After I touched the computer of the beautiful boss

Chapter 123: Tell me to break up with tears

Later, I thought at that time, should I be tougher, I should say that I can marry Bai Ling, I can give her happiness, I want to possess her, I want to be with her, would it be much better to say that? , but I didn't say that at that time, because I couldn't know whether they would divorce or break up. Even if the breakup was certain, I couldn't easily say some things. This kind of scene, once in a lifetime is enough , Later, I always thought that none of my peers must have experienced these things. These are really weird. If I was not with a woman older than me, how could such a thing happen?

Am I a morally corrupt child?Whether her first marriage broke up because of me, I can't be sure, but this time it must be me. I have always said to give her happiness, but I seem to have ruined her happiness, and did not bring her what she wanted. everything you want.

She kept letting me go, I wanted her to go with me, and finally, under her persuasion, I left by myself, I got out and sat in the car, I didn't leave right away, I looked at myself in the mirror, my My face was broken, I was hit, and my nose was bleeding. Of course, it’s nothing. It doesn’t make me feel bad at all. It’s really nothing. I’m just worried about her. She hasn’t come down yet. Up there, does he I started beating her, I picked up the phone and wanted to call her, but she dialed and said on the phone: "Xiao Lin, don't worry about me, go back to Xiliang first, I have nothing to worry about, He can't do anything to me, it's not good for you to stay here, I will be very worried about you, you don't know him, he has a lot to do with him, whether it's gangsters or white gangs, he has a lot of people mixed up, if he wants to deal with You are too simple, you promised me to leave for the time being, so I can rest assured!"

I said, "Do you mean to let me go? Don't come here again?"

Bai Ling said: "That's not what I meant. I meant to ask you to leave first. After I've settled the matter, I'll go find you and talk to you, okay?"

I said: "As long as you can live a good life, as long as he doesn't hurt you, I have nothing, I am willing to do anything, it is too easy for me to leave, I can do it!"

Bai Ling said: "Well, okay, Xiao Lin, it's all my fault, I hurt you, I will make up for it in the future, you go to the hospital to have a look first, be obedient!"

I said: "I don't need to see it, I'm fine, then I'll go back to Xiliang first, if you have anything to call me, you know I'm worried about you, I hope you don't worry me too much, I think I will be desperate Yeah, my mind is full of you right now, I can't live without you, I want to take you away, I don't want to leave you here alone to suffer like this, no matter how wrong we are, but it's what it is, I don't want to You bear it, do you understand me?"

Bai Ling said: "How can I not understand you? Honey, my little man, little guy, how can I not understand? You have endured so much suffering for me, how can I not feel sorry for you? My heartache You are amazing, I am full of you, I am most worried, the person who is most afraid of being bullied by others is you, you know that I can do anything for you, what else do I care about, I will take care of things here , from now on, I will be alone, and there will be no other people. No matter what the future holds, I will be alone and live a good life. If you still want me, I will appear by your side at any time. I have longed for it since I was a child. There is a love, can have a romantic relationship, one day I finally met, I cherish the favor of fate to me, people can meet the person they like in this lifetime, and he also likes you, how difficult it is It takes a lot of effort to cultivate the blessings, so I will definitely grab it desperately and not let it be lost easily. Believe me, my dear, because of you, I am not afraid of anything, no matter what happens. I won't be afraid of anything anymore!"

That day in the car, she gave me that phone call, we can say that we poured out our love in that anxious state, you know sometimes love is very selfish and cruel, there is no reason to talk about love, I I feel sorry for that man too, but what can be done about it?How difficult is true love in this world?As Bai Ling said, meeting someone you like in this world, who also likes you, is such an extravagant thing.

Fortunately, Bai Ling met, and I also met, we all met, why should we not cherish it?I think I should cherish it well. If Bai Ling decides to divorce me, I will treat her well. I can't care too much about her past. No, it will hurt her very much. She has done this for me, so she can be desperate. She spoke so directly in front of her husband, she was not afraid of anything, that love moved me, and I also knew that Bai Ling's love was true love, what more could I ask for?

