all-round genius

Chapter 121 The memory of the past

There are always many things in the world that people can't help remembering. Everyone makes a wish under the flashing shooting star, so that they can have a good memory on the day when they grow old.

However, a hundred years of life is a waste of time. When those people who have really gone through their lives look back, they realize that even those bad things are actually gains.

The suffering in life does not lie in experiencing pain, but when you look back at the twilight and look at the sunset, you find that there is nothing you miss in this long life.That time should be scary, because what a person can take away from this world may be only the memory in his mind.

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Nan Gongyue knelt in front of Fang Aiyu's bed, for an hour, two hours, or longer, she just knelt there.She didn't speak, she didn't defend, she didn't cry.When Chu Huainan left her the way of life, she knew that the woman on the bed was worthy of her lifetime care.

Fang Aiyu woke up early, her dull eyes stared straight at the roof, on the pale roof, it seemed that Chu Huainan's figure had turned into an illusion.He seems to be smiling, waving, and he's saying—Mom, I miss you.

How many days and nights is that?In a pitch-black hut that was only ten feet wide, a five- or six-year-old child was squatting on the ground, with soda cans all over the floor in front of him.There was a bit of childishness on his face, but also a bit of a smile. He carefully counted the cans on the ground. As the number increased, the smile on his little face became stronger.

He is a sensible child, and he started to pick up some things to sell for money very early on. Even though it was not much, it made her very happy.It was that cold night when she leaned against the door and looked at him who was squatting on the ground with a doting face.

What she didn't expect was that after counting the cans, he didn't get up, but picked up one of them and shook it. When he heard that there was still some drink left in it, he secretly poured it into his mouth.Only a little bit, maybe it has expired, maybe it has deteriorated, maybe it is too dirty to be dirty anymore.

But his little face still looks very satisfied, that kind of satisfaction is a kind of happiness expression, but to her leaning against the door, it is a kind of pain, a kind of pain that hurts to the bone, at that moment she hated I hate myself why I brought him into this world, but I can't give him a stable life.

She was crying silently that night, and lying beside him was his petite and thin body.He didn't hear her cry, he slept soundly, with a smile on his lips.She didn't know what he dreamed about, but seeing his smiling face, she felt endless sadness.

Tears flowed down the corners of Fang Aiyu's eyes, even though Qin Yang beside him kept wiping her, the tears still couldn't stop gushing out.

"How can you be so cruel?"

Fang Aiyu looked at Chu Huainan on the roof, but touched her chapped lips a few times. At this moment, she blamed him a little bit. Why did she have to be left alone in this world?

Even though life is precious, at this moment Fang Aiyu feels that this is a kind of punishment. Is he blaming me?

Fang Aiyu's ethereal eyes seemed to see his figure again. At that time, he grew a little taller, and his body was not as thin as before.That day he hurried from outside, spread out his palm and took out a bunch of grapes.He said that he heard people say that people who cough will be cured by eating some fruit. At that time, he laughed, wiped the sweat from his forehead and ran out again.

That night, as soon as she came back from the outside, she saw him sitting on the ground, his little face was a little bruised, and his body was covered with mud.Beside him, an adult kept kicking him, and there were many children beside him, clapping their palms and shouting, 'Hit Huainan, catch the thief'.

At that time, he seemed very stubborn, with his little head raised high, he didn't speak, he didn't explain, he didn't complain of pain, his little hands were tightly clenched, and he let the adult kick him one after another .

Only then did she know that the grapes he gave her were stolen.He is like a child who is loved by no one, being bullied and abused by others.

No one knows him better than her, no one loves him more than her.

But he left first, he said to study hard, he said to grow up to earn money, he said to protect her well, but all these became lies, how could she not blame him?

A sense of exhaustion came from Fang Aiyu's heart. At this moment, she felt very tired, really tired.

"come here!"

Weeping silently, Fang Aiyu turned her head slowly, and said to Nan Gongyue who was kneeling beside her.

Nan Gongyue raised her head when she heard the words, but without getting up, she knelt and rubbed against Fang Aiyu. Although she raised her head, she didn't dare to look into Fang Aiyu's eyes.

"How did Huainan get away?"

Fang Aiyu sat up, lowered her head and asked Nangongyue.

"We were being chased, and if... if one didn't distract the enemy and create an opportunity for the other, both of us would have died. So... so he distracted the enemy and let me escape return."

Nan Gongyue lowered her eyes, and tears flowed down as she narrated.

The room fell into silence, Nan Gongyue knelt on the ground and cried alone, Qin Yang turned his head, frowning and looked out of the window quietly, while Fang Aiyu's eyes were still dull, she seemed to have lost her soul, and was in a daze sitting there.

"You look up."

After a few minutes, Fang Aiyu finally came to her senses, and whispered to Nangongyue.

Nan Gongyue raised her head slowly when she heard the words, until now she dared to face Fang Aiyu squarely.

"Snapped!"

A crisp sound came from far away in the slightly quiet room, Fang Aiyu slapped Fang Aiyu, and Nangongyue's snow-white face already had five obvious fingerprints.

"Why didn't you die? Why?"

Fang Aiyu's whole body trembled slightly, she screamed to Nangongyue, the sadness and anger accumulated in her heart at this moment finally came out.Chu Huainan's death hit her too hard, it seemed like the whole world collapsed.

Regarding this slap, Nan Gongyue did not dodge at all. In fact, with her reflexes, it was impossible for Fang Aiyu to hit her, but she still let Fang Aiyu slap her in the face, as long as it made Fang Aiyu feel more comfortable, a slap would count what?

Maybe it was because Fang Aiyu heard Nangongyue's heartfelt voice, the second and third slap came down again.

"Snapped!"

"Snapped!"

"Snapped!"

The crisp slaps continued, Fang Aiyu seemed to vent all her hatred on Nangongyue's face, even though she was not strong enough, Nangongyue's face was still a little swollen after several slaps continued.

"You go, I never want to see you again."

As if tired from beating, Fang Aiyu finally stopped, wiped the tears from her face, and whispered to Nangongyue.

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