Dear president, love first

Waiting can sometimes be blissful, but when you start to feel that that person may not come, your heart will slowly cool down until you are sure that that person will not come, and your whole body can cool down even your blood.

Time passed by, Little Lemon finished watching the cartoons, and the desserts were finished, but Shui Han failed to get a call from Yan Jiyun.

Little Lemon cuddled softly against Shui Han, pouted her small mouth, looked very lethargic, and asked nonchalantly, "Hanhan...why hasn't he come yet?"

Shui Han tried her best to maintain a smile, and comforted her gently: "Baby, your father may have something to finish. If you are hungry, shall we eat first?"

Little Lemon shook her head disappointedly: "I'm not hungry, I want to sleep..."

"Okay, go to sleep, Mom will sing for you..." Shui Han was so sore in her heart, but she could only hold back, humming a lullaby softly to lull the child to sleep.

Little Lemon has eaten dessert, but Yan Jiyun hasn't come yet, the child is not hungry but also sleepy.

Look at the time, it's already eight o'clock, and Shui Han's heart is also dimming and cooling down in this passing bit by bit...

She should have called, but she didn't.Yan Jiyun himself said to let her and the child come here to wait for him first, but now there is no one there, that is to say, what he is doing now has surpassed her and the child's weight in his heart, so what's the point of her calling?quarrel?question?hehe……

Shui Han hummed a lullaby in her mouth, but she sang a lot more bluntly than usual. Apart from heartache, she was more angry now.She can be hurt because she's an adult, because she knows what it's like to be hurt, to have been through it, and to do it again is just another slash and sprinkle salt on an old wound, but what about Little Lemon?The child's young heart is only over three years old, so should he be made to bear the adult's dishonesty?Let him become full of disappointment amidst full of expectations?

Shui Han knows Little Lemon best. This child is very sensitive and shy, but he has slowly accepted Yan Jiyun for a while, and the only thing he needs is "Dad". Be good, and Little Lemon will accept him completely, open up to him, and get closer to him.

It was just a step away from the door, but Yan Jiyun left her and the child at such a critical moment...

Sadness, pain, disappointment, anger... All kinds of familiar emotions gathered together. Shui Han had this feeling when she was born prematurely, and she also felt it when she separated from Yan Jiyun. She thought it would never happen again, but now, Once again, she clearly felt that every emotion was stronger than before.

"Hanhan...he's an asshole...asshole...uh...asshole..." Little Lemon murmured in a sleepy state, and Shui Han felt that her heart was being squeezed tightly when she heard it. Have you ever dreamed of Yan Jiyun?

Yes, bastard, he is a real bastard!

Shui Han gritted her teeth angrily, forced all the mist in her eyes back into her stomach, stood up holding the little lemon, and left the restaurant without hesitation.

Hong Zhan followed behind without saying anything. He was a bystander, and he also understood that in the current situation, it was useless to say anything. The only thing he could do was to send Shui Han's mother and son back to the Yan family mansion safely.

As soon as she got home, Shui Han put Little Lemon on the bed. Seeing the child sleeping so soundly, she felt more and more pity in her heart... This child may really have such a fate, and father's love is not right for him. Extravagant things, because once you have extravagant expectations, you will be disappointed and sad.

Shui Han repeated silently in her heart: "Son, mom won't let that bastard man hurt us again, from now on, we don't want him anymore, just like the past three years, you only have mom, no dad ...Mom will give you all her love and protect you..."

The phone rang, it was Yan Jiyun calling.Afraid of waking up Little Lemon, Shui Han went to the next room to talk on the phone.

Yan Jiyun's voice sounded hoarse and tired, and Shui Han could even imagine his frowning expression at this moment... Heh, are you worried about a certain woman?

"Shuihan, I..."

"My child and I have already gone home." Shui Han said coldly.

On the other end of the phone, Yan Jiyun's face was serious. Hong Zhan had already reported to him. He called to explain to Shui Han, but her tone of voice was so cold.

But after thinking about it, it was indeed her fault, and it was normal for her to have emotions.

Yan Jiyun was sitting beside the hospital bed, lying on the bed was Shen Yunzi with gauze wrapped around her forehead, but she hadn't woken up yet.Yan Jiyun patiently explained to Shui Han: "Listen to me... We met that injured woman at the gate of the film festival earlier. She is an old friend of mine. I haven't seen her for a long time. Something happened to her. I can't sit idly by. Reason. Now she is still unconscious, and the inspection report has not yet come out, I just want to tell you that I may..."

Before she finished speaking, Shen Yunzi's eyes suddenly moved, and then her head and hands also moved, and a small voice came out of her mouth... "Yun...Yun...is that you?"