After hanging up the phone, I leaned in the car, thinking about what Bai Ling said to me, I couldn't help but feel full of motivation and courage, I think in the days to come, we will be better Regarding our relationship, I also know that there will definitely be too many winds and rains. We have offended many people, and they will not let us go easily. They will definitely give us a lot of hardships on the way forward, but I am not afraid , I will face those difficulties, and then overcome them. One day, I must be with Bai Ling. After going through that incident, I understand how cherished some things are, and how rare some things are. .

I stayed in Bincheng for three days, and Bai Ling took the initiative to contact me during those three days, but she didn't say anything, just told me not to worry about her too much, she is very good, she will handle it Okay, a few times it was a text message, a few times it was a phone call, and of course I had news from her, so I was relieved.

Three days later, I returned to Xiliang. After returning to Xiliang, I have been waiting for her news, but she never contacted me again, and the phone I called her was turned off. I couldn't help but start to worry about her. What happened to her?Why didn't she contact me anymore, what happened to her, according to my understanding, she would not be like this, she is so determined, no matter what happens, she will not turn off her mobile phone, something must have happened to her , Later I contacted Liu Qian, Liu Qian said on the phone: "Lin Jiayi, don't contact my cousin anymore, she is fine, she asked me to tell you, you don't contact her, she has nothing to do!" Hearing this, he suddenly said: "Impossible, this is impossible, Liu Qian, let me tell you, no matter how much you hate me, no matter what kind of feelings you have for your cousin, I hope you can understand that I am Seriously, please don't talk to me like that. I want to know what happened to your cousin now? It's impossible for her to say that. It's impossible. Don't do that to me. You're speaking for that man. I I know I can't ask you, but if you still regard me as a friend, and you still have this friend in your heart, please tell me what happened to her, I am very worried, I am very anxious, can you understand?

"Don't worry, cousin, she really has nothing to do. She is fine. She just feels that she can't give you anything. For so long, she has caused you a lot of trouble and almost killed you. She wants to After a long time, she doesn’t want to hurt you like this again, maybe breaking up is the best, you forget about each other, after forgetting, she won’t bring you any harm anymore, you are still young, she said, you can have Your own happiness, besides, you are married, and it is difficult to get a divorce. Of course, my cousin does not want you to get a divorce. She hopes that you can live happily and live a good life. She does not want to destroy you. Do you understand? Really It's not me talking nonsense, she said these words herself!"

I heard Liu Qian say this, I seem to be able to understand, what she said is not unreasonable, maybe yes, she thinks so, but it will hurt me a lot, I can't live without her, I miss her very much, she Don't contact me, avoid me, suddenly treat me like this, I can't accept it all at once, I said: "Liu Qian, I respect her choice, but I have to face her in person, she told me in person, so I can let go, If I don't see her, I won't let go!"

Liu Qian said: "Okay, then I'll let her call you, you can rest assured after listening, but since she made such a choice, she dare not face you, she loves you, and you love her too , she doesn't want to hurt you, I hope you can understand!"

I said, "Okay, tell her and ask her to call me, thank you, Liu Qian!"

After Liu Qian hung up the phone, not long after, Bai Ling called me, and the call was connected. She said softly: "Xiao Lin, I'm sorry, it's my fault. I've thought a lot these days, maybe it's cruel. , but I hope you can understand me, there are many things that I can't solve for the time being, I know that this will bring you a lot of danger, so, I think, we still-"

What she said made me feel very heartbroken, and I felt very uncomfortable. I said, "Really? Have you really made a decision? Have you considered it? Don't you want to see each other again in the future?"

When Bai Ling heard this, she cried and said, "I, I—"

I know she will regret it, she has revealed it now, I know she can't leave me, if she can be separated so easily, it is not love, if she can really forget me so easily, then I will not have too many regrets, I said: "Have you thought about it? If you have made a good decision, I will respect your choice, but let me tell you, if we are separated, we will meet again later. Or whatever, it’s not that easy, and I don’t want to hurt you like this again, I feel like I’m torturing you when I’m with you, if this goes on, you won’t have any happiness, you’re not young anymore, drag Sorry, if you really think about it, then let's break up!"

Bai Ling cried at what I said.

I was there quietly waiting for her answer, because her decision was very important to me. If she had chosen to be with me at that time, I thought we might have really come together, and there would be no future However, her decision made us pass by again.