Feng Ming defies the sky: prostitutes do not become concubines

Xinyi Fanwai (This is a long commentary given by Baoziniu. It is a very well-written episode, and I will post it for everyone to watch together)

Everyone has an unknown secret in their hearts. Although I don't know everyone's secret, I know a secret that cannot be shared.

I have been with the master for more than ten years. Since the death of the master's mother, I was sent by His Majesty to monitor him. I was ten years old and he was six years old. The first time I saw him, I thought he was like a Although delicate as a porcelain doll, it is fragile and untouchable. His cheeks were so pale that there was no blood at all, and he was terribly sick. I still deeply remember the way he looked at me with dilated pupils.

From that moment on, I had an idea in my heart, I want to love and protect him like my own younger brother. That year was the Year of Xin Yi when His Majesty was alive, so I changed my name to Xin Yi to remember my oath.

Your Majesty also often listens to my report on the matter of the master. Every time after listening to him, he always frowns first, and then reveals an incomprehensible smile. As I grow older, I can gradually see that it is a kind of Helpless, a kind of sorrow, a kind of loneliness...

Later, I also understood that the master's body was weak, and he often fell ill and coughed because he was poisoned by Gu poison. It was just the root of all this, and I'm afraid it could not be separated from the kindness and resentment in the court.

I often think that the master should have hatred, but in the days we get along later, I gradually understand that the master is cold, because I can't bring up feelings for these, so why talk about hatred?

When it comes to feelings, we must talk about Madam. In fact, there is a decree in the dark. When it comes, it will come. There is nowhere to escape. I have no right to limit the master's emotions. Now I always feel that the master and Madam were together at that time. days are the happiest...

In the first winter my wife passed away, my master sat in the courtyard and said to me suddenly: "Xin Yi, today's snow is so beautiful, whispering, it's as beautiful as when she was here..."

I paused while pouring hot tea for him and said, "Yes, it's really beautiful."

After that, he stared blankly at Daxue, his thoughts seemed to drift far, far away.

When he regained his composure, the tea on the table was already cold, and then he went to the warehouse, picked up one of the snow ginseng on the shelf and looked at it blankly, as if looking at a person through the spiritual ginseng.

In the days when his wife left, he often drank until late at night, so that the room was full of wine jars, and the room was full of wine smells. He said that after he was drunk, he could hear her voice, every corner of the room It seemed to have her voice, he said it was good to hear her voice calling him.

He seldom fell asleep at night, fell asleep a few times, and would wake up in the middle of the night, and then he would touch the mandarin duck pillow that his wife embroidered in the past and whisper, calling his wife's name.

He said: Ningyan, Ningyan, is that you?I miss you so much, where are you?

Then there was a long, long, suffocating silence.

It was another winter, watching his thin body move slowly in the wind and snow.

I tightened my hand holding the fox fur cloak, and stepped forward quickly to put it on for him.His eyelashes fluttered slightly, and he called out tentatively: "Ning... Yan..." "Master, the wind is blowing, and the snow will be heavy later, let's go back."

He lowered his eyelids, and a bitter smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, "Sure enough, every day I miss her...is very difficult..."

"Master, you have to take care of your health, otherwise Madam Quanxia will not feel at ease if she knows."

In fact, when I saw Madam for the first time, I was also a little surprised. I thought that a beautiful woman is just beautiful. Who would have thought that Madam made me change my mind. She is smart, beautiful, and kind. , very eye-catching, I am not surprised that the master will fall in love with her, but I thought that the master just likes her, but I didn't expect to fall in love. Seeing the master healing her wounds and hurting his heart, at that moment, I I have the urge to kill her. I think this woman will block the master's way forward, and I can't keep it. As the saying goes, care will lead to chaos. If I killed her at the beginning, I am afraid that today the master will not only do this, but also kill me. On the contrary, I am very glad that I am not like this, because I am afraid that he will hate me all my life.

It's been a long road, I don't regret every step I take, and what I can do now is not to win the dragon chair on a very cold place for my master, but to do for him, what makes him happy, what makes him happy.

=============================

(After posting it, I read it again. This is not so much Xinyi’s fanfare, but another kind of Xiao Yihan’s. In his life, it seems sad, but he got the love that everyone can’t get, and there are servants I suddenly thought of a sentence, and I would like to share it with you: When God closes the door for you, he will also open a window for you. If you only see the misfortune in front of you, you will miss the good times you should have. Finally, Yan Yan wishes everyone happiness.)

ps: There is also an episode of Baili Cangzhu and Helan Mosu.If you want to watch the episode of Baili Yuxi, please leave a message to let us know.