Dear president, love first

A delicate and elegant little face appeared in Yan Zhui's mind, with a bright smile and clean eyes, his expression became softer unconsciously, the corners of his mouth naturally raised a curve, and he murmured: "She is a kind-hearted woman. And a special woman, she looks weak on the outside, but she has a tenacious spirit like a grass in her heart... But I can't be with her now, but I won't give up. She is what I do Motivation, for her, I will have the confidence and courage to fight for something, and I only hope that one day I can lead her out of the predicament..."

Shen Yunzi is too familiar with Yan Zhui's expression at this moment... He also showed this sweet expression to her before, but the difference is that Yan Zhui now seems to be more determined than three years ago.

Time is such a wonderful thing, it can change many people and things... things that were thought to last for a long time.Shen Yunzi didn't love Yan Zhui, but when she heard Yan Zhui's words and felt that he loved an unknown woman in his heart, Shen Yunzi felt a bit sour for some reason.This is the common problem of most people. Someone likes you, but you don't like this person. When you know that the other person has no such feelings, you will inevitably feel a little bit disappointed or even unwilling.I am willing to enjoy being loved and cared for by others, and I am willing to enjoy the feeling of being held in the palm of my hand, even if the other party is not the one I like.

"Yan Zhui... Congratulations, you have found the sustenance of your feelings. If you don't want to tell me who she is now, then I won't ask, but when you guys blossom and bear fruit in the future, don't forget to let me know." Shen Yunzi sincerely His eyes were bright, but he was actually still curious about who Yan Zhui fell in love with?But obviously Yan Zhui didn't want to say the woman's name yet.

Yan Zhui smiled a little embarrassedly: "Sorry, Yun Zi, I can't say who she is for now."

"Yan Zhui, you're offended by what you said. We are friends. How could I not understand you? Don't think too much, just work hard for the woman in your heart. I'm optimistic about you." Shen Yunzi used a kind of encouragement said in a tone of voice.

Yan Zhui nodded frequently, and said gratifiedly, "Yun Zi, you need to get better soon, don't torture yourself anymore, people will get moldy if you stay in this hospital for a long time, you should leave the hospital early and live a normal life."

When Shen Yunzi heard this, the smile on her face dimmed: "Why, Yan Zhui, do you think I'm abnormal too? Did my depression scare you? I... I don't want to be like this myself, but it's about controlling I can't help it, sometimes I feel that the whole world is gray, I can't see hope, I can't see the light. Every time I think of what happened to me and Yan Jiyun, my heart hurts so much that I can't bear it. It's really too painful. I feel that only death can set me free..."

Is this the scary thing about depression?Just now, he was able to chat with Yan Zhui kindly, but now he has an extremely melancholy expression, and it has changed from sunny to cloudy in an instant...

Yan Zhui's heart tightened, and he hurriedly comforted him: "Yun Zi, be strong, don't think about death too much, although death is a relief, once it's over, you don't know anything, but your life has only gone through more than [-] years. There are still many wonderful things waiting for you. After you die, how can you wait for them? Pain is temporary, and time can dilute everything. If you can’t let it go for three years, then after another three years, the pain will always fade away one day. , the process is very hard, but as long as you get through it, you can see another sky. Just like me back then, when you told me that you can only be friends with me, and you cannot be a husband and wife, I was also very painful. Every day feels like a year, but I can’t get over it? Yunzi, you are a woman with thoughts and abilities. You are only trapped by love. As long as you let yourself go and open up a little, you will find that this world is actually not There are only gray, and there are many other beautiful colors. Don’t you like photography, you should be a person who is good at discovering, don’t you want to take more and more beautiful works?”

Yan Zhui's earnest words of consolation, filled with pity, and anxiety... Even if he no longer had the throbbing and love between men and women for Shen Yunzi, this is a woman who has special meaning to him after all, and she is the one who made him live forever The first time I felt the taste of love, the ups and downs in it have become a precious part of memory, now sublimated into friendship, how can he watch her lose faith in life?

Shen Yunzi lowered her eyes, her eyelashes were wet, her face was covered with melancholy, and her eyes were dull: "Yan Zhui, what you said makes sense, and I understand it myself, but I can no longer be as strong as before. ...I've been strong for too long, and now I'm only weak. Maybe you think I'm cowardly and useless, but I really can't do anything..."

