Concubine Mad Queen

Zhong Mei's face was full of reminiscence: "During the meeting later, cousin, you didn't know that, in fact, sometimes I was always envious of you. You don't know, but I like such a good personality. You, while resenting myself, why can't you live like you with so many eyes?"

Zhong Mei laughed mockingly to herself: "Cousin knows about the affairs of Prince Liang's Mansion, the chaos in the back house is far darker and chaotic than what my cousin saw. , I suffered a lot in it, so I had to disguise myself. I don't want to live such a life, but I can't help it, if I don't do it, I will be the one who gets hurt."

Zhong Mei's eyes were red again, her eye sockets were moist, and soon she began to shed tears again, holding a handkerchief, she gently tried the tears for herself, and laughed even more mockingly: "It turns out I don't think there is anything wrong with this. I was trying to fight for my own things. If I don't advance but retreat, if I take a step back, I may face a cliff. I live for myself, so there is nothing wrong. From childhood That’s how I was educated, I’m not wrong, isn’t this very good?”

"However, as I grow up, the people and things I have seen are constantly challenging my bottom line of cognition. It turns out that there are many, many people in the world, not only the dark and dirty ones in Prince Liang's mansion, but also some I can live a very cheerful and sunny person, and my true heart is as pure as white jade. But at that time, my hands were no longer clean. I have dealt with the aunts and concubines in the mansion. Dare to provoke me, but at the same time I have lost my innocence."

Zhong Mei paused for a moment, and from her hazy eyes, she could still see Ding Shuang, whose complexion changed slightly, seemed to be a little tangled, clutching his handkerchief, and pursing his lips tightly: "Cousin, I am an ambitious person, I I didn’t hide it in front of you. I think you should understand me. Later, I realized that we may not be the same person, people who think the same. In fact, I was a little lost at that time. You are the one I really want to get close to People, you have such a kind personality, no one will dislike you."

Zhong Mei let out a long sigh: "But for this liking, I did a lot of wrong things. In fact, I don't want to come to Tianxuan Kingdom. Some of the things I told you are all false, just to comfort myself , don't I know that in the Tiancheng Kingdom that I am familiar with, I will live better. But the emperor sees that the Liang family is powerful, and I have good friends with my cousins, and the higher-ups are also afraid that our two houses will unite. We have one civil and one military, so there is no guarantee that it is not another force, so this matter of marrying the princess, it is not me, it will be you!"

"What!" Ding Shuang was taken aback, looked at Zhong's eyebrows in disbelief, moved his lips a few times, and then blurted out: "Could it be... Could it be that you deliberately... ..."

Zhong Mei shook his head: "Cousin thought too much, this is my own decision, it has nothing to do with other people, cousin, don't think so, although I don't really want to come to Tianxuan Kingdom, but in the end I still came, the same It's because I have ambitions in my heart, and it has nothing to do with other people, let alone my cousin."

It's just that Ding Shuang still looked shocked, obviously digesting this matter.

Zhong Mei said: "Anyway, I'm married, but cousin, you came to Tianxuan Kingdom, I know what you are for, I didn't have any other ideas at first, I thought that my cousin would come with me, before I get married , I can get along with my cousin more, and I can rely on this to recall the beautiful life of Tiancheng Kingdom in the future. My first plan failed, and I became isolated and helpless. I suddenly realized that when I came to Tianxuan Kingdom, I might have nowhere to go. This is more dangerous than I imagined. No matter how much you prepare mentally, I will die here, I am afraid!"

Zhong Mei cried very sadly, Ding Shuang hesitated for a long while, then stretched out his hand with a handkerchief to help Zhong Mei wipe, but Zhong Mei grabbed Ding Shuang's hand: "Cousin, do you understand that feeling, feeling The world has abandoned me, but at that time only you were comforting me, I just... I just... did such a wrong thing for a while. I took advantage of my cousin, but I thought about it in Tianxuan Guo, as my favored concubine, I can always protect my cousin. The Minister of the Ministry of War is just the mansion, and I can always handle them well. Whoever dares to be unfavorable to my cousin, I will not let them have a better life. I am really selfish. I'm really bad, in fact, I regretted it after I did it, but I have no choice but to hate, I hate myself!"

Ding Shuang's eyes flickered, he patted Zhong Mei's head helplessly, and sighed.

Zhong Mei raised her head, she didn't put on makeup, her face was already haggard, now she is crying like a tearful person, it makes people feel distressed, Zhong Mei's lips trembled, her voice was hoarse, and she carefully flattered her: "Cousin ...I'm really sorry for you, I really deserve to die, I really... Woohoo, if my cousin is not living happily now, I can't wait to tear myself apart to vent my regret! "

After finishing speaking, Zhong Mei hugged Ding Shuang and burst into tears.

