Dear president, love first

The drizzle was scattered in the air, and it fell on Tong Fei's hair as if she had sprinkled a layer of sugar on her. She had an umbrella in her bag, but now she was in a daze, and had long forgotten about it.My mind is full of Du Cheng and Fang Kailin, as well as the smiling face of Du Cheng's mother... Yes, he is getting engaged, and many people will be happy for him, but she is the only one who is his friend. I can't laugh at all.

Du Cheng's mother was warm and kind, and Tong Fei was embarrassed to refuse to say that she would not go to the engagement wedding on the National Day, so she reluctantly nodded. The result in exchange was that she was even more sad, and the emotions that had been dormant in her heart spread for a long time, sour, bitter, I can't say... I like this feeling, right?She couldn't deceive herself, the most real voice in her heart at this moment was calling Du Cheng's name, shouting "I don't want to see him get engaged to Fang Kailin"!

If you don't like it, how can you be so uncomfortable?Although 1 people in her heart do not want to admit it, this cruel fact is still constantly reminding her, beating her fragile heart, and telling her in a painful way that she just likes Du Cheng!

Since when did he stick in her heart, when did he become able to control her emotions?Thinking back to the beginning, we didn’t like to see each other, and we quarreled once. Later, she lost love once, lost weight at home and fainted, and went to the hospital to meet him... Later, after she was shot and injured, he rushed to save her. Bandaging wounds...or having fried chicken and beer with him some Christmas?When she is broken in love, when she is lonely, when she wants someone to accompany her to watch movies and eat delicious food, when she goes shopping and forgets to bring her wallet, when she wants to watch a concert but can't buy tickets... He will always appear, and then help her solve those problems, accompany her Looking at her, eating, drinking and having fun with her, laughing heartlessly, what a joyful day, why did it disappear in a blink of an eye?

It turned out that the roots of love had been planted long ago, but life was so comfortable that she even forgot that he would have a girlfriend too, that he would not stay with her all the time, there would always be a woman by his side to fall in love with him Talk about love, become his wife, and when all this comes, Tong Fei is unprepared, she is used to having him by her side, used to having him occupy an important proportion in her life, now, he has a fiancée, and in the near future It was only when she got married that she realized that she had so much dependence on him psychologically. Without him, the world would be gray. What is this but liking?

It was drizzling, it seemed that God was also feeling sorry for her... If I had realized my feelings for him earlier and confessed to him earlier, wouldn't there be a different result?

Fate is too cruel, but Tong Fei has to let Tong Fei know her feelings for Du Cheng only after she has tasted bitterness after what happened in Hong Kong.

Tong Fei has a pungent personality and is a woman, but now she just wants to let go of her fragility, she is too tired to endure such hardships, and her pretense of being strong has come to an end. Now she just wants to hide in a corner where no one is around...

That night, Tong Fei closed the door in her hut and drank a dozen beers, hoping that when she woke up after getting drunk, her heartache would be less.

The wish is good, but the reality is skinny... After Tong Fei woke up the next day, not only did she not feel better, but it got worse.

I bought a few steamed buns downstairs, and when I got home, Tong Fei just took a bite and went straight to the bathroom, throwing up on the sink...

There was nothing in her stomach for a long time, but she felt as if she was about to vomit out the gall. After vomiting, she became dizzy and fell limply on the sofa for a long time without getting up.

Tong Fei remembered the scene after leaving Du Cheng's house last night... Well, it was raining, it must be because of the rain that it made her stomach cold, and she drank beer again, so the vomiting just now was not surprising.

Tong Fei comforted herself, and got up after resting for a while, thinking about not wasting the steamed buns, but it was still the same as before, she felt nauseated after biting into it. I can't help but want to vomit.

Tong Fei was depressed, drank some boiled water to warm her stomach, and went downstairs to the pharmacy.

The aunt at the pharmacy also knew Tong Fei. Seeing her pale face and poor mental state today, she couldn't help but feel a little more concerned. When she heard Tong Fei say that she wanted to buy medicine for vomiting, the aunt at the pharmacy didn't take the medicine immediately, but suspiciously. Looking at Tong Fei, he asked about her symptoms...

Tong Fei told the truth, the aunt of the pharmacy looked a little weird, she didn't take medicine, but asked when was the last time Tong Fei had her period.

"Auntie, this is..." The corners of Tong Fei's mouth were a little stiff, and a bad feeling struck... What do you mean, asking about your period?Could it be... Could it be that...

Tong Fei's heart beat wildly, and she almost couldn't catch her breath... Oh my god, isn't this so bloody?She didn't have her period last month!

Tong Fei's flustered expression was fleeting, and she hurriedly said to the aunt in the pharmacy: "I... I'm not the reason, my period is normal, it's just that I got caught in the rain before I went home yesterday, so I caught a cold and my stomach was cold."

The auntie at the pharmacy nodded reassuringly this time, and went to fetch medicine for Tong Fei.In fact, they also kindly reminded that this pharmacy has been open for many years, and the nearby residents are familiar with it. It is normal to know Tong Fei's family and care a few words.