Yan Zhui came here with his relationship with Shen Yunzi in mind, but he said so much but it didn't help at all, he was inevitably depressed, and said helplessly: "Aside from Yan Jiyun, is there no other way to cheer you up? Only he is your good medicine, otherwise your depression will be incurable?"

As Yan Zhui spoke, he glanced at the medicine bottle on the cabinet next to the hospital bed...it must be the medicine for depression, but in Shen Yunzi's case, even taking the medicine would not work, she was too deeply involved.

Shen Yunzi looked at Yan Zhui with tears in her eyes, her voice choked up: "I'm sorry, Yan Zhui, you are my best friend, but I let you down, and let you see how half-dead I am now..."

Yan Zhui's eyes stopped on Shen Yunzi's wrist, the white gauze was particularly dazzling, and even with his toes, he could tell that it was the scar from her suicide.

"Yunzi, you are not sorry for me, you are sorry for yourself! Think about how hard it is for you to get to where you are today? A few years ago you were studying in China, and your family had no money to pay your tuition fees. When you went to university, you worked harder than anyone else, and finally you got the opportunity to study in Australia. How much hardship did you endure to achieve what you are today? Why have you forgotten all of it? You have survived all the hardships in the past, and now What? Where has all your courage gone!" Yan Zhui couldn't help but tremble a little when he spoke of the excitement, that's what it feels like to be heartbroken.

"I...I..." Shen Yunzi trembled her lips, but couldn't say a word.

At this moment, footsteps sounded behind Yan Zhui, followed by a deep male voice...

"Enough Yan Zhui, don't force her anymore." Yan Jiyun's indifferent tone revealed a little majesty, walked to the bedside and sat down, Shen Yunzi's eyes turned red as if seeing a savior, and she curled up in his arms.

Yan Zhui was really furious, the scene in front of him caused a burst of fire in his heart... What is it that Shen Yunzi is hiding in Yan Jiyun's arms?No matter how you look at it, it is so dazzling!Yan Zhui was not jealous or jealous, he was surprised or angry... What would happen if Shui Han saw it?That little girl's heart still hurts?

Shen Yunzi poked her head out of Yan Jiyun's arms, looked at Yan Zhui apologetically, didn't say anything, it was just red and steamy, as if she was about to cry at any moment.

Yan Zhui was helpless, with Shen Yunzi's current condition, he didn't want to quarrel with Yan Jiyun in front of her, and he didn't want to irritate the patient.

With a wry smile: "I should go, let you do what you want."

Yan Zhui didn't even want to stay for a minute, so he turned around and left the ward resolutely, but he accumulated a lot of indignation in his heart and felt worthless for Shui Han, but he also strengthened his confidence...Some things he is doing can only succeed and not fail However, once he succeeds in ascending to the throne and becomes the talker of the Yan family, he will never let Shui Han be wronged again!

Shen Yunzi remained motionless in Yan Jiyun's arms as if she had schizophrenia, sobbing softly: "Yun... I'm really useless, and I want to get better soon, but I can't, what should I do? What should I do... woo woo woo..."

Yan Jiyun patted Shen Yunzi's back, extremely gentle: "Don't think so much, I heard it at the door just now, and you have tried your best, but this disease cannot be cured in a day or two, let's take it slowly, trust me , as long as you are willing to receive treatment, as long as you have a positive attitude towards recovery, your condition will improve soon, and you won't be thinking about those unhappy things all day long."

"Yun, don't you blame me for causing you trouble?" Shen Yunzi looked at Yan Jiyun excitedly and joyfully, there was too much affection in her longing eyes.

Yan Jiyun is suffering and can't tell... Facing a person suffering from severe depression, if she doesn't pay attention to her words and deeds, she may be irritated.

"Yun Zi, don't say these out-of-the-ordinary words. The most important thing for you now is to take good care of your illness. The psychiatrist said that you should go outdoors and relax. I will take you out for a walk when your body recovers."

"Well, I'm also very bored in this hospital, and it would be the best to have you accompany me out to play." Shen Yunzi's dull eyes finally had a little light, but this is Only because of Yan Jiyun...

The most taboo thing for a depressed patient is to stay at home alone with no one to accompany her. She will think wildly, and she has a mentality of being world-weary and committing suicide. If she falls into loneliness again, it will be even more dangerous.Go outdoors more, participate in some group activities, and avoid contact with the outside world, which is beneficial to the condition.Yan Jiyun did this to make Shen Yunzi's condition get better soon.