Ding Shuang let Zhong Mei cry. After a while, his shoulders were wet, and Zhong Mei couldn't cry anymore. He was sobbing and holding Ding Shuang, very heartbroken. Ding Shuang looked at Zhong Mei. There is a pattern carved on the chair behind the eyebrows, and there is no expression on his face.But his hand didn't stop, he patted Zhong Mei's back lightly and said: "Don't cry, you just came out, your body is not good, don't cry and ruin your body."

Zhong Mei froze obviously, raised his head in astonishment, and looked at Ding Shuang in disbelief: "Cousin... Cousin, do you forgive me..."

The eager anticipation in those eyes almost makes people drunk in it, Ding Shuang smiled helplessly: "If you want to say I hate you, when I first heard the news, I really hated you to death, but everything is over. Yes. I am married now. Although Cheng Qian is not the best husband-in-law I think, I will marry him, so how can it change? Now that the overall situation is settled, what is the use of thinking about it? Things don’t go back to the past.”

Zhong Mei whimpered: "Again, I will never... I really won't, I don't want to make my cousin sad."

Ding Shuang patted Zhong Mei on the shoulder: "I know everything about your nature, why don't I know it in my heart, otherwise why have I been friends with you for so many years, people who don't like, you know, I'm too lazy to make friends Yes. Anyway, things are already like this, thinking about the past will only make our life worse, won’t it? "

Zhong Mei stared at Ding Shuang, seeing Ding Shuang smiling lightly, a little regretful, but helpless, with a sense of relief, anyway, it was very complicated, but she felt relieved.

By doing this, she was actually testing Ding Shuang's deep affection for her sisters for many years. Naturally, it is impossible for Ding Shuang not to blame her at all, but as Ding Shuang said now, the overall situation has been settled.The two of them are in Tianxuan Kingdom. As long as Ding Shuang has a little sense, she knows that the two of them are better than Ding Shuang himself. Even if it is for the benefit, Ding Shuang will not want their relationship to change stiff.

Whether Zhong Mei is in the palace, if she wants to do something to Ding Shuang and Cheng Qian, there is still a chance, and she knows Ding Shuang well, and it is easier to understand than Ding Shuang Xingshi asking for guilt.Moreover, Zhong Mei's nonsense, some are true and some are false, people's feelings are very complicated, and it is impossible for people to let go if they want to.Where there is resentment, there is love, which further shows that Ding Shuang cares very much about the relationship between the two.

So Zhong Mei was released, and after thinking for a long time, he decided to meet Ding Shuang first, to get rid of this thorn in his heart first.

Ding Shuang may not completely forgive her now, but it is enough to understand her, not to cause trouble for her, and to help her when she encounters problems.Originally, she just wanted to support the family Ding Shuang married, and didn't take Ding Shuang too seriously. This situation was already the best plan. Now, it seems that it is better than she imagined?

Zhong Mei said softly: "Cousin, you really care about me. In fact, I have calmed down a lot in the cold palace. Thinking about it, I was too persistent at the beginning. What good is there in arguing with Princess Cang? There are so many troubles. It's really ridiculous. But what happened to Tu Eqiu and Hong Meiyu, I really didn't do it, someone hurt me, I swear to God!"

Ding Shuang sighed when he heard this: "Then who do you think? This palace is indeed very dangerous."

Zhong Mei's eyes turned cold: "Originally, if there was no such thing before, I'm not very sure, but before the discovery of Epiphyllum in Tu Eqiu's yard, I really suspected that it was Bingyan who retaliated against me, but later the investigation was not her, but instead It fell on me, and I knew in my heart that it wasn't me. If it wasn't Bingyan, wouldn't it be Tu Eqiu who had the most direct contact with me? And about Hong Meiyu, cousin, you know what happened to me in the palace at that time, I just wanted to please Hong Meiyu, there's no need to do such a thing, I'm not stupid, and it's Tu Eqiu who has benefited the most from this matter!"

Ding Shuang was taken aback: "This... Tu Eqiu, she doesn't look like..."

Zhong Mei sneered: "How can you be accurate? I didn't know that Tu Eqiu is such an ungrateful bastard. I let her have today, but she hurt me several times. And she also wanted to kill two birds with one stone and hurt the world at the same time." Concubine, Princess Cang was injured at that time, and Xiao Shizi was almost separated from her because of this. It is really sad to think about it. I forgot to reveal this to my cousin and Princess Cang. I can’t have friendly relations with her now, but I I will not let the person who framed me go, and I will live a happy life, and I will at least let the person concerned know about these scandals."

Ding Shuang felt a chill in his heart, it turned out that Zhong Mei was thinking about this, and his idea was all on Bingyan's head!

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