Chapter 190

Now I am a human being.

When you pass by love, you will no longer be afraid of the cold.

The lens of the novel looks towards the past.

I have forgotten how many evenings I spent away from home.

Su Ruoying doesn't know how she got home, she just remembers going to that familiar bar, forgetting how much she drank, forgetting how to walk back to this villa, she remembers that when she opened the door and came in, she was already collapsed On the back of the door, the body slid down from the back of the door. When the body loses weight, it seems that the soul is also separated from the body, and all the past is poured out of the mind.

"My name is Su Ruoying, you will remember my name, because you will fall in love with me!"

The sunshine under the cherry blossom tree is so bright and moving, like a gentle wind blowing up the pink petals, the boy who appeared while the petals were falling, with the handsome lines on the boy's face and the rebellious expression, in the wind, this man Once you stay, you stay for ten years.

Ten years wasted like a dream, the alcohol was fermenting in the stomach, and the misty breath invaded the mind and thoughts. If everything stayed under the cherry blossom tree ten years ago, it would be great. There will be a new life between them However, they are not the immature youths they were before.

He fell heavily on the floor, and the icy coolness penetrated through the flushed cheeks, and he could taste the cold. On Su Ruoying's white cheeks, the red smudged the cheeks, and fell to the floor, and the seaweed-like curly hair was scattered. Eyes open and close, as if ten years have passed between opening and closing.

The accumulated memories have become the past when she fell down. Su Ruoying, Xia Qing is a silly woman, and you are not. In this world, there is such a silly woman who spends ten years foolishly for a man. The actor is ruthless, but she wants to be ruthless, but all her infatuation falls on a man who does not belong to her.

The glare of the morning sun swept into the Xishan Villa. Su Ruoying turned over and found that her body was chilled. She tried her best to open her eyes and found that she was lying on the floor of the living room and got up from the floor. The long and long dream, the dream woke up, and it was time for her, Su Ruoying, to wake up too, and she could no longer justify herself in the dream she had woven.

Standing up, with disheveled clothes, she brushed her curly hair behind her ears, approached the window, and opened the curtains. It was a bright sunny day outside, and the sun was hanging high in the sky, so she couldn't open her eyes Pain.The astringent feeling covered the red and swollen eyeballs, and he washed his cheeks with cold water.

Su Ruoying faced the mirror and told herself and the reality: "Su Ruoying, stop dreaming, your dream is awakened, your man does not belong to you anymore, you have done so many things wrong, what have you got? You have nothing I didn’t get it!” I finally understood that sentence, in fact, the person you love the most is the person you should leave the most.

After tidying up my mood, tidying up everything in the Xishan Villa, including simple luggage, I suddenly discovered that Leng Lie had never left anything here, nothing, and I only had the only clothes that I couldn't take away , is she alone in her current situation?

Su Ruoying walked every meter of Xishan Villa, once she hugged Leng Lie here, once here she cooked the black coffee he likes for Leng Lie, once she and Leng Lie fell in love madly and passionately on the ground... Once upon a time... goodbye.

Goodbye, Leng Lie, goodbye means that there is no reason to meet again.

Goodbye, Su Ruoying, you should bid farewell to everything in the past, bid farewell to Xishan Villa, bid farewell to Leng Lie, you are a brand new person, and there should be no shadow of this man in your life from now on. For ten years, Leng Lie, you are my everything, I just found out yesterday that I regard you as the whole of my life, but I am just the past in your life.

After signing the divorce agreement, tears permeated the divorce agreement drop by drop. Su Ruoying put the divorce agreement, the real report, and a farewell letter in the courier bag.

I'm sorry, Leng Lie, for loving you, I have done too many wrong things, I'm sorry.

He picked up the phone and dialed the familiar number: "Hello, Lie!"

"What's the matter?" The other party's indifference made her choke up again. Su Ruoying originally wanted to say goodbye to him, but his indifference and ruthlessness brought everything back to normal.

"It's okay, I just want to call and hear your voice!" I just want to call your name for the last time and hear your voice, and there will be no chance in the future.

"It's nothing, just like this, I'm still busy!" The other end of the phone was disconnected, only the beeping busy tone could be heard, he hung up the phone, as if cutting off all the contact between them, Su Ruoying said to her Looking at the phone, delete that number on her phone. "It's time to forget, Leng Lie, I finally have the courage to leave you! Goodbye, we will never meet again!"

Dragging a simple suitcase, Su Ruoying stood on the road of the Xishan Villa, looking at the villa, tears had flowed down her cheeks, she never resented, why did she meet Leng Lie, in her most beautiful years, she met For the person she loves the most, she feels that she is worth it, but now, she is just waking up in her own dream, she shouldn't do this anymore, she wants to go home, go back to the place that belongs to her, has her own breath home.

In this place that doesn't belong to me, it doesn't belong to her after all.Su Ruoying suddenly wanted to laugh, she laughed a lot, laughed at her own stupidity, laughed at the stupid things she had done, now that she thinks about it, she has lost her head, she should forget it, and she will live again from now on.

The lonely figure gradually drifts away in this spring time, as if these ten years are just a dream in the city...

