"Students" Conspiracy

Jing Che stood still and forgot to move.She lived alone for several years, and no one cared for her. The only one in the past eight years was also killed by her own hands.Perhaps this kind of blankness is a kind of punishment, and over time, she has already felt that there is no need for it.

However, when she gets this moment again, this kind of warmth that is so subtle that it can be ignored will actually give birth to a kind of greed for her, longing for more, even longing to be cared by that person, by more people.

She lowered her eyes and filled the glass silently, fulfilling the promise she did not want to answer. When the glass was brought to her mouth, Xiu stopped her hand: "This is not a question, it's okay if you don't answer."

With a "click", a tear shattered on the back of Yexiu's hand.

Jing Che looked at Yexiu, his face was expressionless, showing indifference and coldness towards everything.She probably guessed that this is the same person as Yexiu who was a thousand years later, but at this time his life has not been interfered with by her, and she can't predict what will happen in the next thousand years.

However, at this moment, her persistence has collapsed, maybe because of a word, maybe because of this person.She covered her mask, pretending to be calm but still a choked voice came out from between her fingers: "Yeah, as you said, I'm not well. Red Sea Gu is like a devil in my body, Tearing my flesh and soul everywhere...But I don't hate the person who fed me Gu, I think I deserve it. This kind of pain is like a kind of retribution...revenge for what I did to him many years ago unethical heart."

She grabbed the wine glass and drank it in one gulp. She couldn't taste the taste, but only knew that a cold feeling poured down her throat.When he looked up again, the deep pupils behind the mask returned to normal: "When you are about to die, what do you want to do the most?"

Yexiu took a sip of the wine, probably the taste was too much for him to get used to, he would frown slightly every time he took a sip, and it took him a long time to finish the glass of wine.In silence, he turned his face to look at the god statue in the shrine. This was the first time he looked at the god from this angle of looking back. It seemed that something in his body was about to break out of the cage under the awakening of alcohol: "I... I will embrace the idol."

Jing Che thought he was drunk, and tentatively looked into his eyes, but he was still clear.Their last wishes before they died sounded a little funny, she laughed: "When I was very young, I thought that my last wish was to see the world unified and the people live and work in peace and contentment. What I'm doing now is actually just stealing his wine. I want to steal the taste that makes him drunk... It's a pity that I still don't know what the taste of wine is."

She thought she could steal back that kind of time, when the years were still quiet, he raised a glass to her in the sun, and opened his lips as if to say something, but she felt that all the sounds were clearly close at hand, but so far away .

"After living for too long, many things have lost their meaning. Maybe this is not a last wish, but something I can't and dare not do in my whole life."

Jing Che drank cup after cup. The cold feeling seemed to temporarily numb the pain in her body. She had already forgotten the rules she had agreed upon, and her voice seemed ethereal because she was slightly drunk: "Since you can live beyond human limits for so long, Why don't you dare to go beyond such a simple thing? Then what is the meaning of your life..."

"I dare not be disrespectful to God."

"Who the hell are you?"

"My identity and that of my clansmen are God's guardians." Yexiu was also overwhelmed by alcohol, his fair face flushed slightly at this moment, "The ability that God bestows on me is to erase memories. God can't interfere with everything about people, so if someone If you have seen God, then I will be responsible for erasing people's memories."

On the contrary, Jing Che looked at Ye Xiu with some sympathy, "2000 years will be like a day, it will be hard to bear."

Yexiu shook his head: "This is the guardian's mission."

"Mission? Huh," Jing Che smiled slightly disdainfully, "Someone once told me that I have a different kind of blood on my body, that my ancestors inherited the bloodline of the gods, and the purity of this bloodline can guarantee our clan's eternal rule. Mainland, but later, it wasn’t that I gave up on my mission, but the mission abandoned me.”

"The predestined destiny will not be obliterated by the changes of the world," Ye Xiuding fixedly stared at the red clothes, his words were compassionate, "The mission will not disappear because of the change of your identity."

Jing Che lay on his back on the high and low steps, holding the wine gourd in his arms, the night sky suddenly opened up in his sight, and the wind was blowing somewhere.

"The world has never needed me, and neither has he."

Yexiu saw that her eyes behind the mask were pitch-black, as if hiding a thousand times of sorrow. These eyes made him suddenly think of God. After a long time, her appearance has been blurred. Only those eyes are thrilling. , reminds me of yesterday in my memory.

"If it wasn't because I was about to die, since I put on this mask, I probably wouldn't have thought that I would be able to share these secrets with others," Jing Che said with his arms stretched in front of his eyes, and one or two candles flickered in the distance. Mie, "Brother, thank you."

"I'm not your senior brother."

Jing Che went on to himself: "He is the best person in the world, he indulges in everything about me, he won't blame me, if he thinks it's bad, it's just because I made myself miserable."

Jing Che smiled, opened his mouth and poured wine into his mouth with the mouth of the gourd face down, the wine slid down the corner of his mouth and wet his clothes: "I haven't noticed such a good person, but I have worked hard to like him." An impossible person. That person is addicted to alcohol and is not serious, but he is a god in my eyes, a god within reach, although I always shy away from him, pretend to despise him, and even irritate him endlessly ..."

Jing Che was so drunk that she started to cry, "I used to really love him. Because I didn't know when I was in love. One day he would send me to hell with his own hands to suffer. It was divided into five horses, and I found out later that this punishment took away my three souls, and I will never be able to live like a normal person again."

"I entrusted my whole body and mind to him, but he didn't believe me. He wanted to hurt me repeatedly, even married another woman, and even killed me with a sword for that woman. Even in the end, he insisted that , I absconded in fear of crime. I have no crime, so I want to live, even if I struggle more painfully than death."

"Don't drink it." Yexiu snatched her gourd.

Jing Che hugged the gourd tightly, glared at Yexiu viciously, and said incoherently: "I have been thinking about one thing...he treasures his gourd so much, is it true that as long as I hold his gourd, he will never have it? Way to abandon me."

Then she sat up suddenly, patted Yexiu's shoulder, and said thoughtfully, "That's all."