Dear president, love first

The sun was scorching outside the window, but the room was full of gloomy atmosphere, especially when the sight touched the dying woman on the hospital bed, the mood would become heavier and regretful.

The wound on her forehead had almost healed but a new wound was added.Just today, when the nurse was not paying attention, she broke a water glass and attempted to commit suicide by cutting her wrist with glass shards.

At this moment, she was lying quietly, her face was as white as paper, her eyes were closed tightly, and her breathing was weak. She came out of the emergency room just now, and her life was saved, but her condition was even more worrying.

Du Cheng was wearing a white coat, standing beside Yan Jiyun, and said in a low voice: "It turns out that Shen Yunzi had a history of depression... She committed suicide, but the symptoms worsened. Depression is not so easy to see, and the nurses have only been in contact with Shen Yunzi for a few days." My god, so we didn't find out in time. We also heard from an acquaintance of Shen Yunzi... the president of the photography association. We contacted Shen Yunzi's former attending doctor abroad and confirmed that it was true, and... in the past For more than three years, Shen Yunzi had committed suicide twice by swallowing sleeping pills, but she was rescued in time."

Depression, suicide note?

These words made Yan Jiyun's heart tighten, and the whole room was filled with a sense of grief... This is not the first time he committed suicide. How regrettable and sad is this?But she never revealed a word in front of him.All these years, has she been enduring all the pain and suffering alone?How much pain did she have to commit suicide?Yan Jiyun couldn't feel that kind of emotion... People who have never thought about committing suicide certainly can't feel it.But he had a feeling that Shen Yunzi suffered from depression only after being hurt to the extreme, and committed suicide twice in the past three years... But why would she still want to commit suicide now?He stayed with her in the hospital for two days, but he didn't find anything unusual about her. Besides, didn't she win the National Amateur Photography Competition? Suicide?

This question is also quite puzzling for Du Cheng, but now that Yan Jiyun is standing here, Du Cheng seems to understand why Shen Yunzi fell ill again.

"Ahem... Yan Shao, let me give you some science first..." Du Cheng cleared his throat and said, "Depression is a common psychological disorder. According to survey data, modern people suffer from depression. There are more and more of them, and they have different degrees of performance. Mild symptoms are long-term depression, but if you don’t pay attention to it, don’t treat it, and no one will explain you and help you get out, then you will slowly Become very serious, suicidal thoughts and behaviors appear. 15% of depressed patients die by suicide, and this data is still on the rise. For depressed patients, the whole world is gray, even It's dark, they can't see hope, they can't see the beautiful side of this world, even if everyone thinks it is beautiful, in the eyes of patients with depression, it will become an extremely dark and sad thing. Have you ever seen Shen Yunzi get The work of the winner of the photography contest? The things she took are superficially beautiful, but if a psychologist looks at them, they can see that the connotations in her work are not positive and healthy things, but extreme pessimistic..."

There was quite a stir in Yan Jiyun's heart. Looking at Shen Yunzi's pale face and the glaring gauze on her wrist, he felt as if there was an invisible big hand holding his heart... Shen Yunzi pretended to be strong in front of him Being free and easy is just to cover up her illness and inner pain. She didn't really let go of the past, she sank deeper, and even felt so sad that she wanted to die.Perhaps, the reason why she cut her wrists was because he hadn't come to see her these few days, and she was disappointed, so she fell ill.

Fortunately, the nurse found out in time, otherwise the consequences would be disastrous... Yan Jiyun felt terrified even thinking about it.If something really happened, what he sees now is not Shen Yunzi lying on the hospital bed, but lying in the morgue...

Seeing Yan Jiyun's silent appearance, Du Cheng also felt quite helpless.He is a doctor, and the patient commits suicide, so he can't ignore it, but Yan Jiyun already has Shuihan, and Shen Yunzi shouldn't get too close, but this is suicide, not as simple as a cold and fever. She was lucky enough to survive this time, and she was still extremely dangerous when she woke up.The only solution is to start with her mind and make her give up the idea of ​​suicide, but Du Cheng is powerless about this.

The so-called heart disease needs heart medicine. Du Cheng can only save lives, but not Shen Yunzi's heart.

Yan Jiyun stayed in the hospital until nine o'clock in the evening, and Shen Yunzi hadn't woken up yet. He was struggling a little, should he go home now or stay here?

Shuihan was coaxing Little Lemon to sleep when she received the call...

Yan Jiyun didn't hide anything on the phone, and confessed to Shui Han that Shen Yunzi suffered from depression and committed suicide.

"Oh, not coming back? Well, you can do whatever you want." Shui Han responded lightly, and hung up the phone before Yan Jiyun could speak again.

She was furious... Yesterday when Qiao Ju came back, she and Yan Jiyun were united in front of Qiao Ju. She was somewhat relieved about this incident at the time, but tonight he stayed in the hospital again because... ...that woman committed suicide in the afternoon.