Yan Jiyun also felt a lot of bitterness in his heart. Depression is a very dangerous disease, unlike physical injuries, which can be seen and felt. Depression is a mental disease, which is difficult to cure. It is a great weapon that leads to suicide. Most people who commit suicide are caused by depression, so now he can only treat Shen Yunzi cautiously...

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The Yan family mansion has been clouded over the past few days. Due to the appearance of Qiao Ju, it is as if aliens have taken over the earth. There have been many changes in this family. Changed beyond recognition.She will trample on those whom the old man loves, and on the contrary, if the old man doesn't value those whom he doesn't like, she will praise them.

The Qiao family hadn't set foot in the Yan family's mansion for many years, but it was different when Qiao Ju came back. They came and went as freely as if they were walking in their own backyard, and they didn't care about harassing others at all.

Shui Han came home from get off work, and as soon as she stepped into the door of the mansion, she heard laughter not far away... It turned out that Qiao Ju was playing mahjong with her two younger brothers and younger siblings.Not in the house, but in the garden, which happened to be on the lawn under the small attic where Shui Han lived.

Qiao Ju was still wearing old and plain clothes, with no expression on her thin face, but her younger brothers and daughters-in-law were very excited.

"Nine barrels!"

"Touch! Hahaha... This one is so good!"

"Yo, you want to be a big player?"

"I don't believe you still want this last eight cylinder!"

"Batong?" The man laughed happily: "Hahaha...Batong, you're stupid! All of them!"

"No, it's really evil!"

"Hahahahaha, give me the money, give me the money!"

"..."

The noise made by these few people is really not small, and it spreads far away, each of them is like taking a stimulant. Although they are all elderly people, they are full of energy.

Seeing this, Shui Han couldn't help frowning... Could it be that this group of people played cards here all afternoon?With such a fuss, Little Lemon would definitely not be able to take a rest in the afternoon.

Shui Han felt distressed at the thought of the child, and hurried upstairs, but she had only run a few steps when she heard Qiao Ju's voice behind her...

"Stop!" Indifferent, serious, and superior.

Shui Han's heart skipped a beat, she stopped, and turned around slowly, just in time to meet Qiao Ju's majestic eyes.

"It's not good!" Shui Han thought to herself, but on the surface she tried to maintain a polite smile: "Grandma."

Everyone at Qiao Ju's table stopped, and they all focused on Shui Han, making her feel as if she was being seen through, which was very uncomfortable.

Qiao Ju stood up slowly, her small eyes shone sharply, and snorted coldly, "You still know how to be called grandma? If I hadn't stopped you, you would have acted as if you hadn't seen us? That's outrageous." , do you still understand what etiquette is? What is respect for elders? Fortunately, these are my natal family, if there are outsiders around, your behavior will only make outsiders laugh!"

When Qiao Ju said this, her younger brother Qiao Xin immediately echoed, "That's right, she is also the eldest mistress of the Yan family. Today we have seen it, so it turns out that you are so rude, and you don't even know the basics of etiquette!"

Qiao Xin's wife, Qiao Ju's sister-in-law, also had a sneer on her face: "You also said that she is the eldest grandma. With Yan Jiyun's backing, why would you take us seriously and treat us as air!"

"..."

This is the so-called elders.The elders ran against Shui Han in such a way that they looked at her like a tiger, and they seemed to be too aggressive.

Shui Han's face was a little stiff, her ears were hot, and she was inevitably angry, but she also thought that this was indeed her own negligence, she shouldn't have ignored Qiao Ju and the others because she was in a hurry to go upstairs to see the children, at least she should have gone up to say hello .

Shui Han lowered her eyes and bowed her body slightly: "Grandma, it's my fault, please forgive me for my incompetence."

"Forgive you? Well, I won't bother you about what happened just now. Let me ask you, where have you been all day?" Qiao Ju's gloomy face was particularly frightening, pressing Shui Han tightly.

"I went to work and just got off work."

Qiao Ju didn't give up because of this, she took a step forward and stared at Shui Han, her tone became more and more stern: "What class do you work in? Who allowed you to go to work in that kind of place? You have completely disgraced the Yan family, you I'm ashamed to say you're at work!" [There will be an update in the afternoon. 】