Concubine Mad Queen

She never even thought that this would be her, but the reality told her so bluntly, this is her, she is already like this now, no matter how noble she is in the future, she will be far away from her, she is a Poor thing, anyone can bully her poor thing.

Bullied like her, resented everyone, cursed many people at night, how many times, but every time she dreamed back at midnight, she felt all kinds of powerlessness, all kinds of bewilderment, what could she do if she scolded these people? Woolen cloth?

She was still living miserably, and they were still living happily. If the curse was useful, the people headed by Bingyan would have died countless times.

For such a miserable self, she only has her last pride left in the end. She is crazy and stupid, but it can be fake. She doesn't want to see people insulting her and seeing others pity when she is sober. She, seeing others mocking and abusing her, the only thing she has left is this bit of pride, which she wants to keep for herself.

So she didn't recognize Princess Hai at all, but deep down in her heart, she still felt that Princess Hai wouldn't just let it go when she saw her daughter.

If it was possible, Yunqin would still go out. Lenggong is not a place for people to stay. She is pretending to be crazy and stupid now, but she doubts it. If this continues, she will really go crazy.

Not many days after Princess Hai left, Nanny Xu brought Bingyan over. Yunqin originally thought that it would be best for the queen to come forward, but at this time, it was Bingyan who came.

Looking at Bingyan's indifferent face, she sneered in her heart, she never counted on Bingyan, with their enmity, Bingyan wished for her to die, would she save her?Bingyan's coming here is just to make her suffer humiliation again, it's really ridiculous!

This is Princess Hai, is this the way the queen thought of?

Although when Bingyan came, Yunqin also knew the reason why they called Bingyan, but she couldn't help but feel chilled in her heart, the queen thought, could she not be saved, such behavior clearly did not want to save her at all, Why bother to be hypocritical again, it's just to make Bingyan and Princess Hai have a deeper enmity, so as to continue to let Haiwang's mansion be tied to Liwang's mansion and Yunzhe, she is not really stupid yet.

After arguing with Bingyan for so long, even if Yunqin is unwilling, she has to admit that Bingyan is indeed very smart. She can think of this kind of thing, and Bingyan must have thought of it. She wants to use this to count Bingyan, But it is not easy.

As for leaving the palace, she didn't think about it at all, because she knew it was over, she stayed in the room every day and counted the days, she was thinking, how long will such days last?In other words, how long will it be like to wait for the crazy days?

Yes, wait for the crazy day.

With such a voice, she will be abnormal sooner or later. She used to think that she was just pretending to be crazy, and she just didn’t want to see those realities. Lying on the bed for a long time, even the muscles will be necrotic. In the end, she may not even know that she is hungry. Maybe at some point, she will go crazy and starve to death.

Hehehe!

Thinking of her, Yunqin, the princess of the Haiwang Mansion who was born with gold and jade, the number one beauty in Tianxuan who was admired by countless young talents in Tianxuan Kingdom, but in the end she was waiting for her to go crazy with such a human and ghostly appearance. If you go crazy, you don't know how miserable you are, Yunqin doesn't know what to say anymore.

She has always wanted to fight against fate, but in the end reality told her that she was simply fantasizing. From her previous life to this life, she had never been convinced by anyone, let alone Bingyan. Li Jian, what she did before is just like a joke, those who look at her are like those who play tricks on her, what is she fighting for?

She doesn't know, she doesn't know the meaning of what she did before, does she regret it?She doesn't know, because everything can't be repeated.

After she died in the last life, her resentment persisted, so she was reborn again. This time, will she be reborn again?

But for the momentum of life, for another life, she has no persistence anymore. What is true and what is false, she even sometimes feels that she is dreaming, and reality and dreams are constantly changing. They are all living in a dream. In fact, she has never been reborn at all. All of this is thought up in her own mind. She is just deceiving herself. It is all fake.

But when she was awake, she felt so realistic and clear again that she was reborn, and all the grievances and grievances between her and Bingyan played out in her mind every day, telling her over and over again, these are true, you want to be cowardly It's impossible to deny it, let's recognize the reality, this is the miserable you, what do you still want to deny, you lost, no matter it was the last life, or this life that was reborn with resentment, you lost, you lost completely , there is nothing left to lose!

Yunqin later found out that she wouldn't cry anymore, it seemed because she looked away, no, because she couldn't cry at all, is there anything more sad, or she has cried so much that she has no more tears, and is waiting to count the days , she knew that there was no future.

But she didn't expect that when she was thinking this way, a fire broke out in the cold palace. At that time, she didn't think about fleeing, because she thought it was fine, if she could only stay in the cold palace, keeping the palace dim, and still It's better to burn yourself to death with a fire, and you will be quiet.

She doesn't want to sink into that kind of dreamlike dream anymore, she doesn't want to live in a muddle anymore, at this time, death may be a kind of relief.

Yunqin lay on the bed, waiting for the fire to burn her whole body, she was still thinking, what should she do if it burns her body, it hurts a lot, it's very hot?

There's nothing to do, just grit your teeth and hold back, she even thought, she must hold back, she can't scream in the end, the last bit of her dignity left, let her not have to live in such a humble way , she has nothing else to ask for, just this little expectation.

She was lying quietly, and it didn't take long before she heard the sound of screaming outside. At that moment, her mind suddenly became very calm, and instead she carried a kind of etherealness that she couldn't explain clearly. She was thinking, so waiting for death It's not that scary either. See, she's going to get over it. It won't be long before she has no pain at all.

Living in such pain in this world, it is better to leave with a smile, hehe, it turns out that she can also have such a time to think about it, and it turns out that it is not as difficult as imagined. Sure enough, human potential is infinite, but unexpected events, It just happened!