Tong Fei left with two boxes of medicine in her arms, but didn't go home right away.She went to another pharmacy... a little further away to buy a pregnancy test.I dare not buy it in the pharmacy downstairs, for fear that it will spread to my parents' ears by accident.

This is quite difficult for a girl who has never had a boyfriend.Tong Fei was buying a pregnancy test paper at the pharmacy, and the pharmacist looked at her in the wrong way, he seemed to be mocking, mocking, and had a bit of pity.This look can be interpreted as: this fat girl weighs more than a hundred pounds, is there really a man willing to fuck her?

Before going home, Tong Fei ate a bowl of hot and sour noodles downstairs. She usually doesn't like to eat this, but today she couldn't eat the steamed stuffed buns, and she couldn't help drooling when she smelled the hot and sour noodles.

After entering the house, Tong Fei took the pregnancy test paper and went to the bathroom. She was very upset and uneasy, and kept asking herself, what should I do if I was really pregnant?Should I tell Du Cheng?

No, no, no... No... She doesn't want to be an unmarried mother.

The time before the pregnancy test results came out was the most difficult for Tong Fei, even a second seemed too slow.

Staring at the pregnancy test paper, seeing a red line gradually appearing in the middle, Tong Fei felt as if struck by lightning in an instant, she clutched her chest, her mind was buzzing, and after a few seconds of sluggishness, Tong Fei panicked and took out another A piece of pregnancy test paper, with a little luck, the result is the same as the first test.

Two lines!Two red lines! !

She is pregnant and belongs to Du Cheng!

The blood on Tong Fei's tender face faded at a speed visible to the naked eye. She actually felt cold in this hot day. The hair on her back stood up, cold sweat broke out on her forehead, and her eyes were fixed on the pregnancy test paper for a long time. Can't believe this fact.

The two red lines on the pregnancy test paper, she didn't have her period last month, and she vomited before... These are all indisputable facts, just to let Tong Fei know that she is pregnant.

My mind was in a daze, I touched my belly, I wanted a circle of flesh around my waist, why there is already a baby here?For a moment, Tong Fei was in a mess, and tears poured out of her sore eyes... If the child's father and her were a happy couple, how excited would he be when he found out, but unfortunately, the soon-to-be wife The person is not her, but she is pregnant with his child.

A voice came from outside the door, and a familiar female voice called out kindly: "Feifei, are you in the bathroom?"

It was Tong Fei's mother who came back.

Tong Fei was startled, and hastily agreed, but she secretly groaned and panicked, so she had to throw the pregnancy test paper into the box, put it in a plastic bag, tuck it around her waist, and cover it with her clothes... dare not put it in the trash can , If it is discovered by the parents, it will be over.

Wiping away her tears, she walked out as if nothing had happened. Tong Fei didn't have time to think about what to do next. She needed some time to digest this cruel fact.

Tong Fei is not an indecisive person, she has her own opinions and thoughts, but the matter of pregnancy is too important, she doesn't want to make a hasty decision.

That night, Tong Fei thought she would suffer from insomnia, but fell asleep before 12 o'clock.Once the nausea started, she also felt what a pregnant woman's lethargy is.

Tong Fei has class on Monday in the afternoon.In the morning, she took the time to go to the hospital for an examination, and the result was unquestionable. She was 7 weeks pregnant.Is it born or is it aborted?

Before making a decision, Tong Fei had to take good care of her body, but the symptoms of convulsions made her depressed. She kept eating sour plums before get out of class, and ran to the bathroom after class, throwing up in the dark... Physical and mental Tong Fei is in torment every day, and the most uncomfortable thing is not only this... When she was hesitating whether to have this child, a sensational news broke out on the Internet. The male star cheated in marriage, went out with the mistress, and there were rumors that the mistress had aborted the man for that man...

This news ignited the anger of the people, and the overwhelming condemnation was like a tide. There are many reasons, but in the final analysis, it is because the happy married life of this celebrity couple has fulfilled many people's fantasies about love. The dream was suddenly shattered, shredded, and overturned the original cognition. As a result, all parties jumped out to express their extreme indignation, and the influence spread abroad...

In the past, Tong Fei would have been one of the people who were filled with righteous indignation, but now, she can only stare at the computer in a daze, with tears on her cheeks.Thinking of her own situation, thinking of the little life in her stomach, thinking of Du Cheng and Fang Kailin getting married soon, Tong Fei couldn't allow herself to become a mistress like in the news.She will never do anything that destroys other people's marital happiness!

Originally, she couldn't make up her mind, but under the influence of this news these days, and seeing all kinds of scolding and criticism, Tong Fei's psychological balance gradually tilted, and she felt more and more that she should kill the mess, kill the child, and even kill the child. Cut off my feelings for Du Cheng!Only in this way, will she not become a shameless mistress... [Please recommend a monthly pass! 】