I forgot how long it has been since I returned to this building. Mu Yan took the invitation letter and stepped into the Leng Group. It has been three years and nothing has changed. The younger sisters of the group still recognize him, so he went straight to the elevator. On the 33rd floor.

Instead of rushing in without knocking like before, now he has to knock, "Come in!" There was a voice from inside the door, and Mu Yan gathered his thoughts and went in.

"Ah Lie!" Mu Yan walked into the office and sat opposite him. It wasn't like in the past. There was always some estrangement between them. Maybe it was because there was no work to get along day and night. Mu Yan always knew Cold with cold pride.

"Why are you free? Isn't the company busy?" Leng Lie didn't look up, and continued to look at the plan in his hand. This is a newly filed plan, and he must complete it as soon as possible.

"Here, take a look. After reading it, I think you will have time to listen to me!" Mu Yan threw the invitation letter to Leng Lie, and Leng Lie picked up the red invitation letter and opened it on the brightly colored cardboard. , The big black characters pricked every nerve of him.

"Mr. Ji Tianqi, Miss Xia Qing, happy wedding, Xujiahui Catholic Church, May [-], [-]."

The joy of marriage is filled with cold thoughts, she is going to get married, she is going to get married, she is finally going to stand beside that man named Ji Tianqi, why does her heart start throbbing over and over again, The invitation letter slowly showed signs of wrinkles due to the strength of the fingers.

"Sister-in-law is getting married, are you just so indifferent? Are you still calm? She is going to marry someone else, do you know? Leng Lie, this is your last chance. Before she didn't put on a wedding dress for someone else When you are here, you still have a chance!" Mu Yan looked directly at Leng Lie's eyes looking down at the invitation letter, he understood that everyone here understood that there was always Xia Qing in Leng Lie's heart, and he didn't want to admit it , but everyone understands.

Coldly stood up, left his seat, did not answer, just looked out of the glass window, Mu Yan knew that he was like this every time, and whenever he encountered difficult decisions, he liked to look out of the window on the 33rd floor, Pedestrians and vehicles outside the window were just moving like ants, and Mu Yan still didn't know what he was looking at?Will he feel better just looking at those?

"Speak, what are you thinking? You have to tell sister-in-law. If you don't say anything else, sister-in-law is going to become someone else's bride. There are still ten days left, and there are only ten days left. Ten days will pass quickly. Yes, Xiaoyu also said, there is no joy of marriage on the sister-in-law's face. When I married you last time, although you didn't know each other, my sister-in-law still held so much hope at that time. Now she is going to get married by herself, but Not happy at all! You know what she is waiting for, she is waiting for you!" Mu Yan walked up to Leng Lie and told him that he also wanted to wake up Leng Lie now.

Of course he knew, but what could he do? It was just another tragedy for two people to be in her life again. He should have expected that one day, what he didn't expect was that the child was not her and Ji Tianqi's child, if Mu Yan hadn't told him that the child was adopted by her, he would have thought she would have been happy long ago, right?

She should have her new life. If she insists on changing it, then the ending will be another tragedy for the two of them. He never wants to see her get hurt again. She said that it is better for them not to meet each other in the future.He has to do it, he has to do it, never go to see her again, even though he has so much reluctance, he still has to let go.

"You should show your attitude. It's true that the emperor is not in a hurry and the eunuchs are in a hurry. I came here specially for you. It's good that you didn't say a word!" Mu Yan pushed out the coldness of God, and looked at his reply.

"There is already a child between them, she likes this child so much, they will be happy, if they have children, they will be happy!" Leng Li opened the wine cabinet, picked up the whiskey and drank it down, the wine was sour and bitter The smell irritated her throat, and she really wanted to cry, really wanted to tell her that he didn't want her to marry someone else, and all he could do was stop here and do nothing.

"Leng Lie, figure it out, that child is not their child, it's her adopted child, if it's because of the child, then it's not a problem, you can start over, will the child still exist?" Mu Yan Tightly shaking the indifferent Leng Lie, Leng Lie just kept drinking strong wine.

"The relationship between me and her ended three years ago. How could we start over? She told me that it's best not to see each other. She's about to start a new life. Ah Yan, thank you for making this trip. Help me bring blessings to her, I may not be able to make it through!" How could he have the courage to watch her marry someone else in a wedding dress as a bride, if he went in person, he would not be able to bear it, he simply could not bear such a scene.

"Okay, you're not a man at all, and you don't dare to face yourself at all. Count me as meddling in my own business, count me as a waste of time, and I will never wade into your muddy water again!" Mu Yan was really taken aback. The Leng Lie in front of him was so angry that he looked calm, but he was more calm than anyone else.

Mu Yan turned around and left the cold office, he shouldn't have come here.It would be a shame if the story between them ended like this.

Facing the wine glass coldly, the red liquid, the red interlaced with the white glass, the relationship between them is as unfathomable as the red wine in the glass, she finally made this decision, she is going to be happy, why is his heart It hurts so much, it's like trying to dig out a place in my heart, this place will not belong to him in the future.Ji Tianqi, you will love Tianqing more than me.

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