and the dregs of his beard came out.He didn't dare to smoke at first, and whenever he smoked, he would think of Yang Jiarui, who was like the little housekeeper, but only when he smoked, could the feeling of painful pain reappear.

In the morning three days later, Jiang Nan's body was fine. In a few days, he lost a lot of weight.

Leaving Subei's home, Jiangnan came to Yang Jiarui's 'home', which was a very ordinary cemetery, which seemed to indicate that the people living in it were also very ordinary.

Jiang Nan sat down, stretched out a hand on the stone tablet, and gently touched the photo, which was black and white.

"Jiarui...my husband is here to see you...cough cough..." Jiang Nan swallowed tears, lit a cigarette, took a puff and put it on the stone tablet, "Jiarui, my husband will take you to see it today Xue, the real heavy snow, my husband will never leave you again, okay?"

Jiangnan suddenly stood up, knocked off the cigarette butts on the stele, and kicked the stele to the ground. With both hands, he forcibly dug out the ashes buried in the soil. Even his rough fingers were already bloody. , "I'll take you there, I'll take you there!"

"Jiang..." Not far from the tombstone, Bai Xue held Leng Yao back.

At some point, Song Ruohan and Su Bei also came. Not far from the tombstone, everyone was holding flowers in their arms, watching Jiangnan's actions quietly.

Song Ruohan's small lips were bitten tightly, her eyes were already big, and the teardrops rolled around, rolling down her face as big as soybeans, "Ruirui..."

There was little expression on Su Bei's face, all his emotions were suppressed in his heart, and a young life fell like this.

Finally, Jiangnan got his wish and hugged Yang Jiarui, a small box, not very big.Jiang Nan stood up and walked out. The people behind him looked at the tombstone that had been thrown away.

Jiang Nan returned to the restaurant with Yang Jiarui's urn in his arms. The restaurant hadn't opened for a few days, and the ice room was cold, and there was no popularity at all.

Jiangnan pedaled up to the second floor and stood at the door. The bed was still the same, but it was a pity that things were different. A few months ago, Yang Jiarui held up her skirt and spread her legs blushingly waiting for Jiangnan's arrival. Fortunately, today I can only lie quietly on the bed, leaving only photos looking at Jiangnan.

Jiang Nan sat on the chair, opened the drawer, and inside was Yang Jiarui's diary.

Page, sunny Monday, first day of college:

Finally went to university, Jiang University, the university that Bai Xue attended, Ruohan was in the same class as me, I hated it to death... There was a freshman in the class, named Jiangnan, I fell in love with him at first sight, but he didn't seem to be... Noticed me because there are Su Bei and Ruohan in the class, Yang Jiarui, come on!Don't lose to them!

Five pages, light rain, Sunday.

It never occurred to me that Jiang Nan was with Mr. Leng. Is it because I am not attractive enough?Damn, the breasts are too small, and the buttocks are also small, not as big as Song Ruohan's.Today I plan to give the first time to Jiangnan, haha, if you want to tie a man, you must know the man's hobbies, secretly bought some CDs, and studied it. I thought I could do everything, but it's good to look at Jiangnan Scared, ashamed.

Page 120 Three, Cloudy, Monday.

Oh my god, I'm pregnant and I can be a mother. I thought Jiang Nan didn't like children, but I didn't expect him to be so happy.I must have a son, like his father, hehe.

……

Jiang Nan smiled cheerfully while watching, "Fool!"

"Who are you talking about?"

Jiangnan turned around in a jerk, and the room was empty.

On the bed, Yang Jiarui still stayed there alone. If no one moved her, she would never move for the rest of her life. The length of a lifetime is about two decimeters, just as long as this urn.

Jiang Nan came to his senses, packed Yang Jiarui's things, schoolbags, clothes, and put them in the suitcase one by one, and went downstairs with the suitcase.

The school is on holiday, and the Chinese New Year is about to come. There is no one in the school, and the bleak cold wind blows past my ears. The weeping atmosphere makes people feel suffocated when walking on the road.

"stop!"

As soon as Jiang Nan walked to the school gate, he heard a familiar voice from behind. Lin Yingying leaned in front of the dark green Aurora luxury car, and called Jiang Jiang with her arms crossed.