Depression, suicide... Shui Han still has sympathy for this, but love is selfish, no one would like the person they love to be with other people, no matter what the person's situation is, sympathy is sympathy, love is not allowed shared.

Although Yan Jiyun has not been allowed by Shui Han to sleep in the bedroom these days, at least he has come home and slept in the next room, and tonight, he will not come back.

Shui Han couldn't even cry, her tears had dried up long ago, her heart was hurt to the point of numbness, and it really became a habit to suffer from pain.

the next day.

When Shen Yunzi opened her eyes, the first person she saw was Yan Jiyun.

He slept on the sofa, his slender body couldn't be fully accommodated by the sofa, he slept with his feet curled up, and he didn't sleep well, his brows were tightly furrowed, as if he was full of thoughts about sleeping.

In the quiet ward, only his light breathing could be heard, and his unparalleled handsome face was more profound and three-dimensional than before.The sharp-edged facial features are God's meticulously crafted masterpieces. The eyebrows are thick and black, and under the straight nose, two thin pink lips are like cherry blossoms that have just opened, glowing with a seductive color.The outline of his chin is so attractive that people can't help but want to go up and hug him for a kiss... Such a man who turns all sentient beings upside down, he has the most indifferent side in the world, but she knows that he has the most tenderness The warmest side.

She squatted down slowly, her eyes showed deep nostalgia, her eyes were flushed, she stretched out her trembling hand, and gently caressed his eyebrows like a demon, fascinated, her affectionate eyes were mixed with With deep regret... This man is the only one she loves, the one who can't be forgotten or erased by the passing of time...

She tried to hate him, but couldn't.Even if you force yourself to forget him, you can't do it.She was injured and hospitalized, and he came to take care of her. She was very grateful and happy in her heart, but when she thought he still had her in his heart, he invited a nurse to take care of her, and he didn't come to the hospital for a few days, her pain No one can tell.

People who suffer from depression are prone to commit suicide when it is severe, which is incomprehensible to ordinary people.Shen Yunzi just wanted to end her pain. When cutting her wrists, she only thought about Yan Jiyun, and her mind was full of him...

Shen Yunzi didn't expect that she didn't die, and when she woke up, she saw Yan Jiyun again. Is she dreaming?

No... It's not a dream, it's real, he really came, right in front of her.

Shen Yunzi's fingertips touched Yan Jiyun's skin, felt his body temperature, and heard his breathing, and she was really sure that this was not a dream.

Tears flowed down involuntarily, rolling down her cheeks silently... How long has it been since she cried in front of him?When she was in Australia before, she only cried once in front of him.It was when she rejected his marriage proposal...

Because of low self-esteem, because he felt that he was not worthy of him, he refused his ring.But in fact, the pain in her heart was no less than his.If she had agreed without hesitation back then, she should be his wife now...

Shen Yunzi was trying her best to control herself, not to let herself cry, not wanting to alarm him.Just when Shen Yunzi stood up, she suddenly saw a small dark blue box on the ground.

Um?Could it be that Yan Jiyun dropped it?

Shen Yunzi picked it up, hesitated for a moment, and opened the box anyway...

Here is a pair of rings.The style is simple but unique, with a few thick lines outlining a bone. Does this imply that a woman is a rib that fell from a man?

What a unique and meaningful ring.Shen Yunzi fell in love with it at first glance, and was a little dazed for a while.

The person on the sofa moved, Shen Yunzi put away the ring subconsciously, with her hands behind her back, Yan Jiyun also opened her eyes at this moment.

"Yunzi, you're awake." Yan Jiyun sat up and looked at Shen Yunzi with concern.

Shen Yunzi nodded slightly, thinking of her own suicide, she didn't know how to tell Yan Jiyun.

Yan Jiyun's heart trembled, Shen Yunzi's red and swollen eyes were obviously from crying.She used to be such a strong woman, and he only saw her cry once... Her depression was so severe, it was lucky to be rescued from suicide, but now that she cried again, wouldn't the situation be worse?

Yan Jiyun had no extra thoughts at the moment, only thinking about how to comfort Shen Yunzi.

"Yun Zi, I have something I want to give you."

A strange look suddenly appeared in Shen Yunzi's eyes, two blushes appeared on her pale face, she stretched out her hand shyly, and stared at Yan Jiyun without blinking her beautiful eyes: "Do you want to give me this? I picked it up on the ground, did you drop it?"

"I dropped it, but this..." Yan Jiyun wanted to say that this was not something he wanted to give away, but Shen Yunzi was delighted.

"I like the ring here very much. Since you gave it to me, can you wear it for me?" Shen Yunzi's eyes were burning, and she stretched out her right hand to Yan Jiyun...【There will be an update】