Yan Jiyun was stunned, and held Shen Yunzi's hand in surprise. Before he could speak, Shui Han's voice came from the phone: "Are you trying to say that you won't come back tonight? No problem, I completely agree. And, not just today Night, I think, tomorrow night, the next night, every night after that, you don't have to come back."

"..."

After Shui Han finished speaking, she cut off the phone without caring about Yan Jiyun's reaction.Because she was afraid... afraid of hearing that weak-sounding female voice on the phone again.uniform?Is that what it's called?What an intimate address, what a terrible address, enough to make her heart ache like hell!

There was a spark in Yan Jiyun's heart... He didn't call to say that he would not go home, but to say that he would go back later, but what did Shuihan say?As proud as he is, he felt very suffocated for a while.

"I don't need to come back again" this is what Shui Han said to Yan Jiyun just now, we can see how painful it was when she said it.If possible, who wouldn't want to share the same bed with the man he loves day and night, and what she said was the only way she could retain her dignity.She could cry and beg him to come back, she could put aside all her self-esteem and beg in a low voice, but she would not do that, she always believed that it was meaningless to force... As Lan Zhixin said, a man is like sand in his hand, you The more you want to hold it tightly, the faster it will be lost.Then from now on, she will never hold Yan Jiyun tightly, just let him go, just like the past three years.

Shui Han took out a photo from her bag, which she washed and prepared to show to Yan Jiyun today.In the photo, Little Lemon is sleeping soundly, with a cute smile on her innocent face, Yan Jiyun is lying next to the child, the father and son are sleeping in exactly the same posture, while Shui Han is sitting, smiling sweetly at the camera satisfy.

This is a group photo of a family of three full of warmth, and it is also the only group photo in the past few years. It is very commemorative. It should have been put in a photo frame and placed by the bedside, but now, Shui Han thinks it is unnecessary.

One drop, two drops, three drops... There were a few drops of crystal liquid on the photo, which were tears from Shuihan's cheeks.The more she looked at it, the more she doubted whether she really had Yan Jiyun?Not before, not now, and probably not in the future.

Thinking that happiness has come, thinking that the pain I have suffered will not be repeated, I have thought this way more than once, but the pain is also like a shadow, following her, lurking for several years and never leaving.

Going around, it was still a dream after all.Just being an "old friend" can make Yan Jiyun leave her and Little Lemon, will she believe it?Only an idiot would believe it!

What is love?After being shrunk for three years, she finally mustered up the courage to make up her mind to start over with him, but what she got was to be hurt again.Is this a couple?Is this father and son?Even an "old friend" whom he hasn't seen for several years is far more important than her and Little Lemon's place in his heart, so what else can he hope for?

The heart-wrenching pain raged and churned in his body. This kind of pain that made life worse than death made Shui Han understand...the woman who waits for love will not be happy.Happiness is not by waiting, but by how your heart chooses.From now on, her choice will be... cherish life and stay away from love.This time, she completely... strangled her longing for love to death.

Shui Han put away the photos and put them under the cabinet where she rarely opened them. She didn't want to touch or look at them. She had to clean up everything about him.

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hospital.

Du Cheng was supposed to be off work long ago, but because Yan Jiyun brought the injured Shen Yunzi here, Du Cheng has been busy until now.

Du Cheng, who is wearing a white coat, treats work differently than usual. He is conscientious, meticulous, and responsible. After entering the hospital, being able to become Du Cheng's patient can also be said to be a bit of luck in misfortune.

Holding the examination report in his hand, Du Cheng stood in front of Shen Yunzi's hospital bed and explained the injury to her and Yan Jiyun. The conclusion was that although Shen Yunzi was only injured on the skin and luckily did not hurt her brain, she would still be discharged from the hospital for a week... …

Shen Yunzi lay on the bed without speaking, her expression was in a trance, her body was weak.His astonishingly beautiful face is now pale.Yan Jiyun held Shen Yunzi's hand with concern, but she shrank back, lowered her head, and didn't even want to meet his eyes.

Yan Jiyun's face froze, and his deep phoenix eyes flickered... Is she still caring about the past?But he just heard her calling his name first when she woke up.Is she hiding herself?Don't want him to see what's on his mind?

The atmosphere suddenly became a little weird. Du Cheng peeked at Yan Jiyun's expression, then patted his shoulder with one hand, and said with a light smile, "Yun, I'm getting off work, take me out."

Knowing that Du Cheng had something to say, Yan Jiyun nodded silently, and followed Du Cheng out of the ward.

As soon as the door of the ward was closed, Du Cheng immediately pulled Yan Jiyun to the side, Jun's face was full of anxiety: "Hey, I said man, what kind of relationship do you have with Shen Yunzi, don't blame me for not reminding you, your wife and child Still at home waiting for you to go back."

"Wait for me?" Yan Jiyun said mockingly: "No, Shui Han said on the phone just now, telling me not to go back again." [There will be an update in the evening]