Jiang Nan glanced sideways, didn't speak, and continued to move forward. Lin Yingying took two steps and grabbed Jiang Nan. Jiang Nan looked at Lin Yingying coldly, "It's better not to bother me now, your sister..."

"I'll go with you..." Lin Yingying interrupted Jiang Nan's words, and said bluntly, "Just like the last time the three of us went to the capital, besides, you are married, so why don't you have a witness?"

Only then did Jiangnan take a direct look at Lin Yingying. If she still wanted him to help her, Jiangnan wasn't sure if he would slap her in the face, "Your sister is still there, I brought it back for you, Xiafei Road No. Second guest house, you should deal with your family affairs."

Lin Yingying frowned, indeed, now that she finally got her sister back, nothing could go wrong, "Then..."

"I'll go with you." At this moment, Su Bei came over with a backpack on his back.

Lin Yingying looked at Su Bei in confusion, and Su Bei said lightly, "Friend."

On the way to Heihe again, Jiangnan and Subei didn't say a word, the weather was beautiful, the day they arrived was on the [-]th afternoon of the new year, the sky was snowflakes, the atmosphere of the festival in the north was particularly bright, the red Couplets, white world.

Jiang Nan put Yang Jiarui's urn in the wild snow, and sat down by himself, "Jiarui, look, this is snow, didn't you say you haven't seen it before, now you see it, step on it softly of……"

Su Bei took off his woolen gloves, took out a pack of cigarettes from the car, and handed it to Jiangnan, "Smoke one." This was the first time Su Bei spoke to Jiangnan in two days.

Jiang Nan took the cigarette, and the feeling came back immediately. On the dry lips, the corners of the lips were stuck to the filter, and lines of tears flowed down and dripped on the snow. In an instant, a small hole was burned on the flat snow surface by the tears.

The urn inlaid with Yang Jiarui's photo was small and square. Jiang Nan was holding his cigarette butt in his mouth, and the cotton wool was bitten off the filter tip. In the end, the only gift for Yang Jiarui was actually an urn.

"Ah...wow..." Finally, Jiangnan cried out, and the anger that had been suppressed in his chest for several days was released, and the feeling of tearing in his chest made Jiangnan unbearable, and he knelt in the snow desperately Grabbing and scratching.

Crying is also a luxury, and a brief suffocation in the heart made Jiangnan temporarily lose consciousness.

Su Bei looked deeply at the distance in the snow field, where the smoke was billowing, and everyone was living a peaceful and happy life, but here he was, heart-piercing and painful.

When Jiang Nan had no strength, Su Bei said lightly, "I didn't expect her to be so important to you."

"Ahem... yes, no, I didn't know that I loved her so much. Only when she left, did I really find out. Do you know who Jiarui hates the most in our class?" Jiang Nan said with a wry smile.

Su Bei opened the car door and sat inside, "You're not talking about me, are you?"

"Well, she was afraid that I would like you, so she took the initiative to be with me so quickly, but in the end she didn't expect to leave me so quickly, which is a trick." Jiang Nan leaned his head on the back of the chair, the corners of his eyes Covered with blood, the lips are as dry as tree trunks.

Su Bei looked out the car window, "She did pay a lot for you. She hardly communicated with others in high school. You owe her."

Jiang Nan chuckled, he hadn't washed for a few days, and his teeth were stained black and yellow after just smoking a few packs of cigarettes, "Your words don't seem to be comforting me."

Su Bei said lightly, "This is the truth."

Jiang Nan took a deep breath, "Thank you."

"You don't need to thank me, it's just a matter of raising a finger between friends. What are you going to do next?"

"do not know."

The night was hazy, snowflakes were still floating outside, the sound of firecrackers came round and round, the two sat in the car and turned on the warm air, you didn't say anything, I didn't say a word, and spent the New Year together.

In Lin Yingying's Land Rover Aurora, there is an old song: I thought I would cry, but I didn't. I just stared at your footsteps and gave you my last blessing. Isn't this a kind of comprehension, let me put myself See clearly, although your loveless pain will linger in the deepest part of my soul day and night...

On the first day of the Lunar New Year, after fulfilling his promise to take Yang Jiarui to see the snow in Jiangnan, he returned to Jiangling.

From then on, life and death are boundless, and the mundane world has nothing to do with this fussy little girl.